Carved Bones of Rebirth

Yan Leng didn't mean to make Cen Ge feel sad. If it was before, he would feel a sense of revenge in his heart, as if he was trampled on for a long time and let him return everything.

But today, Yan Leng looked at Cen Ge's almost collapsed sadness, he felt suffocated for a while, he didn't have the pride of a winner at all, instead he was even more sad and sad.

In his previous life, he was the one who felt sorry for Cen Ge, but he was reborn, so how could he just come to atone for his sins?He loves Cen Ge, he knows it very well.

If he's just here to pay off the debt, he can live his life without asking for anything in return, or even a response, because what he wants is his own peace of mind.But he fell in love with Cen Ge, and Cen Ge also loved him, so how could he not ask for a response?

Before, Cen Ge responded to his apology; Cen Ge responded to his confession; Cen Ge responded to his enthusiasm, but he was still in pain.

Because he can't help but want more.

He warned himself fiercely, don't push his feet, don't be greedy anymore, but if he didn't pay attention, this idea slipped out of his mouth.

When he accidentally said that sentence, he actually had a little expectation in his heart. He really hoped that Cen Ge could give him a surprise, even if he gave him a promise that he would not leave, even if they had a crush on each other. I've said it too many times, but Yan Leng still wants to hear it again.

Yan Leng was disappointed.

He really didn't understand, he just said a wrong sentence, Cen Ge just looked at him with such sharp eyes, as if he couldn't be forgiven.

Yan Leng thought, he loves Cen Ge so much, so he can tolerate everything about Cen Ge, every bit and every inch of Cen Ge is good, and it is a magic weapon that can make him lose his armor.But what about Cen Ge?It's just that you can't forgive me if you accidentally say something wrong, Cen Ge, do you really love me enough?

Yan Leng couldn't contain his wild thoughts, he almost fell into a trap he woven, he blackened Cen Ge over and over again, hypnotized himself, Cen Ge doesn't love you.

Until the morning, Yan Leng heard the sound of Cen Ge washing up in the room, and couldn't bear the pain in his heart anymore, so he rushed out the door.

He couldn't face Cen Ge.

What would he do if he really didn't love him?

He couldn't find the answer, so, he made a deserter.

Hearing the sound of Yan Leng slamming the door away, Cen Ge's body froze, he closed his eyes slightly in pain, his hands tightly grasped the edge of the sink, trembling uncontrollably.

The heart-piercing pain hit his internal organs like a huge hammer, and the last glimmer of light in his eyes disappeared and became dull and dim.

Yan Leng, you still don't want me anymore.

On the night of my birthday two months ago, I asked myself, if one day Yan Leng doesn't want you, Cen Ge, wouldn't you be able to live?You are not like you anymore.But he didn't realize until today that even though he had thought about so many possibilities, when Yan Leng slammed the door and left, the feeling of his heart bursting in an instant was really uncomfortable.

Cen Ge slowly walked back to the room, opened the closet, the clear black and white colors instantly hurt his eyes, and pierced into his heart.

All the clothes in this wardrobe are two of a kind. Yan Leng said that they were couple clothes. At that time, he had laughed at Yan Leng's childishness, saying that they were more like twins.

But they still wear the same clothes all the time, a little high-profile, a little provocative, and a strange tacit understanding.

Cen Ge thought, everything is in the past, when Yan Leng used the excuse of recuperating his injuries to abduct himself back home, he has been brazenly living there until now, now that the master slammed the door and left, he should go too.

That unloved guest should not be his.

My original t-shirts are still in the small box I brought with me at the beginning, untouched.

Cen Ge changed into his original clothes, looked around, felt a pain in his heart, apart from those days with Yan Leng, there was nothing that belonged to him anymore.

Once again, he was alone.

Once again, he was left with nothing.

Last time, he resolutely left this house, and Yan Leng chased him back, but this time, he knew clearly that there would be no more Yan Leng chasing him.

Cen Ge dragged the old box that belonged only to him, and left this familiar yet strange place.

Goodbye, Yan Leng.

Cen Ge, who walked out of Qingye slowly, stood at the crossroads, but he didn't know where he was going.

Cen Ge lowered his eyelids, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, his originally proud and cold phoenix eyes looked downcast and tired at this moment.

After walking for so long, he doesn't even have a home.

Sitting on the bus, Cen Ge looked at the shadows of trees and tall buildings passing by outside the window, feeling lost and sad. He almost couldn't help but want to cry, because he had nothing left, and he couldn't find anything but tears. What is used to commemorate his love and years.

After wandering around for a long time, Cen Ge came to the passenger station. Looking at the bus timetable, he couldn't find a place to go. Every word seemed to open his mouth, mocking him for being raised by Yan Leng. Like a domesticated rabbit, it cannot jump out of Yan Leng's palm.

Yan Leng, you are so cunning, you have quietly become an addiction that I can't quit, I have learned all your little tricks, I have learned not to laugh sarcastically, I have learned the habit of always having you by my side nagging me Eat, but I was in a daze, but you left.

At this moment, all thoughts in Cen Ge's heart were ashamed.

And what about that cunning Yan Leng?

He drank the wine fiercely, no matter how Song Renliang persuaded him, he remained indifferent, as if the only glass of wine in front of him was left in his world.

Cen Ge, do you love me?

He asked himself, but he thought, he must not be able to ask.

Cen Ge asked him, what is he to him, but Cen Ge, what am I to you?

When I said I was going to the army, you didn't seem to be worried at all. When I often came back from the outside smelling of alcohol, did you ever feel sorry for me, even a little bit?

Cen Ge, has Yan Leng really lived in your heart?

Cen Ge, when I slammed the door and left, did you have any regrets?Did you ever try to chase me back?Even if you think about it.

Yan Leng poured the strongest wine cup by cup, but his mind was sober, he couldn't let it go, how could he get drunk? !

Song Renliang supported Yan Leng while winking at Xiang Lei who was bartending.

"Yan Leng, Yan Leng! What can you say, you will be successful if you get drunk?! Let me tell you, if you drink again, I will throw you here. I can't handle a drunk!" Song Renliang I was also a little angry, and then Xiang Lei called, saying that Yan Leng was drinking for himself here alone, and he ran here immediately after putting down a bunch of things. Yan Leng, who was in slippers, sat here and drank endlessly, and asked him anything, but didn't say a word.

"Brother...does he not love me anymore? Why does my heart hurt so much?"