Believe me I don't love you.

The person lying on the bed opened her eyes suddenly, the fundus of her eyes was covered with bloodshot eyes, and the obviously protruding bags under her eyes depicted the verge of her collapse.There was obviously a scream, but there was no one around.With trembling palms, he grasped the quilt hard, but what he got was cold metal.

Qin Xu opened his mouth and panted hard, his lips trembling but he couldn't make a sound.

The tip of her tongue was hot, as if the black hole smoking gunpowder was pressing against her mouth at this moment, and her teeth could feel the hard and cold gun body.

A more and more obvious picture appeared in front of her eyes, her pupils dilated infinitely, cold sweat fell from her forehead, her hands were scratching and pushing in the air, suddenly, the words full of teasing and relief rang in her ears again.

"NOWWEAR OVER."

The scalding liquid seemed to splash on her face again, the temperature of the hand holding her was gradually cooling down, the smiling face burst open, leaving only broken and incomplete pieces of meat, the disgusting yellow burst on her body in front of you.

And the muzzle of the gun smoking in her hand seemed to let out a choked sob.

"Heroes are not afraid of death, that's why they die."

"Bad guys don't die, but..."

"I will live in fear."

"Miss Qin, live on."

"for me."

"For them."

"F*ckingu, f*cking the Satan..." The huddled figure on the oversized KZ bed trembled, jumped out of the bed, but fell to the ground due to unsteady standing.

The person kneeling on the carpet went crazy and threw everything away. The bedside table was pushed sideways by her, and the opened medicine bottle fell to the ground.

Colorful pills were scattered all over the floor.

Those beautiful light spots sink into the soft carpet, but they splash with crisp sound, causing weird dreams.

They approach, they laugh, they hold flowers.

They're crazy, they're crying, they're holding knives.

"Do not!!!"

The scream of collapse seemed to shatter something, causing a surge of liquid to flow from the gaping opening.

Some hot, some cold,

When mixed together, it becomes salty.

It has been a week since the kidnapping, and the Qin family spent a lot of money and energy to suppress this incident.So, everything is peaceful.

So calm, Dai Lin felt that she had just experienced a nightmare.

In the dream, her lover experienced suffering.

And how could this be just a dream?Dream won't take Qin Xu away...

The hand holding the phone was pale and weak, she couldn't remember how many times she called Qin Xu's number, and how many times she thought of an artificial voice with no ups and downs on the other end of the phone.

Qin Xu...

Where are you……

Dai Lin picked up the magazine at hand, it was the day before yesterday, and it said "Qin Shu's love affair ended".Slender fingertips slid across the word "Qin", and Dai Lin bit her lower lip lightly, with unpredictable emotions in her eyes.As if he had made up his mind, a flash of firmness flashed by.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed again, but it was another number.

"Hello, Ning Lu?" The person who answered the phone seemed a little startled, and didn't answer for a moment.Dai Lin didn't care about Ning Lu's silence, "Where is Qin Xu...?"

"Dai Lin..." Ning Lu didn't answer, but called her name hesitantly.

An awkward silence.

One is hesitant, the other is determined.

"Ferry Hotel, room 672."

After nearly 5 minutes of blank space, an unfamiliar address was squeezed out.It was so unfamiliar that Dai Lin had a bad feeling.

"Dai Lin..." Ning Lu seemed to sense Dai Lin's uneasiness, but she couldn't say the word "Don't go" in her throat.

No matter how hard I tried, I just spit out a word that didn't make sense. "Ten years, I believe you understand 'seeing is not believing'."

This reminder completely confirmed the uneasiness in Dai Lin's heart.The hand holding the phone was clenched tightly, and a self-deprecating smile hung on the sexy red lips.

Are you going to be disappointed again?hehe……

"Thank you, Ning Lu."

But what Dai Lin didn't know was that this time it was not disappointment, but despair.

Because Ning Lu forgot to say, "If you listen to it, it may not be true."

The high heels fell on the red carpet of the hotel, quiet and noble.It's a pity that the delicate makeup couldn't stop Dai Lin's tiredness.Walking to the figure step by step, the fragile joints knocked on the wooden door.

She didn't keep her waiting long,

The door was quickly opened.

Dai Lin was greeted by more than a familiar voice, "Why are you here?"

There was also the hickey that couldn't be covered by the bathrobe and another familiar woman who was naked on the big bed not far away.

Qin Xu was smoking a cigarette, and he didn't show much surprise when he saw that it was Dai Lin who came. Unlike in the past, he snuffed out the cigarette immediately, and just leisurely took the cigarette from his mouth and held it in his hand. "Okay, let's play together?"

Seemingly not seeing Dai Lin's stiff and pale face for a moment, Qin Xu smiled and held Dai Lin's arm, pulling her into the room.Approaching the big bed, there was excitement in his voice. "Anna, Doyoulike3/p"

The blond woman sat up with interest, her big body approaching them. "Ilike the game! come on!"

"Qin Xu." The grasped forearm broke free.stand still.

"Don't you want to? Dai Lin." Qin Xu didn't seem to notice Dai Lin's cold face, shrugged, and continued indifferently. "Then you go back first."

"Go back and wait for you?"

"if not?"

"Heh..." It seemed that the high heels couldn't take advantage of the momentum in front of barefoot people, and the loneliness and exhaustion in Dai Lin's voice couldn't be concealed. "Qin Xu..."

"How long will I have to wait for you this time?"

Both of them knew the meaning of the word "waiting".

"Another ten years?" This joking guess did not come from Dai Lin, but from Qin Xu.

The ten-year relationship was completely rejected in such a joking manner, as if the giver was cruelly sentenced out.

She was trembling, her hands trembling into fists, "Ten years? Another ten years?!"

Desperately questioning, I don't know if I'm asking her, or asking myself.

"Or, longer?" More wounds were forcefully torn open, and Qin Xu's smile gradually blurred in Dai Lin's eyes. "Otherwise, don't wait."

"After this incident, I don't think we are suitable. You are too in love, Dai Lin."

"I don't like long-term women, and I don't want to settle down yet."

"I haven't played enough."

"Leave me, Dai Lin." Qin Xu looked at the tearful Dai Lin, no smile on his face, and took a step back indifferently, with his arms crossed. "You and I are not suitable."

"This is the answer you gave me?" Dai Lin was very calm. Although she was crying, she still didn't cry.Just cry quietly. "You're lying!"

"Then what answer do you want? Do you want me to tell the truth?" The executioner sneered, stretched out his hand, and grabbed the executioner's chin. Crystal tears flowed down her cheeks and slid onto her fingers. There was no warm response in the slightest. "Baby, what else can you give me? Every, every part of this body... I have already played with it."

"Tired of playing."

"Heh, even if you have a pet, you will get bored one day."

"Not to mention the woman I, Qin Xu, never lacks?"

"Don't pester me anymore. You don't even have the qualifications to be my P friend." Seeing what Dai Lin wanted to say, Qin Xu narrowed his eyes and stared at her dangerously, sliding his fingers from his chin to her lips Up, press firmly.The familiar shade stained her thumb. "Don't try to resist."

"What I gave you, I can take back."

"I think you already have a deep understanding of this sentence."

Ignoring Dai Lin's tearful tears and precarious collapse, Qin Xu ruthlessly issued the order to evict her.

"roll."

"Qin...Xu."

There were bitter tears in her voice, but she couldn't call Qin Xu back.

No more words, turn around and leave,

From now on... everyone is safe?

how is this possible……

how is this possible.

At the moment when the wooden door was closed, there were people inside the house who made a sound with the sound of closing the door.

The body with hickeys fell to the ground weakly, and the person on the bed screamed and rushed down to catch her.

"Are you ok" Anna hugged Qin Xu, only to notice her trembling.Can't help feeling a little distressed.

"Thank you." Qin Xu didn't look up, her long hair blocked her expression. "Leave me alone for a while."

"...Fine." Anna didn't say anything more, just nodded, put on her clothes quietly, and left.

After she was alone, Qin Xu took out his cell phone and dialed the number.

"Ning Lu...she's gone."

"Help me comfort her...please...don't make her stupid..."

……

"That's all I can do, can't I?"

"Are you going to let her die in my hands?"

The person on the other end of the phone who was anxious to refute suddenly fell silent after this question.

A soft sob followed.

The air became dull in an instant. In the quiet room, only the crying from the mobile phone was ringing, and the person holding the mobile phone,

very quiet,

Quiet as a dead dog.

a long time,

"Ning Lu, send her away."

……

"The farther the better."

One month later,

At the airport, pulling suitcases, people wearing sunglasses and masks walked towards the boarding gate without looking back.There was only one person following her to see her off.

Looking at Dai Lin's decisive figure, Ning Lu felt a deep sense of uneasiness in her heart. She felt that Dai Lin's departure might...

It's really over.

She and Qin Xu are over.

Eagerly grabbing her arm, Dai Lin's inertia caused Dai Lin to lean back, taking a small step back before standing upright. "What's wrong?"

Ning Lu smiled awkwardly, "It's nothing...just a little reluctant."

Dai Lin chuckled and patted Ning Lu on the shoulder comfortingly. "It's only a year, and... it's a good thing to be able to study further. I also want to thank the company for giving me this opportunity."

When did Dailin and her...become so unfamiliar?

"Dai Lin..." Ning Lu's eyes were hot, eager to prove something. "You really gave up on her?"

……

"Ning Lu, this is what she wants, isn't it?"

"In the past ten years, I have listened to everything she said."

"Of course it won't be a surprise this time."

She wants her not to pester her, she wants her not to wait, she wants her to get out.

She is very obedient.

Always like this.

Be obedient, really believe those words.

Words that are like knives.

The hard fingers gradually loosened, and the places where they were grasped wrinkled. Ning Lu finally swallowed the words she wanted to say several times.

At the last pass before the farewell, Dai Lin stood by the security checkpoint without looking back.

"Ning Lu, do you think she has a heart?"

She didn't hear Ning Lu's answer for a long time, and just when Dai Lin laughed at herself and was about to leave, the answer floated into her ears.

"Isn't that black heart always on you?!"

Seeing Dai Lin striding away after a brief pause, Ning Lu couldn't hold back her tears anymore.

"Dailen!"

"Don't be fooled by her for too long. That bastard is the best liar!"

"Come back when you're angry!"

She also believed in Dai Lin this time, just like in the past years, she only believed in Dai Lin...

Only she can find Qin Xu, comfort Qin Xu, bring her to the light, and live.

"I'm sorry...Xu Ming...I'm sorry..." The person holding the knife was trembling, and her own palm was also bleeding.

As for Xu Ming, who was standing opposite her and didn't dare to act rashly, the wound on his arm was even deeper.

Xu Ming didn't dare to approach her slowly until he saw the frightening madness in Qin Xu's eyes disappear, "It's okay... Relax..."

"Qin Xu, relax..."

Getting closer little by little, he tentatively touched the hand holding the knife, until he didn't feel Qin Xu's dodge, Xu Ming held that hand, then took the knife away, and quickly threw the knife away.

Xu Ming hugged Qin Xu and hugged her trembling body tightly.

The blood on his arm rubbed against Qin Xu's back.And the blood in Qin Xu's palm was squeezed into Xu Ming's waist.

"Xu Ming... I'm sorry..."

"Lock me up...I'll kill them..."

"I'll kill you too..."

"Qin Xu!" Xu Ming suddenly straightened up from Qin Xu's arms, holding Qin Xu's face in his hands. "You didn't kill that reporter. You didn't kill Shang Jingyin either. Those are fake, they are hallucinations!"

"The reporter was killed by Shang Jingyin, and Shang Jingyin committed suicide in fear of crime!"

"What about this? Is this also an illusion?"

Qin Xu pushed Xu Ming away, grabbed Xu Ming's arm that was also bleeding with his bloody hand, and Xu Ming wanted to scream in pain from the force of his five fingers.

But when he saw Qin Xu's crazy eyes again, he clenched his lips and dared not make a sound.

It seemed that he had hurt someone again... Qin Xu let go of his hand in panic, and took two steps back, away from Xu Ming.

"This time, it's you."

"What about next time? Shouldn't it be Ning Lu next time?"

"And then my parents?"

"and also……"

And the woman who was forced away by her...

"Take me to where I should go, Xu Ming."

"I've gone crazy."

"It's a lunatic!!"

Seeing Xu Ming still standing there unmoved, Qin Xu stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder forcefully, unable to control his emotions anymore.

"Go away... You should stay away from me too! You can't save me! Xu Ming!"

"What I saw was a group of lunatics like me, a group of dead people!"

"If I don't kill them...they'll kill me..."

"Look, isn't he stabbing a knife into my stomach right now?"

"Xu Ming...I can even feel the cold blade cutting my stomach, the pain is so painful that I'm about to die."

"Xu Ming, what should I do..."

"Xu Ming, I'm in so much pain..."

Xu Ming could feel her pain. On the desk in her office were two bottles of hallucinogens that Shang Jingyin hadn't injected into Qin Xu's body. On the second day after she rescued Qin Xu, she forced herself to finish reading it. The disc left in that room.

Those scenes of flesh and blood flying all over the place made her shudder when she recalled it now.

This is the second time Qin Xu shed tears in front of Xu Ming in so many days.The first time was the day I rescued her.

Xu Ming just watched Qin Xu squat down covering her stomach, and the unstoppable blood soaked her abdomen like this, as if it had really been punctured.

The pale face was covered with liquid, and it was hard to tell whether it was cold sweat or tears.

She didn't even need hallucinogens to feel the bloody smell and the pain of bone scraping.

What's more...is it Qin Xu?

The same tearful person knelt down slowly and hugged the person who had hallucinated again.

No matter what happens, there will be cynical smiling eyes, and the breath of death is full at this moment.The fear and despair seeping out of it almost overwhelmed Xu Ming.

"Xu Ming, can I never hug her again?"

"I'm really afraid that one day, among those people in front of me, there will be her face."

"It must be a hallucination, right?"

"But her tears are real..."

The bleeding arm tightened unconsciously, Xu Ming wanted to dismember the dead Shang Jingyin.

His purpose has been achieved...

Shu Muyan and Xia Mu will live in guilt for the rest of their lives.And Qin Xu has also become a "bad guy" who survived.Live in fear all the time.

What should I do... Qin Xu...

As if thinking of something, Xu Ming suddenly raised his head and looked directly into those despairing eyes.

"Qin Xu, Qin Xu, look at me."

Sensing Qin Xu's confusion, Xu Ming shook her shoulder.

"You'll be fine, there's someone, there's someone who can heal you!"

"Qin Xu, think about Dai Lin...don't give up on yourself, okay?"

"Trust me, trust me again..."

"I will save you!"

The author has something to say:

Qin Xu's scumbag is really... immoral.

I feel sorry for Dai Lin QAQ, the part of sending me to the airport really abused my tear glands