Chi Jun looked at his phone, got up and said, "I have to go, next time..."

He got stuck.

Next time, let's not have a next time, he might have a brain attack if it doesn't happen because Yan Shao really didn't mean it, he would have wanted to rub this man on the ground... I haven't seen you for a while , Yan Shao has changed quite a lot, his facial features are extended, his face has a little more flesh, and it looks much more pleasing to the eye.

"Can you lend me your ball?" Yan Shao raised his chin slightly and asked.

Behind Chi Jun was the setting sun, which dyed half of the sky red. The scenery was really beautiful, but the two people present were not interested in watching the scenery.

"Okay, I'll lend it to you. After all, you're my half-brother." Chi Jun said in a playful tone, and he threw the ball, and it fell safely into Yan Shao's arms.

"...Little brother?" Yan Shao was at a loss.

When and why he didn't know.

"You forgot?" Chi Jun grinned, and pointed to the tree on the other side, "Last time, there, you said you liked me!"

Yan Shao turned his head to look: "..."

He seemed to have told such a lie, but he was talking about worship.

"I remember, I just heard what you said. I'm so happy." Yan Shao panicked again, he was usually cold and calm, and he spoke in a calm and convincing tone.

Chi Jun had an appointment with his friend, so he looked at him suspiciously, without thinking too much, he said goodbye to Yan Shao, left the basketball behind, and left with his belongings.

In the evening, the sunset dyed the clouds red, and the hot weather of the day was still warm. On the basketball court, the thin boy in white short-sleeved, holding the ball in his hand, shot again and again.

The sky was getting darker, Yan Shao threw the ball into the air, the basketball drew a beautiful arc, hit the backboard, and bounced back, seeing the ball was about to fall on Yan Shao's head, Yan Shao raised his hand reflexively to block it .

The ball hit his forearm, bounced a few times on the ground, and rolled to the edge of the court.

Yan Shao lowered his arm, rubbing his wrist with downcast eyes.

He has seen how Yu Lian played the ball, reckless and confident, with graceful, smooth and casual shooting movements, but when the ball was in Yan Shao's hands, he was like a naughty child who refused to obey, let it go east and it would go west instead.

It was getting late, Yan Shao picked up his schoolbag, hung his coat on his arm, and went back with the ball in his arms.

At 09:30 in the evening, Yu Lian pushed open the door of the rented room, and what he saw was Yan Shao sitting in front of the desk with his back turned to him. Yu Lian gently closed the door, threw his schoolbag on the stool, and went to take a bath with clean clothes.

He turned around and saw the basketball in the corner, Yu Lian paused.

Obviously, this basketball does not belong to this small rented room.

Yu Lian opened his mouth towards Yan Shao's back, wanting to ask where the ball came from, but before he could make a sound, he closed his mouth again, Yu Lian rubbed his face with his hands, and went into the bathroom without saying a word.

After a while, there was the sound of water in the bathroom. Half an hour later, Yu Lian came out of the bathroom. He wiped his hair with a towel. When the water stopped dripping, he picked up the hair dryer, but hesitantly turned his head to look at Yan Shao. In a blink of an eye, I put down the hair dryer again.

He went to bed and sat cross-legged on the bed, staring at the phone in a daze.

More than ten minutes later, Yan Shao moved, and Yu Lian came back to his senses in an instant, turned on the phone with a black screen, tapped it, and played with a serious face.

But Yan Shao didn't go to the bathroom, but stood by the bed, he covered most of the incandescent light, and his shadow fell on Yu Lian.

Yu Lian's eyelids twitched, he looked up at Yan Shao, then lowered his head to swipe on the phone, and asked casually, "What's wrong?"

"I want to buy a bed back." Yan Shao paused, "Tomorrow, can I?"

Yu Lian flicked his fingertips and didn't press the control button in time. The game character died. He said, "Don't you have a bed to sleep in?"

"Inappropriate." Yan Shao considered it.

This time when he proposed to buy a bed, there was no foundation. He didn't want to procrastinate any longer. Maybe if he bought a bed and slept in separate beds, Yu Lian wouldn't mind what happened before.

"This bed is not enough for you to sleep or something?" Yu Lian lowered his head, sliding his fingertips on the screen, and paused, "The last time... was an accident, you understand?"

He gritted his teeth a bit when he spoke, and the tips of Yu Lian's ears were slightly red.

"I know, it's me—" Yan Shao paused, "I want to sleep alone, it's too hot in summer."

The actual reason is that he is afraid of misunderstanding between Yu Lian and the person he likes, but he dare not say this. First, Yu Lian has never said that he likes men. It is too strange for him to say it rashly. Second, it is troublesome to explain. Talking too much is a bit like the vicious mistress in the movie possessed, discrediting the original partner in front of the male lead.

It's better to just solve it in one sentence.

Yu Lian's hand holding the phone tightened, his fingertips turned white.

Fuck, he shouldn't have raised the bed in the first place.

Yu Lian gave a low "um" and said, "It's up to you."

After talking about the bed, Yan Shao put one thing on his mind, then went to the bathroom to wash up, and when he got out of the shower, he received a message from Chi Jun.

He asked Chi Jun half an hour ago when he wanted basketball, but Chi Jun didn't say the specific time, but said to put him there first, Yan Shao replied, put his phone on the table, and went to bed.

After turning off the light, Yu Lian listened to the rustling in his ears. His body was as stiff as a wooden pillar, lying upright. Yan Shao touched his arm inadvertently. It was only for a moment, but the touch was strong.

Yu Lian closed his eyes, remembering the details he had overlooked.

Last time Yan Shao also said to buy another bed and wanted to sleep in a separate bed with him, but that time he ignored Yan Shao because of his abnormality, and the two of them didn't mention the bed afterwards, nor did he think about it carefully.

-

Saturday.

Yan Shao went out to work part-time, but Yu Lian didn't go out.

At noon, Yu Lian took the basketball that Yan Shao put in the corner last night, and he shook it in his hand.

A little familiar.

Yu Lian sent Chi Jun a message directly.

Yu Lian: [picture]

Yu Lian: Is this yours?

It took more than ten minutes for Chi Jun to reply.

Chi Jun:?

Chi Jun: Damn, why are you there?

Yu Lian: Oh, Yan Shao and I live together. When I saw this ball, it felt like yours, so I asked you.

Chi Jun:? ? ?

Chi Jun: You two live together?

Chi Jun, who was staying at home on Saturday, was lying on the sofa, eating sliced ​​iced watermelon with a toothpick, and an urban drama was playing on TV. He was holding a mobile phone, with a puzzled expression.

He typed quickly with his fingers: Isn't his home over there?Why did he still go to your place?

The phone vibrated, and a new message popped up.

Yu Lian: I am willing.

Yu Lian: Why is your ball here?

Chi Jun's retaliatory answer: I am willing.

Yu Lian: ...

Chi Junyue took a toothpick and inserted another piece of watermelon into his mouth.

I can't continue talking today, and the fire will start to burn if we continue to chat.

Yan Shao said he wanted to buy a bed, and he acted quickly. He settled the matter on Saturday afternoon. After work, Yan Shao called a car and delivered the bed to the door of the rental house. He also bought some bedding, which are thin in summer. Although the cost was not large, it made him who was already poor even worse.

But in his eyes, this is a necessity, Yan Shao is not very distressed, the money in his hand is enough to support his life for the time being.

The single bed is not heavy and can be folded. Yan Shao placed the bed horizontally at the end of Yu Lian's bed in the room. The little bee felt unhappy as if it was stuffed with cotton in its throat.

Sleeping in a separate bed with him, Yan Shao didn't feel disappointed or unhappy at all, but was very happy. Yu Lian even felt that Yan Shao was impatient.

If it wasn't for the quilt cover that needed to be washed, he believed that Yan Shao might have fallen asleep tonight.

Yu Lianqi was dizzy and his ears were buzzing.

Yu Lian was lying on the chair as if he had no bones, holding a book to cover his distorted expression.

After a while, he calmed down and felt that he was baffled again.

why is he angry

Ever since he discovered his own thoughts, every time his mood swings had something to do with Yan Shao, he became like a wild card, and always liked to think about it carefully. He used to be too lazy to think about such things, but now he can't control them at all.

He was annoyed that Yan Shao would sleep happily in separate bed, because he——didn't want to sleep in separate bed with Yan Shao.

But... this is a very normal thing. It should be expected that he went to eat hot pot with Yan Shao that night. If Yan Shao likes him, knowing that he has someone he likes, how could he sleep in the same bed with him as if nothing had happened? .

But he, Yu Lian, was the one who reacted that night.

Yu Lian's heart was in a mess, he had never been so irritable.

He half opened his eyes, the book on his face was not removed, he only saw a little bit of light, and the sound of Yan Shao packing things was next to his ears.

Yu Lian removed the book covering his face, got up and threw the book on the table, just as he was about to rush out the door, Yan Shao asked behind him, "Where are you going?" Yu Lian paused.

"Haircut." He dropped this sentence and went out the door.

Yan Shao looked at the closed door, and the room was empty again, leaving him alone.

Yan Shao sat on the empty bed with his eyes lowered.

Yu Lian looked unhappy again, was it... because of him?

He felt more and more powerless. He had never made friends, and he didn't know how to deal with conflicts between friends. He had never had such experience since he was a child.

Once in school, he was always alone, people came and went around him, shuttled past him, he would not stop, and no one would come up and pat him on the shoulder to say hello.

His impression of maintaining a friendly relationship was only "troublesome" until he met Yu Lian.

For his own people, Yan Shao's tolerance can be said to have no bottom line.

He didn't know what to do, and now they couldn't even speak a few words, and Yu Lian didn't want to stay where he was.

And the cause of their incident this time was not a conflict, but...

Thinking of this, Yan Shao's face became hot.

He sighed lightly.

A man's mind is too difficult to guess.

-

There is a barber shop downstairs. The three-color lights at the door of the barber shop are rotating. Yu Lian pushes the door and goes in. There is no one inside at night. Yu Lian doesn't have much demand for hairstyles, he just wants to be refreshing.

Yu Lian sat on the leather chair and looked at the man with a cold face in the mirror. Yu Lian's facial features were already full of aggression, but his cold face made him even more aggressive. The barber showed great care in cutting his hair.

What's there to be angry about?

Yu Lian felt that he was making trouble for no reason.

However, the tyranny in his heart could not be suppressed, and it filled his heart mightily and domineeringly.

Yu Lian's facial features are well-shaped, and the barber cut him a refreshing hairstyle according to what he said. The slightly longer hair was cut off, giving him a bit of unruly and fierce wildness.

After the haircut, Yu Lian's arrogance gradually subsided.

When an excuse doesn't stand up, every minute and every second these days is suffering for him, until tonight, when Yan Shao really bought a bed and came back.

What I knew would happen in my imagination, actually happened in front of my eyes, and the feeling is still different.

His heart seemed to push away the clouds and mists to reveal the mountains and rivers, and all his emotional loss of control could be traced.

He has liking and desire for Yan Shao.

It was completely different from what he had imagined before, but the raging passion buried in his heart could not be faked, like layers of waves, beating against his heart, and there was nowhere to hide.

Yu Lian left the barber shop, but didn't go back immediately, he wandered outside the street.

Passing by the supermarket, Yu Lian stopped, he went in and bought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, he walked under the street lamp, the street lamp elongated his figure, Yu Lian went to the dark place, lit the cigarette in his mouth, and puffed out the clouds.

He is not a person who likes to dodge when things happen, and the two escapes were all because of Yan Shao.

He suddenly remembered the scene he saw at the office door a few days ago——

That morning, Yan Shao was arrested by a strong man to help move his homework. He passed by the corridor and accidentally saw the scene of Yan Shao and Wei Zeyan having a happy conversation, which made him dislike Wei Zeyan even more.

The so-called "happy conversation" was just Yan Shao and Wei Zeyan saying hello, and Wei Zeyan was helping to correct homework in the office at that time.

And this afternoon, he forgot to take the key and didn't remember it until he was out of the school gate. When he returned to the school gate, he saw the back of Yan Shao leaving with a petite girl. They were wearing school uniforms and looked like a pair. Bi people.

The jealousy in his heart could no longer be hidden.

……

What annoys him even more now is how to make up for the lie that day?

Yu Lian began to regret what he said and the water he poured out.

He returned to the rented room anxiously, stood and paced at the door, and finally, he raised his hand and knocked on the door.

Not long after, Yan Shao who was inside came and opened the door.

"Didn't you bring the key?" Yan Shao opened the door to let him in, and took a second look at his cut hair.

"En." Yu Lian replied in a low voice, turned his head away from Yan Shao's eyes, and his masseter muscles agitated.

He entered the door and pressed the position of his heart.

Fuck, stop the fucking dance.

Yan Shao closed the door behind him and said, "It's very beautiful."

"Huh?" Yu Lian turned his head.

Yan Shao said, "The cut hair looks great."

"Oh." Yu Lian turned his head back indifferently, his ears turning red quietly.

Yan Shao didn't know how to find topics, and in this stiff situation, he stopped talking after saying a few words. He wanted to ease the relationship with Yu Lian, but it might not happen overnight. I care so much about things.

Seeing him laughing at himself before reading that comic book, Yan Shao still regarded him as having a lot of experience, but he didn't want to be more conservative than himself inside.

The "conservative" Yu Lian cleared his throat, turned around and said, "The person I told you about my liking before—"

Yan Shao turned his head in a daze.

Yu Lian took a deep breath: "We're falling apart."

Yan Shao: "Huh?"

Yu Lian: "That means we broke up."

"Why, why?" Yan Shao asked casually.

"There's no reason, it's just like that." Yu Lian lied.

So, you don't have to move the bed.

"Oh..." Yan Shao and Yu Lian looked at each other silently for a few seconds.

"Then—" Yan Shao dug out comforting words in his mind, "Don't be too sad."

The comfort was weak and powerless.

After being cold for so many days, it was quite sudden to suddenly say something from the bottom of my heart.

He thought for a while, then stretched out his hands and patted Yu Lian on the shoulders, the brotherly breath was exceptionally in place, "It's okay, if you don't go to the old one, don't come to the new one, you will meet a better one."

He knew it meant a friendly olive branch, and Yan Shao hugged it tightly.

Yu Lian: "..."

After thinking about it carefully, why is it so strange?

Yu Lian glanced at his bed: "Is your bed expensive?"

"It's okay, about 100 yuan." Yan Shao didn't know why the topic turned to the bed.

"Actually, if you're not used to sleeping with two people, just buy another quilt. The bed is big enough." Yu Lian said clearly.

"It's okay." Yan Shao said with a smile, "That's pretty good too."

He didn't mean to move back at all in what he said, Yu Lian hesitated to speak, and didn't say what he wanted to say when it was time to sleep.

Yan Shao watched, as if he really didn't want to move back.

After washing up, Yu Lian failed to persuade Yan Shao back to want to separate the bed.

The room turned off the lights and plunged into darkness, Yu Lian was sulking with himself alone - making you fool around.

"Yu Lian." Yan Shao called him suddenly, his voice low.

Yu Lian turned his head: "Huh?"

"Are we reconciled?" Yan Shao turned his back to Yu Lian and faced the wall, his voice was very soft.

Yu Lian was taken aback for a moment, and then remembered how he had neglected Yan Shao these days—he cared, and Yan Shao cared.

His throat was itchy, his Adam's apple rolled, and he gave a low "hmm".

"I thought you hated me." Yan Shao lowered his eyes halfway, his eyes were not focused in the dark, and his cold voice was somewhat fragile.

"No." Yu Lian picked up the next second, and then realized that his voice was too loud, so he fell silent, "No, I don't hate you."

"..."

Yan Shao didn't speak, and after a few minutes passed, Yu Lian closed his eyes and heard Yan Shao's voice again.

"Next time, don't do this again." He said, with a light voice, "I don't like it, I don't know what I did wrong, you don't say anything, I can't do it... I don't like it."

This feeling of being out of control and bottomless.

He lowered his eyelashes and trembled slightly.

"Okay." Yu Lian's voice trembled slightly, "I'm sorry."

He couldn't see Yan Shao's expression when he said this, but hearing Yan Shao's tone, he felt very uncomfortable. Looking back on these days, he was struggling by himself, and Yan Shao didn't know anything, but he was left alone .

"There will be no next time, sorry."

Yan Shao chuckled, "Well, I'll forgive you this time."

-

The sun is hot these days, and the washed things are easy to dry. Yan Shao made up the single bed the next night, very self-conscious.

Yu Lian looked at Yan Shao who was making the bed with his buttocks pouted, feeling very depressed.

That's not right, Yan Shao's mood is not right, did he act too... positive when moving the bed? ? ?

When it was time to go to bed, Yan Shao had been busy outside all day, he pulled up the thin quilt, Yan Shao sat on the bed, Yu Lian was on the bed to his right, with his feet facing him.

Yan Shao looked at the distance between the two and showed a satisfied smile.

"I'm asleep, good night." Yan Shao said in a good mood.

Yu Lian returned to normal tonight. The two of them settled their conflict yesterday, and the relationship was reconciled. Tonight, when Yan Shao came back from the outside, he could feel that the atmosphere had changed for the better.

Yu Lian silently looked at Yan Shao who was lying flat on the bed and closed his eyes safely, with faint resentment on his body, like a grieving woman guarding an empty room alone.

"Good night." He gritted his teeth and raised his hand to turn off the light.

作者有话要说:感谢在2020-07-0117:51:06~2020-07-0217:50:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 crescent moon;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of chatter; 5 bottles of golden pumpkin; 1 bottle of Zhicheng;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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