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Minzhu is a master who knows how to play. When she arrives at the amusement park, it is as if she has entered her own backyard. She knows every amusement facility like the back of her hand. Naturally, Naying is also dragged by her to play a lot.Playing those thrilling and terrifying games with Minzhu, Naying was a little envious of Eunpyo who was still young and cried because she couldn't play these games.

"I don't... don't want to play Trojan horses..." Eun Pyo sobbed, rejecting the "childish" games that Hyun Ja said, with tears in his big eyes, looking pitifully at Na who had just finished riding the roller coaster Britain.

No, she herself turned pale, absolutely unable to deal with the watery look at her benefactor.

"Eunbiao don't cry, can my sister accompany you to take the pirate ship?" Minzhu was full of energy, hugged Enbiao, and did not forget to wave to the others. "Mom and aunt also come to ride the pirate ship together, which is not scary at all."

The pirate ship is indeed better than the roller coaster. Naying finds it funny to see Hyunja who is obviously nervous but trying to comfort Eunpyo.But just as a smile flashed across the corner of his mouth, Xianzi's eyes caught him, and he was cast back with a harsh stare.

The pirate ship is not scary, but Hyunja's eyes are more scary.

"Mom, you have to shout loudly when the pirate ship starts." Minzhu reminded Naying, and turned her head to warn Enbiao earnestly. "Brother, you have to yell later, the louder you yell, the better."

Seeing Eun Pyo nodding vigorously, Na Ying can already imagine what will happen later.

Sure enough, not long after the pirate ship started to shake, bursts of screams came from their row, and the whole ship seemed to be infected, and everyone shouted louder than anyone else.Minzhu didn't forget to touch her with her arm, and her eyes showed complacency.

In the end, it wasn't that the pirate ship was scary, but that the sound was even scarier than the pirate ship.She also gripped the crossbar tightly, and yelled once or twice.

Out of the corner of his eye, he looked at Xianzi, and saw her screaming in unison with Eunbiao, and finally laughed happily.

In the violent shaking, she only remembered Hyunja's smile at this moment.

Min-joo and Eun-pyo are sound asleep upon their return from an amusement park trip that has been spent all day screaming and laughing.Of course, it's only for today. When I get up early in the morning, I will have the energy to mess around again.

"Eunbiao had a great time today." Seeing the lights dimmed, Hyunja came out of Eunbiao's room.Seeing it was her, Hyunja's attitude was different from the past, and he looked at her frankly. "Thank you."

"You're welcome."

She watched Xianja turn back to the room, feeling a little disappointed for some reason.Xianzi was able to look directly at her, so when will they be able to break down the strange barrier between them?

Xianzi suddenly stopped and turned to look at her. "By the way, you go to bed early too. Also, don't drink too much coffee. I'll put away all the coffee cans at home tomorrow."

Seeing Hyunja's playful smile, Naying's heart skipped a beat. "Hyunja, are you happy?"

"I... had a great time today."

"Is it because of kindness that I enjoyed the game, or because..." Na Ying also realized that she shouldn't continue talking, shook her head, and turned to leave.

"It's not because of grace." She heard Xianja's voice from behind, weak but firm.

Naying looked at Hyunja in surprise, who quietly lowered her head.

"I... I didn't know how to make friends with people since I was a child. I have always been a lonely person. I once thought, what is the meaning of living in the world like this?" This is the first time for Naying Listen to Xianzi talking about himself. "Until I met Enbiao's father, he was thrown at the door of the hospital covered in blood. live."

She met Shang Zhen when she was in college. When she graduated, the man stood in front of her and asked if she could wait for him?Looking at those confident and expectant eyes, she nodded.

"Father Enbiao has been in a coma for many days, even if he wakes up by chance, he is just talking nonsense, but I believe he will be fine, I bet all my hopes in life on him──It can also be said that Father Enbiao actually saved him Me. If Enbiao's father hadn't recovered, maybe I would have ceased to exist in this world long ago."

"When he was awake, he couldn't say anything, and his IQ was only at the level of a three-year-old child. He pointed to the cup to drink water; he pointed to the ceiling and asked me what is the sky? He pointed to me, and I Just jokingly asking him to call me "wife"..." Xianzi smiled softly, that little woman's posture that blended sadness and sweetness, let Naying clearly understand how much this past event is in Xianzi's heart profound.

"But for the past seven years, I have been living in fear. I am afraid that Enbiao's father will have a family, and I am afraid that his family will come to the door. I feel that every moment of my life is happiness stolen from others... I always feel that I'm sorry, although I think I like Enbiao's father no less than you, but taking him away from you like this has always made me feel very sad." With a little effort, Xianzi strangled his left wrist , Speak calmly.

"I used to imagine that you were an annoying person, or a woman with no temperament, so that when I faced you, I would not feel a little guilty. But when I saw you, I didn't even blame you When I was there, I didn't know what to say."

Na Ying smiled, she was really at a loss for words at that time, and couldn't think of what to say.Or maybe I feel the same way as Xianzi. If the other party is an unreasonable woman, it would be nice if I can yell at her.

"I decided to return Enbiao Dad to you because I believed in you. Just like you said you believed me at the first sight, I also feel the same way." Xianzi raised his head timidly, with a slight tremor in his tone .

"Although I feel painful, being separated from Enbiao's father seems to make me feel that I can hurt you less in the past seven years, or maybe it is to alleviate my own guilt. In fact, I have this kind of thinking in my heart, won't it Selfish?"

"Do you know? You love Han Sang Jin more than I do." Na Ying shook her head. "In the seven years when I lost Shang Zhen, I lived with memories, thinking of all the things between him and me, and I could still feel happy at that time. But when he came back, I found that he was the Han Sang Zhen in my memory. It’s not the same anymore, maybe I’ve always loved Shang Zhen from the past, the happy memories of the past. But I don’t want Shang Zhen to leave like this, maybe it’s because of you.”

Xianzi looked up and looked at her in astonishment.

"I know that there is a woman who also likes Shang Zhen. Maybe it's because of the jealousy shared by women. I want to compare with you to see who Shang Zhen will choose in the end. So I know that he is no longer the Han Shangzhen before, and I still hold on tight Grab his hand. Maybe it’s more selfish of me to think so.”

"Mother Minzhu..."

"I told you before, call me Naying." The corner of her mouth slightly twitched.

Hyun Ja looked at the smile and smiled too. "I always thought that after losing my kind father, I would be too painful to live. But today... thank you."

"Xianzi, people don't live for another person, they have to live for themselves. Although we all understand this truth, sometimes I feel that you are by my side, just like how you looked at Shang Zhen at that time. .”

"Forget it, you may not understand what I said." Naying did not answer the question in Xianzi's eyes, and turned to avoid it. "There was a time when I was very worried about you, because you said you would not be able to live without Shang Zhen. I was afraid that you would do something stupid, so I brought you to England. But now you are living well, and I can see Your smile, do you know? This is the first time I’ve seen you smile so happily for something other than a favor. You seem to have made me find a way again.”

Xianzi said that Han Shangzhen is like the end of a kite, helping her connect with the world.She didn't understand the meaning of this sentence before, but now she understands a little bit, it's because she looks at the world anew through the actions of another person.

Tired, she suddenly wanted to get to know Xu Xianzi like this, with a truly innocent and carefree smile, she wanted to see another world that she saw like this.

Minzhu went back to school immediately after her vacation, and everything seemed to be calm at home.After the conversation that night, it seemed that there was an inexplicable relationship between Na Ying and Xian Zi, neither more distant nor closer, but each other's every move and even every breath would be carelessly taken care of.Like a lead wire, the flame has been ignited from a distance, and it is anxious to guess when it will burn close.

After finally getting rid of such depression, Naying seldom came out to breathe, but while looking at the sea view, she was in a happy mood, but her chest was still a little depressed.

"Naying, I think you are very strange now." Seung-sook, who came from South Korea to visit her friend, saw Naying fell silent as soon as they met, and couldn't help but feel angry.

"What's the matter?" She turned her gaze back, although Naying was smiling, there was no smile in her eyes.

"Han Sang-jin has passed away, and Hyun-bi came to England for you, why are you still refusing to accept him?" Sheng Shu crossed his arms across his chest, in an interrogative gesture.

"Xianbi has no reason to do this for me."

"Do you want to be a widow for the rest of your life?" Shengshu stared at Naying with sharp eyes. "You know that I have always liked Xian Bi very much. If you continue like this, I won't care whether you are suffering or not. I will directly snatch Xian Bi here!"

To Seung-sook's threatening words, Naying sighed inaudibly. "Then I will congratulate you."

"Naying, you were not like this before." Shengshu said coldly. "In the past, even if I said similar things to you, you would jokingly warn me not to get Xian Bi's idea. Now that you say that, do you really give up on Xian Bi?"

Faced with repeated questioning, Naying also changed her expression. "Why does each of you have to look at my face and reaction? You all have to look at how well I am doing, and then decide what to do with me?! Do I have to accept Xian Bi because of my misfortune? Or is Shang Zhen not dead today? , I must accept Han Sang-jin?"

Shengshu held back her words, and suddenly took a big mouthful of fruit juice, only to feel calmer.

Naying's face was slightly amiable, and she spoke again. "Sheng Shu, I know how to deal with my own affairs."

"Okay, let's not talk about this. Then I will ask you about Seo Hyun-ja." Sheng Shu leaned back in the chair, her sharp eyes still did not spare Naying. "How are you getting on with her?"

"Very well, you don't have to worry about me." Naying held the cup in her hand, a different color appeared in her eyes.

Seeing Naying so radiant, Shengshu's heart skipped a beat, and her expression instantly became complicated.

After parting with Seong-sook, Na-young drove to the language center to pick up Hyun-ja from get out of class.Parking the car by the side of the road, Naying leaned on the car door and looked at the door.

She knew that Xianzi would not show up on time like this. Xianzi was not used to rubbing shoulders with people, and often waited until the crowd had dispersed before quietly walking out with his head down, meeting her eyes the moment he stepped out of the door. superior.

Today was a bit abnormal, when she saw Xianzi walking out side by side with a tall boy, she was momentarily stunned by the way she lowered her head and smiled.Afterwards, Xianzi bowed and waited for the other party to leave before looking up at her.

Naying didn't say a word, she just helped Hyunja open the car door, and went back to the other side to get in the car.

"That was a classmate just now." As soon as he sat down, Xianzi opened his mouth first. "He asked me about the course."

Naying held the steering wheel in her hand and stared straight ahead. "Is everything resolved?"

Hyunja didn't care whether Naying saw it or not, and just nodded slightly.

"Okay, so what do you want for dinner today?" Na Yingyu raised her voice a little bit, deliberately ignoring Xianzi's surprised expression, stepped on the accelerator heavily, and the car started to gallop quickly. Xianzi couldn't react and fell on the seat .

Women always like to compete in small places.Naying once again confirmed her bad habit that she couldn't change.

Part of her, she thought, was jealous of Hyun Ja.No, this jealousy has sprouted and taken root in my heart from a very early age.In the past, she was jealous of Hyunja's pure and innocent feelings for Han Sangzhen, and she was jealous that she could live purely for one person, which was something she couldn't do with so many burdens on her shoulders.And now?What are you jealous of?Jealous of her politely bowing goodbye?Thinking of this, she felt a little funny.

"It's a good thing you weren't so polite to me."

I don't know why Naying said this suddenly, but Xianja just grabbed the handle and looked at the road nervously.

"It's good to make more friends." Na Ying threw out another sentence inexplicably, but she remembered to slow down the speed of the car. "Sorry, I stepped on the accelerator too fast just now."