Carved Bones of Rebirth

It turned out that there was another person living in his tiny pupils.

It turns out... there are really so many photos of them together.

Others will never be able to imagine the touch in Cen Ge's heart at this moment.At first glance, you will definitely not notice the small light in the pupils of the person in the photo, but when you stare at him, it is like a vortex that captures your mind.At that moment, you even gave your heart to someone else.

A small flame ignited in Cen Ge's heart, although it was small, it was bright enough and warm enough.

There will always be some inexplicable tacit understanding and a little strange romance between the two of them.It's not that Cen Ge has never encountered girls confessing with explicit hints, but no method seems to be able to move him, except for Yan Leng, who makes him yearn for it.

It's not a gorgeous confession, and there is no romantic scene, but there are only two people, a stack of photos, in a photo studio, but in his heart, it is enough.

The woman who is moved often sheds tears, but the man who is moved is always duplicity, sore in his heart, cursing on his mouth, like a dead duck who refuses to admit that his heart has softened.

Where's Cen Ge?

Yan Leng, who had a million hands in his hand, was teasing Cen Ge, but at the same time, he clenched his fists so tightly that his palms were sweating.

In his view, everything related to Cen Ge is like a life-and-death decision.

"You did it on purpose?" Cen Ge's words made Yan Leng's heart skip a beat, and he was a little dizzy.

"...At that time... I suddenly thought of it, and I did it after thinking about it..." Yan Leng thought, he was really selfish enough, he did it on purpose, but he didn't want Cen Ge to find out that he was like this A person who can count on feelings.But he can't help it, he really likes Cen Ge, more than real gold, he clearly said that it doesn't matter even if there is no return, but he is really in love, but he always wants more, more, Even though Cen Ge already liked him so much.

"Oh, thank you, I like it very much." Cen Ge looked into Yan Leng's eyes, those cold and ironic phoenix eyes made everything hidden in Yan Leng's heart seem invisible, and Yan Leng couldn't help drooping Eyebrows, not daring to look at Cen Ge.

Compared with Cen Ge, he was simply too dirty.

No matter how sincere his love is, because of his calculations and methods, they all become cheap.

In Ding County, he used bitter tricks to force Cen Ge to forgive him.

On the Nanhe Bridge, someone photographed him kissing Cen Ge, and he threatened his whole family.

In the small town of Paris, the manager had already been bribed by him. It was not until that day that he came to find Cen Ge that the manager forced Cen Ge to enter the Yonghe Hall.

In Cen Ge's dormitory, he sneaked in and turned over all of Cen Ge's things, and read his diary, pretending to be a good person according to what was written in the diary.

In the football match, Dang Cen Ge's face was full of carnival and excitement of winning, while he secretly made that kind of dirty deal.

In the Potala Palace, he deliberately took those photos just to impress Cen Ge and make Cen Ge love him more.

In Sera Monastery, under the heavy snow, it is obvious that too much blood has flowed out, and the low temperature can reduce the bleeding of the wound, but he deliberately used his body to melt the ice and snow, causing the wound to freeze and crack. He wanted to die in Cen Ge's arms. Cen Ge will remember him forever.

His selfishness and despicable means, he just wanted to keep it a secret forever, he didn't want Cen Ge to know that he was such a person, because Cen Ge's integrity and unadulterated love would not allow his existence .

Without Cen Ge, he didn't know how he would survive.

Yan Leng has never been a good person. After losing Cen Ge and regaining Cen Ge, his paranoia has become pathological.

"...Go back?" Cen Ge's words were flat, as if he didn't see anything, and he seemed never to be moved.

"...Hmm." Yan Leng's heart was trembling, he wanted to clenched his fists to bleed, he wanted to know Cen Ge's verdict, but now he didn't dare to ask at all, afraid of asking, he would leave.

Yan Leng anxiously waited until school was over, afraid that Cen Ge would tell him lightly that he would never go home with him again, but Cen Ge didn't, and they went home together anyway.

On the way home, Yan Leng was always afraid that Cen Ge would tell him that he would move out after returning home, but Cen Ge didn't, and they sat on the sofa together and watched TV.

Obviously nothing happened, but Yan Leng's heart was hanging very high, he didn't dare to let go, did Cen Ge guess it?So did I take the initiative to confess or was it a fluke?Yan Leng tossed and turned on the bed and thought about it all night, but he didn't make a decision until dawn.

With Cen Ge, he will never be able to do whatever he wants, because of the deep love between the two lifetimes.

The next day, Cen Ge said that he was selected as a three-good student, and the teacher wanted to talk to him, and asked Yan Leng to go first.

In normal times, Yan Leng would have been a stalker and refused to leave, insisting on waiting for Cen Ge to go with him, but today he felt terrified when facing Cen Ge, the wanton teasing in the past was completely gone, and even his face The smiles on the face seemed to be forced out, and people who saw them walked around one after another, for fear that Mr. Yan would be angry.

Without Cen Ge, Yan Leng didn't want to go home so quickly. In the huge house, it was empty and quiet, and he was a little scared.Those not-so-good things will always remind him that Cen Ge won't want you anymore, and you will be alone in the future.

Yan Leng bypassed the school and walked in the opposite direction. At this time, Fusong Road should be bustling with people. With so many people around, could he feel less lonely and sad?

On Fusong Road, there are indeed crowds of people, there are a lot of people, there are families with big hands holding small hands, children playing football in threes and fives, there are old people who are staggering but supporting each other for a walk, and Girls licking ice cream, chatting and laughing, are more couples. The girl shyly pokes the boy with her finger, or the boy hugs his girlfriend and sees her blushing in his arms. , and a girl pretending to be angry walked quickly, and a boy trotted behind to catch up and apologize...

But in Yan Leng's eyes, he only felt a coldness in his heart.

If his methods were not so despicable, if he hadn't played so many tricks on Cen Ge, wouldn't he and Cen Ge still be warm and wishful in the eyes of others, wouldn't they be the same old age together in the eyes of so many people...

Yan Leng listened to the cheers and laughter around him, watched the lives of these common people, touched the warm temperature around him, tears flowed from his eyes.

Without Cen Ge, he would be so lonely.

when i'm alone in grief

Looking at the reflection of a tree reflecting on the phone screen

There are so many people laughing and walking in front of me

There are bicycles running past me one by one

while elsewhere in the city

maybe someone like me

Loneliness and sadness are taking over all my mind

But this reinforced concrete city

is flowing

Obviously I have also been under the blue sky with the person I like

Through many places briskly and brightly

I also wrote with him that I have been to this world

I also put down the pen and smiled at each other with him

but when we part

when turned around

It turned out that on the way I walked

nothing left

everything, leave me

All that's left is loneliness and sadness