when you stare into the abyss

The six dishes on the dinner table were all prepared by Xiao Bei. It can be said that they were all delicious in color, fragrance and taste, but the atmosphere was so strange that even Nie Zhilan noticed it.She took two mouthfuls of rice from the diced meat that Xiao Bei had just picked up, and asked in confusion, "Why don't you guys eat it? Foxes are very good at cooking."

Nie Zhiyan and Wan Tong exchanged glances, picked up the chopsticks, and said in a low voice: "Eat, sister, eat more."The woman suddenly asked again, "Xiao Jian, what did the procuratorate say? Are you going to enter a law firm after the time limit has passed?"

Xiao Bei knew there was something in her words, so he bent his lips and said, "I have already applied for resignation from the procuratorate. After all, my body is not suitable for high-intensity work. As for the law firm, I will think about it later."

"Rabbit wants to be a legal self-media platform. We have some savings over the years, so we can start slowly." Before Xiao Bei knew that he was the real culprit who killed Ye Yuntian, he originally planned to try self-media, and discussed it with Nie Zhilan.

But now, she stopped suddenly when she raised the arc, chewing the chicken in her mouth, and she couldn't taste it.

"Well, the self-media is very good. I have a classmate who is also live broadcasting for forensic medicine, writing and publishing novels. He used to be very difficult, but later his family accompanied him and persisted. Now he can't be defeated by any difficulties. So no matter what happens, the family will work together. Facing it is the best choice." Nie Zhiyan hoped that Xiao Bei would listen to it, it is very important to get enlightened by herself, otherwise she might do the opposite of the persuasion around her.

The effect didn't seem to be good, the other party only hummed lightly, and didn't answer any more.

Washing the dishes after dinner, the four of them sat on the sofa in the living room and watched a movie for a while, Wan Tong hurriedly sent Zhao Yingying a WeChat message.

She typed very fast: "Old Zhao, when will you come back? Has the result come out? Is Aunt Xiao an orphan of a martyr?"

"I just received the report that Xiao Jian and Gu Gu's only family members are indeed related by blood. My sister recalled back then, and mentioned that Xiao E and Gu Gu were classmates in high school. They got along very well. She didn't know other specific things."

"It must be! Aunt Xiao doesn't need to lie, and she also knows that his real name is Gu."

"Don't worry, this is a big deal. We must investigate clearly. I visited the former captain of the Chuyang County Investigation Brigade this afternoon. He clearly said that Gu Zhen reported his personal situation to the organization in 1988 and was with Teacher Xiao E from Xicheng Elementary School." Zhao Guoying sent the message in a hurry, and she clicked to send some words without knowing whether she typed them correctly.

"Is this considered sure?"

"Well, but it needs to be kept secret. I will find time tomorrow to talk to Xiao Jian."

"Why not tonight? Aunt Xiao feels emotionally unstable. In the afternoon, I found her secretly taking medicine behind Aunt Lan's back."

"There's a meeting tonight. I'm in the province. I'll tell you at noon, just ignore it?"

Wan Tong thought about it, but quibbled: "Old Zhao has a meeting every day, and I forget which day I said it."

"You are a typical example of having a daughter-in-law and forgetting your mother. It's not too late to understand. Tomorrow, I will make an appointment with Xiao Jian at noon. I will arrive at Binnan around nine o'clock."

Wan Tong sent another message, but Zhao Guoying didn't reply, and her loud speech sounded not far away.

In the middle of the night, Wan Tong was woken up by a phone call, and he was notified to gather at the training ground in 15 minutes.She kissed Nie Zhiyan, who was half-closed, and got out of bed. In the living room, she found Xiao Bei sleeping on the sofa with thin clothes.So I brought a set of thick blankets to cover her before going out.

Half an hour ago, the staff on duty received an anonymous call to the police and picked up several photos and the address written on the photos at the gate.In the photo are several high boilers, several barrels of liquid, and large filtering equipment, an obvious drug production site.

That moth bet that Tang Yuyang didn't hold back like his brother, anyway, the other party didn't know his identity from the beginning to the end.

Finally, the police arrested six drug workers in a flat-floor greenhouse at one of the addresses 37 kilometers away from Binnan, and seized 282.3 kilograms of solid crystals (suspected methamphetamine powder), 870.3 kilograms of semi-finished products, 495 kilograms of raw materials and a large number of drugmakers. Toxic excipients.

The criminal suspect confessed to one person on the line. Due to the limited arrest conditions, Liu Wangyang and the captain of the anti-drug detachment planned to stay put.It was the first time for Wan Tong to experience such a huge amount of drugs, and at the same time he felt lingering fear, but at the same time he was glad that this batch had not been sold.More than 1.5 tons, I don't know how many homes will be destroyed.

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The next day, Xiao Bei got up very early, and Nie Zhilan was still fast asleep.She carefully prepared breakfast and kept it warm in a pot.Finally, he sat on the side of the bed and looked at Nie Zhilan's sleeping face, as if he wanted to engrave her in his heart and not move for a long time.

Desperation and sorrow are probably like this, Xiao Bei raised his eyes, held back the tears that were about to flow, picked up the luggage bag with only a few clothes on the ground, and stood up.

Taking one last look at Nie Zhilan, she opened the door and walked out without looking back.She deliberately avoided Nie Zhiyan and Wan Tong's working hours, took the elevator downstairs without any hindrance, and walked towards the Municipal Bureau.For patients with dual personality, switching between personalities often requires an opportunity. However, no one knows this opportunity. It may be when the mood fluctuates greatly, or when the mood is depressed.Xiao Bei felt that his inner emotions seemed to be difficult to control in the past two days, either due to memory loss or waking up in the living room at night.She plans to surrender herself early, and also writes down her feelings clearly in her diary, hoping to get another support from her.

On the right hand was written two words, "Surrender yourself", walking faster and faster, and stopped suddenly near the city bureau.When he raised his eyes again, Xiao Bei looked at the surrounding environment in a daze. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the two words on his hand, his brows were deep.Gradually lowered his hands, gritted his teeth, and continued walking towards the gate of the Municipal Bureau.

Xiao Bei had been to the city bureau a few times, and the security guard knew her, and was about to let her go after saying hello, but was stopped by a little boy in a hat behind him.

"Are you the police aunt? I want to give you something."

Xiao Bei subconsciously asked, "What is it?"

"I don't know, someone asked me to give it to you." He stuffed a long, black object into Xiao Bei's hand and ran away.

Afraid that it might be a dangerous item, the security guard took off the glove and wrapped it with the item Xiao Bei handed him to examine carefully. After confirming that it was just an ordinary recording pen, he handed it back to her and said, "Xiao Jian took it there? It should be given to anyone. Team Nie is not here, Liu team too."

"Well, good." Xiao Bei walked inside with the recording pen in hand, passed the outdoor parking lot, and suddenly touched a switch by accident, and a strange sound sounded, which should have been processed by voice-changing.

"I'm presenting a gift, just to know if you are a nest of snakes or rats, or if there is something worthy of trust and expectation."

Next, the voice returned to normal, and it sounded like a recording of a phone call.

"Don't you do much? Yang Zhen has been with the elder brother for two years, and we are his good brothers. It was you who exposed his undercover identity, and the elder brother killed him. Also, every time you share the accounts, you get the most and the least danger." .”

"Tang Yuyang, I advise you to act in peace and stability. Ye Yuntian shares the same amount as you, and I don't see him making trouble."

"He has a business, a solid financial foundation, and I have nothing."

"Don't you like the wood business? In the middle of the year, there is a local investment attraction in Binnan, and I will help you find a way."

"Okay, thank you bro."

Then there's the tape about making a car accident, and then there's the unpleasant conversation again.

"Why don't you find out who is going to the meeting? Who is that Nie?"

"It's impossible for me to call you at any time. The injured person is Nie Zhilan, the captain of the Criminal Investigation Detachment. Her father and Zhao Yingying were the ones who arrested your brother. It doesn't matter if one more person dies."

"You are so ruthless, I am ashamed."

"Give the recording to Zhao Guoying. I don't worry about others. Since he is unkind, I am also unrighteous. Even if I don't know his identity, you police should know."

After Xiao Bei listened to the recording, he suddenly felt sorry for Tang Yuyang, the subordinate he found was so stupid, if the person who picked up the recording pen happened to be the other party's person, he would steal nothing.She held the rectangular object, slowed down her pace, and took out the mobile phone in the bag on the right. When she turned on the screen, there was no signal?No... There is no phone card. This person threw away the phone card. He really intends to die heroically and never contact Nie Zhilan and other people around him again?

Stupid, childish.

Xiao Bei went directly to the business hall to reapply for a phone card, turned on the phone, and several messages were displayed on the screen.

She was concerned about one of them: "Xiao Jian, do you have time? Let's chat for a while." The name in the note is Zhao Ju.

"Have."

"Come to my office at 12:[-] noon."

After setting a time, Xiao Bei wrote down the recorder and the meeting with Zhao Guoying in the memo, not talking about anything else.She surrendered herself if she wanted to, it didn't matter, and she really should surrender herself.At the beginning, she found out on the Internet that she could not be responsible, and deliberately killed people in a fit of anger.

Kill all kills, all that should be done, anyway, happy.As for the person in this recording, hand it over to the police directly. She is self-aware and knows that she has no ability to touch him.

Everything was ready, Xiao Bei booked an hourly room, and turned off the phone before going to bed.

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Nie Zhilan, who woke up in the bedroom of the compound, couldn't find anyone, couldn't get through the phone, and panicked.My legs bumped against the pillars of the coffee table in the living room and the dining table in the dining room. I didn't know the pain, so I got dressed and walked outside with my mobile phone in hand.It happened to be met by Nie Zhiyan who rushed back after receiving the call.

"Sister, go home first."

"I'll go find her." Nie Zhilan cursed secretly in her heart, why didn't she notice that something was wrong with Xiao Bei, she was obsessed with thinking that she hadn't been tender for too long.

Nie Zhiyan persuaded, "Where are you going? Since she chose to leave, she definitely won't let you find her."

"Go to her former house." Nie Zhilan said while pulling the door, "Ayan, what you said on the phone just now seems to know why she left, doesn't it?"

"I don't know..." Nie Zhiyan blinked, not looking at him.

"Every time you lie in front of me, you don't dare to look at me, and you still blink." Nie Zhilan frowned tightly, her breathing gradually became short of breath, "So, tell me."

"Sister, Tongtong promised Xiao Jian not to say anything."

"So you all keep it from me? Aren't you afraid that if I can't find her, I will regret it for the rest of my life?" Nie Zhilan growled with red eyes, it was the first time Nie Zhiyan saw a distressed look.

"Sister." The woman hugged her body from behind as she was about to rush out of the door, pleading with sobs, "Don't worry, I'll accompany you to find it. You can find out the reason for her leaving in the future through other means, but now Ah Words can’t be said. I need to respect Xiao Jian’s decision, I understand her thoughts, very much.”

"Then do you understand me? I can't live without her, just like you can't lose Tongtong." Nie Zhilan turned her back and hugged Nie Zhiyan, "Ah Yan, the fox always says that I am her white moonlight, but she is my cinnabar Mole, before I fell in love with her, I just wanted to see you happy, I don’t care if I’m happy or not, but now I long for happiness and want to give her happiness.”

"Sister." As soon as Nie Zhilan said this, Nie Zhiyan burst into tears. She wanted to say something, but was interrupted by the other party's next words, "Ayan, don't say anything, follow her wishes, don't tell me." She After speaking, she turned around, picked up the car keys and rushed out the door, muttering, "I lost her, I want to get her back."

Nie Zhiyan raised her hand, wiped away her tears, took out the car keys, and took another elevator to follow her downstairs.Nie Zhilan moved very quickly. Before the woman fastened her seat belt, she stepped on the accelerator and drove out of the parking space.Seeing this, Nie Zhiyan put on the seat belt with one hand, turned the car key with the other hand, and stepped on the gas pedal.

In the past two days, the snow had melted and the road was slippery. Nie Zhiyan was also a road idiot, so he rushed out of the parking lot without blinking, and followed closely behind the SUV driven by Nie Zhilan.

Nie Zhilan saw the oncoming car from the rearview mirror, and immediately changed lanes to the left and accelerated to overtake the car in front.Nie Zhiyan stared at the blue car, gritted her teeth, and changed lanes to overtake.She has never driven more than 60km/h on the boulevard. At this time, her heart is beating faster and she is concentrating.

Nie Zhilan turned left and right, entered the alley, overtook two cars, took a shortcut and galloped, and then went to the inner ring and was about to speed up again, when the phone on the bracket rang.She missed it once, missed it twice, and finally picked it up the third time.

"Sister, can you slow down, I'm behind."

"Navigate home by yourself."

Nie Zhiyan's tone was worried: "I don't feel at ease if you drive like this."

"When chasing fugitives in the past, the speed was faster. I have a sense of proportion. You go back."

"You said it was before, you were discharged from the hospital yesterday, and the doctor ordered you to recuperate."

Nie Zhilan frowned, hung up the phone, and Nie Zhiyan persisted in calling over and over again.

She slowed down her abnormally beating heart, and picked it up, pretending to be in a bad tone: "Ayan, if you beat me like this again, I will have an accident."

"Sister, I can't see your car, I can't find the way, and I lost it."

"Then navigate home."

"No matter left or right, the road is slippery and the weather is bad, my legs hurt."

"you……"

"sister."

The person sitting in the car, looking at the seemingly endless tunnel, heaved a long sigh: "Send me the location."

Nie Zhilan found Nie Zhiyan who had parked her car on the side of the road 40 minutes later, because she got on the inner ring and needed to get off at another exit.At this time, her mood eased a lot, and the car drove very slowly, with a speed of less than 40 yards, and the cars behind could keep up.

"Sister, let's go to Xiao Jian's house." Nie Zhiyan's soft voice came from the Bluetooth headset.

Nie Zhilan didn't answer, but the direction of the car was facing that way.

The author has something to say: Since the zisha plot cannot be written now, the copy of the pre-received article "Be Good, Drink Medicine" has been changed.

In the third year of Qi Banxia and Jiang Baizhi's marriage, on the second day of Qi Banxia's 32nd birthday, the words "Qi Banxia's death" were posted on Weibo in less than 3 minutes.Verification from fans and memories from friends keep swiping the screen. At 8:12, a black-and-white group photo posted a Weibo, and the topic instantly became a hot topic.

Jiang Baizhi: She's gone.

The official announcement is farewell.

Qi Banxia remembered that on the night of her birthday, there were fireflies outside the transparent glass room, she nestled in Jiang Baizhi's arms, and gradually closed her heavy eyes.

It was too late to say: Ah Zhi, don't cry.

However, when she woke up again, picked up the mobile phone beside her, and found that she had returned to the second day of her and Jiang Baizhi's wedding three years ago.

Going around, it's still you.Can't escape, can't avoid.

Read the guide:

1. cp: Deputy Chief Physician of Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital x Desperate Sanniang who does not cooperate with treatment

2. Modern fantasy, same-sex marriage, marriage first, love later, sweet text.

3. Regarding the culture of traditional Chinese medicine, the name of the protagonist is also taken according to the name of the traditional Chinese medicine.

4. Health-preserving literature, the entertainment industry and traditional Chinese medicine account for about half each.

Preliminary copywriting may be slightly changed, and will be updated after "When You Stare into the Abyss" (the copywriting will be changed on July 2020, 7)

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