I hate the world

Some people treat you well, and he can bite you; there are others who have to remember for a lifetime, even if you just give him a candy.

Looking at the flushed Bai Qianli under the quilt, my expression gradually softened.After all, he caught a cold last night. His body was really bad, but he couldn't get out of bed after a while.

She wrung out a towel and applied it to his forehead. When she lowered her head slightly, she could see his long eyelashes, and her eyes were black and blue.I couldn't help it, I lowered my head again and touched his lips.It was very dry, so I stuck out my tongue and licked it, and it moistened a bit.Just looked up.Unexpectedly, a hand wrapped around my neck, and I leaned involuntarily. Fortunately, I controlled my strength, otherwise I would have crushed him.

Looking helplessly at the emotional state of the person below us, we exchanged lips and tongues, completely unable to tell the difference between the situation and the situation.His heartbeats were distinct, so I took the time to retreat and wipe the water stains on his lips with my hands.

"Have a good rest, Qianli." Putting his hand under the quilt, "I..."

Suddenly a person came in from outside the door, it was Fu Jing who was in the same dormitory, his clothes were disheveled, and his tone was anxious, "Ah Shen is not good, brother Feng and Li Qiang are fighting in the warehouse!" After finishing speaking, he ran away again down.

I couldn't think about it any longer, so I quickly got out of bed and followed.

It was only when I walked to the warehouse that I felt something was wrong. Why did the fight suddenly start?It shouldn't be so fast.But it was too late.

There are two groups of people inside.Li Qiang sat leisurely in his seat, holding a cigarette between his right thumb and forefinger, but not lighting it, and occasionally put it under his nose to sniff.

When Shanfeng saw me coming, a trace of guilt flashed in his eyes, and he immediately put on a gentle look. "Ah Shen, tell me, why did you kill the second kidnapper?"

Huge shock and panic weighed on my chest, I suddenly looked up at him, speechless.

"Brother Qiang, why don't you go on like this." Shan Feng took a few steps towards Li Qiang, "For my sake, just..."

"It's not that easy." Li Qiang stood up and put the cigarette on his ear, "Shanfeng, don't be fooled by his stupid appearance. Don't tell me you don't know how many things he has done in just one year." .Don’t raise tigers.” He said with a deadpan expression as he brushed off the dust that didn’t exist on his body.

I was terrified when I heard it, and wanted to turn around and run, but my legs didn't listen to me, and I just stayed where I was, unable to make any movements.

"Then let his hands go." Shan Feng opened his mouth, as if he couldn't bear it, "Two."

Li Qiang signaled the person behind him to go up, and I watched that person get closer and closer, then picked up the stick and slapped it a few times.It was broken, I looked at Shanfeng on the other side, he was leading someone to leave, he seemed to have sensed my gaze, he still didn't say anything, he paused and walked forward without looking back.

Only then did the pain from all directions hit me, and I curled up and fell to the ground, suddenly a series of pictures skipped in front of my eyes.When I first came here, I was taken to the office by the teacher, and I slammed into the wall to express my disobedience.There were many red marks on the already scarred face.Beaten by Meng Dong, beaten by others.Then I resisted, practiced fists, practiced horizontal bars on the playground, ran kilometers, and ate big bowls, and I was not allowed to vomit if I couldn’t eat.Hit against the wall in the middle of the night when others are not around, and find others to practice their skills.There were scars and bruises all over his body, which was horrible.

Because there was only one thought in my mind, "I can't die, I want to get out."

Later, I was used by Shan Feng to work for him, and gradually became the elite of his subordinates, but now he abandons me, a useful pawn, for the sake of temporary peace.

"Hahahaha" I laughed uncontrollably, "Why do you? Why!"

When he woke up, he was already in bed.I stared blankly at the familiar scenery around me, and suddenly remembered something.Sure enough, both hands were wrapped in a mess.

"Xiaofeng, where's Qianli?" I heard my shriveled voice, as if it was being pulled out of a stuck tape.

Zhao Jiafeng poked his head out from the lower bunk, and sighed, "When Qianli heard about this, he went to find you without using crutches. At that time, you were unconscious. It was he who pulled you back from the gate of hell. Then ,"

"Then what?" I was a little anxious, don't be like I thought!

Zhao Jiafeng glanced at me, "I recommended myself to the teacher. Just to protect you." He lowered his eyes in embarrassment, not daring to look at my reaction.

"You all know about my relationship with him." Yes, so blatantly, so ostentatiously, how could they be so smart not to know.

"The teacher has already said that Li Qiang has been rectified. Now Brother Feng's power is in charge. Let's see who dares to punish us in the future! By the way, you have saved your hand, but you will not be able to lift heavy objects in the future." Zhao Jiafeng said. As he spoke, his voice became softer, as if I could really eat him.

I twitched the corners of my mouth helplessly, and smiled, "Understood. I'll sleep again."

When I thought I had grown up when I first stepped into this cyber-rehabilitation center, I learned how to fight, speak with my fists, how to be a human being, talk to people when I see them, and talk to hell.

But all this is far from enough.

Another half year has passed since that day, and I haven't seen Qian Li for half a year. I don't know if he is doing well, or if he is dead.

Every night I think about life and death, fate, about myself and Qianli in the past two years, but I can't figure it out in a trance.I faintly feel that I am out of tune with this world, but I am deeply trapped in it and cannot extricate myself.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow-" the sound of sirens came from outside the window, I jumped up and sat up, opened the curtains and poked my head out.Hey, good guy, dozens of police cars came down from a dozen police cars.What happened?My first thought was to take advantage of the chaos and escape.

Everyone in the dormitory went out to work, and because of my own hands and the special care of the teacher, I was imprisoned in a disguised form on the bed in the dormitory, just like Qianli back then.

The outside world was as noisy as tens of thousands of mosquitoes screaming, but my ears gradually stopped hearing these sounds because someone was being carried past the door.There was only half of the ugly white side face, and I recognized him immediately. After the excitement in my heart, I became numb. My fists tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened again.

The entire Internet ring center was taken over by a gang, and some people suspected that this place was a human trafficking base. After checking, it turned out that several abductees were here, and after further investigation, all kinds of inappropriate transactions came out.The incident made headlines in the daily newspapers and was broadcast on television for several days.

I was sent back to Flynn's hometown, the price of two hands.Dad sat at the dining table and smoked fiercely, while Mom hugged me and kept crying.My arms hurt from crying.

"It's okay, Mom. Am I doing well?" It's just that my mind is twisted.

I started to go back to class, but it didn't take long for me to read.I proposed to go to Guangzhou to work.Parents agreed.That night, I packed up my luggage, poetry and the distance, at least I still have the distance.

"Are you looking for Ah Shen? He..." Who was the mother outside the door talking to?

Someone came in?I turned my head away, "Mom, you—" the unspoken words came to an abrupt end.

The person in the wheelchair raised his head gradually, showing a smile, "Ah Shen, I miss you so much."

I was at a loss for a moment, my eyes were slightly red, I walked over and pushed him in, and gently closed the door.

"What are you doing here?" I looked into his eyes, "Didn't your family find you? The Bai family is said to be rich, why didn't they heal your leg? You..."

"I'm here to look for you. You haven't come to me, so I've come." Qianli touched the root of his calf, which was exposed outside, and smiled meaninglessly, "The leg has been broken for too long, it will be useless long ago."

I was stunned and had nothing to say for a while, so I just looked at him stupidly.Looking back from thousands of miles away, I am reflected in the beautiful eyes, a complete me. "I know you're going to Guangzhou, I'll be with you."

I subconsciously wanted to refute, but I was defeated by his eyes.

If I don't ask, he won't answer.

The next day, we set off.Dad chartered a car to take us to the station. Mom sat in. Dad waved to us from the window. There were tears in his eyes, which I could see clearly.Perhaps, parents are like this, standing in place all the time, love and hatred seem to disappear in an instant.

After seeing off my mother who was crying all the time, Qianli and I bought a train ticket and asked him to sit in the waiting room. I went to the supermarket to buy some food and water.

When I came back, I happened to see him in the wheelchair with his head tilted like a chick pecking at the rice. I smiled slightly, and stepped forward to lightly cover him with my coat.His body trembled visibly, and he smiled when he saw me. I suppressed my bitterness and wrapped my coat tightly around his body, "It will be fine, we will definitely live a good life."

He nodded, completely convinced by my appearance.

More than 30 hours of train finally sent us to Guangzhou.The colorful flowers that I had only seen on TV were presented in front of me like this, and I clenched my fists secretly, determined to look like myself.

I was pulling a box, and one was placed on the Qianli wheelchair. I protected him with one hand, trying to find a place to stay as soon as possible.

I went into some hotels and asked about the price, and it cost one hundred and eighty yuan to stay one night. My parents thought I was going out to work and could earn money quickly, so they only gave me a small five thousand, of which two thousand was secretly given to me by my mother. of.You can't live in a hotel, so you have to find a rented house early.

The lights on the street gradually came on, and Qianli and I were like two dogs lost in the forest, not knowing which way to go.

At this moment, "Two young men, you are from other places, are you looking for a place to live?" A man in his 40s and [-]s held a sign and stopped us.

I nodded quickly, thinking that there must be something going on here.

"Hey, it just so happens that I still have a house for rent. It's only [-] a month, which is cheap in Guangzhou." The man pointed to the price on the sign, "Come or not!"

I happily responded, "Go, go!" Qianli seemed to feel my joy, and squeezed my hand slightly.

The man led us into a small alley, and when we walked forward, I obviously felt something was wrong. If I hadn't been dazzled by joy at that time, I wouldn't have discovered it until now.Qianli and I looked at each other, pulled the box and pushed him back quickly.

But it was too late.Five or six people came from the opposite side.At this time, there was a thunder in the sky, which made their faces extremely horrifying.

"Don't hurt us, I'll give you all the money." I calmed down and threw the tight bag in my chest to the ground.

"Yo, I can't see that you are very sensible." The man who deceived us at the beginning came to me, picked up the money from the ground, and counted it. "Five thousand, you are really poor."

In addition to this money, I only have a few dozen dollars I found on the train in my pocket.The person opposite muttered a few words, I looked at them nervously, Qianli's hand held mine tightly, yes, I still have Qianli, I can't panic, I can't be afraid.

"Either join us, or..." The man was still talking.

My heart suddenly tightened, although my hands are useless, but it is still more than enough to kill people. "Okay!" I stood in front of Qianli, "but this friend has bad legs, I'm all you need."

"make a deal."

I started a road that I must go through in my life.