Fall in love with special forces

In the evening, my mother made dinner early, and my second uncle and second aunt left after eating. I thought my father should torture me to extract a confession, but I didn’t expect him to go to bed early after dinner. Instead, it was my mother who accompanied me. Sitting by the brazier, he talked to me softly and slowly for a while.

"Xiao Le, your sister said... that you don't want to go on a blind date, even if she introduces you to a girlfriend and you refuse to ask for it because... you don't like girls, and she also said... that you're with a man!" My mother As soon as she said that, her eye circles turned red, "Your sister speaks harshly, and I was so angry that I even quarreled with her. What she said...couldn't be true?"

My mother loved me the most since she was a child. Because of this, my sister always said that she was eccentric, so although I respect my father more, I have to kiss my mother more.Looking at my mother's red eyes now, my heart hurts like a needle prick, but the matter has come to this point, I have to tell the truth.

"Mom! I also hope that what my sister said is not true, but... I really don't like girls, I haven't liked girls since I was a child! Now... I am really close to a man. His surname is Guan, and he is really good to me! Mom, it's not easy for us gays to find a man who truly loves us, so..."

"Stop talking!"

My mother has always been gentle, but at this moment she interrupted me abruptly, reached out to touch my face, and couldn't help crying.

"mom!"

"Don't call me mom!" My mother kept wiping her face, but kept crying, "Okay... how can you like men? If this gets out, your father... how can he hold his head up and be a man?" !"

"Mom! I know...you are afraid of gossip, and I don't want to, but...it's not what I want!" When I heard my mother cry, I started to cry too, feeling a little angry, "How about...I will I won’t be coming back, if people ask, you just say that I was hit by a car and died outside!”

"But I'm your son, and I'll die if I say I'm dead. Do you still want my mother to live?" My mother stood up while crying, "I don't care, I just think your sister is lying to us, I just think Think you're lying to us! Once these few days are over, your second aunt will bring her niece over to introduce you to you, if you still refuse to agree, I don't have to live anymore, so as not to be ashamed in the world!"

My mother went into their bedroom crying.I sat blankly in front of the brazier, the red-burning charcoal reflected my face, but my heart was so cool.

The phone rang, I opened it to see, it was Guan Shijie.

"Ajie!" I really wanted to tell him my grievances, but I couldn't, because that would make him so anxious that he might fly over tomorrow.So I sniff and try to keep my voice steady, "Why are you calling so late?"

"Because I don't dare to hit you until your parents are asleep!" He replied over there, "Are you okay? Did your parents scold you? I'm so worried about you. I don't have the energy to do anything today!"

As soon as he said that I wanted to cry even more, I wished I hadn't returned to my hometown and was still lying in his arms.

"They didn't scold me!" I still restrained my emotions, "I just came back today, even if I want to scold me, I will wait a few days before scolding!"

"Ah!" He sighed over there, "I wish I was by your side, if they want to scold me, let them scold me!"

"Okay, you'll make people cry! I'm here for a long distance and roaming, and it's very late here, my parents are already asleep, so I don't want to talk about it, anyway, I'll be back soon!"

"Then kiss me!"

"What are you doing? What if my parents hear about it?"

"Then let me kiss you!" He really made a loud "boo" on the phone, "Good wife, then go to sleep quickly, and think about me at night!"

"Know it!"

I hung up the phone, unknowingly calmed down.With a man who loves me so much, what am I afraid of?Even if my parents want to beat, scold and force me, I can't take half a step back.

It's not that I'm unfilial, but that once I give in, although I can appease the hearts of the two old people, it will hurt more people!Like me, like Guan Shijie, or like that woman who was innocently dragged into the sea of ​​misery by me to suffer with me.For example, if you have a child in the future, it will not be a good thing for a child to have two loveless parents.

It's like Gao Tianlong and Xiao Xue, if they divorced and did not remarry, their son would be a sacrificial object of their loveless marriage.

What's more, Gao Tianlong told me personally that the worst thing he did in his life was getting married.He is the attacker, I am the victim, he can at least satisfy his wife in bed, but I may not have his proud "magnificence"!Since even he has regretted it, how can I repeat his mistakes?

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In the next few days, I was busy going out to worship for a few days.On the eighth day of the eighth day, my second aunt came again, and just as my mother said, she brought her niece and daughter.

My sister also came that day.Their factory was originally open on the eighth day of the lunar new year, but she is my own sister after all, no matter how much she hates me in her heart, she still has to worry about me.And she was also worried about my parents, so she asked my brother-in-law to take a few days off for her first, and she would go after the Lantern Festival.

My second aunt and niece are 22 years old this year and have also worked outside for several years.It may be because she has been in the factory for a long time. She has fair skin and looks pretty.My father didn't ask me about my attitude at all, he agreed without hesitation, and even discussed with my second aunt to take over my in-laws as soon as possible to see the door, and to finalize our marriage.

I can't tell that I'm gay in public, so I still use the old method, ask the girl out, and tell her quietly that I have friends outside, but it's far away from home, and my parents don't want it.

"If it's too far away, it won't be easy to negotiate!" The girl seemed to like me very much, and after hearing what I said, she actually persuaded me, "Think about it, when you get married, you are going to go with her." Where? Or let her marry us? If you go with her, you will definitely be looked down upon! If she is willing to marry us, she should come back with you when you come back this time, so you What else can parents not want?"

I see that this girl is not easy to deceive, so I can only mess with her.

"Anyway, I won't marry her in this life. My parents are really pushing me, and I won't come back at worst! Staying in this poor mountain valley, I will be useless for the rest of my life!"

The girl naturally had nothing to say after hearing what I said.

"Well, I hope...you can make it with her!"

She turned around and entered the room, and immediately told my second aunt to leave.My second aunt asked urgently, and the girl told the truth.

"He talked about having a girlfriend outside! Then what's the point of us still here?"

"Xiao Le, is this true?" My second aunt immediately turned around and asked me.

Before I answered, my dad yelled out first!

"Whether he is true or not, I have the final say on major matters of marriage!"

"Did you hear my second aunt?" I turned to my second aunt.When the incident got to this point, it would be a hundred times better to let everyone in the village know that I had another girlfriend outside than to let people know that I am gay!And after making such a fuss, I'm not afraid that someone will come to my house to be a matchmaker in the future, "My father is very authoritarian, completely disregarding my feelings, but now he advocates freedom of marriage, and I absolutely don't want to kiss me at home! My father If you don’t recognize me, it’s a big deal that I won’t come back in the future, anyway, I’m ready to settle down in Guangzhou!”

As soon as my words fell, my sister jumped up and slapped me with a "crack".

"You dare to say such heartless words, your parents raised you for nothing?"

My second aunt couldn't explain it in front of her niece, and she was a little angry at first, but when she saw my sister slapped me in the face, she was so frightened that she hurried over to hold my sister.

"Forget it, forget it, it's my aunt who is meddlesome. You all stop making troubles, since he has friends outside, you just let him go, what are you still worrying about?"

"Second Aunt, don't be angry, I am still very grateful for your troubles for me, but I can only be sorry for you!" My sister slapped me so that I lost my temper, said a few words to my Second Aunt, and turned back She stared at my sister, "Sister! You are my sister, and I know you want me well, so I don't care about you when you slap me. But you know what I mean, if you dare Follow up the booing, and simply go all out, you are not afraid of shame, and I am not afraid of it!"

Of course my sister knew what I meant by "fight it out", she was so blocked that she blushed and cried "Wow".

"Okay, I don't care about you, and I don't care about the life or death of my parents! You are a son, you don't care, and I don't care!"

While crying, she was about to walk out the door.My mother quickly stopped, scolded me, and cried at the same time.

My father was so angry that he turned around twice, ran outside the door to find a piece of firewood, and threw it at me when he came in.

"Anyway, you don't want to come back in the future, so I'll just beat you to death!"

I didn't move and let my father hit me with a wooden club. My second aunt was startled and hurried up to stop me.

"Okay, big brother, it's a big New Year's Eve, it's so violent that it's a joke!"

"I've been laughed at! What wrong did I do in my previous life? Why did God... punish me for raising such a beast!"

My father hit me with a wooden stick on my shoulder. Seeing me standing still without saying a word, he was taken aback. He was stopped by my second aunt, and then he dropped the wooden stick, hugged his head and sat on a chair began to cry.

My shoulder hurts from being hit, but it's not nearly as painful as my heart hurts.

"Second aunt, you go first, let our family have a few words in private!" I told my second aunt.

My second aunt was eager to leave now, and she was still angry, so she said something sarcastic, and finally took her niece and daughter away.

As soon as she left, I closed the door and "plopped" kneeling in front of my parents.