when you stare into the abyss

The person in his arms recalled the ups and downs of the past, like something stuck in his heart, full of mixed feelings.However, hearing these words full of tenderness and feeling her trembling voice, he couldn't restrain himself any longer, leaning on the warmth on his back, sobbing in embarrassment.Nie Zhilan was also greedy for the other person's breath, her breath against her side neck gradually became heavy, she slowly turned her body around, raised her right hand lightly, and rubbed her tear-stained cheek with her fingertips, trying to stop her crying.

But wiping the more and more hot tears from the other party, my heart also felt uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry." She murmured in tears.Xiao Bei, no, it should be called Gu Bei now.As soon as she left Binnan five years ago, Zhao Yingying helped her change her identity. Gu Fang's sister Gu Fang's distant relatives can be regarded as recognizing her ancestors.At the beginning of the compulsory treatment, the pain of losing Nie Zhilan, the self-denial after learning of the murder of Ye Yuntian, and the torment of anxiety, she could no longer smile as often as before.

In mid-January 2018, the burial ceremony was over, and Nie Zhilan, who had just recovered from her serious injury, finally lay down, suffering from a serious illness and being burnt.Out of selfishness, Zhao Guoying deliberately called Gu Bei who was far away in Jiangcheng when she was talking to the person lying on the hospital bed, and put the phone aside after turning on the speakerphone.In fact, I hope that the person on the other end of the phone will be soft-hearted. After all, Zhao Guoying understands Nie Zhilan's temper, and she will probably be alone in the future. Moreover, Gu Bei's attending doctor made it clear that the company of family members is good for treatment, and it is too difficult to resist.

Why not give each other another chance?

However, Gu Bei heard Nie Zhilan's hoarse voice say a word: "Sister, I can't forget her." Lying limp on the bed, she gritted her teeth and held back the overflow of crying, and hung up the call with Zhao Yingying.After a while, I recovered a little before sending a text message: "Sister, the chance of being cured is too low, I can't take the risk, I don't want her to live with a lunatic for the rest of her life."

Yes, Gu Bei thinks he is crazy.Because after being hypnotized by the doctor, she may have more than two personalities, but they rarely appear, such as when her elbow was occasionally injured, such as waking up on the bench in the community the next day.Xiao Bei never did those things, and neither did "Xiao Nan".

They missed five years and tortured each other for five years. Everything stemmed from their original determination. The other party was not wrong, but suffered for no reason.

"Don't say I'm sorry." Nie Zhilan thought that Gu Bei still decided to leave, she gazed at her tenderly, her voice was soft, almost pleading, "I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry, don't leave."

"Stay here, okay?" The woman slightly lowered her head to kiss the tears on Gu Bei's cheeks, and then kissed the tears at the corners of her eyes. It was salty and probably bitter.

Nie Zhilan noticed that Gu Bei's hand holding onto the hem of her clothes unconsciously lifted up, and gently pressed it against her waist.Immediately, her eyes lit up instantly, and she whispered in her ear: "Don't forget, I still want to show you the style, not waiting for retirement, as long as you want, you can do it anytime."

After finishing speaking, a soft kiss landed on Gu Bei's slightly cool lips, and she licked them lingeringly. She felt the other party's lips slowly open, catering and responding, and sighed in her heart, deepening the lingering relationship between her lips and teeth...

At night, Nie Zhilan hugged the tired Gu Bei, and the two talked heartfeltly without mentioning the past. What happened during that time was too sensitive, and they all coincidentally let it disappear with the wind.

After all, the future is more worth looking forward to.

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Captain Xiao Wan has been much busier than before since he was promoted.Wan Xiaoyu is naturally brought by Nie Zhiyan more, the girl is very clingy and shy of strangers.Nie Zhiyan smiled happily while holding her in her arms, her chubby face was deeply dimpled, and whenever Wan Tong took it, she began to cry wildly.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with her? I can't figure it out. Oh, oh, oh, don't cry, don't cry." Wan Tong learned how to coax people outside to coax Wan Xiaoyu, but the more she coaxed her, the more she cried, her face turned red famous.

"The child is hungry." Nie Zhiyan made milk and walked over with the bottle.

"How do Yanyan know?"

"Look at the time, and Xiaoyu bit her finger and waved her arm not to hit you, but to show that she is hungry." Nie Zhiyan handed her the bottle and said gently, "Come and feed."

"Ah?" Wan Tong was a little at a loss.

"Otherwise, next time you hug Xiaoyu, she will still cry." Nie Zhiyan put the cotton cloth under the child's neck, Wan Tong fed her a few mouthfuls, Wan Xiaoyu smacked her mouth, her small eyes bent like crescents.

"Yanyan, Xiao Yu smiled, and she smiled at me." Captain Xiao Wan was so excited that his hands were shaking, he leaned close to the girl, and lightly pecked her fair and tender face.

As early as a few months ago, Wan Tong learned how to hold a child. At this time, Wan Xiaoyu was very happy in her arms, and subconsciously called out: "Mom, mom."

"Yanyan, what did you hear just now? Did you hear that?"

"I heard." The woman looked at them in front of her, and the smile on her lips deepened.

So, Captain Xiao Wan witnessed the first time Wan Yuxi called his mother when he was 8 months and 8 days old.

In the evening, Wan Tong accompanied Nie Zhiyan to put the child to sleep. When Zhao Yingying returned home, the child was handed over to her, and the two of them washed and lay down.Before the woman could pick up the book, she was hugged by her on the left and whispered softly, "Yanyan, you are so gentle to Xiaoyu."

"Huh? Am I not gentle with you?" Nie Zhiyan's eyes were soft, and her fingertips gently caressed the back of Wan Tong's neck.

"Gentle, let's talk about the quarrel four years ago." The longer we get along, the more Captain Xiao Wan feels that the person she loves is really a Scorpio, um, it's about holding grudges.Although they are all insignificant things, the little book in my heart has not forgotten to add a stroke.

"Who told you to squat and catch people too hard and hurt yourself."

"I thought the other party had a gun, and I explained it to you, and I still remember it so clearly." Wan Tong kissed Nie Zhiyan's nose, and coaxed, "I have you and Xiao Yu, so I will be more careful, but you know how to be sloppy when it comes to work. No."

Nie Zhiyan hummed lightly, she definitely understood and supported her, but if the injury was a little bit worse last time, she wouldn't be able to be discharged from the hospital just by lying down for a few days.Regarding Wan Tong's life safety, she was willing to make a bad face, nagging again and again.

Seeing that the people beside him were not in high spirits, Captain Xiao Wan joked, "I swear I won't do it in the future, and if I do it again, I can kneel down on the durian or on the keyboard!"

"Am I so fierce? Are you willing to watch you kneel?"

"Then punish me to be down there once, is that okay?" Wan Tong felt that he had made a huge concession, because the number of times Nie Zhiyan was up there in the past few years can be counted on dozens of fingers. It's the elders who can't compete, and they get used to it after going back and forth.

"ten times."

"Ten times a night?" The next second she was pushed away by Nie Zhiyan and received a slap in the face.But after being together for a long time, his face became thicker, Captain Xiaowan immediately stepped forward, "Yanyan, I will accompany you to read, but I have to charge some interest first." As soon as the words finished, he leaned over and kissed the corner of her mouth.

Taste and stop.

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On a weekend in July, Lu Dongdong and Ye Jing's son was one year old. On the first day, they had a few tables, and on the second day, they only invited a few friends. All nine of them knew each other.The birthdays of the two children were approaching, so they celebrated on the same day.

Wan Tong drove to pick up Nie Zhiyan after the lecture, and was stuck on the road when he came back.

The first close contact between Ye Jing and Lu Dongdong was the day she went to collect Ye Yuntian's body after the case was closed.

Lu Dongdong comforted her a few words.

Ye Jing felt that this boy was very warm, with a sunny smile always on his face.

"It doesn't matter. Dad did those things and caused countless families to be torn apart. He deserves it."

She has long since let go, and she does not blame Xiao Bei, and even feels sorry for Xiao Bei's death.Such a kind-hearted person met Lu Dongdong who had empathy, and they hit it off immediately, and fell in love within half a year of acquaintance.The baby was born in June last year, and the family lives in peace and beauty.

When Nie Zhilan brought Gu Bei to meet Ye Jing, she naturally knew what she was like, when will the wrong be repaid?

After getting acquainted, Ye Jing asked sincerely: "Should I be called Lawyer Gu now? Sister Yun's company needs legal counsel. Have you considered cooperating?"

"The branch office of the law firm has just opened. As the person in charge, I have been busy recently. I look forward to cooperating with you when the branch office is on the right track." Gu Bei originally held Wan Xiaoyu in his arms and raised his head to ask calmly.

"Let's talk about the cooperation at the end of the year. I see that you like children so much. Why don't you consider adopting one or having one?"

Gu Bei glanced at Nie Zhilan who was clumsily helping Wan Xiaoyu put on her shoes, and smiled, "Zhilan doesn't like children, she's afraid of trouble, and we don't have time to take care of them."

"Auntie." The one-year-old Wan Xiaoyu called out in a milky voice, and gently patted Nie Zhilan's shoulder with her small hand.

"Hey, the shoes are loose, don't move your feet." The person wearing the shoes raised his head and said, "I didn't say that you must not. If you like it and find it lively, you can just ask for one."

"Think again, think again." The child's matter needs to be cautious, Gu Bei has no plans now and is afraid of trouble.

The dishes were served slowly, the people in the traffic jam also stopped their cars, the sound of footsteps came from far to near, Wan Xiaoyu seemed to hear someone's voice, and began to agitate.

"Mommy mommy."

"They're all calling mom? This is it." Ye Jing asked.

"Xiaoyu doesn't know how to call mommy yet, Ah Yan has taught her a few times."

"It will probably be in two months." Ye Jing stood up while talking, and Lu Dongdong took the child in his arms and followed her out, "It should be the boss and the others."

"I can see you cracking candy until you giggle every day. It's not good to eat too much candy."

"It's not bad. Now I can win another pair. It's a great fortune in life."

After Lu Dongdong finished speaking, he thoughtfully protected Ye Jing and pushed the door open. Wan Tong and Nie Zhiyan just turned the corner and ran into each other.

"My God, boss, you are actually wearing couple clothes." Lu Dongdong said in surprise.

"Parent-child clothes, Xiaoyu is wearing the same." Nie Zhiyan said directly without hiding it.

Ye Jing joked: "Look, let's see, it's still two girls who are romantic, Adong wouldn't even think about it."

Lu Dongdong lowered his head and rubbed his son's face, and said back, "Mingming, we'll go shopping at night."

Wan Tong asked, "Where's Xiao Yu?"

"Inside, Bureau Nie is helping her put on her shoes." They said as they walked, and as soon as they entered the private room, they heard a voice so tender that they could pinch water, "Mom, hug me." Wan Xiaoyu opened his arms in Gu Bei's arms, Nie Zhiyan rushed forward.

The author has something to say: I had something to do at home a few days ago, and I have received friends from afar in the past two days, so there is no update.The remaining chapter will be longer.

感谢在2020-07-1614:03:36~2020-07-2023:55:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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