Carved Bones of Rebirth

"Yan Leng, do you still remember the song you sang in Lhasa?"

Cen Ge was laughing, but this kind of Cen Ge made Yan Leng feel a little scared, it was too much like when Cen Ge said goodbye to him back then, but he didn't dare to do anything except nod silently.

"Nothing can stop

Your yearning for freedom.

An unpredictable career,

Your heart has nothing to worry about. "

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Cen Ge hummed softly, the blue lotus that only existed in fantasy seemed to bloom in front of his eyes, beautiful, ethereal, yet so unreal.

Obviously it is a song that they share their common memory, but in Yan Leng's ears, it makes him so uneasy.

Cen Ge, as you said, we live and die together.

Cen Ge, don't lie to me, I'm serious.

The restlessness, pleading, and pain in Yan Leng's heart could not be uttered, he could only comfort himself, maybe Cen Ge just wanted to scare him, or maybe Cen Ge just remembered them at that time, but he was so clearly aware of it. See, the despair buried in the bottom of my heart.

He regretted it.

Why did he say such a thing to Cen Ge, what about his forbearance?What about his trade-offs?What about the respect he promised Cen Ge?

Yan Leng, you really push your boundaries, you deserve to be hated by others.

Without Nan Tian having so many things to do, Yan Leng was finally happy to have nothing to do, and stayed at home with Cen Ge with peace of mind, living the last little life before leaving.

But Cen Ge still went to give tutoring to the child named Cheng Cai every afternoon, as if he didn't cherish the time because they were going to be separated at all, which made Yan Leng secretly grit his teeth with jealousy, wishing to disturb Huang to occupy Cen Ge took too much time and energy for this part-time job, but he also knew that if he really did this, Cen Ge would be angry, so he could only bear the anger alone.

Until the night of the third day, when he was staring at a bunch of old-fashioned TV programs in front of him, his ears had already been pricked up to listen to the movement outside, and when he felt extremely resentful, Cen Ge entered the house.

Yan Leng was so jealous that he almost lost his mind. He said stupid words and made stupid tricks, which made him regret it too much, and wished he could slap himself hard.

"Cen Ge, can you stop doing it? Wouldn't it be nice to stay at home and live with me? Our family doesn't lack those two dollars..." Yan Leng didn't realize how outrageous his words were, he had endured enough It's been a long time, and it's not easy for him to be able to bear it until now, just complaining a few words.

But to Cen Ge's ears, it was so harsh, Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng, as if he knew this person for the first time.

"Yan Leng, what do you think of me?" Yan Leng heard a bit of questioning and a bit of determination in the obviously low-pitched tone.

"I'm sorry, I said something wrong..." Yan Leng wanted to make amends, but it was too late.

"Yan Leng, don't apply to me what you use to women. You admitted your mistake, but do you really feel that you are wrong? Your admission is just a way to coax people. But I am a man. "Cen Ge's tone was very ruthless and hard. He hadn't spoken to Yan Leng in such a tone for a long time, because he didn't want their precious time to be wasted in quarrels and concessions, but this time, he had no way to retreat. Refundable.

Yan Leng's complexion is also not good-looking, no matter who puts a hot face on a cold butt, the complexion will not be good-looking, and when he speaks, his tone is a bit rushed.

"What do I think of you? What do you think I think of you?! I think of you as someone who wants to spend the rest of my life with me! Cen Ge, yes, I did something wrong, but you can't bully me to death !" Yan Leng suddenly became a little hysterical, he was completely different from him just now, shouting at Cen Ge with red eyes, like a desperate lunatic.

Cen Ge's heart was startled by Yan Leng's suddenly excited voice, but his heart became even more desperate, Yan Leng, it turns out that you don't understand me, and I have become a fool who was dazzled by love.

Yan Leng didn't know what kind of despair and sadness Cen Ge was feeling in his heart, he just yelled at himself, he thought he had already given up too much, and he did so many things just to let him and Cen Ge go on?It was just because of a wrong word that Cen Ge treated him like this, and he was really hurt.

"So... I bullied you." Cen Ge read this sentence softly, lowered his head, his shoulders trembled slightly, and did not say another word, just listening to Yan Leng roaring, but his But the internal organs seemed to be turned over, and the pain was in a mess.

"Cen Ge, you should know that I have never bent down to anyone in my life, and I have never bowed my head to anyone, but to you...you are angry and unhappy, I am more uncomfortable than you, I racked my brains I really want to make you happy..." Yan Leng really felt aggrieved, but it was just a trivial matter, and he admitted his mistake, so why is it unforgivable?

Cen Ge just listened quietly, didn't say a word, but kept his head down, his heavy breathing showed that he couldn't suppress his emotions.

"Outside, I have always been the boss. I say one, and no one dares to say two, but when I go home, back to the home of the two of us, I wish I could confess you and kneel on the ground and look up to you. I am a I treat you with sincerity, it's been so long, Cen Ge, even a stone heart should be warmed up..."

Yan Leng's words were too harsh, as sharp as a needle, piercing into Cen Ge's heart unexpectedly.

It turns out that you miss me so much.

Yan Leng, it turns out that in your heart, I am such a person.

It turns out that you have never understood me.

Yes, even a stone heart has been covered by you for so long, it should be warmed up, but Yan Leng, the blood in my heart used to be so hot, but you gave me a blow to the head when I was most proud.

It turned out to be just a big dream, but now that I wake up from the dream, I should see it clearly.

After all, after the pain, I was sober.

From the beginning to the end, Cen Ge didn't say a word, just lowered his head, waiting for the end of all this.

Until Yan Leng couldn't say a word anymore, Cen Ge got up, without looking at Yan Leng, turned and went upstairs, went back to the room, and locked the door.

All he wanted was to cry.

Yan Leng didn't know what kind of posture Cen Ge was curling up at this time, grabbed the quilt, stuffed it into his mouth, and cried so heartbrokenly that he didn't make a sound.

A kingsize bed, bare walls on all sides, seems to be mocking his overreach and wishful thinking, stop loving, Cen Ge.

Mommy mommy……

I miss you so much……