when you stare into the abyss

After Wan Tong and Zhao Yingying came back from the outpatient examination, they were ready to pack up and leave the hospital. All the indicators of their bodies returned to normal.

Before they left, Zhao Yingying suggested that Wan Tong go to the hospital to take care of Nie Zhiyan on Monday. Nie Zhilan didn't want to trouble her too much, so she immediately declined, and Nie Zhiyan hurriedly said that she could do it.

The older man pulled Nie Zhilan and said earnestly to her, "One family doesn't talk about two families. She should take care of Xiaoyan. You have to have a meeting on Monday."

Wan Tong followed Zhao Yingying's words and said: "Aunt Lan, you have dark circles under your eyes. I'll go home and sleep for a day, and I'll come over tomorrow night."

The two sisters looked at each other, and Nie Zhilan thought that her sister needed to undergo rehabilitation on Monday, and it would be better if more than one person took care of her, so she agreed, but Wan Tong didn't have to come over tomorrow night, and sleeping at home would be more comfortable than in the hospital.

However, the youngest person began to be rude: "Aunt Lan, will you drive me away when I arrive at the hospital tomorrow night?" She guessed Nie Zhilan's temper, as long as she was obedient at work, it would probably be fine if she occasionally messed up at other times.

As she expected, the person beside the bed nodded helplessly.Turning to Nie Zhiyan, although she was unwilling to have too much contact with Wan Tong alone, considering that Nie Zhilan was not in good condition, maybe it would improve if she went home and calmed down, so she acquiesced.

After discussing properly, Zhao Guoying led Wan Tong home with peace of mind.The redness and swelling on Nie Zhiyan's legs subsided a lot. The day before her recovery, Dr. Li suggested that she try to stand on the ground for a while.The woman obeyed, supported by Nie Zhilan, endured the pain and moved her legs. The moment her feet touched the solid ground, she almost burst into tears.

Can stand up again, God did not give up on her.

"Don't worry, just rely on your family members to take two steps forward." Nie Zhiyan's condition was obviously deteriorating in the first two days, but she stabilized after changing her dressing on the third day. As her attending doctor, Dr. Li was in a very good mood and spoke His tone of voice also rose.

Nie Zhilan raised her arm and felt the other party hold her tightly, trembling and frightened.

"Don't be afraid, sister is here, I'll count three two one, let's move forward together."

"Three", Nie Zhiyan took a deep breath, "two", she gritted her teeth and prepared, "one", she raised her leg, enduring the severe pain from deep inside, and as soon as she took half a step, she fell onto Nie Zhilan.

Only ten seconds passed, but it seemed like a lifetime ago, the woman's forehead was covered with fine cold sweat.

She shook her head weakly: "It hurts."

"It was caused by poor blood circulation, and the bones were also injured a little bit. It can be recovered by rehabilitation, but every time the weather changes, the sequelae must be endured."

"I know, thank you doctor." Nie Zhilan had listened to his detailed explanation yesterday. It is similar to rheumatism pain. In winter, you need to keep warm and exercise moderately.

Dr. Li observed her state, and it was not suitable for her to continue to be brave, and said: "Rest first, don't rush for a while, and go to the rehabilitation department tomorrow for systematic recovery exercises."

"Okay, let's rest." Nie Zhilan picked up Nie Zhiyan and lay down on the hospital bed. The woman closed her eyes. After the doctor left, she smiled at the frowning person beside the bed, "Sister, it's okay, I can stand up. It’s already very satisfying.” Pain or something, the habit will be fine.

"I'll go see a Chinese doctor after I'm discharged from the hospital. Uncle Wu knows an old Chinese doctor who can do acupuncture. I'll ask him tomorrow."

"Acupuncture and moxibustion may not be suitable for everyone. Sometimes it is a firefighting job. Sister, don't worry about me. How about you? What happened to Xiao Jian?" She opened and closed her upper and lower lips, as if she was not the one who suffered from the pain in the future.

Since that night, Nie Zhilan and Xiao Bei have tacitly stopped contacting each other, and she didn't have time to think about it, she just felt empty in her heart, as if something was missing.

She didn't dislike that kiss, but she couldn't figure out what kind of feelings she had for Xiao Bei, friend?Or go one step further?Nie Zhilan planned to face the problem directly, but found that she was so confused that she didn't know where to start.

Nie Zhiyan looked at her ever-changing expression, and continued: "When things happen, we should respond positively. This is what my sister taught me, and I believe you can handle it well." Just stop and give her time to think.

The person who belongs to you will be precious when you meet him.

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Wan Tong was in the evening, and Nie Zhiyan was preparing to eat, so she appeared in the ward with an insulated bucket.

"Aunt Yan, Mom made big bone soup." There were stars shining in her eyes, which made it easy for people to notice. There were two bowls in the bag. Nie Zhilan, who was thinking about something, said, "Aunt Lan, Tang Duo, Mom said you should have a bowl too."

Nie Zhilan took the bowl and put it aside to cool, Wan Tong propped up the small table on the hospital bed, put the head of the spoon on the side of the bowl, raised her eyes and smiled: "Aunt Yan, the soup is still hot, let it cool down before drinking."

Wan Tong's caring words, as warm as water, slowly flowed into Nie Zhiyan's heart word by word, causing ripples.She finally couldn't restrain herself, she took off the coldness of the disguise for a while, bent the corners of her lips, and responded softly: "Okay, cool off."

After dinner, Nie Zhilan stayed until nine o'clock and wiped Nie Zhiyan's body before leaving.When she got home, she washed up and lay down on the big bed she hadn't seen for a long time. Once she was alone, her emotions would be infinitely magnified.

She opened the cell phone chat with Xiao Bei, and read carefully one by one.

"Rabbit, the Prosecutor's Department went out for an outing today, and the stinky fox sent you a selfie, but what are you doing?"

"I'm sure I'm busy again. This is the fast food I made. When will I make an appointment with Wan Tong and Doctor Nie? The four of us will go camping, how about it?"

"No reply at 11:[-], rabbit, I'm going to sleep, good night." Followed by a message, "Be careful."

At 12:10, I only replied: "Well, you too, good night."

My heart seemed to be run over by something, and the feeling of soreness overflowed.

"You are a boring rabbit, you will die if you discuss the case in two sentences? I have a sense of propriety, ask what should be asked, and will not mention what should not be asked."

My reply two hours later: "A matter of principle."

"You are not only a boring rabbit, but also a wooden rabbit! But the kind fox has already forgiven you, no need to explain."

She turned to the end, and there was a 3-second voice: "Take the wrong road, wait." I received it before we met in the parking lot that night, but I didn't reply.

Nie Zhilan stared blankly at the ceiling, her emotions fluctuating in a flash.She has never liked anyone, and she doesn't even know what it feels like to like someone, but at this moment, her heart is full of Xiao Bei, and her mind is also full of her.I want to shake it off, but I can't shake it off.

She opened the Baidu icon silently, and entered a line of words in the search bar: How can I tell if I like someone?

There were many answers, and she opened one of them.

1. Do not dislike intimate physical contact.The soft touch and scalding temperature that night did not disgust me, and I even kept thinking about it when I was quiet.

2. Reply to the other party's information in seconds, and you will think of her when you are free.Nie Zhilan pondered, it was almost impossible to reply to the message in seconds, and the most important thing to think about when she was free was her sister.

3. Always think of her when seeing something she likes.When you see what your sister likes to eat or watch, you will think of her?

4. I worry about her even if I get a little injury.She is constantly worried that her sister will get hurt.

……

What are these?The more Nie Zhilan looked at it, the more confused and uncertain she became. Everything about Xiao Bei was twisted together like a few strands of hemp rope, which couldn't be untied, and the reasoning was still chaotic.

Throwing the mobile phone accurately on the sofa opposite, looking out the window at the endless night, insomnia for the third day in a row...

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The next morning, Wan Tong woke up at seven and went to a porridge shop near the hospital to buy porridge, and they ate breakfast together. At 08:30, the nurse informed that the doctor in the rehabilitation department had arrived and could go directly.Wan Tong pushed the wheelchair, wanting to lift Nie Zhiyan up from the bed.But the woman shook her head and insisted, "I'll do it myself."

She supported Wan Tong's arm with her right hand and propped up the bed with her left hand. After standing still, she turned around and sat on the wheelchair, her calf trembling unceasingly under her knee.

"Tongtong, let's go." Since she made up her mind, Nie Zhiyan no longer called her Wan Xiaotong, just like Nie Zhilan, she only called her Tongtong.

"Aunt Yan, I believe you will be able to walk like flying soon." Wan Tong didn't notice her strangeness, took a small blanket to cover her legs, and slowly pushed the wheelchair forward.

Arriving at the destination, Wan Tong was waiting outside. The rehabilitation doctor was a female doctor. First, she massaged Nie Zhiyan to relax her muscles, and then instructed her to do flexion and stretching exercises in the lying position, four sets of eight times each; and leg raising exercises in the lying position, two sets , eight times in each group.After Nie Zhiyan finished the two sets, she began to sweat.The doctor helped the woman out of bed and asked her to grasp the stainless steel railing with her right hand. She encouraged her, "Walk six meters on the first day, and increase according to the situation. I won't support you, let your family members help you." Wan Tong outside the door waved.

Even though Nie Zhiyan immediately said no, Wan Tong was already standing on her left after a few seconds.

"If she comes here, today's task will be considered complete." The doctor pointed to the approximate location, and told her to look after the patient, because it is easy to lose energy for the first time in rehabilitation.

Wan Tong listened carefully and responded one by one.

Nie Zhiyan turned her face away and looked at the railing. With the girl by her side, she was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

"Aunt Yan, let's walk half a meter and a half. You hold on to the railing, and I'm one meter in front of you." Wan Tong took half a step forward, guessing that the other party should take two steps to get there.

"Aunt Yan." She turned around, clenched her fist with her left hand, and said loudly, "Come on!"

Nie Zhiyan clenched the railing tightly, and she saw a bright smile blooming on Wan Tong's bright face.

It seems to be guiding myself, telling myself that she is there, don't be afraid.

The woman bit her lip, stepped forward with her right leg, stood firmly in front of Wan Tong, and followed with her left leg. One step, she completed one step.

The two were only one foot apart, and they could clearly feel each other's breath, but Nie Zhiyan noticed that her legs were a little weak, and before she could say anything, Wan Tong smiled and took half a step back, her smile deepening: "Aunt Yan, continue. "

Nie Zhiyan breathed steadily, stepped out her right leg again, followed by her left leg.Time and time again, with Wan Tong's encouragement, she walked three meters in a row.Continuing, victory is just ahead. Just as she stood firmly, she hurriedly let go of her right hand and was about to put it forward a little, but then her right leg gave way and she jumped forward.

In the nick of time, subconsciously, his right hand grabbed the railing, but he missed it. His left hand opened helplessly, and his body fell into a warm embrace.

Hand, I don't know what I touched.

soft, small...

The author has something to say: consult a rehabilitation doctor, so it is late.

感谢在2020-05-0421:47:14~2020-05-0522:55:18期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Ruoyi, Lanyan, 1 jackey ball;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: 13 uncles in underpants; 2 Mu Chenyan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!