one in ten million

Cao Xing cast his eyes on his painful hand, which was scalded by hot water and looked abnormally red, as if it was still a little blistered.

It was obvious that the hand was very painful, but Cao Xing felt that there was a feeling of pain in his heart that was more painful than the trauma.

Because Gu Chenliu treated him better and better later on, he almost forgot that Gu Chenliu probably hates homosexuality.

Fortunately, I don't know why Gu Chenliu would do that kind of thing to him, nor why Gu Chenliu would be so kind to him, obviously Gu Chenliu is not gay, but he still treats his lover as if Treat luck the same way.

Even if he tentatively asks Gu Chenliu, but Gu Chenliu will always perfunctory, luckily he will never get a serious answer.

However, all of this now suddenly has an answer.

Only the teachers in the university, that person, and Gu Chenliu knew about being gay.Except for Gu Chenliu, the others have no contact with Cao Xing since that incident. They don't know Cao Xing's current whereabouts at all, and it is impossible for them to have the opportunity to interfere with Cao Xing's life again.

And luckily, I only did it with Gu Chenliu, and no one except Gu Chenliu would have the opportunity to take photos, and Gu Chenliu was the only one who could get that photo.

Fortunately, although I don't want to think this way, there is only one person who can spread the bed photos, and that is Gu Chenliu.

Thinking of this, I feel so sad.

"...It turns out that I'm just being self-indulgent..."

Thinking about it now, maybe all of this was Gu Chenliu's plan to retaliate against his stalking behavior.

In fact, Gu Chenliu doesn't like him, and has no affection for him at all...

Gu Chenliu's acting skills are so good, there's nothing he can do if he takes it seriously.

What's more, Gu Chenliu usually has intimate scenes with other people when filming, and kissing is probably normal. ML or something is probably because he has no other choice, or Gu Chenliu regards him as a toy that can scream and move. Anyway, it is not Gu Chenliu who does it. No matter how you think about it, Gu Chenliu will not lose anything. .

The more I thought about it, the darker my thoughts became.

Holding the cup, Fucking lowered his head, he tried hard to hold back the tears not to cry, but the tears kept swirling in his eyes, which made it hard for him to bear it.

Fuck I don't understand, he just simply likes a person, but why he will be hurt deeply because of this person no matter ten years ago or ten years later.

For the first time, the price was the scar on his left hand that would never heal.

And this time...

Tears fell uncontrollably, Shi Xing sucked his nose vigorously, and wiped his eyes with his hand.

——It would be great if I never knew Gu Chenliu.

At that time, Cao Xing thought that the reunion was a rare chance given to him by fate that had never seen him before, but looking at it now, Cao Xing couldn't help suspecting that this was probably another worst trick of a joke-loving fate. quality joke.

Although I felt very happy when I was with Gu Chenliu, but now after knowing the truth, I feel how happy I was then, and how painful I feel now, and the pain is even multiplied take.

Feeling that the trembling hands could barely hold the cup properly, as if trying to calm himself down, he took a sip of water from the cup that hadn't noticed the crack, but instead of calming down, his lips were smothered. cut.

Back in the office, knowing the hidden meaning behind the eyes of his colleagues in the office, he couldn't look up.

Although Fuck couldn't raise his head, how could anyone see his eyes that were still full of tears?What's more, Cao Xing is not a person who likes to expose his weaknesses to others.

After being known by everyone about these shady things, he will definitely not have a foothold in the company in the future, and he began to seriously consider the idea of ​​changing jobs.

——But... what can I do only after graduating from high school?

At that time, it was because of many layers of relationships that I was able to join this company as a small clerk, but if I quit here and went to other places, I would never be able to find a more comfortable job than I am now.

Besides, with his personality, he didn't even hope to work part-time as a waiter.

Almost when it was time to get off work, Fuck was called into the office by the bald boss.

Fuck had a very bad premonition in his heart.

"Do you know why I came to talk to you?"

The bald boss looked at him with disdain and disdain.

——[-]%...it's probably because of the photos.

Cao Xing thought to himself, but he still shook his head and said he didn't know.

The bald boss babbled, rolled his eyes, and turned his computer screen to Fuck.

The one shown above is a photo of a bed, but it is not the one that Gu Chenliu had seen before.

Anyway, if Gu Chenliu wants to take a photo of him, there are many opportunities. Even if it is not that one, it is not surprising to change it, so fortunately, he did not doubt the authenticity of that photo.

"..."

Cao Xing's face was a little pale, and he didn't dare to look again after taking a look.

One is because of shame, and the other is because the feeling of being hurt is gradually expanding in my heart.

"Well, I don't know how disgusting you are in private, but it's different when things happen in the company. You should know it too, right?"

"...What are you guys going to do?"

Fuck's voice trembled slightly.

In fact, I can almost predict what the bald man will say later.

It's not that Cao Xing likes this job so much. Of course, he wanted to change jobs a long time ago, but he has no choice but the ability to do so.And if this job is lost, Cao Xing, who has no income, can only go home and rely on his parents temporarily, but Cao Xing does not want to go back.

"What else can I do? This photo has almost spread throughout the company, even if I want to cover you up, I can't do anything."

——Obviously you can only gloat over others' misfortune, but you can still say such hypocritical words!

"Well... now I just have to trouble you to write a letter of resignation and hand it in. The company will be more lenient and calculate your salary for the full month. But if you refuse to resign automatically, the company will find a way, and you don't want to Did the photos leak out of the company?"

Hearing this, I was surprised.

What a joke! ?

It's been more than 20 days this month, no matter what the wages of this month are calculated, there is no difference at all!

The company is threatening him instead of paying him compensation!

"Now the company doesn't want me. If I want to leave, the company should pay me a sum of compensation!"

Only relying on that meager salary, I can last for a month and a half at most!But these days, there are a lot of job seekers who are much better than him. How could he find a job smoothly in a month and a half!

"Now the company is saving face for you, that's why you voluntarily resigned! Don't be unclear about the situation! If you want the company to pay you compensation, then let the company fire you! If the company fires you, think about you What will happen to you! At that time, you will get a bad reputation and go to find a job. If you think about it, you will know that other companies will not want such a perverted gay man like you!"

"!"

gay...

Yeah, it's even harder to get a job with a gay name on your back.

Although modern society does not discriminate against GAY as it used to, it does not completely eliminate discrimination.Bearing the label of GAY, even if a company is willing to hire him in the future, it is guaranteed that he will be discriminated against and bullied by some people in the company.

Just living like this for more than [-] years without doing anything, countless people hate him, let alone put such an ugly label on him.

Trying to take a deep breath, Cao Xing held back tears, and finally said softly: "I see. I will hand in my resignation letter in these two days."

Fuck feels that his future is dark.

Cao Xing could vaguely hear the mocking laughter of the bald boss, but he was unable to curse in his heart anymore. On that day, Cao Xing didn't even remember how he returned to Gu Chenliu's house.

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I don't know why I couldn't log in yesterday, so I didn't update it.Sorry/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~