Fall in love with special forces

After three days of being listless at home, it is already the last day of the National Day holiday.This day my father said to me: "Go to the town early! I heard that Gao Tianlong happened to be returning to the army today, and his uncle and aunt would go to see him off. He will take you to play with him all day after he comes back, I didn't ask you to spend money when I went to the city, so you should give it away!"

Should I deliver it?

I do not want to go.He has clearly expressed his attitude, I want to send him back, but I will be wronged one more time.

However, this may be the last chance to see him, if you don't go, maybe you will never see him again.

So I want to go again.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally decided to go.

I didn't go down the mountain with the Zhang family, because Gao Tianlong had to go to the city to transfer the train before leaving, and there were only a few trains from our town to the city, so I guessed and knew when he would leave.

So I went to the station and waited until I saw a large group of people walking towards Gao Tianlong.There are his buddies, his parents and younger brother, and his uncles and relatives.

I didn't move closer, but kept looking at him from a distance.Until the car came, he was ready to get in the car, when he turned around suddenly, he saw me.I couldn't hide anymore, so I hurried over.

"Did you send me off? Why are you standing so far away?" When I approached, he asked.

I didn't expect him to ask so plainly and naturally, as if I was really just an ordinary friend of his.That didn't make me feel relieved, but I became more and more panicked.

"This...my father asked me to buy it for you!" I said, handing over the fruit snacks I was carrying.

"There are enough things, you can keep them for yourself!"

I kept stretching out my hand without saying a word.He finally took the bag, turned around to get into the car, stopped again, grabbed me with his free hand and hugged me, then waved to his relatives and friends, and got into the car.

It was just a passing car from the county seat. As soon as he got on the car, the car started immediately.I saw him waving his hand outside the car window, but it wasn't waving at me. He didn't look at me again from the moment he got in the car.

I stood there and waited until the car was gone.Gao Tianlong's relatives and friends greeted each other and gradually dispersed. I also spoke to Gao Tianlong's uncle and aunt, then turned around and walked in the direction of my school.

I was calm at first, but as I walked, tears welled up and hung on my face.

I know, my first love is probably over.

First love?

Yes, I used to dare not admit that I was "in love" with him, or even think about it, because he repeatedly warned me to just play around and not get emotionally involved.All my obsession with him boils down to an obsession with his body.However, it was in this obsession that I fell in love unconsciously.

"It's hard, isn't it?"

Before I had gone far, suddenly, I heard someone say a word.I turned around suddenly and saw a handsome man standing there at the corner of the street, with a hint of indifference and indifference hanging from the corner of his mouth, looking at me quietly.

I quickly wiped my face.I don't know what he meant by that, so I'm not going to talk to him.But just when I was about to walk away, a thought flashed in my mind, and I suddenly knew who he was.

"You are... surnamed Zhou, right? The one Tianlong took you to take care of grandma?"

——It's also the one Gao Tianlong kissed, I didn't say that.

"Did he mention me to you?" There was a smirk on his face, "I thought he had completely forgotten me!"

I said nothing.Gao Tianlong must have not forgotten him, otherwise he would not say that I am the second boy he is willing to kiss.But he didn't formally mention this person to me. I would know a little about this person from my grandma and Gao Tianlong's buddies.

The man looked me up and down for a moment, then turned and walked down a quiet street.

"Let's walk together!" he said.

I'm not interested in him, but I'm interested in Gao Tianlong's past experience, so I can't help but follow him.

"I've known Gao Tianlong for a long time!" When I approached him, the man didn't look back at me, but walked forward slowly while talking, as if he was not talking to me, but Tell him to himself, "I was in the first year of high school, and he was in the third year of high school. I couldn't help myself! So I tried everything to get close to him. He started ignoring me, saying that I was too young, until... He went home to visit relatives for the first time in three years as a soldier, and I took the initiative to run downstairs to wait for him, and he... finally accepted me!" He paused, as if recalling that sweet time, "Then Ten days are the happiest ten days in my life. Although he repeatedly warned me not to get emotionally involved, I still did. For him, I even... took care of the old woman he had been taking care of for a whole year He didn’t write me a letter when he went back to the army, and I don’t blame him. When he went home to visit his relatives again, I missed him crazily for more than a year, so I... wish I could stick to him every day, I think I can I am qualified to cling to him, I thought I was qualified! But... In a few days, he will finish with me completely, because... He said that I got too deep, and if I continued, I would hurt him and hurt him. Me! How grandiose he said! I begged him and told him that I didn’t care if I died for him! But the more I said this, the more determined he was to not see me again, and even...to avoid me, He returned to the army early! I hate him so much, and I regret why I fell in love with him! He is so heartless, so cold-hearted, I have loved him for so many years, but he treats me like garbage Throw it away! Throw it away! I wish I could kill him and destroy him with my own hands! But, he is a special soldier, I can't kill him, and I can't destroy him. I can only wait and see that one day, he will fall into the What's the end!"

I stopped, not wanting to continue listening.His last few gnashing of teeth words made me feel chills all over my body.Maybe, I don't love him as deeply; or maybe, I'm not as extreme as him by nature.Gao Tianlong was equally ungrateful and cold-hearted towards me, but, just because Gao Tianlong had warned me not to get emotionally involved from the very beginning, I had resentment towards him, but I couldn't have any hatred.

Even in the past ten days full of passion, full of the most romantic and beautiful pursuit of love and desire, even if everything starts from scratch, I will still make the same choice.

Gao Tianlong is indeed ruthless, ruthless to the point of being cold-blooded!However, I don't regret meeting him and falling in love with him.