Carved Bones of Rebirth

/The sun goes up, the sun goes down, the ice cream sheds tears/

Jiangzhou at dusk is really beautiful, with lingering fireworks and refreshing city atmosphere. The quaint old houses and modern skyscrapers are scattered here and there, forming a unique landscape of Jiangzhou. There are many choices in this time. Those who go out for a walk are the ones who can appreciate the unique beauty of Jiangzhou, but no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it can't enter Yan Leng's heart now, and no matter how bright the fireworks are, they can't illuminate Yan Leng's heart.

Yan Leng was deceiving himself, Cen Ge was just in a bad mood, he didn't guess his deception, but this thought was repeated in Yan Leng's mind and let go, over and over again, even he couldn't deceive himself.But what can he do?Now he can see clearly what kind of person he is. He is not a lover, and he really can't let Cen Ge go, but he doesn't want to hurt Cen Ge.Yan Leng was caught in a dilemma, or he was actually more afraid of doing something wrong to Cen Ge, such as being imprisoned again.

See, he's selfish like that, and he's always known that.

Yan Leng no longer sat on the bench in a daze, and no longer cried silently under the tree. He walked towards a tattoo shop at the end of Fusong Road. He knew the owner of this shop very well, although it was already in his previous life. thing.

"coming?"

"coming."

They were two people who had never met before in this life. The boss greeted them as regular customers, and the guest responded as regular customers. They had a tacit and wonderful understanding, as if the memories of the previous life had been left in this life.

"What kind of tattoo do you want?" The shop owner at that time was still very young, and he was still enthusiastic, which was many times stronger than he would be 20 years later.More than ten years later, Yan Leng lost Cen Ge. Under extreme sadness and paranoia, he was introduced to this shop and got a tattoo on his heart that could never be washed off. It is to peel off that piece of flesh.

And the shop owner at that time also had a tattoo of the same style on his body, which was his lover's name, which was the same as the word "Cen" in Yan Leng's heart. I have never seen it, and I have heard everything from other people's mouths. How sad!

At this time, I was somewhat similar to my state of mind in the previous life, except that I was still alive, so I finally had some hope and some comfort, Yan Leng pulled a wry smile from the corner of his mouth.

"Take a step to talk." Yan Leng looked at the third person in the store, pointed to the room behind the curtain, and said.

Although the boss was puzzled, it was not that there were no customers like this, so he nodded and said "please", lifted the curtain with his hand, and walked in first.

Yan Leng went in and took a look. The back of the blue flower cloth was no different from the previous life. There was a plank bed, a few drawing boards, random paint piled up on one side, and the window that didn't even have anti-theft steel bars. It was dark. A small lamp that couldn't be more dim, and the ground full of dust, under the light, the particles showed their traces.

"I want to get a 'bone tattoo'." Before Yan Leng finished his sentence, he saw the little boss suddenly looked up at him, almost thinking that his ears were wrong.

"...Who did you listen to?" The little boss felt the difference. After coming to Jiangzhou, he had only mentioned the bone pattern to one person so far. How could Yan Leng know?

"...I naturally have my own way, give me a pen, and I'll draw the picture for you." Yan Leng's words were overbearing, as if there was no room for the little boss to refuse, but only Yan Leng knew, of course he couldn't say The origin of the news can be guessed from the extremely surprised reaction of the little boss, and not many people know about it.

"...Okay, but I have to say it again, the bone pattern is somewhat harmful to the human body, and because anesthetics are strictly controlled, ordinary tattoos are not used, but the bone pattern is different, it will be very painful, very painful, and there is no way to add it , but you need to restrain yourself, you can’t move no matter how painful it is...and after the tattoo is over, it will never be removed in this life...Are you sure you want to get the tattoo?" The little boss is very serious, because the bone tattoo It is indeed very dangerous, and it is also very painful, and this kind of imprint must be carried in this life, there is no regret medicine to take.

"Wen." Yan Leng didn't think about it at all. He already knew everything the little boss said. No matter how painful it was, he could endure it. As for regretting it?How could it be, not to mention this life, if there is a next life, the next life, he will never regret it.

"...Okay." This word was said with a bit of gnashing of teeth, "Then wait a moment, I will send the person outside away, and you can draw the pattern for me." After finishing speaking, he handed Yan Leng a pen, and turned the page again. He took out a piece of paper and handed it to him.

"Okay." Yan Leng nodded, and sat casually on a saddle propped in the corner, and it was not at all obvious that he was someone who wanted to have bone tattoos.

After a while, the little boss came in again, "The person has already been sent away, and the store is closed, you come with me." After taking a look at Yan Leng, he walked to a small room behind.

Small but complete.This room is not as big as the usual working room, but it is much more refined than the previous room.

"Where do you want to get the tattoo? For the bone tattoo, the shoulder bone is less dangerous, the clavicle is fine, and the lute is fine. If you are afraid of being seen by others, my suggestion is to get the tattoo on the lute." After all, it is unusual. Tattoos have to be cautious.

"Heart." This is the only place he wants to place Cen Ge, and there is no other choice. At this time, he does not have that kind of luck. If Cen Ge finds out that this tattoo is tattooed on his It's on his heart, and he can't get rid of it in his whole life, can he say a tender word of love to him?Can he declare that Cen Ge is the only person in his heart all his life?

"Are you crazy?!" The little boss frowned, his voice suddenly became high-pitched, and his words were full of disbelief.

That's right, he is crazy, and he has been crazy for a long time. Ever since Cen Ge died in his arms in his previous life, he has been completely crazy.In this life, it was hard for him to get God's pity, to meet a living Cen Ge again, to live with him under the same roof, even to share the same bed, and to kiss each other passionately. What does it mean to him to lose a miracle in two lifetimes again?

He dared not think about it.

In the same position as in the previous life, Yan Leng was actually more worried about Cen Ge's reaction when he found out than thinking twice. Yes, he was just betting.In this game of love with Cen Ge, he had already lost everything before it even started. Now, the only bargaining chip he has is himself. Therefore, the bone pattern tattooed on his heart this time is exactly what he did. Use yourself to gamble.