Wei Lan
Chapter 8
Writhing and struggling under me.
"Your movements are really attractive, and your waist is strong and powerful. I like it the most. Cong, I am almost fascinated by you."
"You're cheating, pervert, you're cheating."
"Oh... baby, didn't you hear? I said just now that I was fascinated by you."
"Okay, it turns out that these are all sweet words and deceitful things, and I will never be fooled by you again."
"Fool, whether I speak sweetly or sweetly to you, I always tell the truth. If you don't believe me, just ask my little brother's loyalty."
"Nasty pervert."
"Ha ha ha ha……"
***
The next day I called Ming and scolded him severely.This kid actually admitted it without hesitation.
I scolded him for not talking about brotherhood and disregarding benevolence, righteousness and morality.On the other hand, he said that it was to help me and Cong strengthen our relationship.
I can't get mad at him.
I wonder how his moist eye sockets are achieved, and the acting is too real.
The kid said that he didn't expect to shed tears at the beginning, and he couldn't help it.He said that when I pointed to my chest and told him that there was only room for one person, he was so moved that he couldn't restrain his emotions, and tears came down.Then, Ming said that I have a talent for acting, so I should just change careers.How can there be such an easy thing in the world?This naive kid.And I think the one who is really talented in acting should be the one in my family.Oh, just thinking of him makes me so beautiful.
Time, please hurry up, let me get off work quickly, I can't wait to go back to see my dear man and wife.
——End of this article——
Extra: Love is a piece of chocolate
IFIT'SHURTING YOU
Please don't think of meif you gotta block it
I got chills tonight and you can't be here to stop
I'm not a parasite it's justalonelynighttonight
I walked from the bar cause they were only laughing
I wished on our stars but they covered editing in satin
I'm not agigolo that's what I want you out know tonight
Oohooh I'vehurtyouIcansee
Oohooh do you think kit's notthurtingme
Ooho oh the grassain' talways green
Andifit'shurtingyouknowthat'sithurtingme
You'll meet others who will break your heart
IfIseeyouwiththemit'sgonnatearmeapart
Maybe in another life we wouldn't be alone tonight
Oohooh I'vehurtyouIcansee
Oohooh do you think kit's notthurtingme
Ooho oh the grassain' talways green
Andifit'shurtingyouknowthat'sithurtingme
you know that' sithurtingme
you know that' sithurtingme
Life is like a machine, occupying a fixed position that is too small to be small in the big factory building of society.Work as your work time comes and rest as your rest time comes.In the days that go round and round, I consume myself invisible.When the machine ceases to function, is worn out, or is no longer needed, then its mission is over.
A life of more than twenty years is neither long nor short.I tried my best to play a part of the machine in the big factory of society, which kept itself safe and worked silently, thinking that this would be my whole life, but unfortunately I was not a qualified product.
I don't know if the workers I produced neglected their duties and forgot to check every part of me carefully, or I have defects that cannot be detected by existing science and technology.Finally one day, a defective part of mine was exposed, and this part could not be replaced or repaired, and it also damaged other parts and the central system.Although on the surface I am still working at my original position, I am already broken, really broken.I am no longer me except for the function of labor and the appearance of the other machines in the factory.
Because it was no longer the same as any other machine, I panicked.So, I worked harder, trying to make myself look the same as other machines, but in the end I wore out more than other machines.
I feel more and more powerless, more and more tired.
Gradually, I became tired of being a well-behaved machine, I was tired of self-sacrificing labor, and I was even more tired of wearing a qualified coat, but the inside has completely changed qualitatively but is still pretending.
After making up my mind, I took off the heavy coat of hypocrisy that I had worn for more than twenty years, and with a pious heart begging to be forgiven, I confessed to my relatives that I was no longer qualified for the truth.
As a result, I was ostracized.
I stood in a factory building full of machines, feeling so lonely and helpless.
I looked around and saw other malfunctioning machines being carried out.
I am afraid, afraid that the truth that has not lived a day will disappear.
So, I hurriedly put on my hypocritical overcoat, and reluctantly but helplessly stood back in the factory marked as qualified.
I felt like I was going to live my life in such a hypocritical way, until I met him——Shao Hui.
Shao Hui, my sister's boyfriend.
The first time I saw him was outside my sister's apartment.
Ever since my younger sister knew that I was gay and made my father angry because of it, she has been refusing to associate with me, but she is my younger sister after all. Although she always speaks coldly to me every time we meet, we are the only relatives in this world who have blood ties.Blood and love, I often go to see her, from a distance or nearby, and even if she is extremely unwilling, she will still call me Brother Sheng.For me, that's enough.My sister is a person who can't take care of herself. Like many girls nowadays, she lives carelessly.Living alone doesn't know how to take care of myself.The food in the refrigerator is usually taken out and eaten without knowing how to heat it up.I had planned for a long time to buy a microwave oven for her, so as soon as this month's salary was paid, I immediately went to the store to buy one.
Shao Hui is a very gentle and handsome young boy. He stood next to my sister, although he had no expression on his face, but from the moment my sister happily held his arm, I knew that my sister liked this boy very much. .Watching them take a taxi across the street and leave, I stood at my sister's door until night before I saw her come back.She wasn't too surprised to see me, she was as indifferent as usual.I left her the microwave and she thanked me for staying.
Worth it, worth it to me.
Later, I met Shao Hui several times and found him to be a very attractive man.Although he still has no expression on his face, he feels very cool.That indifferent temperament is natural, as if there is nothing in this world that can make him smile.Interesting guy, but the most elusive type.I hope he doesn't disappoint my sister.
Coincidentally, within a few days I saw Shao Hui again in the bureau.At that time, I was bored looking at the asparagus planted by the section chief on the windowsill, when Shao Hui suddenly appeared in front of me.It is said to be in front of you, but in fact it is just passing by.He was wearing the uniform of the Ministry of Public Security, handsome and unrestrained.I followed behind him and watched him enter other departments.He came to hand over the reconnaissance materials, and he spoke politely, but his face remained expressionless.After he left that day, I knew his name; it was also that day that I dreamed of him for the first time at night and had a nocturnal emission.
I scolded myself for being shameless, how could I have such nasty thoughts about my sister's boyfriend, even if it was in a dream.
I scolded myself for being so dirty that I had more than normal erotic thoughts about a man I hadn't spoken to.
In order not to be cranky, I reduced the number of times I went to my sister's house because I didn't want to run into him.But at the bureau I saw him for the second time.He was still here to deliver the materials, and he looked more handsome and upright in uniform. I couldn't help but go up to him to say hello to his youthful face.He is very vigilant and doesn't trust me very much.And I couldn't find any good topics to chat with him for a while.A short conversation, he left in a cool way, and I went to my sister's house again at night, trying to find out some things between her and Shao Hui.
I want to know more about him.
For a period of time, the number of times I went to my sister's house increased significantly, and when I met him again, I never thought that I would actually hurt him.
I punched him hard, for the sake of my sister, I want this unscrupulous man to pay a painful price for his irresponsible behavior.
I was red-eyed, and the attack was not serious. I hated his sense of irresponsibility, and I hated myself who was more and more attracted to him. Finally, he fell down, and I regretted it infinitely.How can I hit so hard?
Even so, I was still selfish and hypocritically persuading my younger sister to give up the fallen heartless man in front of me. , I sent him to the hospital under the pretext of sending him back to my home.
For the first time, I realized that I was such a despicable man.
I looked at his stunned side face, young and handsome, even with his eyes closed, the brows and the curvature of his mouth were so indifferent and alluring.
I kissed them lightly, one after another, endlessly.
I want to have something to happen with him, I want to have a future with him, but I know this is impossible after all.This is not a dream, it is 100% delusional.
If you fall in love with a heterosexual, there is no doubt that you will be the one who gets hurt.
He woke up, dazed.
I was sober, and lied to him about every reason to be here.
Looking at him, I suddenly felt vulnerable for no reason, and I had many, many things I wanted to say to him.
I confessed to him my past and my differences from ordinary people without any scruples.His expected panic, surprise, and disgust did not come, and he just replied to me lightly, "Stop being self-righteous, why didn't I know that homosexuality is contagious?"
The one who was surprised was me.
His tolerance and his calm expression made me feel that I was saved.
Facing him, she unconsciously talked more.I couldn't bear to confide to him all the grievances I have had over the years at this moment, but what I spit out is not full of bitterness, but a reflection on the bleak reality.
Shao Hui cried, unconsciously.
Looking at the clear tears of the big boy in front of me, I knew that I would never be able to escape, and I was deeply caught in this never-ending web of sinful love.
***
It is said that fate is predestined, what is yours is always yours, and what is not yours will not come after all.But for me, a heterogeneous person who can only have desires for the same sex, will God give me a predestined fate?
This, I never counted on.
I am a modern person, with added reality, I only believe that there is no gain without effort.The same is true for feelings. If you don't pursue them, who would know that you intend to be with the other party?no hope?impossible?This is not absolute, as the saying goes, "Love grows with time".So, for Shao Hui, I want to try my best to get his affection.
Regardless of any gender barriers, I am different from ordinary people; I don't care about his past with my sister, it is nothing to the future that he and I may have.
What is reality?I believe that there are outliers like me who take a walk in the sun.
I live not to be a machine, nor to experience the process of being a human being through reincarnation.Since I was given life, I have to live well for myself, and I also have the right to experience happiness, so I don’t want to live this life in vain.
After getting to know each other, I realized that Shao Hui is actually a very easy-going person, kind and understanding.I really don't understand why his expression is so different from his inside, he always looks indifferent.
I still remember that he said that there is a person he has liked for a long time in his heart. I think he may not be able to convey his feelings to the other party, so he is like this.I understand that love can have a great or small impact on a person.What's more, he has loved that person for a long time.
I really mind that he has someone else in mind, but I have no position to accuse him.I have just established a friendship with him, and all I can do now is to carefully maintain this relationship instead of destroying it.
On the day he stayed at my house, Shao Hui had a fever.Seeing him restless in his sleep, I blamed myself deeply, how could I hit so hard?
He was lying on the bed, with sweat dripping from his forehead, his brows were furrowed, his hands clutching the sheets tightly, and he kept calling someone's name, "Zhang Ming".Repeatedly, shouting eagerly.
It is said that it is easy to expose a fragile part of the heart in an unconscious state, not to mention that he is so weak now.I think this person whom he shouted with all his heart must be the person he has loved for a long time.
I'm jealous of this man.
Two days later, Shao Hui recovered from his illness. He smiled and thanked me for taking care of him these days, and said that I am one of the few good people in the world.Little did he know how many times I had secretly kissed him while he was asleep.
He went back, back to his original circle of life.I wanted to contact him, but couldn't find an excuse to meet him.I paid attention to the people from the Public Security Bureau who came to the procuratorate every day to deliver materials, and hoped that everyone who came would be him.But God doesn't make matches, and I didn't see him for weeks.So I began to pay attention to whether Corey had any materials that needed to be transferred to the Public Security Bureau, and I took the initiative to ask the section chief to act as an errand guy.Unfortunately, I still haven't been able to see him.
For two whole months, I felt the beauty of life by recalling the bits and pieces of getting along with him.This unrequited love didn't decrease by half because they didn't meet each other, on the contrary, it became more and more intense.
I know I am terminally ill.
There is usually no reason to love someone.
When a relationship comes, most of the time the parties are ignorant.
The other party's intelligence, connotation, pretty face, beautiful figure...all these things that can be said in detail are only part of the appreciation.I call it liking.
There is no love without liking. When you find that an expression or an action of the other party touches your heart at a certain moment, then love has already come.
I don't know what specific point I fell in love with Shao Hui. To be honest, I don't know him well.
In addition to his name, appearance, work unit, and a history of love with my sister, what he likes, what he hates, what ideals he has, what kind of pets he likes, and what kind of food he likes to eat, I have no idea. have no idea.
All I know is that I want to kiss him and make love to him all over the place.And most importantly, I want to spend my unfinished life with him.
***
Humans are easily depraved creatures.Many times, when the temptation is in front of them and they are dissatisfied with certain situations in reality, many people will choose a way of life that makes them live a more relaxed and happy life.It's as if people who have no money and are unwilling to create through labor always look forward to becoming billionaires when they wake up; unlucky people who can't find a job and run into walls everywhere are prone to speculative things because of frustration.You can say that this is involuntary and forced by the ruthless reality, but in the final analysis which way to go is your choice.
I consider myself to be a man with firm perseverance, and the temptation of Huahua World to me has never been very deep.You must know that a person who understands the world is usually not easy to fall into the trap of temptation.But after all, I am just a human being, a fragile creature.When my desire for Shao Hui reached an abnormal obsession, when my desire could no longer be relieved by self-discipline, I decided to find a one-night stand to relieve the heat of my body, and maybe he would become me if I closed my eyes. The person in my mind.
I took off the solemn uniform and put on a casual T-shirt, jeans, and sneakers, and looked in the mirror. The person inside was not as mature as when he was wearing the uniform. No matter how he looked, he looked like a junior or senior student.Smiling inside, I realized that I was actually quite sunny, no worse than the handsome guys on the Internet.That's great, and finding companionship will be easy.
I came to a disco introduced by comrades on the Internet. It is said that there are many similar people here.I chose a corner to sit in. First, I don’t want to be too ostentatious and be harassed by people I don’t like. Second, it’s also convenient for me to observe.
Within 10 minutes after sitting down, a few people came up to greet me, as if I knew them very well, but who knows who.I am not interested in those few, because there is nothing like Shao Hui in them.After a tactful refusal, I began to observe again.
A young boy came in at this moment, and I couldn't see his face because someone was blocking me.But the back view of him sitting in front of the bar really looks like Shao Hui.
As soon as he sat down, two people came up to strike up a conversation. They said something, and the two left quickly.Then several people went up in succession, and they also left soon.I looked at my watch and it was just seven minutes past.
Only five or six out of seven people were attracted by him but unfortunately lost, which shows that his appearance must be very satisfactory.
I sat in the corner and stared at his back, and I already had a lot of interest in him.I wonder if it's time to get up and go over to him and buy him a drink.
While hesitating, someone walked up to me.I looked up, and it was a very handsome man, about 27 or [-] years old.Dressed casually and tastefully, with half-length hair casually scattered on the shoulders, he looks like an artist.
He stood in front of me, blocking his vision.Originally, I should be very happy that such a good-looking object took the initiative to find me, but unfortunately I already have a target now.Before he sat down, I told him bluntly, sorry, I have a goal.
The other party was a little surprised, as if he couldn't believe that I turned down a man with such good conditions like him.I pointed to the front, and he came over knowingly, and said with a light smile, "I've never seen that person before, it seems like it's hard to chase, you work hard."
Looking back, there was another man next to the boy, a man who was far taller and stronger than me, and his appearance could only be described as unsatisfactory.I laughed secretly that such a thing dared to come forward to sell myself, I really didn't have a little self-consciousness.
I couldn't see the boy's expression, but I could only see that the tough man gradually changed from the initial stalking to a look of surprise.I was secretly surprised, does he like this type?As if confirming what I thought, the two stood up at the same time and walked towards the bathroom.Immediately there was a whistling sound around me, and I was astonished to the extreme.I saw his face when he stood up and turned around, and I was absolutely sure, that person was Shao Hui!
how come?how come?He is gay?impossible!If he is, then what are he and my sister?
But if not, why did he appear here and go to the bathroom with the man?
Too many questions filled my head all of a sudden, and I felt my mind became chaotic. I should be happy. In my imagination, I have imagined countless times that he is also gay, and then some kind of opportunity appeared that made me and him finally two. Love each other.Now the reality is in front of me, the fantasy has come true, but I am not at all happy.I feel cheated, I feel angry.
For a full 5 minutes, I stared at the direction of the bathroom, and the glass I was holding tightly in my hand felt so fragile.
Shao Hui came out of it with a happy face, and I heard someone ask him, "How is it?" The corner of his mouth curled up in a beautiful arc, and he returned to the previous seat. I think my face must be very bad now.
Damn it!His expression has proved that he is really my kind.
It turned out that he was so cunning. I still clearly remember him saying to me with a flat expression, "Why didn't I know that homosexuality is contagious?" Now that I think about it, it's ridiculous. He must think that he is very talented in acting, and he treats me like a monkey. Playing!And I was moved for a long time because of this, it is really ridiculous!
The anger in my chest soared straight up, and I tried my best to suppress my anger, not wanting to explode here.To show others a joke?My nerves haven't gotten to this point yet!
I saw the previous hunk come out of the bathroom, and he hurried towards me with his head down.
Strange, why don't you flirt with your lover, what are you doing here?
The hunk sat down among the people at the table in front of me and drank a glass of beer angrily.His companions were also surprised by his presence.
Why, didn't Shao Hui let you enjoy yourself?I thought viciously.
The hunk's companions asked him about his passion like a sparrow.In front of me, a small vegetable market was formed, a group of sissies.I suddenly thought of four words, birds of a feather flock together.
"It's annoying, I have nothing with him! For the sake of the safety of the sisters, I advise everyone, don't go to that pervert. I didn't expect him to look very gentle. In his bones... oh, I hate it. Let's stop talking, drink, drink." The hunk shrieked, as if he was afraid that others would not hear him.
All his words fell on my ears, and it turned out they had nothing.
Let me just say, why did Shao Hui fall in love with him?Don't even look in the mirror!
The fierce man continued to talk about the ins and outs of the matter with his sister Amoy, obviously a few seconds ago he expressed his reluctance to bring it up again.Parrot!
His words were too exaggerated, as soon as he heard it, he knew that he had added a lot of material.Presumably Shao Hui called him in because he didn't want to embarrass him in front of everyone.Now that the good thing has failed, this buddy will naturally have to nag.
"He's disgusting, he still wants to do...that kind of thing to me, oh, I feel like throwing up just thinking about it! Nausea, shit!" The macho frowned as if vomiting.
Depend on!As soon as I heard it, I became even more upset, talking about myself as if I was so clean!
I stood up, walked over without thinking about anything, and put a hand on the hunk's shoulder.
"No matter how dirty your mouth is, believe it or not, that useless thing under you will say goodbye to you completely from now on?"
Sure enough, the words were astonishing, everyone at the table was stunned, the chaotic situation suddenly quieted down, and the macho looked at me in disbelief.There was panic in his inexplicable eyes.
Seeing that I had successfully sealed the noisy mouth of the macho man, I withdrew my hand, glanced at each of their faces, and then turned around and returned to my original position to sit down.The people at the front table immediately changed the topic under my sight, and stopped talking about Shao Hui's right and wrong.
I took a big sip of what was in the cup, and laughed secretly in my heart, it turned out that I spoke so harshly.
At this time, Shao Hui chatted with the bartender, and saw the bartender glanced in my direction calmly.His eyes shifted quickly, but I still clearly saw him looking at me.I don't know what he said to Shao Hui, but Shao Hui turned his body slightly,
But then turned back.
Did they find me?Feeling a little nervous.
The bartender pushed a glass of wine to Shao Hui, only to see that Shao Hui lifted the glass without hesitation for a second, raised his head and killed what was in the glass.
sky!Is he drinking so well?I'm speechless.It's really hard to judge by appearance, he looks so gentle.
Just admiring Shao Hui's drinking capacity, he saw his body visibly shaking.I looked around him vigilantly, and several people were already staring at him.No, if you continue to shrink here, it will be too late when something happens.
I stood up and strode towards him.
The bartender saw me and smiled at me.I'm deadpan.
After reaching behind him, Shao Hui fell backwards.I held him up in time, and when I looked around, he was drunk and fainted.His face was blushing, and he was still talking nonsense about trying to catch a man.A few people walking up beside him also wanted to help him, but I blocked them one by one.There were a few unwilling ones who seemed to want a share of the pie, and even thought I wanted to monopolize Shao Hui, so they got into trouble with me.I lied and said that I was his boyfriend in the quarrel, which made them stop unwillingly.
"Fortunately I came in time, otherwise you would be a lamb waiting to be slaughtered." I said angrily and funny to Shao Hui who fell asleep in less than 3 minutes.
Picking him up and leaving the disco, the destination is naturally my home.
I don't want this person who has been thinking about it day and night for two whole months to go back like this, and I don't know his family either.
***
People often say that for the person you like, you should devote yourself wholeheartedly and give without regrets, even if he doesn't love himself, you should do your best to make him happy.It is enough to just look at him from a distance when he smiles and know that everything in his life is fine.
I have always thought this kind of feeling is sacred, not even our time.Now where is there still such a simple, saint-like feeling that only wants to give without expecting anything in return?Look at the streets and around you. What people care about is money, sex, beautiful houses, and sleek cars.Love, in my time, is nothing more than a pastime. Romantics call it chicken soup for the soul, and those who are more practical call it a regulator of boring life.
I also care about money, about sex, about houses, about cars, and I care about food, drink, housing and transportation just like all people on earth.As for love, I used to think it was dispensable, and I will not die because of lack of it. On the contrary, it is very likely that I will live in an uneasy life because of it.But now, my thinking has changed, and I think that without it, my life will not be peaceful.In the past two months, I have deeply experienced the tormenting and inexpressible longing.
There are many types of love in this era, one-night stand, short-term love, medium-term love, long-term love, people looking for love put forward various conditions including the above deadlines, like my grandparents, they only guard one person for life The "Lifetime" model of this era has become less and less.
I remember hearing people quarreling before, and the wife pointed to the man's nose and said eloquently, "Marriage, what is marriage? A piece of paper is just a temporary bond between us. Marrying you is not selling yourself. I still have the right to pursue love! As long as I want, that piece of paper can be invalidated at any time!"
It turns out that marriage is such a fragile thing, and that marriage certificate is ridiculously weak.
Fortunately, I will never get married in my life.
I have pursued a one-night stand with no burden, and imagined a life of monogamy like my grandparents.But I am gay, a non-mainstream gender consciousness.Those normal people with a ridiculous sense of justice accuse people like me of being the "dark side of society", "the uneasy factor most likely to break the law", "the spreader of AIDS"... God knows, I have lived for 26 years since birth I've never done anything unconscionable.
Looking at Shao Hui, who was lying on the bed and sleeping unsteadily, I felt that my feelings for him were not so pure and holy.
I am willing to dedicate and pay for him wholeheartedly, but I ask for something in return.I can't accept the mentality that I can be satisfied by looking at him from a distance.
It doesn’t matter if you say I’m selfish or impractical, what I care about is how to make the person I love love me, how to make his world revolve around me, how to make him feel that I’m missing. Just can't survive.
Shao Hui just lay defenseless in front of me, like a lamb, and I am willing to play the role of a wolf at this moment.
Sexual desire is sometimes difficult to suppress, let alone someone who is thinking about it day and night.My mouth felt parched and my lower body ached.
He turned over and pulled the clothes on his body feebly, murmuring dissatisfaction in his mouth.Maybe it's the wine coming up—it's hot.
I immediately helped him take off the clothes that were in the way, very thoroughly, not even a pair of underwear left.
After a while, I will be naked.
I know exactly what I want to do.
I quickly climbed onto the bed and hurriedly stroked his hair and his face.I pressed against him, feeling his scalding body temperature.I kept whispering in his ear "Hui, Hui, my Hui..."
I'm beyond hot, and so is he.
I want to have further contact with him.
I touched every part of his body vigorously, and heard him sigh comfortably on the top of his head.
I put his symbol into my mouth, bliss overflowing from pleasing him.
His hand was on my head, I thought he was awake, for a moment he was so nervous that he hardly dared to move.He called out, and it was still the same name——Zhang Ming.
I felt dry, my eye sockets were sour, and I had no motivation at all.
I rolled down from him gently, put on my pajamas and lay beside me, I didn't want him to misunderstand something when he woke up the next day.
I don't want to be a damn substitute!
Shao Hui stretched out his hand and hugged me from behind, I froze for a few seconds.He then leaned his face against my back and kept rubbing against it. "You drunk, let go!" I said angrily, shaking his hand away.
In the next second, he was entangled again like an octopus, and he didn't know what to say in his mouth.
I turned over, intending to kick the drunk out of the bed, but I didn't expect to be kissed by him.I resist, struggle.I didn't expect Shao Hui, who looked thin, to be surprisingly strong, and I couldn't break free from his embrace.
He kissed me, also stalking like an octopus.I couldn't bear to beat him, and I was afraid of hurting him.Looking at his innocent and playful expression like a child even in his sleep, I knew that I couldn't resist him in my heart.
Looking directly at his closed eyelids, I know how bright and charming the pair of eyes are underneath; the lips of Suo Kiss look so rascal and cute at the moment.The anger in my heart has completely disappeared. Being kissed by him so non-stop, I only feel that it is getting sweeter and sweeter.I kissed his forehead lightly, and said to him, "I'm going to fix you! No matter who else you have in your heart, I don't care."
She kissed back hard, hugged him tightly, and teased him.I heard him tell me "I love you" clearly in my ear.
Even if this is drunkenness, the moment is beautiful.
"Same, I like you too, very much. My Hui."
Tomorrow will be a new day.
***
He's about to wake up, I know.
I quickly turned over and lay on the side, waiting for this moment with an uneasy heart.
Whether it is a blessing or a curse depends on God's blessing.
Shao Hui woke up, he complained in a low voice next to me about his headache, then he got out of bed and didn't know what he was looking for, and finally made me wait until he gasped in surprise.
Finally found me, the idiot.
He stood there for a long time without moving. I wondered if this scene frightened him.After all, no matter who wakes up early in the morning and suddenly finds that he is not where he should be, and there is a naked man lying next to him, he will be extremely surprised.
He walked from one end of the room to the other, and from the other end to this end, back and forth a total of sixteen times.I was nodding my head when I heard it.However, I felt a little happy in my heart.He didn't immediately put on his clothes and leave when he saw this scene, which is enough to show that he is not the kind of irresponsible man.His hesitation shows that he is carefully considering the current situation.
Although I really want to help him, I have to admit that my skin is the thinnest in my life at this moment, and I don't know what to do other than pretend to sleep.
I am waiting for his next move, the atmosphere is also
"Your movements are really attractive, and your waist is strong and powerful. I like it the most. Cong, I am almost fascinated by you."
"You're cheating, pervert, you're cheating."
"Oh... baby, didn't you hear? I said just now that I was fascinated by you."
"Okay, it turns out that these are all sweet words and deceitful things, and I will never be fooled by you again."
"Fool, whether I speak sweetly or sweetly to you, I always tell the truth. If you don't believe me, just ask my little brother's loyalty."
"Nasty pervert."
"Ha ha ha ha……"
***
The next day I called Ming and scolded him severely.This kid actually admitted it without hesitation.
I scolded him for not talking about brotherhood and disregarding benevolence, righteousness and morality.On the other hand, he said that it was to help me and Cong strengthen our relationship.
I can't get mad at him.
I wonder how his moist eye sockets are achieved, and the acting is too real.
The kid said that he didn't expect to shed tears at the beginning, and he couldn't help it.He said that when I pointed to my chest and told him that there was only room for one person, he was so moved that he couldn't restrain his emotions, and tears came down.Then, Ming said that I have a talent for acting, so I should just change careers.How can there be such an easy thing in the world?This naive kid.And I think the one who is really talented in acting should be the one in my family.Oh, just thinking of him makes me so beautiful.
Time, please hurry up, let me get off work quickly, I can't wait to go back to see my dear man and wife.
——End of this article——
Extra: Love is a piece of chocolate
IFIT'SHURTING YOU
Please don't think of meif you gotta block it
I got chills tonight and you can't be here to stop
I'm not a parasite it's justalonelynighttonight
I walked from the bar cause they were only laughing
I wished on our stars but they covered editing in satin
I'm not agigolo that's what I want you out know tonight
Oohooh I'vehurtyouIcansee
Oohooh do you think kit's notthurtingme
Ooho oh the grassain' talways green
Andifit'shurtingyouknowthat'sithurtingme
You'll meet others who will break your heart
IfIseeyouwiththemit'sgonnatearmeapart
Maybe in another life we wouldn't be alone tonight
Oohooh I'vehurtyouIcansee
Oohooh do you think kit's notthurtingme
Ooho oh the grassain' talways green
Andifit'shurtingyouknowthat'sithurtingme
you know that' sithurtingme
you know that' sithurtingme
Life is like a machine, occupying a fixed position that is too small to be small in the big factory building of society.Work as your work time comes and rest as your rest time comes.In the days that go round and round, I consume myself invisible.When the machine ceases to function, is worn out, or is no longer needed, then its mission is over.
A life of more than twenty years is neither long nor short.I tried my best to play a part of the machine in the big factory of society, which kept itself safe and worked silently, thinking that this would be my whole life, but unfortunately I was not a qualified product.
I don't know if the workers I produced neglected their duties and forgot to check every part of me carefully, or I have defects that cannot be detected by existing science and technology.Finally one day, a defective part of mine was exposed, and this part could not be replaced or repaired, and it also damaged other parts and the central system.Although on the surface I am still working at my original position, I am already broken, really broken.I am no longer me except for the function of labor and the appearance of the other machines in the factory.
Because it was no longer the same as any other machine, I panicked.So, I worked harder, trying to make myself look the same as other machines, but in the end I wore out more than other machines.
I feel more and more powerless, more and more tired.
Gradually, I became tired of being a well-behaved machine, I was tired of self-sacrificing labor, and I was even more tired of wearing a qualified coat, but the inside has completely changed qualitatively but is still pretending.
After making up my mind, I took off the heavy coat of hypocrisy that I had worn for more than twenty years, and with a pious heart begging to be forgiven, I confessed to my relatives that I was no longer qualified for the truth.
As a result, I was ostracized.
I stood in a factory building full of machines, feeling so lonely and helpless.
I looked around and saw other malfunctioning machines being carried out.
I am afraid, afraid that the truth that has not lived a day will disappear.
So, I hurriedly put on my hypocritical overcoat, and reluctantly but helplessly stood back in the factory marked as qualified.
I felt like I was going to live my life in such a hypocritical way, until I met him——Shao Hui.
Shao Hui, my sister's boyfriend.
The first time I saw him was outside my sister's apartment.
Ever since my younger sister knew that I was gay and made my father angry because of it, she has been refusing to associate with me, but she is my younger sister after all. Although she always speaks coldly to me every time we meet, we are the only relatives in this world who have blood ties.Blood and love, I often go to see her, from a distance or nearby, and even if she is extremely unwilling, she will still call me Brother Sheng.For me, that's enough.My sister is a person who can't take care of herself. Like many girls nowadays, she lives carelessly.Living alone doesn't know how to take care of myself.The food in the refrigerator is usually taken out and eaten without knowing how to heat it up.I had planned for a long time to buy a microwave oven for her, so as soon as this month's salary was paid, I immediately went to the store to buy one.
Shao Hui is a very gentle and handsome young boy. He stood next to my sister, although he had no expression on his face, but from the moment my sister happily held his arm, I knew that my sister liked this boy very much. .Watching them take a taxi across the street and leave, I stood at my sister's door until night before I saw her come back.She wasn't too surprised to see me, she was as indifferent as usual.I left her the microwave and she thanked me for staying.
Worth it, worth it to me.
Later, I met Shao Hui several times and found him to be a very attractive man.Although he still has no expression on his face, he feels very cool.That indifferent temperament is natural, as if there is nothing in this world that can make him smile.Interesting guy, but the most elusive type.I hope he doesn't disappoint my sister.
Coincidentally, within a few days I saw Shao Hui again in the bureau.At that time, I was bored looking at the asparagus planted by the section chief on the windowsill, when Shao Hui suddenly appeared in front of me.It is said to be in front of you, but in fact it is just passing by.He was wearing the uniform of the Ministry of Public Security, handsome and unrestrained.I followed behind him and watched him enter other departments.He came to hand over the reconnaissance materials, and he spoke politely, but his face remained expressionless.After he left that day, I knew his name; it was also that day that I dreamed of him for the first time at night and had a nocturnal emission.
I scolded myself for being shameless, how could I have such nasty thoughts about my sister's boyfriend, even if it was in a dream.
I scolded myself for being so dirty that I had more than normal erotic thoughts about a man I hadn't spoken to.
In order not to be cranky, I reduced the number of times I went to my sister's house because I didn't want to run into him.But at the bureau I saw him for the second time.He was still here to deliver the materials, and he looked more handsome and upright in uniform. I couldn't help but go up to him to say hello to his youthful face.He is very vigilant and doesn't trust me very much.And I couldn't find any good topics to chat with him for a while.A short conversation, he left in a cool way, and I went to my sister's house again at night, trying to find out some things between her and Shao Hui.
I want to know more about him.
For a period of time, the number of times I went to my sister's house increased significantly, and when I met him again, I never thought that I would actually hurt him.
I punched him hard, for the sake of my sister, I want this unscrupulous man to pay a painful price for his irresponsible behavior.
I was red-eyed, and the attack was not serious. I hated his sense of irresponsibility, and I hated myself who was more and more attracted to him. Finally, he fell down, and I regretted it infinitely.How can I hit so hard?
Even so, I was still selfish and hypocritically persuading my younger sister to give up the fallen heartless man in front of me. , I sent him to the hospital under the pretext of sending him back to my home.
For the first time, I realized that I was such a despicable man.
I looked at his stunned side face, young and handsome, even with his eyes closed, the brows and the curvature of his mouth were so indifferent and alluring.
I kissed them lightly, one after another, endlessly.
I want to have something to happen with him, I want to have a future with him, but I know this is impossible after all.This is not a dream, it is 100% delusional.
If you fall in love with a heterosexual, there is no doubt that you will be the one who gets hurt.
He woke up, dazed.
I was sober, and lied to him about every reason to be here.
Looking at him, I suddenly felt vulnerable for no reason, and I had many, many things I wanted to say to him.
I confessed to him my past and my differences from ordinary people without any scruples.His expected panic, surprise, and disgust did not come, and he just replied to me lightly, "Stop being self-righteous, why didn't I know that homosexuality is contagious?"
The one who was surprised was me.
His tolerance and his calm expression made me feel that I was saved.
Facing him, she unconsciously talked more.I couldn't bear to confide to him all the grievances I have had over the years at this moment, but what I spit out is not full of bitterness, but a reflection on the bleak reality.
Shao Hui cried, unconsciously.
Looking at the clear tears of the big boy in front of me, I knew that I would never be able to escape, and I was deeply caught in this never-ending web of sinful love.
***
It is said that fate is predestined, what is yours is always yours, and what is not yours will not come after all.But for me, a heterogeneous person who can only have desires for the same sex, will God give me a predestined fate?
This, I never counted on.
I am a modern person, with added reality, I only believe that there is no gain without effort.The same is true for feelings. If you don't pursue them, who would know that you intend to be with the other party?no hope?impossible?This is not absolute, as the saying goes, "Love grows with time".So, for Shao Hui, I want to try my best to get his affection.
Regardless of any gender barriers, I am different from ordinary people; I don't care about his past with my sister, it is nothing to the future that he and I may have.
What is reality?I believe that there are outliers like me who take a walk in the sun.
I live not to be a machine, nor to experience the process of being a human being through reincarnation.Since I was given life, I have to live well for myself, and I also have the right to experience happiness, so I don’t want to live this life in vain.
After getting to know each other, I realized that Shao Hui is actually a very easy-going person, kind and understanding.I really don't understand why his expression is so different from his inside, he always looks indifferent.
I still remember that he said that there is a person he has liked for a long time in his heart. I think he may not be able to convey his feelings to the other party, so he is like this.I understand that love can have a great or small impact on a person.What's more, he has loved that person for a long time.
I really mind that he has someone else in mind, but I have no position to accuse him.I have just established a friendship with him, and all I can do now is to carefully maintain this relationship instead of destroying it.
On the day he stayed at my house, Shao Hui had a fever.Seeing him restless in his sleep, I blamed myself deeply, how could I hit so hard?
He was lying on the bed, with sweat dripping from his forehead, his brows were furrowed, his hands clutching the sheets tightly, and he kept calling someone's name, "Zhang Ming".Repeatedly, shouting eagerly.
It is said that it is easy to expose a fragile part of the heart in an unconscious state, not to mention that he is so weak now.I think this person whom he shouted with all his heart must be the person he has loved for a long time.
I'm jealous of this man.
Two days later, Shao Hui recovered from his illness. He smiled and thanked me for taking care of him these days, and said that I am one of the few good people in the world.Little did he know how many times I had secretly kissed him while he was asleep.
He went back, back to his original circle of life.I wanted to contact him, but couldn't find an excuse to meet him.I paid attention to the people from the Public Security Bureau who came to the procuratorate every day to deliver materials, and hoped that everyone who came would be him.But God doesn't make matches, and I didn't see him for weeks.So I began to pay attention to whether Corey had any materials that needed to be transferred to the Public Security Bureau, and I took the initiative to ask the section chief to act as an errand guy.Unfortunately, I still haven't been able to see him.
For two whole months, I felt the beauty of life by recalling the bits and pieces of getting along with him.This unrequited love didn't decrease by half because they didn't meet each other, on the contrary, it became more and more intense.
I know I am terminally ill.
There is usually no reason to love someone.
When a relationship comes, most of the time the parties are ignorant.
The other party's intelligence, connotation, pretty face, beautiful figure...all these things that can be said in detail are only part of the appreciation.I call it liking.
There is no love without liking. When you find that an expression or an action of the other party touches your heart at a certain moment, then love has already come.
I don't know what specific point I fell in love with Shao Hui. To be honest, I don't know him well.
In addition to his name, appearance, work unit, and a history of love with my sister, what he likes, what he hates, what ideals he has, what kind of pets he likes, and what kind of food he likes to eat, I have no idea. have no idea.
All I know is that I want to kiss him and make love to him all over the place.And most importantly, I want to spend my unfinished life with him.
***
Humans are easily depraved creatures.Many times, when the temptation is in front of them and they are dissatisfied with certain situations in reality, many people will choose a way of life that makes them live a more relaxed and happy life.It's as if people who have no money and are unwilling to create through labor always look forward to becoming billionaires when they wake up; unlucky people who can't find a job and run into walls everywhere are prone to speculative things because of frustration.You can say that this is involuntary and forced by the ruthless reality, but in the final analysis which way to go is your choice.
I consider myself to be a man with firm perseverance, and the temptation of Huahua World to me has never been very deep.You must know that a person who understands the world is usually not easy to fall into the trap of temptation.But after all, I am just a human being, a fragile creature.When my desire for Shao Hui reached an abnormal obsession, when my desire could no longer be relieved by self-discipline, I decided to find a one-night stand to relieve the heat of my body, and maybe he would become me if I closed my eyes. The person in my mind.
I took off the solemn uniform and put on a casual T-shirt, jeans, and sneakers, and looked in the mirror. The person inside was not as mature as when he was wearing the uniform. No matter how he looked, he looked like a junior or senior student.Smiling inside, I realized that I was actually quite sunny, no worse than the handsome guys on the Internet.That's great, and finding companionship will be easy.
I came to a disco introduced by comrades on the Internet. It is said that there are many similar people here.I chose a corner to sit in. First, I don’t want to be too ostentatious and be harassed by people I don’t like. Second, it’s also convenient for me to observe.
Within 10 minutes after sitting down, a few people came up to greet me, as if I knew them very well, but who knows who.I am not interested in those few, because there is nothing like Shao Hui in them.After a tactful refusal, I began to observe again.
A young boy came in at this moment, and I couldn't see his face because someone was blocking me.But the back view of him sitting in front of the bar really looks like Shao Hui.
As soon as he sat down, two people came up to strike up a conversation. They said something, and the two left quickly.Then several people went up in succession, and they also left soon.I looked at my watch and it was just seven minutes past.
Only five or six out of seven people were attracted by him but unfortunately lost, which shows that his appearance must be very satisfactory.
I sat in the corner and stared at his back, and I already had a lot of interest in him.I wonder if it's time to get up and go over to him and buy him a drink.
While hesitating, someone walked up to me.I looked up, and it was a very handsome man, about 27 or [-] years old.Dressed casually and tastefully, with half-length hair casually scattered on the shoulders, he looks like an artist.
He stood in front of me, blocking his vision.Originally, I should be very happy that such a good-looking object took the initiative to find me, but unfortunately I already have a target now.Before he sat down, I told him bluntly, sorry, I have a goal.
The other party was a little surprised, as if he couldn't believe that I turned down a man with such good conditions like him.I pointed to the front, and he came over knowingly, and said with a light smile, "I've never seen that person before, it seems like it's hard to chase, you work hard."
Looking back, there was another man next to the boy, a man who was far taller and stronger than me, and his appearance could only be described as unsatisfactory.I laughed secretly that such a thing dared to come forward to sell myself, I really didn't have a little self-consciousness.
I couldn't see the boy's expression, but I could only see that the tough man gradually changed from the initial stalking to a look of surprise.I was secretly surprised, does he like this type?As if confirming what I thought, the two stood up at the same time and walked towards the bathroom.Immediately there was a whistling sound around me, and I was astonished to the extreme.I saw his face when he stood up and turned around, and I was absolutely sure, that person was Shao Hui!
how come?how come?He is gay?impossible!If he is, then what are he and my sister?
But if not, why did he appear here and go to the bathroom with the man?
Too many questions filled my head all of a sudden, and I felt my mind became chaotic. I should be happy. In my imagination, I have imagined countless times that he is also gay, and then some kind of opportunity appeared that made me and him finally two. Love each other.Now the reality is in front of me, the fantasy has come true, but I am not at all happy.I feel cheated, I feel angry.
For a full 5 minutes, I stared at the direction of the bathroom, and the glass I was holding tightly in my hand felt so fragile.
Shao Hui came out of it with a happy face, and I heard someone ask him, "How is it?" The corner of his mouth curled up in a beautiful arc, and he returned to the previous seat. I think my face must be very bad now.
Damn it!His expression has proved that he is really my kind.
It turned out that he was so cunning. I still clearly remember him saying to me with a flat expression, "Why didn't I know that homosexuality is contagious?" Now that I think about it, it's ridiculous. He must think that he is very talented in acting, and he treats me like a monkey. Playing!And I was moved for a long time because of this, it is really ridiculous!
The anger in my chest soared straight up, and I tried my best to suppress my anger, not wanting to explode here.To show others a joke?My nerves haven't gotten to this point yet!
I saw the previous hunk come out of the bathroom, and he hurried towards me with his head down.
Strange, why don't you flirt with your lover, what are you doing here?
The hunk sat down among the people at the table in front of me and drank a glass of beer angrily.His companions were also surprised by his presence.
Why, didn't Shao Hui let you enjoy yourself?I thought viciously.
The hunk's companions asked him about his passion like a sparrow.In front of me, a small vegetable market was formed, a group of sissies.I suddenly thought of four words, birds of a feather flock together.
"It's annoying, I have nothing with him! For the sake of the safety of the sisters, I advise everyone, don't go to that pervert. I didn't expect him to look very gentle. In his bones... oh, I hate it. Let's stop talking, drink, drink." The hunk shrieked, as if he was afraid that others would not hear him.
All his words fell on my ears, and it turned out they had nothing.
Let me just say, why did Shao Hui fall in love with him?Don't even look in the mirror!
The fierce man continued to talk about the ins and outs of the matter with his sister Amoy, obviously a few seconds ago he expressed his reluctance to bring it up again.Parrot!
His words were too exaggerated, as soon as he heard it, he knew that he had added a lot of material.Presumably Shao Hui called him in because he didn't want to embarrass him in front of everyone.Now that the good thing has failed, this buddy will naturally have to nag.
"He's disgusting, he still wants to do...that kind of thing to me, oh, I feel like throwing up just thinking about it! Nausea, shit!" The macho frowned as if vomiting.
Depend on!As soon as I heard it, I became even more upset, talking about myself as if I was so clean!
I stood up, walked over without thinking about anything, and put a hand on the hunk's shoulder.
"No matter how dirty your mouth is, believe it or not, that useless thing under you will say goodbye to you completely from now on?"
Sure enough, the words were astonishing, everyone at the table was stunned, the chaotic situation suddenly quieted down, and the macho looked at me in disbelief.There was panic in his inexplicable eyes.
Seeing that I had successfully sealed the noisy mouth of the macho man, I withdrew my hand, glanced at each of their faces, and then turned around and returned to my original position to sit down.The people at the front table immediately changed the topic under my sight, and stopped talking about Shao Hui's right and wrong.
I took a big sip of what was in the cup, and laughed secretly in my heart, it turned out that I spoke so harshly.
At this time, Shao Hui chatted with the bartender, and saw the bartender glanced in my direction calmly.His eyes shifted quickly, but I still clearly saw him looking at me.I don't know what he said to Shao Hui, but Shao Hui turned his body slightly,
But then turned back.
Did they find me?Feeling a little nervous.
The bartender pushed a glass of wine to Shao Hui, only to see that Shao Hui lifted the glass without hesitation for a second, raised his head and killed what was in the glass.
sky!Is he drinking so well?I'm speechless.It's really hard to judge by appearance, he looks so gentle.
Just admiring Shao Hui's drinking capacity, he saw his body visibly shaking.I looked around him vigilantly, and several people were already staring at him.No, if you continue to shrink here, it will be too late when something happens.
I stood up and strode towards him.
The bartender saw me and smiled at me.I'm deadpan.
After reaching behind him, Shao Hui fell backwards.I held him up in time, and when I looked around, he was drunk and fainted.His face was blushing, and he was still talking nonsense about trying to catch a man.A few people walking up beside him also wanted to help him, but I blocked them one by one.There were a few unwilling ones who seemed to want a share of the pie, and even thought I wanted to monopolize Shao Hui, so they got into trouble with me.I lied and said that I was his boyfriend in the quarrel, which made them stop unwillingly.
"Fortunately I came in time, otherwise you would be a lamb waiting to be slaughtered." I said angrily and funny to Shao Hui who fell asleep in less than 3 minutes.
Picking him up and leaving the disco, the destination is naturally my home.
I don't want this person who has been thinking about it day and night for two whole months to go back like this, and I don't know his family either.
***
People often say that for the person you like, you should devote yourself wholeheartedly and give without regrets, even if he doesn't love himself, you should do your best to make him happy.It is enough to just look at him from a distance when he smiles and know that everything in his life is fine.
I have always thought this kind of feeling is sacred, not even our time.Now where is there still such a simple, saint-like feeling that only wants to give without expecting anything in return?Look at the streets and around you. What people care about is money, sex, beautiful houses, and sleek cars.Love, in my time, is nothing more than a pastime. Romantics call it chicken soup for the soul, and those who are more practical call it a regulator of boring life.
I also care about money, about sex, about houses, about cars, and I care about food, drink, housing and transportation just like all people on earth.As for love, I used to think it was dispensable, and I will not die because of lack of it. On the contrary, it is very likely that I will live in an uneasy life because of it.But now, my thinking has changed, and I think that without it, my life will not be peaceful.In the past two months, I have deeply experienced the tormenting and inexpressible longing.
There are many types of love in this era, one-night stand, short-term love, medium-term love, long-term love, people looking for love put forward various conditions including the above deadlines, like my grandparents, they only guard one person for life The "Lifetime" model of this era has become less and less.
I remember hearing people quarreling before, and the wife pointed to the man's nose and said eloquently, "Marriage, what is marriage? A piece of paper is just a temporary bond between us. Marrying you is not selling yourself. I still have the right to pursue love! As long as I want, that piece of paper can be invalidated at any time!"
It turns out that marriage is such a fragile thing, and that marriage certificate is ridiculously weak.
Fortunately, I will never get married in my life.
I have pursued a one-night stand with no burden, and imagined a life of monogamy like my grandparents.But I am gay, a non-mainstream gender consciousness.Those normal people with a ridiculous sense of justice accuse people like me of being the "dark side of society", "the uneasy factor most likely to break the law", "the spreader of AIDS"... God knows, I have lived for 26 years since birth I've never done anything unconscionable.
Looking at Shao Hui, who was lying on the bed and sleeping unsteadily, I felt that my feelings for him were not so pure and holy.
I am willing to dedicate and pay for him wholeheartedly, but I ask for something in return.I can't accept the mentality that I can be satisfied by looking at him from a distance.
It doesn’t matter if you say I’m selfish or impractical, what I care about is how to make the person I love love me, how to make his world revolve around me, how to make him feel that I’m missing. Just can't survive.
Shao Hui just lay defenseless in front of me, like a lamb, and I am willing to play the role of a wolf at this moment.
Sexual desire is sometimes difficult to suppress, let alone someone who is thinking about it day and night.My mouth felt parched and my lower body ached.
He turned over and pulled the clothes on his body feebly, murmuring dissatisfaction in his mouth.Maybe it's the wine coming up—it's hot.
I immediately helped him take off the clothes that were in the way, very thoroughly, not even a pair of underwear left.
After a while, I will be naked.
I know exactly what I want to do.
I quickly climbed onto the bed and hurriedly stroked his hair and his face.I pressed against him, feeling his scalding body temperature.I kept whispering in his ear "Hui, Hui, my Hui..."
I'm beyond hot, and so is he.
I want to have further contact with him.
I touched every part of his body vigorously, and heard him sigh comfortably on the top of his head.
I put his symbol into my mouth, bliss overflowing from pleasing him.
His hand was on my head, I thought he was awake, for a moment he was so nervous that he hardly dared to move.He called out, and it was still the same name——Zhang Ming.
I felt dry, my eye sockets were sour, and I had no motivation at all.
I rolled down from him gently, put on my pajamas and lay beside me, I didn't want him to misunderstand something when he woke up the next day.
I don't want to be a damn substitute!
Shao Hui stretched out his hand and hugged me from behind, I froze for a few seconds.He then leaned his face against my back and kept rubbing against it. "You drunk, let go!" I said angrily, shaking his hand away.
In the next second, he was entangled again like an octopus, and he didn't know what to say in his mouth.
I turned over, intending to kick the drunk out of the bed, but I didn't expect to be kissed by him.I resist, struggle.I didn't expect Shao Hui, who looked thin, to be surprisingly strong, and I couldn't break free from his embrace.
He kissed me, also stalking like an octopus.I couldn't bear to beat him, and I was afraid of hurting him.Looking at his innocent and playful expression like a child even in his sleep, I knew that I couldn't resist him in my heart.
Looking directly at his closed eyelids, I know how bright and charming the pair of eyes are underneath; the lips of Suo Kiss look so rascal and cute at the moment.The anger in my heart has completely disappeared. Being kissed by him so non-stop, I only feel that it is getting sweeter and sweeter.I kissed his forehead lightly, and said to him, "I'm going to fix you! No matter who else you have in your heart, I don't care."
She kissed back hard, hugged him tightly, and teased him.I heard him tell me "I love you" clearly in my ear.
Even if this is drunkenness, the moment is beautiful.
"Same, I like you too, very much. My Hui."
Tomorrow will be a new day.
***
He's about to wake up, I know.
I quickly turned over and lay on the side, waiting for this moment with an uneasy heart.
Whether it is a blessing or a curse depends on God's blessing.
Shao Hui woke up, he complained in a low voice next to me about his headache, then he got out of bed and didn't know what he was looking for, and finally made me wait until he gasped in surprise.
Finally found me, the idiot.
He stood there for a long time without moving. I wondered if this scene frightened him.After all, no matter who wakes up early in the morning and suddenly finds that he is not where he should be, and there is a naked man lying next to him, he will be extremely surprised.
He walked from one end of the room to the other, and from the other end to this end, back and forth a total of sixteen times.I was nodding my head when I heard it.However, I felt a little happy in my heart.He didn't immediately put on his clothes and leave when he saw this scene, which is enough to show that he is not the kind of irresponsible man.His hesitation shows that he is carefully considering the current situation.
Although I really want to help him, I have to admit that my skin is the thinnest in my life at this moment, and I don't know what to do other than pretend to sleep.
I am waiting for his next move, the atmosphere is also
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