G soldier diary

"Wait a minute, I'll get you your coat. 』I walked towards the dormitory, but Xiaoyu didn't seem to hear my voice, and walked straight into the distance.At the last moment, I told you in my arms to hold you tight.

Why in the next second, you treat me like air?

I chased a few steps, but I could only sit on the steps, experiencing the neglect I had never experienced before.The cold wind was blowing, and the burned fingers were only prickly.I was holding Xiaoyu's black iPhone 5 in my hand, and the phone case was a bit thick. He said that the EasyCard could be inserted behind the phone case.

I don't know where the idea came from, I gently opened the plastic phone case.

Inside the phone case were two folded invoices.

One is McDonald's, and the other is an invoice for American burgers, both of which are meals for the two of us.

That was the first time I was on parental leave, and the first time I saw him in civilian clothes.

The eyes are blurry.

I could hardly breathe, I could only swallow hard.

McDonald's a month ago:

"It's so troublesome, I want to take a seat first." 』

"No, then tell me, what do you want to eat?" Xiaoyu took my shoulder and insisted inexplicably, "No, the meals must be ordered together so that they will be printed on the same invoice."

The Pikachu that I sent to me at that time was in the luggage room.

Burgers five months ago:

"Do you want an invoice?" Xiaoyu was at the checkout counter.

"It's all fine. "I said.

"No problem, I like the surprise of claiming prizes." He smiled happily and stuffed the receipt into his wallet.

what a surprise...

Doesn't it mean that [-]% of the things you worry about won't happen?

I raised my head, only to see Qin Tian walking out of the bedroom.

No.What I want is not to be cool.

I was walking towards the office, Xiaoyu was opening the sand door and walking towards me, he was looking in the direction of the dormitory.

We are on the company assembly field, in front of the commander's platform.

"Boyu, your phone..." I was about to take out my phone.

But Xiaoyu pretended that I didn't exist, walked past me, and went straight to the dormitory.

The sky was full of stars, and my vision was blurred, as if I saw the Milky Way.

It hurts, why?

The pain of loss is always greater than the joy of gain.

Follow Xiaoyu and I back to the dormitory, everyone has already returned to their own sleep.Xiaoyu returned to sleep on his side under the quilt, without moving.

Everyone also went back to sleep, too lazy to cause trouble.

I put the phone under Xiaoyu's pillow.

Sorry to cause you such pain, so painful that you must deny my existence.

I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, so stupid that I thought I was the one who chased you first.

I'm sorry, I don't want to make you suffer anymore, even if I want to disappear from your life.

The memories between us, just leave it to me to save.

This night, I was in my bed, crying myself to sleep.Sometimes we all feel like we'll be better off with a little sleep.

During breakfast, everyone looked at Xiaoyu from time to time.

"Ah, someone sleepwalked and went crazy yesterday!" The senior with smelly feet started to complain.

"Hey, spiritual compensation!" Senior Peugeot walked up to Xiaoyu and stretched out his hand.

Xiaoyu watched TV, he didn't just pretend that I didn't exist.

"Don't bother him." Wei Yu glanced at the senior.

The dean walked to Xiaoyu's side.

"Wait and come to the meeting room."

Xiaoyu nodded.He can ignore anyone he wants.

When gathering, I was assigned to help the military doctor sort out and enter the medical examination data.

The monitor with raised lips finally looked at Xiaoyu: "Zhuang Boyu, go to the counselor."

"Thank you monitor." Xiaoyu saluted and followed the counselor to the office.

It seems that it is not a lecture, but a question.

The assembly of the woolen army blanket ends in the morning.Qin Tian was also asked some questions by the counselor in the office. Anyway, as long as he is in the army, it is the same.Everything starts with big or small.

After class, Xiaoyu and Meng Zhe were standing guard.

He still stood upright, looking at the distance outside the door.

When I walked to the guard post, Meng Zhe, who was on the opposite side, said to Xiaoyu, "Senior, there are people behind you."

Xiaoyu just looked ahead and didn't move, I could only see a little bit of his side face.

"It's okay... I'm going to sing this song together..." I cleared my throat.

do not know why.

"You remember again...a certain summer, the bustling coastline..."

I've never sung so badly.

"That... boy in my memory, a proud declaration..."

"You can embrace the whole world with your arms outstretched, I believe that all dreams will come true..."

He has tone deafness, lack of breath, and even his voice is trembling.

"us…"

I'm off the beat.

"Never compromise..."

Hard throat, difficulty breathing.

I saw Xiaoyu's chin dripping a drop of something.

And I already burst into tears and took a breath of snot.

"That's the past that we can't go back to.... Fortunately, we can still stick to the beliefs at that time ~ The world is trying to change. Back then... that boy..." Singing the chorus song alone, it was so difficult to breathe, I almost suffocated .

"That was the past that we can't go back to. 』『When you stood on the coastline of that summer...』

In my mind, we are holding maracas and you are throwing them into the sea like grenades.

"We are still that paranoid boy in our hearts..."

I covered my face with my right hand, not wanting Meng Zhe to see my downfall.On the gray concrete floor, there were several drops of dark circles. Xiaoyu almost turned his back on me, but his tears betrayed him and dripped on the concrete post.

『I will keep Pikachu in the future, and it won’t be taken away by others. "I said.

"I took the invoice from the phone, I don't deserve it for you. 』

From the corner of the eye, I saw Xiaoyu wanted to turn his head, but he still turned his face sideways.

"I will keep it. No matter what the future holds, you must know that I will never find someone better than you in my life." 』