Mr. Melancholy Wants to Live a Peaceful Life

Slightly parted, with elbows resting on thighs, fingers/hands clasped in front of nose, revealing a pair of dark eyes.

"Boom!" Zhen Li was startled by the loud thunder and the sudden appearance of a person in the quiet room, his legs softened immediately, he slid down against the wall, and said tremblingly, "You, who are you? Is it a new passer-by?"

"Zhen Li, are your eyes also blind like Yuan Luoyang?" the man asked gloomyly.

Another flash of lightning flashed across, this time Zhen Li saw clearly that the person sitting under the window was actually Yu Hua who would never stay in the unit after [-] pm!

Yu Hua's whole body was drenched by the rain, his suit jacket was casually thrown on the chair, and his wet white shirt was tightly attached to his body, outlining the outline of his chest and abdomen muscles.His hair clung to his ear, dripping water dripping down, soaking the cheap-made floor.

"You, why are you here?" Zhen Li didn't dare to turn on the light, and asked tremblingly in the dark.

"I want to think about something alone." Yu Hua said.

He didn't want to work overtime because he wanted to go home quickly and cook for Xiaoyou. Tonight Xiaoyou sent a message saying that he had a cross-district mission, and he had to stay outside for a night before going home tomorrow.Tonight, Yu Hua didn't really want to stay in his cold home alone, so he came to the studio.

"Alone...then I put down the box and roll smoothly." Zhen Li said wittily.

Zhen Li tiptoed to the small compartment where things were stored, put down the box, and secretly took a bowl of instant noodles from the cardboard box, and quietly leaned against the wall to leave the studio.

During this process, Zhen Li was so frightened that he didn't even dare to breathe, he was afraid that the sound of panting would be heard by the Great God, and the Great God would directly kill him and forcefully "alone" when he was upset.

Holding his breath, he finally touched the doorknob, the dawn of victory was just around the corner, come on!

Zhen Li cheered himself up, he took a step forward, and suddenly stepped on something soft and fluffy, at the same time he heard a delicate "Aww" scream.

"Boom!" There was another flash of lightning, Zhen Li took a closer look and found that what he stepped on was a small husky, which was curling up and licking its tail.

Like Yu Hua, the little husky was drenched all over, and it took one person and one dog how long to become like this after being drenched in the rain.

"I'm sorry, the room is too dark, so I didn't see it." Zhen Li thought that the little husky was a pet bought by the god for his lover, and his status should be higher than himself, so he said respectfully.

"You don't need to apologize, you can step on it more," Yu Hua said, "He is the saboteur 192."

Zhen Li: "..."

He thought that he and Yuan Luoyang were miserable enough, one was almost disfigured and the other half-blind, but he never thought that it would be worse but not the worst, that Destroyer 192 couldn't even keep his human identity.

Zhen Li was a sensible person, even if he was full of questions, he didn't dare to ask the master when he was obviously in a bad mood, so he put his hand on the doorknob again and prepared to run away.

"Wait." Yu Hua said suddenly.

"Yes." Zhen Li stopped walking with a sad face, he couldn't escape after all.

Yu Hua maintained his contemplative sitting posture, thought for a while and asked, "You cooperate with the guardian organization, how do you feel about them?"

"What kind of feeling?" Zhen Li asked.

Yu Hua: "Just say whatever you want."

Zhen Li tried hard to recall the impressions of the past few cooperations with the guardian organization, and thought: "Those young people who I can hardly distinguish their faces feel easy to get along with. They have an aura similar to mine, a bit..."

"Naive?" Yu Hua said.

"Yes, I'm just a little naive. I know I'm not very intelligent. Those young guardians are obviously very intelligent, but they always have a feeling of ignorance, except for Lian Yufan. He seems to have a story." Zhen Li said, " As for those older guardians, their bodies smell very bloody, their eyes are very pessimistic, and they also have a little indifference that is used to life and death."

Yu Hua: "What's the specifics?"

Zhen Li thought for a while and said: "For example, the ordinary-looking guardian who uses fire, I think he is easy to get along with and cares about me a little bit. When I was eating a cardboard box today, he was afraid that I would choke, so he was still working hard. Help me tear the carton into small pieces and soak them in water to soften."

Using fire... Zhen Li should be talking about Cen Xiao, after Yu Hua went through the trouser incident, even if he hadn't awakened his "eye of reality", he could still recognize the person under the mask as someone he had seen and was familiar with.

"There is also that handsome man. His face looks very old, but his hands and body feel very young. I think he must be very young under the mask." Zhen Li said, "He is also a very gentle person. Game He was very careful to protect the onlookers when we were in the lobby, and he didn't catch me until the restroom."

That was Xiao You, Yu Hua's expression softened a little when he heard Zhen Li praise Xiao You.

"But the really old guardian, like the director, I'm a little afraid of him." Zhen Li shrank his neck, "Not only because he is very strong, but also because he always uses a kind of scrutiny and hidden hostility. He looked at me, no matter how I cooperated with the work, he didn't like me."

"The guardians of the older generation fought against the passers-by 15 years ago, there should be blood feuds." Yu Hua said.

Zhen Li nodded: "That's right! Sometimes I think, if there is no system mission goal, and there is no customs clearance alliance to keep coming to this world, the director and the old guardian will decide to kill me and Yuan Luoyang. They Now they are only superficially reassuring us and using us, but in fact they have been vigilant against us."

"You are quite sensitive in this regard." Yu Hua said.

Zhen Li smiled "hehe": "The vigilance of herbivores."

"If..." Yu Hua stopped after only two words, and did not continue to ask.Because Zhen Li didn't need to answer, he also knew the answer.

If he uses the identity of the man in black to cooperate with the guardian, will the guardian organization agree?The answer is yes, but it is bound to follow him, observe him, and discover his true identity.No matter how strong he is, it is impossible for him to be perfect, and if he makes a slight mistake, his feet will be exposed.

So, if his identity is exposed, will the guardian organization allow Xiaoyou to be with him?The answer is no.

Even if Xiaoyou is willing and still loves him, the guardian organization can't tolerate a person who attracts destroyers to attack the world, and be with their elite fighters.

He is very powerful, and he can take Xiao You out of this country and elope to other countries, but the guardian organization is worldwide, and no matter where he escapes, he can be found by the guardian organization.Even if he takes Xiaoyou out of this world, Xiaoyou will not be happy, their life cannot continue.

Besides, what he wants is a peaceful and peaceful life. Is it really the peace he wants?

When Yu Hua came to the rooftop today, he saw Xiaoyou was covered with scars and turned into a living body/bomb/bomb, and suddenly he had a little doubt about his ideal and his attachment.

Why is Xiaoyou hurt like this?Because he couldn't get there in time.

Why couldn't he get there in time?Because he wants to conceal his identity, he needs to arrange everything, he needs to leave the scene at a reasonable time, he needs to pretend that he is in other places, he needs to change clothes, he needs to...

He had to do too many things. In order to conceal his identity, he had to take care of this and that, so he couldn't let go and protect Xiao You.

Yu Hua originally wanted to spend his life peacefully, in a peaceful world and in a peaceful age, to live quietly and die peacefully. Before he died, his client scattered his ashes on the vast land, for this tiresomely long time. Draw a successful full stop in your life.

But the peace he wanted was protected by countless people building a city wall with flesh and blood, and his lover risked his life to maintain it.

Yu Hua, who has always been steadfast, is at a loss. Can he really achieve the ordinary life he is obsessed with?

"I just want to sleep peacefully until dawn." Yu Hua turned his face sideways, looking at the thunderstorm outside the window.

It was this flimsy window that would shatter if he touched it.It is this kind of window that protects him from the wind and rain.

Anyway, Zhen Li couldn't leave anyway, so Zhen Li simply took advantage of the light of the lightning, turned on the water heater in the dark, and made himself a bowl of noodles. The instant noodle seasoning was washed away by the hot water, and the smell of artificial flavor diffused in the hot air, stimulating people's sense of smell.

Zhen Li swallowed, he hadn't eaten all day, he was really hungry, he didn't plan to use another dimension's stomach for this bowl of noodles, he had to use his own stomach to digest it properly.

"Aw..." The little husky, who had been hungry for a whole day, let out a weak cry. It was also very hungry. The fur on its body was wet, and it couldn't be licked dry. It was so cold and uncomfortable. Did it have a fever?

"When you hurt people and used the weak as hostages, did you ever think that they would suffer too?" Yu Hua said to the little husky.

The little husky stopped barking immediately, thinking that it would be fine to starve to death, and he would suffer if he lived.

"Live," Yu Hua said indifferently, "Feel what it's like to be a weak person."

"Suck" "Suck", Zhen Li started to eat instant noodles with a fork, and he said while eating: "Master, I rarely think about the future when I do things, probably because I don't have enough IQ to foresee so far, so I just kept walking." One step at a time, I think this kind of life is actually quite good.”

"How do you know?" Yu Hua asked.

Zhen Li happily ate instant noodles, feeling the satisfaction of his stomach being filled with food, and continued: "I died inexplicably in the original world, entered the system after death, and was forced to complete tasks. Only people like me can survive. People like me are probably the cannon fodder that died as soon as they appeared in horror movies.

Yu Hua: "You know yourself very well."

Zhen Li said: "I couldn't foresee the way to pass the level, so I just walked forward step by step, who knew that the difficulty would decrease, and I was lucky enough to pass the first four levels.

"I was caught by people from the customs clearance alliance and forced me to explore the undeveloped world. Isn't this a mission to die? The guardian organization caught it. At that time, I didn't know what to do, but I was lucky enough to meet you and absorb my system energy.

"You asked me to wash [-] million for you. I can't make that much money at all, so I can only bite the bullet and move forward. Now I have a lot of fans with Yuan Luoyang, and the mall invites me to hold an event, and the event fee is still six figures. Well, the distance to [-] million is getting closer and closer, and I can do what I like again, and things are getting better again.

"Also, you disfigured me, how uncomfortable I was, and I didn't dare to say anything, so I could only carry it out obediently, and was kidnapped by Yuan Luoyang, tied up on the toilet all night, how miserable it was. But later, Yuan Luori joined the studio, and I saved my face by firing CP with him, and the troubles were solved again."

Zhen Li ate up the noodles, took a sip of the warm soup, and said contentedly, "When you don't know what to do, just persevere, maybe there will be a turning point."

"Mediocre philosophy." Yu Hua commented lightly.

"But my god, what you want to do is mediocrity, and that's how mediocre people live." Zhen Li hiccupped, "The life of ordinary people is filled with all kinds of trivial matters, and countless troubles that can't be solved come one after another. To live with these worries. If you don’t want to worry about next month’s mortgage, you have to worry about whether you can repay the mortgage as an ordinary person.”

The rain gradually stopped, Yu Hua stood up and looked out the window, thought for a while and said, "Are you persuading me to take one step at a time?"

"That's what it means," Zhen Li said, "You plan your plan. When you encounter something that can't be solved, it's better to let it happen. You don't have to force yourself to be a mediocre person, and you don't need to take the initiative to lift your mask. In the future Make it as perfect as possible, and if you are discovered, then go find a way."

Yu Hua didn't speak. He picked up his suit jacket and opened the door to the studio: "From now on, the dog will be kept in the studio, and it will be used to broadcast live to make some money. When it grows up, it will be used for breeding or neutering."

After one sentence settled the future fate of the little husky, Yu Hua left the studio.

He was walking alone on the quiet street after the rain, and the street lamps illuminated Yu Hua's face.

Zhen Li's words gave Yu Hua some mediocre thoughts, and his attachment loosened a little.

It's over, so be it.Next time he will definitely plan more thoroughly, trying not to involve the people around him as much as possible, so as not to hurt Xiaoyou.

Later things will be discussed later.

After learning a little about being an ordinary person, Yu Hua returned home, washed and ironed his clothes, brushed off the mud and sand from his shoes, and cleaned up all traces.

After cleaning, he summoned the black robe and mask that had been stored in Zhen Li's closet. After looking at them for a while, he hid the clothes in the 20-inch coded suitcase he usually used for business trips, and the suitcase was placed on the closet.

The password was the date of his and You Zhengping's marriage certificate, and Xiao You knew the password.If one day, Xiao You, who never does housework, opens the suitcase, it is probably the moment when he should be discovered.

Ever since he was selected by the system and became a passer-by, Yu Hua never believed in fate. He firmly believed that fate was in his own control, and he finally successfully defeated the system and passed the pass.He even made his own decisions about which world to die in and when to return to peace. These are not fates, but his plans.

But now, Yu Hua puts strong evidence that may reveal his identity on the surface, leaving everything to fate.

This night Yu Hua hugged Xiao You's clothes and fell asleep, sleeping very peacefully.

At dawn, it was rare for Yu Hua to wake up late, and he was awakened by the sound of the door opening at [-] o'clock in the morning.

He stood up and looked towards the door. You Zhengping hurried home, rushed into the bedroom without taking off his shoes, felt at ease when he saw Yu Hua's calm face, and jumped into Yu Hua's arms, his lips in Yu Hua's pajamas. Rubbing back and forth, it seemed as if he had been wronged by the sky.

The author has something to say:

Yu Hua's melancholy: After revealing his identity, should he elope to another world that is easier to control?Or is it better to directly conquer the guardian organization and become the leader of the guardian organization?In case of becoming the leader, Xiaoyou and I will be in a superior-subordinate relationship, and he is in awe of me. How will the husband-wife relationship be maintained in the future? Can he eat the food I cook?

Yu Hua: Worry...

See you tomorrow at 12 o'clock noon~ づみ3￣)づ╭?~

Chapter 44

Sensing You Zhengping's movements, Yu Hua froze all over.

No one in this world understands the reason for You Zhengping's move better than Yu Hua, it's his fault.

At that time, Yu Hua carefully avoided everyone's sight, and when he slowly put on his black robe and flew to the rooftop, he saw the scarred Xiaoyou at first sight, and heard the saboteur 192 mention that Xiaoyou had become a living body /bomb.

In an instant, his head was overwhelmed by anger, Yu Hua forgot that he still needs to be an ordinary person, he forgot that he still needs to seal his power, and released a part of the system energy, directly unlocking the power from 3% to 20%.

The terrifying and abnormal energy felt by the guardians was released by Yu Hua when he unblocked, and the coercion when he unblocked was enough to make people shudder.

He tortured Destroyer 192 severely, then helped Xiao You up as soon as possible, healed his wounds, and lifted his vibration conduction, and at the same time, he couldn't help falling a loving kiss.

If it wasn't for Xiao You running away quickly, Yu Hua wouldn't even realize what he had done.

Strength makes people lose themselves, this is what Yu Hua realized when he reached the 500th level.In that world, he did something that he regretted, and he made up his mind from then on that he would never become a slave to violence.

And when the power was unlocked to 20%, Yu Hua actually felt that arrogant and arrogant mood again. At that time, he just wanted to imprison Xiao You under his wings forever, not to let Xiao You go out to work, not to allow Xiao You to work again. Fight the destroyers as a guardian.

It wasn't until Xiao You rolled away from his embrace that Yu Hua realized that for him, the act of pampering would be a kind of harm to Xiao You, who loves his partner deeply.

So Yu Hua quickly exchanged the system of Destroyer 192 for healing medicine, absorbed the other party's system, and re-suppressed his strength.

It's a pity that Destroyer 192 is really too weak. The mere energy of Level 192 is just enough for 5% of Yu Hua's seal, and he still has 15% left.

Yu Hua could only allocate more of these powers to healing abilities, and quickly escaped when the guardian army arrived.

The thinking arrogance brought about by suppressing the skyrocketing energy has exhausted Yu Hua's mental power, he didn't dare to think about kissing Xiaoyou for the time being, and deliberately avoided it.

But he began to be melancholy about how to get along with Xiaoyou after his identity was exposed, and the suitcase on the closet unconsciously revealed Yu Hua's thoughts. He hoped that Xiaoyou would not be sad because of being kissed by a stranger, and hoped that Xiaoyou would know He was the one who kissed, so he chose to believe in fate.

Seeing Xiao You rubbing his lips on his pajamas aggrievedly, Yu Hua couldn't even say "what's the matter", this time he couldn't pretend to be ignorant.

Fortunately, You Zhengping didn't intend to say anything about it. He is a strong person and decided to bear it alone.

He kissed the second button of Yu Hua's pajamas, and whispered: "I haven't seen you for two days, I miss you."

Yu Hua sighed, put his arms around You Zhengping, and said in a deep voice, "I miss you too."

Yesterday on the roof, he risked his life to protect the child, comprehended the new use of space ability at the critical moment, even though he was scarred, he stood up to face the destroyer 192, You Zhengping, who showed the strong will of the guardian, returned home today, just wanted to shrink back Yu Hua begged for comfort in his arms.

You Zhengping kicked off his shoes, got into bed, and said guiltyly, "I didn't change my shoes when I entered the door, and I stepped on the floor and it's dirty."

He flattened his mouth, emphasizing that "the floor is dirty".

Yu Hua poked his fingers into his thick forehead hair, rubbed You Zhengping's nose affectionately, and comforted him softly: "It's okay, I'll just wipe it a few more times and it will be fine."

You Zhengping raised his eyes to look at Yu Hua carefully, pursed his lips and said, "Today is a working day, and it's almost time for you to go to work..."

Yu Hua resolutely flipped through the bed twice to find his phone, and called Zhen Li: "Hello, Boss Zhen? There is a talent show and I want to invite you and Yuan Luoyang. I'm going to the other party's company to negotiate today, and I won't be going to work today. I am going out to work, please give me a full attendance record and give me a meal allowance and a transportation allowance."

Manager Yu, who was more like a leader than a boss, put down the phone and shook the phone at You Zhengping: "I don't have to go to work today."

You Zhengping: "...But you are going to negotiate..."

"You lied to him," Yu Hua pecked You Zhengping's lips, "I've talked about this talent show long ago, there's no need to go there, I can sign Yuan Luoyang after reviewing the contract in a few days."

You Zhengping: "..."

It's no wonder that Yu Hua's first-year high-achieving students insist on working in Zhen Li's small studio. This studio is so easy to deceive from the boss to the employees!

Seeing You Zhengping's expression of "I've seen the dangers of society", Yu Hua moved closer to his ear and said in a low voice: "I sold the original sunset for a good price, the studio can get 90% commission, we can divide the studio 45% of the income, I will buy you a better watch then."

You Zhengping remembered how Yuan Luoyang kept silent about "forced kisses" and "knee pillows" when he was questioned by Director Xiao, and felt a little guilty, so he whispered: "I don't need a very good watch, and I don't need to sign a too miserable one." Contract of sale."

Hearing Xiaoyou Yuan Luoyang's words, the cold blood in Yu Hua's heart weakened a little, he squeezed Xiaoyou's face: "Since you are pleading for him, then I will renegotiate the contract, don't make a one-off deal."

"Yeah." You Zhengping responded in a low voice, put his arms around Yu Hua's neck and said, "I worked continuously for two days and two nights, and the leader gave us three days off. Um...do we want to exercise?"

Both of them are obsessed with exercising, and they forgot the time when they started exercising. They did hundreds of push-ups groggyly, and stretched the muscles and bones on the inner, outer, front, and rear sides of their lower legs. After exercising, they were exhausted. You Zhengping fell asleep directly.

Yu Hua also squinted for a while, and when he woke up, he saw that it was already noon, and Xiao You hadn't eaten lunch yet, so he got up to cook, and by the way, carefully covered Xiao You with a quilt, even if it was hot in summer, he had to take care to protect his waist and abdomen place.

After a while, the smell of rice wafted into the bedroom, You Zhengping was awakened by the smell, opened his eyes, saw that Yu Hua's bed was empty, he leaned over and lay down on Yu Hua's pillow, his whole body was enveloped by his lover's breath.

He remembered that after yesterday's meeting, Lian Yufan reminded him that Yu Hua was a cold-blooded control freak, and asked You Zhengping to pay attention to his partner's mental state.

At that time, You Zhengping was a little unhappy, and directly retorted: "Yu Hua is gentle and considerate, very good, you are envious of my happy marriage, right?"

"Gentle and considerate, great?" Lian Yufan rolled his eyes, "If you insist on deceiving yourself, I have nothing to say. If it weren't for the fact that you protected the three children this time and implemented your beliefs with actions , I'm too lazy to remind you."

After working together, the two people who had a little sympathy for each other almost started fighting again, and it was Cen Xiao and Luo Huai who stopped fighting.This time Cen Xiao went to pull Lian Yufan, and it was Luo Huai who grabbed You Zhengping.

Under Director Xiao's instruction, Cen Xiao and Luo Huai separated them and dragged them to different lounges.

Cen Xiao said helplessly: "Why do you always target You Zhengping? He likes Yu Hua so much, can't you let him feel at ease for two days?"

Normally, Cen Xiao would not say these things to Lian Yufan.It was also in this operation that Lian Yufan allowed Cen Xiao to see another side of him, who was able to carry out ruthlessness and rationality to the extreme, which was also admirable.But as soon as Lian Yufan met You Zhengping, he would lose the rationality he was proud of, and completely become an unreasonable troublemaker who destroyed other people's families. Cen Xiao couldn't understand Lian Yufan's thoughts.

Lian Yufan looked at Cen Xiao, raised his eyebrows and said, "You are so lucky to be a common supernatural being."

"Why is it talking about me again?" Cen Xiao said with a headache, "Do you feel uncomfortable if you don't trouble our team?"

"Yeah, it's uncomfortable. Every time I see You Zhengping showing off his married life happily, I'm tired of it, even you who wish him well are bothered to death." Lian Yufan took out a bottle of liquor from the refrigerator and said to himself Pour yourself to drink.

"If you keep talking, I'm going to beat you," Cen Xiao also poured himself a glass of wine, "You envy other people's love life, so you try to fall in love, but with your personality, no one will want you. "

Lian Yufan didn't speak, but just drank silently.The task is over, they are now resting, they can drink properly to relax their nerves, but Lian Yufan's drinking posture is not relaxing at all, but pouring alcohol into his mouth one after another, just trying to numb himself.

After a while, the two bottles of baijiu bottomed out, and seeing that Lian Yufan was going to take the third bottle, Cen Xiao hurriedly stopped him and said, "Don't drink it."

Lian Yufan was obviously a little drunk, he held the wine bottle and did not let go, looked at Cen Xiao with squinted drunken eyes, and suddenly said: "I envy you, but I don't envy You Zhengping."

"What can I envy," Cen Xiao tried to pull out the wine bottle from Lian Yufan's hand, "I'm a single dog, and on the surface, I have to pay fines and buy mobile phones for people in love with that little salary!"

Lian Yufan looked straight at Cen Xiao: "I envy you that you can fall in love casually. You can find anyone you want, but I can't, Luo Huai can't, and You Zhengping can't either."

"What's wrong, You Zhengping is married." Cen Xiao said indifferently.

"Marriage is not allowed either. I said before that if You Zhengping hadn't been able to control his abilities, he wouldn't be able to get married." Lian Yufan lowered his eyes and said.

Cen Xiao paused slightly for grabbing the wine bottle: "Why?"

Lian Yufan's eyes were a little blurred, he licked his lower lip, and said softly: "Have you heard of the guardian survival plan?"

"What is that?" Cen Xiao had never heard of this term.

"You haven't heard that it's because there are so many people with fire abilities and strong substitutions, so you're not qualified to know about it." Lian Yufan gripped the bottle tightly and said, "Like me, Luo Huai, and You Zhengping with special abilities, It is difficult to replace, and there may not be another guardian with the same type of ability after death, and it is obliged to leave an excellent guardian gene."

Hearing this, Cen Xiao shivered slightly. He shook his head and said, "There is no evidence that the guardian's descendants must be supernatural beings."

"When a supernatural person marries an ordinary person, the child may not be a supernatural person. However, when a supernatural person marries a supernatural person, there is a [-]% probability that the offspring will be a supernatural person and can perfectly inherit the abilities of one party. Guardian Survival Plan , refers to a guardian with special abilities, who is obliged to combine with people of the opposite sex, and leave behind children with the same ability." Lian Yufan opened the third bottle of wine, and his pouring hand trembled, "My father just has the ability to recover. guardian of the

According to the information, Lian Yufan's father has passed away, and his mother remarried, and has not been in touch with Lian Yufan for many years, it seems that he has forgotten that he has a son.

"But your mother seems to be..." Cen Xiao hesitated.

"She is an ordinary person. My father rescued her in a saboteur incident. The two fell in love and decided to get married. My father only knew about the guardian survival plan when he reported to the organization and submitted the marriage application." Lian Yu Fan slowly drank the wine in his glass, "As you know, the technology of more than 20 years ago is very backward, and many things are done in traditional ways. The organization disagrees, but they are still married, but there is a condition. If 30 Before the age of [-], they failed to conceive a child who inherited my father's abilities, so my father had to accept the guardian continuation plan."

"Fortunately, you inherited his power." Cen Xiao comforted.

Lian Yufan glanced at Cen Xiao: "I only awakened when I was ten years old. I was born when my father was 25 years old."

In other words, when Lian Yufan was five years old, his father was 30 years old, and by the appointed time, there was still no child who had inherited his strength.

"When I was just born, no supernatural powers were detected. My mother was crying in the ward and assured the organization that she would definitely work hard in five years." Lian Yufan's arms trembled uncontrollably, " She forcibly conceived me less than half a year after giving birth to me, and she was too eager to have another child, which caused her to give birth prematurely and never be able to have children again."

Cen Xiao held Lian Yufan's hand to help him stop trembling.

"There is also the possibility of awakening the ability when I grow up, so my mother put all her hopes on me. She tried her best to train me according to the standards of a person with abilities, but the agreed time is getting closer and closer. I am about five years old. , but still normal, my mother's mental state is getting worse and worse, one day I just felt suffocated when I was sleeping, and when I opened my eyes, I found that she was choking my neck, telling me that someone will awaken the power before dying, she wants Give it a try." Lian Yufan was talking, tears were falling down, but he didn't seem to feel it.

Cen Xiao didn't know what to say, so he could only hold his hand.

Lian Yufan shook off Cen Xiao's hand, drunkenness made him talk more: "I don't hate her, she just loves my father too much, she doesn't want to lose him, and she doesn't want him to have children with other people, no matter artificial Or... another way. She hoped that I was a supernatural being, but I woke up too late. My father died in battle when he was 30 years old. He carried out his love and did not betray his marriage, but my mother and I Lost him too.

"Five years later, I awakened my abilities. At that time, my mother had already been sent to a mental nursing home. Years of paranoia and the death of her lover made her mentally out of control, and she couldn't bear it after all. I knew that I had awakened my abilities. I was really happy, I ran to the nursing home to find her, I wanted to tell her the good news, but when I arrived, I saw Luo Huai."

Luo Huai took away all the memories of Lian Yufan's mother about the guardian, about her husband, and about her son. All the happy and painful memories were taken away. When Lian Yufan rushed to the nursing home, it was the first time he saw his mother smiling so Happy and happy, and the reason for this happiness is because I forgot him.

The wine bottle was inadvertently pushed to the ground, the bottle shattered, and the rest of the wine slowly flowed out. Lian Yufan's fingertips touched the fragments of the wine bottle, and the wine bottle recovered and became an empty wine bottle.

"The wine bottle can be restored, but the wine can't come back." Lian Yufan smiled miserably, "How old is You Zhengping?"

"25 years old." Cen Xiao whispered.

"What an age. When I was born, my father was only 25 years old. I naively thought that there were still five years left." Lian Yufan shook his head and said, "You Zhengping will not be happy, the organization has never told him this The only thing is to wait for the day when his spirit is completely stable."

"You reminded You Zhengping to pay attention to Yu Hua's mental state..." Cen Xiao was shocked when he heard it.

"Yu Hua was originally a control freak. During the investigation, it can be seen from the diary and various details. Do you think he will allow You Zhengping to accept the guardian's continuation plan? Even if the technology has improved now, he will not agree. "Lian Yufan said, "I'm afraid I will trouble Luo Huai again."

Hearing this, Cen Xiao was also a little at a loss, he could only change the subject in a panic: "Luo Huai is also on a mission, don't be too hostile to him."

"Luo Huai?" Lian Yufan sneered, "He is different from me. He is a child born under the most perfect continuation plan. He awakened his abilities when he was born. When I just awakened my abilities when I was ten years old, he had already performed the task. It's been many years. Don't get too close to Luo Huai, maybe one day, when he puts his hand on your shoulders, he is not expressing intimacy, but performing a mission silently."

Lian Yufan has always been on guard against Luo Huai and stayed away from this person as much as possible. He is afraid that one day he will forget all his attachments.

When Lian Yufan and Cen Xiao were drinking, Luo Huai also persuaded You Zhengping in another lounge: "Don't blame Lian Yufan, it's my fault that he doesn't like all the guardians' marriages."

You Zhengping said indignantly: "It's fine if you don't think about targeting me, why target Yu Hua every day?"

"Because maybe one day, I will erase all Yu Hua's memories of you." Luo Huai said quietly, "It's like erasing his mother's memories of him."

You Zhengping's breath stopped, and he looked at Luo Huai in disbelief, he didn't expect Luo Huai to say such words.

Luo Huai briefly narrated the matter of taking away Lian Yufan's mother's memory, and it was also the first time You Zhengping heard about the guardian's continuation plan.

"My mother is a person with supernatural powers, and unlike Lian Yufan's father, even if his father's abilities are not inherited, the loss is not that great, but my mother's power contributes to social stability. She must leave offspring. 26 years Before... there seemed to be no better way, so I was born perfectly." Luo Huai said to You Zhengping quietly and melancholy.

"But...we are all the same age, and you were only ten years old when his mother's memory was taken away. Why is it you and not your mother who performed the task?" You Zhengping folded his arms involuntarily.

"Because she...bears the memories of too many people, and her mental state is inherently unstable. After I was born, she suffered from severe postpartum depression. After repeated drug treatments and spiritual counseling failed, she avoided other people. , committed suicide." Luo Huai said calmly, as if telling other people's stories, "After I took away the memory of Lian Yufan's mother, I never performed any missions again, and there were no saboteurs for 15 years. I am very happy during these days , and very happy. The organization will agree to your marriage. In addition to stabilizing the spirit, it probably feels that there will be no more spoilers, so that young people can live a little easier. The guardian survival plan was stopped more than ten years ago. But now there are saboteurs, I don’t know if the plan will be restarted.”

Luo Huai's face can only be seen clearly by those with supernatural powers, but now, You Zhengping feels that his face is very blurred, as if this person is about to disappear.

"You team, how I wish there were no destroyers, no guardians, no supernatural powers in this world, just a group of ordinary comrades in arms." Luo Huai said softly, "If that day can come, even Yufan probably won't be as good as he is now. Paranoid, can I also...don't have to bear so many painful memories?"

You Zhengping opened his mouth, unable to speak.He was worried that the guardian's continuation plan would drive Yu Hua crazy, but this was something that hadn't happened, maybe there was a turning point, maybe it wouldn't be restarted.But the tragedies of Luo Huai and Lian Yufan have already happened, the past time can't be repeated, and the hurt can't disappear.

Every time Lian Yufan emphasized that "the guardian's marriage will not be happy", he was actually saying "I don't