Red Mansion: Taming the Overlord

Bo Yang thought that Xue Pan was a young man, knowing that the road ahead would be difficult and full of obstacles, he would shrink back if he was not sure.However, he forgot that a young man can ignore any difficulties if he is full of spirit.

When he pointed out the direction and goal to Xue Pan, with Xue Pan's stubborn personality, he knew that he must go to the dark on this road.

But at this moment, Bo Yang couldn't hold so many things in his mind.In fact, after talking to Xue Pan, he himself felt uncomfortable.This feeling is very complicated, and I can't describe it in one or two sentences, but my heart seems to be blocked by something, and I can't utter it.

Bo Yang doesn't need to look in the mirror to know how ugly he looks now.He didn't want people to find out about this, so he went out and walked quickly to the garden behind.The weather had cooled down in the past two days, and the servants gathered together to enjoy the fire and talk even if they had nothing to do. Even during the day, there would be no one in the garden.

Bo Yang walked for a while, and finally came to the courtyard where Xue Pan arranged for him to live when he came back.

He still remembered that Xue Pan said at the time that the yard would be reserved for him in the future, and he wanted him to treat it as if he were in his own home and come and live there whenever he was free.

The words are still in my ears, and the feelings at that time seem to still remain in my heart. Thinking of this, Bo Yang couldn't help but smile bitterly.In fact, he said that Xue Pan would not plan for the future, but why not himself?If he is straightforward enough, he can stay away from Xue Pan early to avoid future troubles.

Not to mention anything else, if he intends to leave, he will abandon everything here, leave Jiangnan and find a new place to start. The world is big, how can Xue Pan find someone?

In the final analysis, it is nothing more than reluctance.

It's not that he can't let go of the family business he bought here, otherwise he wouldn't simply move from Suzhou to Jinling.

What he couldn't let go of was that there was someone who cared about him in this place.

Human beings are social animals, they must interact with others, develop feelings, and establish a position for their own existence in this world, and then a series of other things can be established from this.

Family love and friendship, monarch and minister father and son, these moral principles make people become human beings.

Bo Yang was not originally from this world, so he was like the fallen duckweed leaves—maybe even worse than the fallen duckweed leaves, because the duckweed can still carry water and the wind can float with the wind, but he has nothing to rely on.

It seems that the world around him is empty, this feeling is lonely and frightening, and he urgently needs something to fill, and then use these tangible things to confirm his own existence.

He met Xue Pan at that time, neither earlier nor later, at first he wanted to avoid, but later he was moved, and gradually drew Xue Pan within the scope of his acceptance.It seemed that through this person, he had a little connection with the world.

Although this is not his hometown, and there are no familiar people, there are still people who care about him, miss him, and even - some admire him.

Xue Pan himself didn't know how important he was to Bo Yang's heart, maybe Bo Yang himself didn't understand either.It's just that every time he encounters something related to Xue Pan, he always hesitates, thus delaying the best opportunity to get rid of the relationship.

Step by step to today, this kind of connection can no longer be severed by him saying that I want to leave.

If Xue Pan didn't think about the future because he didn't understand anything, he couldn't give Bo Yang a sense of security.Then Bo Yang himself committed the crime knowingly, and the crime was aggravated.In fact, he is not qualified to convict Xue Pan, because his own fault is not small.

But now, since he said those words, it's time to think about the future.

It's not easy to live, it's not as good as Xue Pan, a young man who understands.

Bo Yang opened the door and entered the courtyard, and found a place to sit down.This is a courtyard, rather than a water pavilion, facing the water on three sides, and you can see the blue waves and residual lotus through the window, which looks very bleak in the cold wind.Bo Yang watched for a while, then closed the window.

Although he is upset now, Bo Yang will not lose his composure so much that he doesn't even notice the surrounding environment.Although he really wanted to blow some air and calm down, if he got caught in the wind because of this, not to mention what troubles might be caused by Xue Pan, just because there was a lack of medical treatment in ancient times, a cold might be delayed and lead to pneumonia. Let Bo Yang not dare to neglect.Especially his body is not very healthy, his foundation is too thin, and he can't bear a little toss.

This house has not been lived in for a long time, but Xue Pan probably did what he said, and indeed he often had people come over to clean it, so it was still clean.

Moreover, Bo Yang also noticed that there were a lot of decorations in the house, many things were from him, probably Xue Pan saw it and thought he liked it, so he added them one by one.Bo Yang pinched the square pillow on the couch, it was indeed soft.He took it over and held it in his hands, and couldn't help but sighed softly.

Putting the two worlds together, I am afraid that even his parents who died young never cared about him to such an extent.

Bo Yang was a little dazed, he suddenly remembered that a friend asked him before, you are so picky, what kind of people do you like?How did he answer it?

I don't care about his wealth, I don't care about his celestial appearance, but he has to be honest, he has to listen to teaching, he has to know how to know the cold and the hot, and he can do small things, everything is centered on me.

The friend who asked the question was speechless, "Are you looking for a lover or raising a son? I always thought my mother's desire to control was strong enough, but now I realize how kind and gentle she is." Bo Yang knew that the other party was actually I had a little sense of that aspect to myself, and immediately died down after hearing this answer.

Since then, seeing that there was no one around him, she even persuaded him, "Just let it go. You can't find the kind of person you want in this world. Human nature is selfish. If he really serves you like that, then The picture must be huge, can you really stand that he treats you so well?"

At that time, he was full of confidence, "If someone can treat me like this, I will naturally pay him back the same."

Why don't you have the courage now?

It cannot be said that Xue Pan's problem is not serious, but it is not absolutely impossible to solve.He is just still young and doesn't understand responsibility and responsibility, but these things can be learned.But in other respects, the most rare advantages in him, which shine in Bo Yang's eyes, are not found in others.

Therefore, Bo Yang took a deep breath, leaned on the soft couch relaxedly, squinted his eyes and thought, let's see how Xue Pan behaves.Can this road go all the way to the end, or is it in a desperate situation? Don't you know if you try it?

Anyway, he has nothing he can't afford to lose. As for Xue Pan... If one day he doesn't want to go this way again, in the eyes of others, he may still be "the prodigal son will never change his money", and it will not have any impact.

After figuring this out, Bo Yang came back to his senses and realized that it was getting late.

He walked to the window and looked out, half of the sky turned into a khaki color, and the whole world seemed to be reflected in this color, reflected in the lake in front of him, making the beautiful landscape in the south of the Yangtze River faintly appear. It's bleak and desolate.

It's going to snow.

……

Coming out of the small courtyard, Bo Yang happened to meet Xuan'er who was looking for him.

"Why are you here?" he asked.

"Uncle Xue asked the younger one to come." Xuan'er said, "It is said that the uncle has been away for a long time and has not returned. I wonder where he was delayed. Strange, if such things happen in the past, he must have come by himself. Although he is still in a hurry today , but didn’t intend to go out. Could it be that the weather is too cold and you don’t want to go out, so the tribal people?”

"What nonsense?" Bo Yang raised his hand and tapped him on the forehead, "Don't talk so casually in the future. This is Xue's house after all, so it doesn't seem like it will be heard by their family members."

Xuan'er agreed, and then said, "Why did you come here? Did you forget that we don't live here now? This courtyard has been unoccupied for a long time, and it looks chilly. Let's go back soon!"

"No." Bo Yang said, "I think the scenery here is pretty good, you go and move our things here. Then tell Uncle Xue that it might snow tonight, and I want to stay here to enjoy the snow, so I will I won’t go back to live. Please ask him to send some charcoal pots over.”

Xuan'er looked up at the sky and said, "Isn't it?" When he turned to leave, he asked again, "Master, go back there to warm up first, and it won't be too late to come back after packing up."

"No, I'm going to say hello to my wife, and it's almost time when I come back. You can take care of things here later, go find me over there." Bo Yang made an excuse.

It would be obvious to others, even if Bo Yang doesn't want to stay, it is impossible to rush out of Xue's house right now.But it's not easy to go back to Xue Pan's place again, and they are embarrassed by each other. Fortunately, there is this yard as a buffer.However, it is estimated that he will not be able to stay for two days, so Bo Yang is going to say hello to Aunt Xue now, and let her know that he will be leaving in a few days, so it will not be considered a rush.

It was easy for him to find a reason to prevaricate. Although Aunt Xue was reluctant and distressed, but she didn't understand the outside things and couldn't help, so she could only agree.Then he asked Bo Yang to send someone over to deliver the letter, and asked Xue Pan to help.Bo Yang also responded with a smile.

He was here to deal with Aunt Xue and Baochai, and Xuan'er on the other end returned to the farm. Xue Pan had been waiting at the gate of the courtyard. When he saw someone, he hurriedly asked, "Did you find it?"

He was also confused just now, he only thought about Bo Yang's appearance, he would definitely pack up his things and leave immediately, but he forgot that it was Bo Yang's room.After reacting, knowing that Bo Yang couldn't just leave like this, he was relieved, and then thought of looking for someone.When he wanted to look for it in person, he was afraid that Bo Yang would be angry if he saw him, so he had to send someone there and wait for the news by himself.

Xuan'er said, "I found it. It's in the 'breeze breeze' water pavilion where we lived last time. The uncle said that he was afraid that it would snow tonight. He wanted to stay there to enjoy the snow scenery, so he wouldn't come back. Let I'm going to pack my things!"

As he spoke, he muttered to himself, "It's also a strange thing. Due to his poor health, the uncle has always been very afraid of the cold. In previous years, he was no longer in such a mood."

Xue Pan stopped aside, feeling sad.However, Bo Yang didn't leave directly in a fit of anger, he was already very satisfied, and hurriedly asked, "What else did he explain?"

"It is said that Mr. Xue sent the charcoal basin over there. I am afraid that it is very cold over there. The uncle has already gone to greet his wife at this moment. I will lead the people to fix it. Let's go pick her up." Xuan'er said .

"Okay... I'll let someone arrange it." Xue Pan nodded repeatedly.

Brother Yang was still willing to mention his name, and he was so excited that he was about to cry.However, he couldn't show his clues in front of people, which made him feel uncomfortable all over.