one in ten million

After returning home that day, I luckily went to the business hall to change my mobile phone number, then packed my things and left Gu Chenliu's house.

Fortunately, he was actually very glad that he brought only a few necessities to Gu Chenliu's house, so he didn't spend much energy and time moving back.

Fuck, I was wondering why Gu Chenliu would want this "strange stalker whom Gu Chenliu met for the second time" to live in his home the second time he saw him.

At that time, what Gu Chenliu said was because he was lucky to be like a person Gu Chenliu knew, but no matter how similar, according to common sense, no matter who it is, it should not be easy for someone who doesn't know the details to live in his home. .

Probably, Gu Chenliu already had a plan to frame him when they met for the second time, otherwise how could Gu Chenliu, who hates homosexuality, do those things.

Of course, Cao Xing believes that there will be love at first sight in this world. After all, he fell in love with Gu Chenliu at first sight, but it was also because Gu Chenliu saved him, and Gu Chenliu's appearance made Cao Xing fall in love with Gu Chenliu. Interest, and finally the feelings become deeper and deeper.

However, fortunately, he has never done anything that is worthy of being a hero to save the beauty, or something worthy of admiration, and he is not good-looking, and he can't rely on his appearance to gain points. Gu Chenliu was one of the factors that fell in love at first sight.

There is already a lot of dust in the small house that has not been back for almost a month, and the narrow space makes Cao Xing feel a little uncomfortable.

He didn't have much energy and mood to clean the room, and he just made the bed a little after writing the resignation letter, and fell asleep like that.

As he expected, after he handed in his resignation letter, he was informed that he could pack up his things and go home without coming to work again.

When walking out of the bald boss's office, Cao Xing clearly heard the sarcastic remarks of the female colleagues in the office who did not conceal their malice.

Fuck has always imagined that if one day he finds a next job, he must fight back against these dinosaur girls when he changes jobs.However, the reality is always crueler than the ideal, and Fuck who was forced to resign now has no right to fight back against these women.

In this bad economy, jobs are harder to find than one might imagine.

There are countless resumes sent out, and many companies have notified him to interview, but the number of interviews passed is only a handful.And those jobs that passed the interview were either cheating money, or marketing jobs that didn't match his character, or the salary was so poor that he couldn't bear to look directly at them.

Although no matter how frugal you are with the salary you get, after paying the rent and utility bills, there is only about one-third left. There is no extra money to continue renting a house, even if you don’t want to. I had no choice but to contact my parents, returned the rented house and returned to my parents' home.

Cao Xing felt sad that he couldn't find a job, felt sad that he had to listen to his parents' sarcastic comments every day and compared him with his brother in his parents' house, but the saddest thing was that he was obviously hurt so badly by Gu Chenliu , but he still couldn't stop his feelings for Gu Chenliu, and would always turn on the TV on time to watch the TV series starring Gu Chenliu and cry secretly.

The old-fashioned life of not being able to find a job lasted for a month, and the cynicism of the parents who were not optimistic about the youngest son began to intensify.

"Why hasn't your job been settled yet? It's been a month. You don't plan to rely on the two of us to support you, do you?"

The father who said this frowned tightly, while the mother who came in with the dishes put the bowl heavily on the table as if to express her dissatisfaction.

"...I'm... looking for a job, it's hard to find a job..."

Cao Xing said softly, he lowered his head, not daring to look at his parents.

"Difficult to find? I think you are quite relaxed, and you are still in the mood to watch TV dramas every day. After finally entrusting you with a job, you still don't cherish it. Learn from your elder brother. Why doesn't he want us two old ones to come?" Are you worried?"

"He's just like that, he doesn't care about anything. He was expelled from university and job, so I don't know how he is so far behind Ah Yi."

Cao Yi is the elder brother who is five years older than Cao Xing. Since he was a child, the elder brother who is very smart and studious has always been the heart of his parents. For this reason, no matter what Cao Xing does, he will be compared with Cao Yizuo by his parents. .

For example, Cao Yi learned to walk earlier than Cao Xing, learned to speak earlier than Cao Xing, and so on.

Probably for this reason, Fuck began to become more and more gloomy, and ended up with that kind of personality.

Although Cao Xing really wanted to refute, but he didn't know what to say to refute, so he had no choice but to shut up and eat.

Quickly took two mouthfuls of food, Cao Xing quickly ran back to his room as if escaping, and closed the door tightly.However, even this cannot isolate the voice of the parents.

Forced to almost breathless by the status quo, Cao Xing sat down by the bed in a daze, thinking about death again.

Having been betrayed once, after being framed by his favorite person, he still can't find a job. If he continues like this, he may face the situation of asking his parents for money...

Just thinking of this, Cao Xing already felt hopeless, but he looked at his slender wrist, and he couldn't imagine the pain of death.

Feeling that he wanted to die but didn't dare to die was ridiculous, he couldn't help laughing wryly, put away his gloomy thoughts, and turned on the TV.

There was still half an hour until the TV series starring Gu Chenliu started broadcasting.

After locking the channel, Cao Xing looked at the push information on the phone.

The moment he saw a certain message, Fuck's fingers froze for a moment.

——The popular idol Gu Chenliu and the emerging actress Lu Mengqi go shopping arm in arm!The two are probably dating! ?

Almost couldn't believe my eyes, Shi Xing pointed into this push with trembling fingers.

——A few days ago, some netizens revealed that the popular idol Gu Chenliu and the emerging actress Lu Mengqi went shopping arm in arm, seemingly intimate.Later, it was rumored that Gu Chenliu and Lu Mengqi cooperated in a new drama, and if the fake drama is real, they may have a relationship.

After the interview, although Gu Chenliu did not respond to the relationship, Lu Mengqi said that he had a good impression of Gu Chenliu and would date him if possible. Is this a dating notice! ?

The next part is about the characters played by Gu Chenliu and Lu Mengqi in the new play and a part of personal introduction. Fortunately, he didn't watch it. He stared at the photos attached to the gossip news for a long time and couldn't get back to his senses.

The man in the photos attached to the gossip news is undoubtedly Gu Chenliu, and the other actress is lucky to be unrecognizable, but she looks familiar.

"Gu Chenliu... has a girlfriend..."

Cao Xing murmured in a low voice, tears streaming down his cheeks.

Fortunately, although he knew from the beginning that Gu Chenliu was indifferent and gentle, he was also a cruel man, but he never thought that Gu Chenliu would be so cruel.

Just after designing him on the front foot, he was rumored to have an affair with a girl who has not been famous for a long time on the back foot.

"Why, I fell in love with such an exaggerated person..."

Whimpering, Cao Xing who wanted to cry loudly could only stifle his voice in his throat.

He didn't want to count the number of times he had failed the interview, he lowered his head, and stopped slowly in front of the glass cabinet of the furniture store.

The TVs that are comfortable just to watch are placed differently, and the one that caught Cao Xing's attention was the one at the bottom that was showing gossip about Gu Chenliu.

"I really can't be saved..."

With a self-deprecating chuckle, he still couldn't take his eyes off the TV.

"Is it true that you will suspend work indefinitely?"

The reporter who was interviewing on TV turned the microphone to Gu Chenliu, who had no expression but maintained a slight smile and seemed to be getting thinner.

"Well, due to various reasons, I will now suspend work indefinitely. I will definitely notify everyone when I pick up work again."

"May I ask what is the reason for your suspension of work? There are rumors that you did this to show your attitude because the relationship between you and Lu Mengqi was opposed by the company, and there are also rumors that you are not feeling well. , may I ask what the reason is?"

"After the relationship with Lu Mengqi, the company will hold an author reception, so please be patient and ask me one by one at the reception. Regarding this matter, it is simply because I am not feeling well. Rest for a while..."

——Gu Chenliu...is sick?

Looking at Gu Chenliu on the TV, luckily he didn't feel that Gu Chenliu was lying.Because Gu Chenliu was much thinner than he had thought, and his eyes were not so sharp anymore.

—Is he all right?

"No no no!"

Fuck shook his head vigorously, he said to himself.

——Why do you keep learning badly, me.That kind of man, no matter what happens, it has nothing to do with me...

As if reciting a spell, Cao Xing kept saying this to himself. I don't know how many times I have said these words these days, but the warnings like brainwashing couldn't make Cao Xing remember the lesson.

Autumn is coming to an end, and the sky is getting dark very fast.

It's only six o'clock now, but the sky is as dark as seven or eight o'clock in summer.

Slowly walking towards home, but the closer you are to home, the more irritable you become.

Thinking that I might face harsh criticism from my parents later, I feel very tired.Probably because of too much pressure recently, it seems that he seems to be losing a lot of hair in the past few days.If this kind of life continues, maybe he will be able to become the Bright Summit in another month.

Cao Xing found that the lights at home were not on, thinking that maybe his parents had gone out. Cao Xing was approaching the door of the house when he suddenly noticed someone standing by the door.

Because the surroundings are quite dark, luckily I can only see the outline of a person.