[Comprehensive British and American] Jason Wayne's Road to Struggle

Dick looked at Jason in surprise: "Why did you wake up?"

Jason didn't know how to explain this question, could it be said that he was too sensitive?

Probably just like Bruce said, he has a problem with vicarious trauma, and he has been there since he was a child. He can always empathize with other people’s emotions, and in Gotham, in Crime Lane, what he feels the most is various All kinds of negative emotions.

Anger, despair, depression, sadness, anxiety, fear... Jason even occasionally has nightmares related to others. For example, the night he met Andrea for the first time, Jason had a nightmare, and the dream was full of It is panic and helplessness.

It was also because of this dream that he chose to pry open Andrea's door and put food and water on her bedside.

Jason can't share his senses with others, he's not a mutant, he doesn't have that kind of super power, but sometimes, the pain in other people's heart can also become Jason's pain, he always feels the emotions of others very easily.

When he was wandering, he saw more similar things. Some people were worse than Andrea. There are not many beautiful children in Crime Lane, but there are still some. There are some low-level people who can’t find Andrea. Sub-level service staff, just go to the alley to find those children, as long as you pay a small amount of food and change, they will numbly take off their pants, especially girls, they are usually miserable, infected before adulthood X disease and even AIDS.

These children are one of the most unfortunate people in the dark side of Gotham. Many people will not live to adulthood, and life is better than death.

Jason didn't want to be like those kids, so he tried his best to hide his overly outstanding appearance, slept in the most secret abandoned trash can, and could only eat something in two days on average, trying to protect himself, but occasionally he would touch Seeing those children, and then passively feeling their pain, would make Jason uncomfortable for a long time.

But in order to protect himself, Jason could only stay away from those people. He didn't dare to get close to avoid being implicated. However, not helping those people also made Jason feel deeply guilty. Until he was taken in by Bruce, his nightmares also had Part of it comes from these.

Jason is always kind to people who have suffered similar traumas, not only because he can't understand them, but also for the self who once didn't reach out and was powerless.

These days they live in the safe house, Dick sleeps on the bed and Jason sleeps on the sofa, but Jason can always feel bad emotions on Dick, he seems to be guilty, but also seems to be afraid, a place in his heart is collapsing, While collapsing, it is also recovering.

Jason thought that Dick's trauma came from being almost raped by the tarantula woman. These days Dick always had nightmares, so he gave Dick rare patience and care. Sometimes Dick began to sweat coldly, and even moaned in pain , Jason would get up, sit on the edge of the bed and hold Dick's hand.

Maybe he was just too sensitive, maybe he could tell if someone was having a nightmare, Jason knew that when he shared the bed with Bruce, Bruce never had a nightmare, but sometimes he stole When he sneaked into Bruce's room, he could see Bruce go from frowning to waking up from a nightmare, closing his eyes and pretending to be asleep.

At that time, Jason always didn't say anything, just tiptoed into the other person's quilt, and leaned close to Bruce, hoping to make Bruce realize that he was not alone.

He stood there silently listening to the conversation between Dick and Afu, and when Dick turned around, he was taken aback by Jason, but Jason didn't know how to answer Dick, and he wasn't used to explaining how sensitive he was to others. And his care of Dick.

So he just turned around and went back to the room, took out the medicine box and changed his medicine.

Dick watched in surprise as Little Robin unwrapped the bandage on his thigh. There was a slightly split wound on it, and blood beads leaked from the stitched wound.

Sitting next to Jason, he asked in a low voice, "This wound has been there for two days. You took this wound to go on night patrol today?"

Jason replied: "Well, it's actually okay. There are no strong characters here in Brudhaven, but the day before yesterday I met a copperhead snake who was a bit strong. I still used the poison given by the vixen to bring him down. , I don’t know how long the prison on your side can hold that snake.”

"The attack of the copperhead snake is poisonous!"

Dick frowned. He thought that when a young Chaoying with no superpowers like Jason saw such a dangerous character, the most important thing to do was to flee first, and then contact the adult Chaoying to deal with it and face it alone. Copperhead snake is a bit reckless.

Dick thought so, and felt guilty. If he hadn't been too decadent these days, Jason wouldn't have to watch the night for him, and he would deal with it alone when he encountered danger. Maybe Jason also knew that he should call the adult Chaoying, but the child He had just quarreled with Batman and ran away from home. As Ye Yi, he seemed unreliable.

Jason glanced at him: "I know, but I've already injected the antidote, don't always take all the responsibilities and guilt you shouldn't bear on yourself."

"Eh?"

Dick was stunned, and he looked at Jason in confusion.

Jason sighed: "I originally thought that your poor mental state had something to do with Tarantula, but you seem to care more about Bombshell's death."

"So you still remember that you are a trainee policeman, and you have the power to enforce the law when you face a heinous criminal, and you even killed him with a gun, right? Even if you kill him with your own hands, he still deserves to die."

Dick stood up, looked at Jason in disbelief, opened his mouth to refute this sentence, but found that what Jason said was the truth.

He avoided Jason's straightforward eyes in a bit of embarrassment, and sat down again without looking away.

"You don't understand, I should have saved him, but I didn't do that at that time."

Dick left Gotham because he discovered that from one day on, all he could see was misfortune, violence, and crime, and he began to lose himself in Robin's life. He questioned whether he could really save the city by doing so. City.

So he came to Bludhaven, he hoped to have a new start, to change something as Nightwing, to save more lives, but at that moment he didn't reach out to the blockbuster, it was Dick himself trampled own principles.

Dick and Bruce have the same point of view, that is, principles are something like this, as long as you trample on it once, there will be a second time, and he fears that he will continue to do so until he can't turn back.

But how would he tell Jason this?Jason is only 13 years old, and he is still an enthusiastic little Robin. He loves to watch the night with Batman and naively thinks that if he does so, he will stop crime.

He still doesn't know that whether it's Batman's approach or Night Wing's approach, it's actually just a temporary solution, not the root cause. Crimes continue to happen, but they can't stop working hard, otherwise their beloved city will fall faster.

Dick couldn't bear to tell such a cruel fact to a child.

But Jason seemed to see something, he said: "You, like Bruce, are the kind of people who demand too much of themselves and are too kind."

Dick thought Jason couldn't understand it, but Jason understood it from the very beginning. He understood that Batman used mortal strength to pull a fallen city, even if the bones were broken, it could only slow down the speed of the fall.

This is a road with no future, but Jason has never been depressed and sad because if he hadn't met Batman, he would have died in a dark alley in Gotham sooner or later. After the person you admire, do something good with him, even if the end of the road is death?

He admired Bruce, and he was willing to follow his footsteps on this road of no return. Even if he died on this road one day, he would have no regrets.

Jason dug out his suitcase from under the sofa, opened the innermost bag and took out a pack of cigarettes, went to the balcony to light it, and took a puff expertly.

Dick was dumbfounded again by Jason.

"You still smoke?"

Jason blew out a smoke ring: "Don't look like that, buddy, I grew up in Crime Alley, and I have a lot of bad habits. I originally quit smoking to make Ah Fu less wrinkled, but you made me very sad. Sorrow, so let me finish this one."

After taking a few puffs of nicotine, he snapped his fingers back at Dick.

"I guess you should have had enough rest these days. Resume night patrol starting tomorrow. Ah Fu also told me to stay with you for a few days, so I will be your Robin for a while, don't stop Acting like a waste, it’s just that you failed to save a person, isn’t it rare in our industry to encounter such a thing? It’s okay to be sad for a while, but if you get depressed again, what about those people who are waiting for you to save?”

"By the way, I only asked you for five days' leave at the police academy. You should go to sell your leave tomorrow. Also, your landlord Clancy has called you several times. Send a message to those who care about you. .”

If it was before today that Jason, who inherited the name of Robin, was seen smoking, Dick would be very dissatisfied, and even his favorability value dropped drastically. Bong, but now Dick could feel Jason pushing him back on track in his own way.

In fact, this child's speech is not good, his temper is a bit aggressive, but his heart is still good.

Dick asked Jason: "After seeing how bad I have been these days, do you still think I can save anyone? Even if I didn't save Bombshell."

"Of course you can."

Jason's tone was very firm, he touched his lower abdomen: "Although you don't want to admit it, but you are pretty good at beating, you beat me so much that it hurt like hell for several days, you can beat me like that Not many, this city also needs you, I have been patrolling the night and I have encountered people asking me where Ye Yi is."

If Jason hadn't regarded himself as a man and never taken it seriously that sooner or later this organ would be removed, Dick Naton would have done him enough to bear a lifetime grudge.

Dick couldn't help laughing, the first time he'd laughed so easily in days.

Little Robin is right in saying that he should stop being depressed, because there are still people who need him, and he should face the fact that he failed to save Bombshell, instead of escaping. Depression can't solve any problems.

Maybe after dealing with Tarantula, he should go back to Gotham, not only to send Jason back, but also to talk to Bruce about something.

He rubbed his nose, and reached out to take away Jason's cigarette: "I was very strong at the time, I apologize to you, but you stop smoking, let Fu know that if I let you smoke, he will be angry."

Jason glared at the vengeful man, and instead of sleeping on the sofa, he lay down on the bed. Seeing that he occupied the only bed in the room, Dick consciously walked towards the sofa.

Jason took a tissue, crumpled it up and hit him on the back of the head.

"Come on, you are still sick, I can't let you sleep on the sofa."

Dick turned around and pointed at Jason.

Jason rolled his eyes at him: "Would sleeping in the same bed with the gangsters from Crime Alley get you dirty? Or would I pick your clothes off like Tarantula?"

Jason has a little backache today. He counted the days and knew that this was a sign that he was about to have a period. It was a bit cold to sleep on the sofa. Wouldn't like to sleep with Dickie Bird.

Dick crawled back to the bed and kindly reminded Jason: "I didn't mean to dislike you, I just thought you didn't like sleeping with other people, and the way you talked had to be changed. If I didn't let you, just mentioning the tarantula This girl is enough for me to beat you up again."

Jason stabbed him, "Say it as if you can beat me with your ghostly appearance", turned around and covered the quilt, closed his eyes and went to sleep.

Although he didn't want to admit it, Dick finally didn't have any more nightmares that night, so when he woke up the next day, Dick planned to thank the little robin who didn't know when he was in his arms, and then Jason She disliked his tone after getting up in the morning, and kicked him out of bed.

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Interviewer: Mr. Dickie Bird, how does Jason feel in his arms?

Dick: Very good, his waist is very soft, the flexibility should be very good.