Red Mansion: Taming the Overlord

Xue Pan seemed to have been slapped twice in the face, or a thunderbolt hit him directly on a sunny day, and he fell into a trance.

What else did Bo Yang say, but he couldn't hear it, he just felt as if there were various sounds rumbling in his ears, it couldn't be heard clearly, but it could shake his internal organs to shift their positions.His heart seemed to be tightly clenched by invisible hands, the pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe.A feeling of suffocation slowly spread from the inside of the body to the whole body.

He felt as if he had escaped from this body, standing not far away numbly watching, his eyes were blank.

In the end what happened?

Obviously he just wanted to show his heart to Brother Yang, why did he become like this?He seemed to have listened to every word Bo Yang said, but he didn't seem to understand the meaning at all.He just felt uncomfortable all over, and finally slowly raised his hand to cover his chest, and looked at Bo Yang.

Brother Yang, I'm in so much pain here!

Really hurts.In fact, Xue Pan is also a pampered and spoiled son of an aristocratic family. In the past, even if he was tired from traveling and traveling, there would always be someone around him to take care of everything.Has he ever suffered a little, suffered a little sin?So this kind of pain was naturally something he had never felt before.

But when the words came to his lips, he held back again.

I don't know why, Xue Pan has never realized so clearly for a moment like now that Brother Yang doesn't care about him anymore.

This recognition made Xue Pan wake up quickly, and the previous conversation reappeared in his mind. He broke the words one by one and smashed them into pieces. It took a long time before he finally understood what Bo Yang meant. .

Brother Yang doesn't want him anymore!

Xue Pan skipped all those cumbersome causes and effects, and only firmly grasped this result.He thought he should say something to make it up, but he opened his mouth, but he couldn't even make a sound, he could only stare at Bo Yang with red eyes, without blinking.

Seeing his gaze like this, Bo Yang leaned back again and leaned back into the chair.

In fact, he didn't intend to talk to Xue Pan about this at this time.What's the use of saying it?Anyway, he doesn't understand, even if he wants to teach, it won't happen overnight.But, but... Sometimes Bo Yang can't help but feel unbalanced, Xue Pan is clearly provoking him, but he is required to bear everything. Is there such a reason in this world?

Bo Yang likes Xue Pan's full sincerity, envies his full sincerity, and hates his full sincerity.

Because he knew that Xue Pan really liked him purely, but it was difficult for him to love someone like Xue Pan.But at the same time, Bo Yang also understood that Xue Pan's sincerity was not only for himself.He did the same to his mother, to his sister, and even to other friends and subordinates.

What's more, such frankness is even more disgusting when it appears emotionally.It's like you reprimand a playful man for how he can change his heart and empathize with others, but he tells you that he really liked you when he liked you, but he doesn't like you now.This kind of person seems to be sentimental, and he claims to be dedicated, but in fact he is the most fickle.

Xue Pan is such a person.

When you like it, you really like it, and when you are happy, you are really happy.But he didn't think about the future, he didn't make any plans, and he walked on a path that others had arranged for him.Once one day, he was asked to make a choice between this road and his lover, he would definitely not hesitate.

Just like Jia Baoyu, when he was with Jiang Yuhan, he was so tender and affectionate, but when someone loyal to the palace found him, as soon as Jia Zheng forced him, he immediately confessed the house Jiang Yuhan bought outside.

Xue Pan, sooner or later there will be such a day.

Bo Yang just didn't expect that the person who pushed him to stand up with his own hands and forced him to make a choice would be himself.

He couldn't help raising his hand, covering his eyes.

In the final analysis, during this period of getting along, not only he influenced Xue Pan, Xue Pan also influenced him.Moreover, this kind of influence is usually suppressed by himself, so it is not obvious, but at this time Bo Yang realized that it was already somewhat beyond his control.

So just now, when Xue Pan said the words "I love you in my heart" without any scruples, it finally aroused the emotions in his heart that had been suppressed for a long time-why Xue Pan can always be so straightforward and reckless, why should he Clean up the mess for him, why should I be responsible for everything?

So he smashed the greenhouse where Xue Pan lived and pulled him out.

So impulsive.Looking back at this moment, Bo Yang even felt that his face at that moment was so ugly.

In the final analysis, people are selfish and self-interested.He likes Xue Pan, but not to the point where he is willing to shelter Xue Pan from the wind and rain, and protect him forever under his own wings.If Xue Pan can't walk out on his own and grow up, he will always be just such a ridiculous child.

Bo Yang's patience is also limited, it is impossible to pamper him all the time.

So now, since Xue Pan said that sentence, he should naturally bear the price that came with it.Let him understand that no one in this world will protect him forever, and he can't always go his way.

Start to think about it now, for yourself, for the Xue family, for... the future, it's not a bad thing.

If Xue Pan can communicate and grow up, Bo Yang will naturally be very pleased.Even if the price of getting this result may be that Xue Pan will always have a heart for him, and even hate him because of love, so that he can no longer live up to the close trust in the past.

Growth has to pay a little price, isn't it?It is better to pay the price by oneself than to let Xue Pan learn from others.

If he remains silent, then Bo Yang misjudged him.

Thinking like this, Bo Yang felt that he had finally sorted out his thoughts, so he readjusted the expression on his face, put down his hands, stood up and planned to leave.

Xue Pan was also in a daze, but when he saw Bo Yang's movements, he rushed over and hugged him subconsciously, "Brother Yang, where are you going?"

This subconscious action made Bo Yang's heart tremble, almost regretting the decision he made just now.

"You let go first, get up." He said.After all, there are other people who will come in and out here, and people will see it later, what does it look like?If it reaches Aunt Xue's ears again... Bo Yang dare not think about it.

Xue Pan shook his head quickly, "I won't let you go, Brother Yang, you have to leave if I let you go."

At this time, his intuition was very keen.Now that something like this happened, Bo Yang couldn't live in Xue's house anymore.At this moment, he really wanted to pack up his things and leave, but unexpectedly, Xue Pan pointed it out.

So Bo Yang sometimes feels that Xue Pan is not stupid, but he is always unwilling to use his brain on these things.Perhaps, only by being ruthless and pushing him can he bring out his full potential.He is also looking forward to it, what will Xue Pan look like then?

Thinking in this way, he squatted down, looked at Xue Pan, who looked very embarrassed with tears on his face, and said slowly, "Do you remember what I just said?"

Xue Pan nodded, thought for a while and shook his head, looked at Bo Yang pitifully, "Brother Yang, don't want me!"

"Children think that all the good things in this world can be obtained by acting like a baby." Bo Yang shook his head lightly, and opened his hands bit by bit, "Xue Pan, you are 14 years old this year, and you are another family member. Master, you are no longer young, and you should learn to think about problems. Always thinking about relying on others is not enough."

Xue Pan looked at him half-understood, and Bo Yang sighed, "When you understand what I just said, maybe we can find a way to go."

Then he stood up again and walked out quickly.

Xue Pan got up and wanted to chase after him, but he had been kneeling on the ground for so long that his legs were numb, and he fell down again. He couldn't catch up immediately, so he had to watch Bo Yang's back in front of him. disappear.

At that moment, in the ignorant Xue Pan's heart, it seemed that something was lost and something was gained.

He sat there for a while, then got up in a trance, and sat on the chair that Bo Yang had sat on before.In fact, after Bo Yang walked for so long, the chair was already cold, but Xue Pan sat on it, as if he could still feel the warmth he left behind.

Following Bo Yang's example, he sank his whole body into the chair, then raised a hand to cover his eyes.

At this moment, an indescribable sadness suddenly hit Xue Pan's heart, and he felt as if his heart began to ache again.Brother Yang, when he did this just now, it was the same... Did it hurt like this?

It was at this moment that Xue Pan finally realized that he had never considered Bo Yang in this matter.

He was afraid that Bo Yang would know, so he didn't dare to tell Bo Yang, but what he was afraid of was that Bo Yang would not pay attention to him.But he never thought about how Bo Yang would face this matter.This is certainly because in his heart, Brother Yang has no troubles that he can't solve, and there is nothing he can't do, but it's more because he has never thought of thinking about Bo Yang.

And when this idea appeared in his mind like a lightning bolt, Xue Pan recalled what Bo Yang said before, and he vaguely understood it.

Brother Yang was indeed angry, but what he was angry with was not what he thought, but other more important and fundamental actions.Xue Pan had a premonition that as long as all these problems were resolved, there would be no more obstacles between him and Brother Yang.

The thought excited him greatly.

Although he felt that his brain was stupid, he might not be able to figure things out for a while, but as long as he thought about it slowly, there would always be a day when he could figure it out thoroughly.