[Comprehensive British and American] Jason Wayne's Road to Struggle

"Da, Dad... sorry..."

When Jason saw Bruce, he wanted to say a lot. He wanted to say sorry, I can't be what you expected, sorry, I have to leave you first, sorry, because of my recklessness, I will make you sad.

Sorry, his mistake landed him in the hands of the Joker and now has to let go of his father forever.

Please, Bruce, don't feel guilty for my passing, I died because of my own careless mistakes, and Alfred, Dick, Laura, Katie, Kurt...my friends, Do not be sad either.

It wasn't until he died that Jason realized that his departure might hurt many people, but those who would be sad for him were the ones he cared about most, which made him feel unwilling before closing his eyes and remorse.

Jason thought this was his end, he could feel a soft hand brushing against his palm.

He subconsciously knew that it was a girl's hand. She should have black hair, blue eyes, a very cute little face and a sunny and cheerful smile.

But he couldn't hold the hand, and could only watch a tiny baby bird spread its wings and move away from him.

It was a strange feeling, as if he had seen that little blue bird a long time ago.

"who are you?"

The existence of the little blue bird made all the pain in his body disappear, and Jason felt extremely peaceful, as if he had been illuminated by healing magic.

The little blue bird also reminded him of Dick.

A chuckle sounded, and there was a vague figure in the distance. Well, that person seemed to be wearing yellow clothes and had no hair. He looked at Jason with very gentle and calm eyes, which made him feel relieved.

"Don't say sorry, none of this is your fault."

Following the sound that made him peaceful, Jason fell into a sea of ​​golden orange again and fell into a coma.

The days in that sea were very boring, except for sleeping. Fortunately, the sea is very warm, and sleeping here is very comfortable and peaceful, as if any anger and resentment can be washed away. Sometimes Jason feels like he is here. God, there is no negative emotion in my heart.

Later, a green chain pulled him out of the ocean, and Jason appeared in a marble temple, surrounded by stone pillars, and outside the temple was a light golden desert.

A blue jay landed lightly. She was the only blue in this golden-orange world. Jason subconsciously raised his hand to catch the bird and smiled.

"I thought you were leaving me."

Bird stared at Jason with clear eyes, then lowered his head and rubbed against Jason's palm, Jason could feel that the child was still ignorant, yes, she hadn't had time to see the outside world before she was born, she didn't understand anything.

"Your feathers are the same color as the eyes of the person I like."

The first person in the desert was Bruce in his Batman uniform but without the hood. He looked tired, and Jason walked up behind him and called him softly.

"Bruce."

Batman was startled, turned around, and saw Jason standing behind him, still about 15 years old, dressed in white, with a beautiful blue bird on his shoulder.

Bruce was startled, and said softly, "I miss you very much."

Jason smiled shyly: "It's the first time I heard you say you miss me, and I miss you very much, but I don't really want to see you here."

"Let's go back."

When Bruce woke up again, the voice of Alfred talking to Dr. Leslie reached his ears, and he raised his arm to cover his eyes.

"Ah Fu, I saw Jason."

Ah Fu put the tray with gauze, pliers and other things beside him: "It seems that you had a good dream."

Bruce said again: "He let me return to the world."

The inside of the Batcave became very quiet. After a while, Bruce got up. He rescued the little mutants who rushed into Arkham to avenge Jason before he fell into a coma due to serious injuries. Now he has to finish the matter up.

The second to go into the desert was Dick.

That day Jason was sitting on the steps of the temple and was talking to the blue jay about his ice skating before, but the bird suddenly became agitated, and she flew towards the outside of the temple, and Jason quickly chased after her.

Standing blankly in the desert, Dick heard a familiar voice calling a name.

"Maureen!"

Then he saw the bird fly to his shoulder, pecking his cheek affectionately with its immature beak, Dick turned around and saw Jason running over.

At that moment Dick almost cried, and Jason stared at Dick and was stunned.

They wanted to look at each other, and after a while, Jason stretched out his hand and called, "Mulin, this guy is leaving, come back."

The bird gave Dick a reluctant look, and flew back to Jason's palm.

Dick's breathing became short of breath. He staggered after the bird and ran to Jason, but he didn't know what to say.

He could only say dryly, "Her name is Mu Lin?"

Jason held the bird, barely curling the corners of his mouth.

"Well, she is a, probably a magician, or a gift from God or something. With her, I won't have nightmares, because she always reminds me of you, so I give her Name it Mu Lin."

Dick's mother's name is Mary Grayson. The name "Maureen" means "little Mary", and the pronunciation of Maureen is similar to marine (sea), and there is a golden-orange sea nearby.

At this moment, Dick finally couldn't hold on anymore, and cried out in front of Jason in a hopeless way. He lowered his head and bit his lower lip tightly, his cheeks tensed.

He said vaguely: "I miss you very much, Little Wing. Sometimes I even want to die to accompany you. I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

"No, my death was due to my own recklessness. You are right, Dicky Bird, none of you are wrong. Don't blame yourself, okay? I hope you don't punish yourself for my mistakes."

Jason reached out to wipe away the tears for Dick, but Dick hugged him into his arms, and the adult male leaned on his shoulder and wept bitterly.

These days, he has been on the verge of collapse, as if he was about to fall into madness at any time. After Jason left, he felt that there were traces of Jason everywhere. He would cry when he saw a bookstore by the roadside. Jason likes books so much , but he didn't even accompany Jason to the bookstore, they only dated once, and he gave Jason so little happiness.

Dick's tears were the last thing Jason wanted to see. He was always afraid that his departure would hurt them.

He hugged Dick and coaxed him gently: "Shh, Dicky Bird, I'm here, remember what I said? My heart will always be with you."

Jason said in Dick's ear: "I miss you too, but it's better for us to meet again in a few decades, and now you're going back."

Later, Jason saw Kurt (Nightcrawler) and Laura here again. To be honest, Jason was not happy to see it here at all, so he kicked them back unceremoniously. Ass, of course, so that these idiots would know Jason would be mad if they didn't value their lives.

Another time Jason saw Natasha, which was the most unexpected thing for him. Since Natasha is a super smart person in his heart, he shouldn't have tossed to the brink of death, but according to Natasha Said that she was affected when the task subject was shooting the room with a micro-punch, and Jason pushed her back.

By the way, there was also a kid named Harry, who seemed to have lost his mother, so Jason held him and sang songs for a long time before sending him back.

But the more people pushed back, the more tired Jason was, so one day, he returned to the ocean with the blue jay in his arms.

The last one he pushed back was a girl. They were old acquaintances. Jason had acted with her for two days when he was a child. Later, she fell in love with pimps and wanted to sell Jason to those pimps. When Sen fled to the sewer, he bumped into the killer crocodile, and I am afraid that he will end badly.

The girl was tortured badly by Crime Lane, and Jason dragged her to Dr. Leslie's clinic before she was killed. It is said that she was adopted by people from another city.

The sleeping Jason didn't know that the girl began to write an article on the Internet after being pushed back to the world by him. The article was called "Gotham Prince", which was about the secret love of Yana, a girl from Crime Lane, and Jay, a boy next door.

"In Crime Alley, everyone's eyes are numb, but Jay is different. His mother loves him, and his sister next door loves him too. He has love, so his eyes are so beautiful that they seem to shine, like It's the forest after the rain, and he's the prettiest boy in Crime Alley."

"Yana was always beaten by her mother. Once Jay gave her a candy, and then he smiled and went to school with his schoolbag. He likes to read and sometimes spends time in the library. Yana Think, maybe one day he'll leave Crime Alley, because he's working so hard."

"That was their first meeting, Yana fell in love with Jay at first sight."

"Later, they all became vagrants. Yana was a poor performer, while Jay was a better performer. He was very smart, so he protected himself very well, and sometimes reached out to help others, Yana He also helped."

"But she betrayed Jay, Yana knew, she was such a bad person, she wanted to drag Jay into the same dirty situation as her, but God forbid, those pimps were killed by killer Crocodile passing by gone."

"At the moment when she thought she was going to die, Yana thought a lot. She thought that her life was like this. She was only 13 years old, and she was about to rot in the crime alley. The moment before she closed her eyes, she saw Jay walking away. Get close to her and drag her to a nearby clinic."

"After leaving Gotham, Yana thought she would never see the boy again, but one day, her mother took her to see the National Championships, and Jay was the champion of that game. He was only 14 years old at the time. He has already won all the contestants in the adult group, and he is still kind, and will participate in the charity ice show to speak out for mutants."

"Yana watched Jay flying on the ice, and burst into tears. After the game, she ran to the first row and threw the red roses. There were many people throwing red roses, but Jay just picked them up. Yana's bouquet of roses."

"He was holding a rose and standing on the ice. He was as beautiful as a prince. He recognized Yana, but he still smiled. His turquoise eyes were shining like stars."

"He said, Greetings to you, lady, and may you be happy."

"That's the last time Yana saw her Gotham prince."

At the end of the article, the author stated that the above stories were all true. Jay died in a car accident in the end, but he will always be Yana's little prince.

This article later caused a huge response on the Internet. Many ice fans have praised "Gotham Prince" to the people around them. When Dick read this article, he had just finished watching the musical "Phantom of the Opera". Just leaving Broadway.

That's when Barbara texted him.

[Barbara: Dick, fast forward to this website to have a look! 】

Dick was a little puzzled, but he still walked into the roadside coffee shop and clicked on the website.

For a while, anything related to Jason would make Dick fall into sadness again, but this time it didn't. Dick finished watching "Gotham Prince" calmly, then held a cup of coffee, looked at the rain outside the window, and hummed slowly Remember the song Jason once sang.

It wasn't "ThinkOfMe" that he had just heard, but a song co-created by David Sylvian and Ryuichi Sakamoto called "Forbidden Colours" from the movie "Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence".

When he heard Jason sing this song for the first time, Dick hadn't fallen in love with him yet, but the scene of the boy sitting on the windowsill singing to the sound of the guitar and the rain was forever engraved in his heart.

Later, Dick also fell into a near-death state again, but he never went to that desert again, and saw his little wing and Mu Lin again.

Perhaps as Jason said, he hopes to meet Dick in a few decades, and before that, Dick must live well.

He didn't know that he couldn't see Jason again because Jason had crawled out of the grave and was found and taken away by the Assassin Alliance.

When Jason opened his eyes again, he failed to gather his consciousness. He could only listen to someone talking at the operating table with a blank face.

"Super soldier serum can help us cultivate the best fighters, but embryos cannot directly bear the serum. We need to find a suitable mother to feed the embryo with the life of the mother and the serum..."

"The mothers I searched for before all died under the side effects of the serum with their embryos. Can this experimental body bear it?"

Thalia looked at the boy on the operating table, and raised her red lips: "He is a robin cultivated by the world's number one detective. If he is not good enough, then abandon the serum plan and start the cultivation tank."

"His body may not be able to bear it, he is covered in injuries..."

And according to the information, this person has been dead for two or three years. Is it really all right?

"It's okay, he was trained by Batman, you have to trust his willpower."

Thalia believed in Batman's abilities. After all, he was Lei Xiao O. Gudu's favorite successor, and he was also Mr. Detective, whom Talia had a crush on.

Afterwards, those people began to use equipment to brainwash Jason, because they needed an obedient "matrix". Little Robin was actually not sober at that time, but instinctively resisted the equipment.

"Couldn't Hydra's instrument help him? His brain damage has made him infinitely close to a vegetative state, and he doesn't have his own consciousness at all!"

"Sorry, but this experimental subject's willpower is too strong."

Thalia narrowed her eyes, turned around and gave some instructions to her subordinates. After a while, she pulled Jason's hair to make him look up.

"Do you still think that Batman will come to save you? Don't be delusional, he already has a new robin, you are just a failure of death!"

The young man without self-awareness looked blankly at the projection on the wall, watching the picture of the person he had been waiting for fighting with a new Robin.

Batman won't come, he already has a new Robin, the boy let out a hoarse cry, after a while, the bandaged hand fell down weakly, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

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2007. 8, 1

Jason Todd, Batman's second Robin, was brought back to the League of Assassins with only his survival instincts left.

2007. 8, 4

The first brainwashing of the experimental subject failed.

2007. 8, 5

The third brainwashing of the experimental subject failed. The experimental subject resisted fiercely and injured 3 researchers.

……

2007. 8, 7

The fifth brainwashing of the experimental subject failed.

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2007. 8, 13

No. 12 brainwashing was performed on the subject, but failed.

2007. 8, 16

Telling the test subject that Batman has a new robin, the test subject begins to struggle and cry on the operating table.

The subject began to regain partial consciousness.

Successful brainwashing.

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2007. 9, 1

The embryo transfer operation was successful, and the experimental subjects began to be injected with version 3.0 of the Super Soldier Serum.

2007. 9, 5

The test subject showed symptoms of mild organ failure, which improved after injection of the serum.

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"The serum healed his wounds, and began to have physical strength beyond human limits like a super soldier, but the serum version 3.0 is to make the embryo a super soldier, which is very harmful to the mother. His current body is very dependent on the serum. Once he stops Inject the serum, and he would die of organ failure in no time."

Thalia flipped through the experiment report and asked, "How much serum do we have left?"

The researcher carefully worded: "Our existing serum is the winter soldier's blood extract traded from Hydra. Previous experiments have failed many times, and the remaining serum...is only enough for one year."

"So he only has one more year to live."

Thalia paused for a moment. She originally planned to return the robin to Batman after she finished using it, but now it seems that is not possible.

She walked into the laboratory, looked at the young man lying quietly on the bed, and felt a rare pity in her heart.

Poor robin, after being tortured and killed by the clown, neither his adoptive father nor his brother killed the clown for him. Even a few little mutants wanted to avenge him, but they were driven back by Batman.

Thalia sat sideways on the bed, reaching out to stroke the delicate facial features of the bird.

She lowered her eyes and pondered. The embryo developing in Jason's womb was her child and would also be the future heir of the League of Assassins. The child should be born as a legitimate child.

"For the sake of you being the heir of the Aogu family, maybe I can make you live a happier life in the last year."

The author has something to say:

The scene of Jason and blue jays in the golden-orange world was written by Mushroom looking at Zhan Yimei and Butterfly in "Son of Dune" hahaha, Mu Lin will not be resurrected for the time being, but this world has magic, so she will It is the "Night Star" of this universe, the boy Chaoying on the magical side.

Sometimes I think, in fact, Master and Dick's understanding of the bucket is somewhat one-sided. They didn't fully understand the milk bucket until the milk bucket died. When Red Hood Bucket comes back angry, they'll probably find Hood Bucket alien, unable to relate him to their son, brother, sidekick, lover.

Note: The bucket will have amnesia for a long period of time.

Remarks: Because Jason only has one year left, Thalia thinks it’s okay to let Jason live happily for the remaining year, and she hopes that her child can be born as a legitimate child, so she simply um... Later I found that I was really moved, oh, it's off.

The love affair of this old couple and young wife can be summed up as follows - the old house is on fire and it is out of control.

Thalia: I didn't want to, but Bruce's son is delicious.

The ex-husband Talia is online, and the new character Damian reads that the reason why Talia is the "husband" is because Jason is the one who married.

I love dog blood.

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"Forbidden Colours" - David Sylvian & Ryuichi Sakamoto

Thewoundsonyourhandsneverseemtoheal

The scars on your hands don't seem to heal

Ithought all I needed wastobelieve

I thought I just had to believe

Heream I, a lifetime away from you

I'm here a lifetime away from you

The blood of Christ, or the beat of my heart

Christ's blood or my beating pulse

Mylovewearsforbiddencolours

My love is dressed in a forbidden color

My life believes

I have been believing all my life

Senseless years thunder by

time flies by meaninglessly

Millions are willing to give their lives for you

Millions of people would give their lives for you

Does nothing live on?

Will nothingness continue to exist?

Learning to cope with feeling sarousedinme

Learn to control the raging emotions

My hands in the soil, buried inside of myself

My hands buried my heart deep in the dirt

Mylovewearsforbiddencolours

My love is dressed in a forbidden color

Mylifebelievesinyouonceagain

I believe in you again with my life

I`ll go walking in circles

I'll spin around

While doubtingtheverygroundbeneathme

While questioning the ground beneath my feet

Trying to show unquestioning faith in everything

try to prove absolute faith in everything

Heream I, a lifetime away from you

I'm here a lifetime away from you

The blood of Christ, or change of heart

Christ's blood or my changed heart

Mylovewearsforbiddencolours

My love is dressed in a forbidden color

My life believes

I have been believing all my life

Mylovewearsforbiddencolours

My love is dressed in a forbidden color

Mylifebelievesinyouonceagain

I believe in you again with my life