Believe me I don't love you.

Nine months, is it long?It can't last more than a year.short?But also experienced autumn and winter.

Life is still going on, some have changed, and some have not.

Shu Muyan and Xia Mu still haven't reconciled.After experiencing so much, how can I really go back to the past time?

Sometimes Shu Yinghou would visit Qin Xu after get off work to drink coffee.And Boss Xia will also "coincidentally" pass Qin Xu's company, come to this cafe, and "encounter" with them.

Qin Xu would smile, and then order a juice, she can no longer drink things that contain meth.Then he teased these two people with a smile, why are you messing around?

The person I miss is on the opposite side, and I am living a good life now.

Guilt can't be eaten, so why not forget it?

What a wonderful thing to be able to fall in love and get married with the person you love.

These words should be put in the past, and will never be uttered from Qin Xu's mouth.But now, it makes people feel pain in their throats.

And the two people on the opposite side seemed to be not good at "gaking jokes". Every time they either pretended not to hear it, or changed the subject bluntly.

Occasionally... mention that name.

"Qin Xu, Dai Lin came back early, did you know?"

"I know, Ning Lu told me."

……

How can someone who pretends to be asleep be woken up so easily?

On weekends, Qin Xu would still go back to the Qin Residence to accompany his parents. After that incident, Qin's father and Qin's mother seemed to have aged a lot, which made Qin Xu very distressed, and made her occasionally come back to visit on weekdays.

But I will never spend the night in the old house again.

The furniture in the Qin residence has hard edges and corners, the kitchen has knives, teacups, glasses, and ceramics...

Most importantly, she didn't want her parents to worry.

She told them she was okay, she was fine, it was all over.

Said it five months ago.

It has been a long time since the small team of Yue P went out for food.Staying away from bars and alcohol is what Qin Xu must abide by now.

Come to think of it...they seem to be driving a little more for picnics lately.

The "driver + servant" is usually Xu Xiannv's "attendant" - Dr. Gao... and Queen Ning occasionally invites the "mysterious" Miss Wang.

It's a pity that Miss Wang never seemed to accept it.

For Miss Wang's refusal, Qin Xu gloated a little.

"Well... not bad, at least it's not just me with a light bulb."

Xiao Liu came back and continued to be Qin Xu's driver. When Dai Lin left, she didn't even bring her assistant with her, let alone the driver?

Qin Xu used to talk very little in the car, but now he talks less, and Xiao Liu also talks less, so this is very good.

very good……

Sometimes Qin Xu would suddenly say, "Xiao Liu, it's still too early."

Years of tacit understanding doesn't need Qin Xu's explanation, Xiao Liu knows... His boss is probably thinking about Miss Dai again.So he will change the route of taking Qin Xu home, and quietly drive her around the city.

However, most of the scenery outside the window is the places she and Dai Lin have been to.

Qin Xu still insists on interrupting Xu Ming and Dr. Gao's "date" once a week.Although Xu Ming never gave a clear answer to the pursuit of this 1.9-meter tall man who can't laugh, he would not stop Qin Xu and Ning Lu from teasing her.

It's really...the little fairy of ink blots.

Every time, like an old friend, Qin Xu pushed open the door of Dr. Gao’s office at 12:30 noon on Wednesday, “Dr. Doctor Xu. "Xu Ming~ I'm so hungry too~"

Then, being brutally refused to share the love box with them.

Watching them show their affection at mealtime, chat casually, and then Xu Ming will go to wash the empty lunch box.

Only the patient and doctor were left to begin a treatment that had lasted nine months.

"Are there any hallucinations recently?"

"Sometimes." Doctor Gao only drinks and plain water, so Qin Xu only has plain water in his hand. "Old Gao, Fairy Xu ignored you again yesterday?"

"Yes...but this time she accepted the flowers." The white coat frowned and smiled to himself, adjusted his glasses, "How was your sleep?"

"Occasionally I still have nightmares..." Qin Xu shrugged, more often she would be trapped in dreams all night long.In the dream, she searched for the person in her heart again and again, but couldn't catch it anymore. "But more of them are very ordinary dreams."

Is it really ordinary?maybe.

"Qin Xu, you've recovered very well." Seeing the other party's unnaturalness for a moment, Dr. Gao touched his chin and slowed down his tone, "You won't hurt her..."

……

is it?

But she is gone.

"Thank you." Putting down the hot water in his hand, Qin Xu didn't wait for Xu Ming to come back this time, and left beforehand... "Goodbye."

Long time no see, this is the first sentence Ning Lu said when meeting Dai Lin.

It's really been a long time, almost so long that Ning Lu lost patience...a little scared.Fortunately, Dai Lin is back.Moreover, it was three months earlier. Does this mean that Dai Lin still has feelings for Qin Xu?

"If I hadn't seen the news that you participated in the radio show, I wouldn't even know you were back." Ning Lu cut her hair short, but began to wear light-colored lipstick.

"Short hair suits you very well." On the other hand, Dai Lin didn't change much.It's just that the eyes that have always been charming with a smile are covered with indifference.

"Dai Lin..." After nearly three appointments, Dai Lin finally came out.Ning Lu knew in her heart that the person sitting opposite her might have changed... "Do you still love Qin Xu?"

……

Time is a very strange thing, sometimes it works perfectly with silence, it can compress the molecules in the air so that people can feel the weight.

Ning Lu felt that her shoulders were heavy now, and her heart was constricted by the pressure.

It has been 10 minutes since she asked, but the person in front of her has not spoken or answered.

It's been so long that Ning Lu wanted to put away the unopened documents on the table, so long that she felt... Maybe time can really dilute feelings, and so long that she began to agree with what Qin Xu said to her, "Don't go to her, without Qin Xu... Dai Lin will only live a better life." These words.

"Ning Lu." Until Ning Lu emptied the coffee cup, Dai Lin spoke slowly, with hesitation and hesitation, like a dumb who just learned to speak...cautiously, at a loss. "I don't know... I don't know if I can not love her."

"Not to mention, can I still love her?"

"It took me nine months to see, 'We're done' and 'She never loved me'."

"But... I don't know how long it will take me... to allow myself to accept these two things..."

Ning Lu saw Dai Lin covering her eyes with one hand, the dark nail polish reflected a little from the sunlight coming in from the window.Dai Lin stopped talking again, she seemed very sad.

But Ning Lu smiled happily, the stone that had been in her heart for nine months finally fell to the ground.

God, did you let the first two have telepathy?So when one person is having a bad time, the other is also having a bad time?

"Dai Lin, your nine months seem to have been wasted... Neither of these two things is right." Ignoring the surprise of the person in front of her, Ning Lu pushed her short hair behind her ears and smiled brightly. Almost "schadenfreude".

Ning Lu called the waiter, ordered a cup of milk tea, and emphatically asked for an extra serving of sugar that was double the amount of pearls.After the milk tea came, Ning Lu raised the documents in her hand and tried her best to maintain a smile on her face, but it didn't seem to work, the smile became extremely bitter. "Let me tell you a story."

After telling the story, I will take you to find her.

Or, you go to her yourself.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, people who go to work leave work on time, and the boss is no exception.

Qin Xu got into the car wearily, and Xiao Liu drove so steadily that she fell asleep in a daze.

It seemed that he had a very short dream, but he couldn't remember it after waking up.

Qin Xu felt a little pity, she vaguely felt that it was a very beautiful dream...

Qin Xu moved, from the original apartment to a newly bought duplex.The furniture in the house is complete, and the styles and colors are familiar to people. The floor is covered with marble. On the second day of her stay, she didn't bother to ask someone to lay a carpet.

The edges and corners of the furniture have been covered with sponge, and all utensils are made of safe plastic and cork. The kitchen is very empty, and even the kitchen utensils are only chopsticks and spoons.

Qin Xu stood in the living room, standing alone in the middle of the living room, motionless, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a while, she crossed the living room and pushed open the glass door.

The specially moved apricot trees have begun to germinate, and will bloom in a few months, or maybe not a few months... This year, the temperature will return very quickly.

The roses were also growing well, and she was well watered and pruned.

While Qin Xu was standing in a daze in the backyard, the doorbell of the villa rang.

The first time, Qin Xu completely ignored it.

The second time, Qin Xu just frowned.

It wasn't until the person outside the door tirelessly rang the doorbell for the third time that Qin Xu sighed and reluctantly entered the room to open the door.

Fingers with some cool and moist soil stuck to the doorknob, unscrewing the cold metal.

Even though it was night, there was a light outside the door that could illuminate the rest of her life.

"Qin Xu... I'm back."

"Dai Lin~ Have you ever seen someone who didn't work as a purchasing agent but consigned 40kg overweight? It's that idiot Qin Xu! Xu Ming told me that when he came back from country A, that person bought seven boxes, and five of them were all empty. It’s magazines, CDs, newspapers and books, and a bunch of peripherals. They all belong to a big star, her name is Dai Lin.”

"In the past seven years, as long as there are reports about you, Qin Xu will buy them. When I helped her move a few months ago, the storage room in the apartment was full of things about you..."

"Such an 'idiot' CEO, but he doesn't want his name to appear with you at all. She's not worried about herself, she just wants you to be clean..."

Seven years, thirty square meters, filled with a person's secrets.

"Qin Xu wanted to propose to you directly after breaking up with Shu Muyan."

"Surprised, right? Haha, I was also taken aback at the time. Who would have thought that that scumbag would be the first among everyone to want to get married? I still remember what I said when I accompanied her to choose a ring... "

"She said, 'Ten years is long enough, too long. If I don't marry her, I'm going to be old.'"

"It's the first time I saw Qin Xu with such...so gentle side...I was quite envious of you back then, even now."

"She even bought a new house... The decoration is all decorated according to your favorite style, and the furniture is also. However, except for the floor... She said that the floor looks weightless, so she insisted on using marble. After everything is done, it starts to convulse again. A carpet! Oh yes, and two strange almond trees...does anyone have an almond tree in their yard?"

Yes, Qin Xu would move two apricot trees just because of Dai Lin's joke.

"Did you know that Shang Jingyin asked Qin Xu to write his last words? I went to get that folder later. This is the one with you now. Inside is the future she gave you. All her personal property."

"Until now, she has not changed the transfer of property. She said that being killed by Shang Jingyin, being forced to death by mental illness, or dying in an accident... are all deaths, so there is nothing to change. This is What was used for a marriage proposal, now... can only be used as an inheritance."

"Surprised? I was even more surprised at the back. I asked her why there was no mention of uncles and aunts in the inheritance... She said, 'I believe in Dai Lin. If I give these to her, she will be better than me to my parents, she It will be my parents' daughter, just like my own daughter'."

"Dai Lin, do you really understand Qin Xu?"

"If none of these things mean loving you..."

"Dai Lin, what is love?"

"Dai Lin, Qin Xu is having a hard time right now."

"Without you, how can she be well?"

Qin Xu looked at the people outside the door, those familiar eyes overflowed with countless tears.

Not daring to blink, she just wanted to raise her hand to help Dai Lin wipe away the tears, but this simple action drew the tears from her own eyes as well.

"I haven't seen hallucinations for a long time..."

The warm and transparent liquid couldn't be stopped, no matter how Qin Xu wiped it off for her, he couldn't finish it.

"Sure enough...the tears are just like real ones, they are hot."

"It burns my heart so badly."

"It's a good thing I didn't take the medicine just now..." The man with his sleeves still clinging to a leaf was crying, but smiled happily, and hugged the person outside the door.

The two who had also lost a lot of weight hugged each other, their bones hurting each other, but neither of them let go.

"Before you hit me, scold me, and say you want to leave me forever, let me hold you for a while... What if you disappear again..."

"Qin Xu, have I hit you? Scolded you?"

"Well... three months ago..."

Dai Lin clutched the shirt around Qin Xu's waist with great distress, and the hard object in her hand made her palm ache.

"Qin Xu, Dai Lin won't beat you, won't scold you, and won't leave you again."

Sensing her momentary stiffness, Dai Lin straightened up from Qin Xu's arms and looked straight into her eyes.

"She wants to marry you."

The two rings on the palm were shining, Qin Xu's eyes widened in disbelief at this moment, she recognized this pair of rings, they were the rings she bought when she was going to propose!

Dai Lin put one of them on Qin Xu's ring finger, it was a little loose, but it didn't matter, she would feed her back to her original weight within a month.

Transfer another warm temperature to the other person's palm.

"Qin Xu."

"Will you marry me?"

……

"I am willing."

With trembling fingers in the other party's smile, he put a ring around her.

The love was expressed in the next moment with the touch between the lips and teeth, and the sentence... never said.

"Dailen, I love you."

For the first five years, I never thought I would fall in love with her.

For the next five years, I never thought she would love me.

It wasn't until No.11 that I knew the things she would never say in her life.

Now, I finally got her.

I got the brilliance I was looking for all my life.

Maybe... I already got it.

END.

The author has something to say:

It feels like a very flat ending.Very simple HE~

However, this appearance is probably what Dai Lin should look like... Just like what Ning Lu said to her before, "Come back when your anger subsides."

Actually, I also think, how can Dai Lin be so good?Qin Xu talked to her like that, how could Dai Lin calm down so easily?

Because Dai Lin tolerated Qin Xu like this. XD~~

But Qin Xu didn't disappoint Dai Lin... Ha ha ha... So the idiotic behavior is enough.

To be honest, when it comes to "inheritance", I am quite moved.Unconditional trust and entrustment are probably the most proud things between lovers, right?

I think many people will be wondering, why should I add such a bloody plot...

In fact, it would be nice to just write about the sweet daily life at the end and hee smoothly~ Why do you want to add a kidnapping?Misunderstand?Nine months apart?

Will you die if you don't abuse? ?

In fact, I want them to realize that feelings don't turn into love just because of being with them for a long time.

Dai Lin would not be able to rely on her 11 years of familiarity to still believe that the tenderness that Qin Xu showed "occasionally" was love despite such a huge injury.

And Qin Xu will not be confident that Dai Lin will not leave no matter how much she hurts Dai Lin just because she has owned Dai Lin for 11 years, and she will still rely on her fate.

If there is no such time as a trigger, they will be together "as expected", and then be happy and happy forever?

Impossible all the time.

The relationship between the two of them has always been problematic.The problem of getting along with the model, the psychological problem... many problems.

such as,

Dai Lin has always felt inferior, so she really believed Qin Xu's "bad words".Instead of believing Qin Xu's promise.

And Qin Xu has always been very concerned about face and selfish, so she will never tell Dai Lin about the things she does that seem to be "secret love".And she drove Dai Lin away because she was afraid of hurting Dai Lin. On the other hand, she was also afraid to see Dai Lin afraid of her...

Therefore, going through a little bit of suffering is also beneficial 23333~ (Fortunately, there is Ning Lu. Mmm... Mama Ning is the best!

...It's a bit confusing to write here, I don't know how to clearly express what I want to express...

Everyone, just treat it as my complaint after the conclusion of the article!

PS, there is a 50-question in the extra episode, I feel that there is no one here to read it, so I am too lazy to get an online disk, so let's do it... If you are interested, you can search for it yourself, there is a post bar.