Shuangwen villain set collapsed
Chapter 43 Desires
Yan Shao was awakened by the heat.
He slept with Yu Lian for a long time, and he was used to sharing the bed with him. He would no longer wake up because of his hands and feet accidentally hitting him at night, and the quality of sleep has improved a lot.
After he woke up, he saw Yu Lian's hands and feet were pulling on his body, making his chest heavy, the thin quilt on the bed slipped down to his waist, and he was still muttering in his sleep.
Yan Shao was close to him, and vaguely heard his ravings.
"It's okay...we're all brothers...don't be shy..."
"...Isn't this what you want...I'm...responsible...so hot..."
Can it be hot?
The two of them were almost stuck together, Yan Shao moved a bit, bumped into something strange, and immediately lay up straight like a log.
Because Yu Lian is facing him from the side, as if holding a large doll, with one leg straddling him, even through several thin layers of fabric, Yan Shao can still clearly feel some obvious changes in his body , poking the side of his thigh.
Yu Lian murmured hotly while squeezing Yan Shao.
Yan Shao gradually regained his senses, he thought, it's better not to wake up Yu Lian in this situation, so as not to embarrass each other.
Yan Shao took away Yu Lian's hand from his chest, and moved it inside. Unexpectedly, there was less than two seconds between the two of them, and Yu Lian pressed against him again.
He repeated his old trick, and within a short while his back was against the wall, while Yu Lian's upper body followed closely, even tighter than before.
Yan Shao was completely awake.
A bit of a headache.
Yu Lian's warm breath sprayed behind Yan Shao's ears, his brows were tightly frowned and he was not sleeping well, Yan Shao felt numbness from his ears to his neck, he raised his hand and wiped his ears, as if to wipe away the strange feeling Go, the movements are no longer deliberately light.
And Yu Lian finally woke up from this uncomfortable sleeping position.
His sleepy eyes were dim, and he couldn't distinguish between reality and dream, he could only feel the warmth of the person in his arms.
"Yan Shao..." The hoarse and deep voice was somewhat sexy.
Yan Shao's heart trembled when he was called, and the desire hidden in Yu Lian's voice made him feel a certain emotion, and he only felt panic from the bottom of his heart.
The barren heart seems to have planted a small seedling, waiting for the right time to germinate and grow into a huge fruit, but the owner of this heart has not noticed it.
"You're awake." Yan Shao's voice was very soft in the darkness, and his cold voice had an imperceptible warmth, as if he was at a loss or flustered.
"Hmm..." Yu Lian closed his eyes, and moved his arm around Yan Shao.
Yan Shao thought he was going to move away, so he breathed a sigh of relief, but the next moment, Yu Lian not only did not move away, but hugged him even tighter!
If it was in the past, Yan Shao would not think too much, at most he would feel that Yu Lian hadn't woken up, and was struggling with how to wake him up, but not long before falling asleep, Yu Lian just revealed his heart to him, saying that there is someone he likes, Yan Shao It was inevitable that he would think too much, and an unspeakable shame arose in his heart.
In particular, the thing under Yu Lian didn't show signs of going away, and Yan Shao's scalp was numb, and Yu Lian's bamboo horse would know... His behavior was no different from that of a male mistress.
There was never a moment when Yan Shao was so strongly determined to buy another bed.
Climbing the bed is shameful, even if he knows that Yu Lian doesn't have that kind of thought for him, nor does he, but he should keep a reasonable distance in his behavior.
Now, it's kind of crossing the line.
Yan Shao moved his arms, both of them were wearing short sleeves, and the temperature where their skin touched seemed to be higher than other places.
"Yu Lian, I'm Yan Shao."
In the silent night, the clear and youthful voice was like a cloud of snow, hitting Yu Lian's heart with neither light nor heavy, soaking his mind. He slowly opened his eyes, his body was covered with the familiar heat from the dream, but his hands touched The skin that has arrived has a real feeling.
Yu Lian went from sleepy to sober in just a few seconds, his face was filled with astonishment, he felt Xiao Lian pressed against Yan Shao's lap, and his heart beat as fast as in a dream.
Yu Lian rolled to the side, his eyes adapted to the darkness, only to realize that Yan Shao had been bullied so much that he was leaning against the wall.
"I..." Yu Lian was speechless, the scene in the dream has not been forgotten.
Yan Shao didn't know what to say to ease the atmosphere, it seemed that in such a situation, it would be embarrassing to say anything, and the two had different thoughts.
There was a long silence, but they both knew each other was not asleep.
Yu Lian sat up from the bed with a hoarse voice: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette, you go to sleep."
□□It was difficult to calm down, Qi and blood surged up, and Yu Lian felt uncomfortable.
"Oh." Yan Shao responded in the dark.
Yu Lian didn't turn on the lights, and didn't draw the curtains on the window. He took out the cigarette case and lighter from a small pocket of his backpack under the moonlight shining in from the window. Yu Lian hadn't smoked much in front of Yan Shao, and he didn't have any cravings. , generally only smoked when it is particularly annoying.
This time it was used to avoid embarrassing situations.
It's okay if it's just hard, there are not many scenes that can make Yu Lian embarrassed, the main reason is that he felt guilty, and he was excited just hearing Yan Shao's voice, not to mention the close distance just now.
Seeing Yu Lian's figure pushing open the balcony door and going out, Yan Shao heaved a sigh of relief.
In the middle of the night, it was dark everywhere, and the street lights downstairs were still on. Yu Lian closed the balcony door, really wanting to smoke.
He took out a cigarette and lit it.
The scarlet cigarette butt flickered on and off, and the slight cool breeze was very refreshing.
At this moment, Yu Lian could still clearly recall the absurd dream he had just now, and his hand holding the cigarette trembled slightly.
"Fuck." Yu Lian cursed in a low voice, covering his eyes with his wide palm.
The boy was wearing a white T-shirt and black trousers, with his elbows leaning on the balcony, his head bowed, and his thin lips tightly pursed. His facial features were exquisite, but he was not at all effeminate.
He raised his eyebrows, as if he was going to mess up somewhere.
At this time, those fierce phoenix eyes were looking at the street lamps downstairs, and the bony hand brought the cigarette to his mouth, and he took a deep puff.
"Cough, cough..." Yu Lian turned his head, choked by the smoke, and coughed in a low voice.
Such embarrassment had never happened since he learned to smoke.
He closed his eyes, and the introverted and handsome face in the room could appear in his mind, as if forcing him to admit what he had been avoiding.
It's not that Yu Lian didn't notice anything, he was just pretending to be deaf and dumb.
Heartbeat from time to time, occasional abnormal, irregular heartbeat, every time he can find a perfect excuse, because the possibility that is pressed in the deepest part of his heart is regarded as impossible by him, so he rubs against that possibility again and again. over the shoulder.
He... seems to have a little idea about the little idiot inside.
Yu Lian blew the wind on the balcony for half an hour. Yan Shao closed his eyes and couldn't fall asleep repeatedly in the room. When Yu Lian came in, he heard the sound of the door opening. He closed his eyes and breathed steadily.
He felt Yu Lian stand beside the bed for a while, and then went to bed.
In fact, they are both men, and I have what you have. There is no need to make it so embarrassing, and the smile is over. It's just that the two of them are not at peace in their hearts, which caused things that could have been passed away with a smile to become entangled.
In the early morning of the next day, the two of them got up together to wash up and go to school. Nothing seemed to have happened, and the usual steps were carried out as usual.
But not long after, Yan Shao discovered that Yu Lian started avoiding him again.
This behavior is more pronounced than last time.
They never went to school together again, and Yu Lian didn't go back directly after school, so Yan Shao was the only one going back every day, and Yu Lian didn't even ask him to help with homework.
This kind of estrangement, even the classmates are aware of it, in the eyes of others, it seems that the relationship between the two has broken down.
After what happened that night, Yan Shao could understand his embarrassment. Although he didn't think Yu Lian was someone who would be embarrassed for so long, there was only one reason for his change of attitude.
Seeing that he was avoiding him like a flood, Yan Shao took the initiative to find him several times, but what happened that night was like a lump, and later Yan Shao took the initiative to contact him infrequently.
He hasn't thought of a way to perfectly cover up this pimple, and Yan Shao didn't find a chance to talk to Yu Lian about the extra bed. Every time he just said a few words to Yu Lian, Yu Lian would find an excuse to run away opened.
It seemed like she didn't want to be alone with him.
Yu Lian's bad behavior of not doing homework recently, Yi Zhi called the office several times, even so Yu Lian didn't ask Yan Shao to help with homework.
The relationship dropped to a freezing point, and a cold war started between the two at some point.
During the break between classes, Yan Shao rewrote the wrong question, but his attention was not on the question. He heard the voice behind him, and another girl sent a love letter to Yu Lian.
Yu Lian seldom sleeps in class recently, and there are many more girls pretending to pass by the corridor to see him between classes, and there are even a lot of people who send love letters and ask for QQ.
"Yu Lian! Are you playing ball?" a boy at the door yelled.
"it is good."
Yan Shao heard the laziness of the people behind him answering, and then the sound of getting up.
Yu Lian didn't sleep anymore, and there were more extracurricular activities.
He seems to be born with a leader's charm, as long as he thinks, there will be no shortage of followers around him, and he will always be surrounded by people wherever he goes. Yu Lian walked by Yan Shao's table, and Yan Shao looked up at him The back of the departure.
Yu Lian's back disappeared into the corridor.
After a while, Yan Shao lowered his head and continued to write without changing his expression.
On the court, the teenagers who were in their youth were divided into two factions, dribbling and shooting, chasing each other, the sun was in the sky, and it was very hot even in the morning. After a while, a group of teenagers were sweating.
Yu Lian got the ball, jumped up lightly to shoot, the ball circled around the hoop, and fell from the side—it missed.
Yu Lian pulled up the hem of his clothes and wiped the sweat from his forehead, revealing a small half of his strong waist, which attracted the girls passing by to look back frequently, laughing and joking with his close friends.
"Yu Lian, what's the matter with you? You didn't make it." A boy in a red ball uniform and vest panted heavily, ran over and patted Yu Lian on the shoulder.
Yu Lian panted lightly, looked up at the basket in silence, and said, "...I don't feel it."
These days, it wasn't that he wanted to avoid Yan Shao, but that he didn't dare to get close to Yan Shao at all. The reason was not much different from what Yan Shao thought. Whenever he saw Yan Shao's face, Yu Lian would think of that night.
There are some things that you can't think about carefully, the more you think about it, the easier it is to fall into the pit. Maybe he dug the pit himself.
And now he feels uncomfortable whenever he talks to Yan Shao, and his heartbeat seems to jump out of his throat when they look at each other. Yu Lian will still struggle between whether he is straight or not.
Some things are fine when they are not noticed, but once they are discovered, it is like a flood with the floodgates opened, pouring out endlessly.
He didn't sleep in class because he thought of Yan Shao when he lay down.
The change in his attitude didn't seem to affect Yan Shao at all. Yan Shao was still doing his own thing in an orderly manner, and Yu Lian couldn't tell whether it was frustration or relief.
At least it didn't affect their relationship.
The words were clear and the meaning was well expressed, but Yu Lian was not as relaxed as he had imagined, and the ending was different from what he thought.
After school that day, Yan Shao tidied up his things, turned his head to look at the empty back table, pursed his lips, put his schoolbag on his back and went downstairs.
As soon as Yan Shao left the school gate, someone patted his shoulder from behind.
"Hey!"
A petite figure jumped in front of him, with a smile on his cute little face, it was Chi Nan's friend - Yu Youyou.
"Is your house going in this direction too?" Yu Youyou asked naturally with her schoolbag on her back, but her attention was not entirely on Yan Shao, she kept looking aside from the corner of her eye.
"Yeah." Yan Shao nodded and glanced to the side. A few girls in bright clothes gathered together and looked at them from time to time.
Yan Shao still has some memories of some of these faces, the girls who made things difficult for Yu Youyou in the alley that time.
Yu Youyou smiled, "My house is also in this direction, let's walk a certain distance together, is that okay?"
Yan Shao looked away, "Okay."
The two in school uniforms left side by side. Without Chi Nan, Yu Youyou seemed a little cautious, and she was more polite when she spoke. Later, she found that Yan Shao really didn't talk much, so she stopped talking.
At a certain intersection, Yu Youyou and Yan Shao were not in the same direction, she waved goodbye: "Bye, be careful on the road."
"Well, you too." Yan Shao nodded slightly, and parted ways with Yu Youyou.
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When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the students in the class went to the cafeteria to eat in groups. Yan Shao covered the book, thinking that he could no longer be so cold with Yu Lian, that... it was just a trivial matter.
He turned his head and was facing Shang Yu's depressed eyes, as if he had been staring at the back of his head.
They hadn't talked properly for several days, Yan Shao was a little nervous, and subconsciously licked his lips.Yu Lian looked at the tip of his tongue that was slightly exposed in his mouth, and his Adam's apple rolled.
Why didn't I notice it before? Yan Shao's lips are beautiful, moderately thick, with sharp edges and corners. The lip color is very light, which adds a bit of coldness. I don't know how to kiss...
Yu Lian lowered his head irritably and stuffed the book into the drawer, feeling like a pervert in his thoughts.Yan Shao is his brother, but his thoughts about his brother are very abnormal.
"Yu Lian, are you going to eat together?" Yan Shao asked softly.
Yu Lian opened his mouth, but before he could answer, a loud cry cut him off.
"Yu Lian, let's go, let's eat!" A male student smiled and beckoned to Yu Lian.
Yan Shao turned his head and glanced. He remembered that person. He was a classmate who often called Yu Lian to play with him. He was an overly lively male classmate named Zhou Langfeng. There were a few boys beside him who had a good relationship with him.
Yu Lian touched his cheeks, looked away, and said to Yan Shao, "You... go by yourself, I will go with them."
Yan Shao lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly: "Yes."
Yu Lian left with a group of male classmates.
Never before has Yan Shao felt that he and Yu Lian are so far away. They had clearly made friends that night, and changes are always the most unpredictable.
Was he... hated?
These few days after school, Yan Shao would often run into Yu Youyou. She seemed to be in trouble, and the two would walk to the intersection together. After several days in a row, Yu Youyou was no longer with Yan Shao. She was so reserved in front of her, she was a bit talkative, and would occasionally joke with Yan Shao.
Most of the time, she is the one talking, and Yan Shao listens.
After the day's parting, Yan Shao was carrying his schoolbag, with his head bowed, and his black hair fell on his forehead. He hurried past the door of the internet cafe when someone grabbed his schoolbag. He staggered twice, and took two steps back steadily. hold the body.
On the dilapidated concrete road, Chi Jun stood behind him, holding the strap of his schoolbag. His lake-blue hair was green in the sun, and the young man's expression was still as bohemian as he had first seen.
"Hey, I've called you several times, what's the matter? You don't know me anymore?" Chi Jun raised half of his eyebrows.
Yan Shao hadn't seen him for quite a while, and since he met Chi Nan, he hadn't contacted him, including Chi Jun asking him to pay attention to Yu Lian's life before, but then he seemed to have forgotten it too. Look for him again.
"What's the matter?" Yan Shao took back his schoolbag and turned to face Chi Jun. He was so engrossed that he easily ignored the outside world.
After getting used to looking at Chi Nan, and looking at Chi Jun again, Yan Shao had a very subtle feeling.
"Just say hello to you." Chi Jun ruffled, "Where's Yu Lian? Didn't he come back with you?"
He asked casually.
Yan Shao paused: "No."
Chi Jun seemed to have a deep affection for Yu Lian, and he sent all the love letters—Yan Shao thought that Yu Lian had someone he liked, so he inevitably felt a little pity for Chi Jun.
Seeing Yan Shao looking at him, Chi Jun suddenly became very strange, which made him a little creepy, "No, what are you doing looking at me like that?"
"No." Yan Shao shook his head, collected his expression, and returned to normal. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Chi Jun's car parked beside it, and there was a basketball in the car. He thought about it, and turned his tongue, "Are you playing?"
The personalities of Chi Jun and Yu Lian are somewhat similar. Yan Shao didn't want to continue in such a stalemate with Yu Lianzhen because of that incident, maybe he could get some solutions from Chi Jun.
Doing what others like is the most common way to approach people.
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"Fuck! Do you know how to play ball!?" Chi Jun covered his smashed head, jumped to his feet and roared, "Are you here to play ball or to hit me?!!"
He is so stupid, really, he shouldn't have come here excitedly to get the ball after hearing Yan Shao talk about playing.
Yan Shao doesn't know how to play at all, and he can always accidentally injure Chi Jun when he comes to the court to shoot a basket, which makes Chi Jun dare not be distracted when he holds the ball in his hands.
"Why don't you go back and do your homework." Chi Jun was exhausted, he had never taught such a stupid apprentice!
Yan Shao also knew that he was sorry for Chi Jun, so he didn't refute his complaints. He propped his knees, sweat dripped from the corner of his forehead, and his face turned pale due to panting.
"Wait until you get your physical fitness up before you think about playing." Chi Jun persuaded earnestly.
It was almost dusk now, and it wasn't so hot anymore, but the sweltering temperature in the air hadn't dissipated yet. Yan Shao felt that every breath he took in was hot, and it was extremely uncomfortable. He lifted his collar to fan the wind.
"Feel sorry."
He remembered that not long ago, Yu Lian also said that he would go for a night run with him, but the result was nothing, and Yan Shao's eyes were sad for a moment.
The schoolbag was placed under the basketball hoop, and Yan Shao's school uniform jacket was also hung on it. He also regretted the suggestion of "playing ball", but he didn't show it on his face.
"Drink some water." Chi Jun threw a bottle of water to Yan Shao.
"Thank you." Yan Shao caught it, unscrewed the cap and took a sip, his smoky throat finally felt better.
The two sat down under the basket, and Chi Jun twirled the ball with his index finger.
"Chi Jun, can I ask you something?" Yan Shao regained his composure and asked aloud.
Chi Jun said indifferently, "Ask."
Yan Shao organized his words: "If something happened between you and your friend that made you feel ashamed, what should you do so that you don't feel so ashamed?"
"What are you afraid of being ashamed?" Chi Jun grinned, "I have done a lot of embarrassing things since I was a child, and I will forget it slowly."
It's like being laid down by Yu Liangan in front of his younger brother, but he has a big heart, and he will feel nothing after a few days.
"Then what if you can't forget?" Yan Shao asked, "Will you cut off contact with him?"
"That's not enough." Chi Jun took the ball and put it between his legs, and he really thought about Yan Shao's question seriously, "It's too serious to cut off contact, why are you afraid of losing face as a friend—why do you ask like that?" ? Don’t you mean that I asked you to send a love letter? It’s long gone, I don’t mind.”
Yan Shao felt that with such a simple description, he couldn't get the answer he wanted, but no matter how detailed it was, he couldn't say it. Chi Jun's answer, he just wanted to be a reference, and he was not disappointed if he didn't get anything.
Seeing that he was frowning, Chi Jun said again: "Actually, there is another way for me to skip the embarrassment. That is, if you lose face once in front of me, I won't feel ashamed."
Also... come this once?
Yan Shao actually thought about his proposal seriously, and immediately rejected it.
They are different in nature and cannot be compared.
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He slept with Yu Lian for a long time, and he was used to sharing the bed with him. He would no longer wake up because of his hands and feet accidentally hitting him at night, and the quality of sleep has improved a lot.
After he woke up, he saw Yu Lian's hands and feet were pulling on his body, making his chest heavy, the thin quilt on the bed slipped down to his waist, and he was still muttering in his sleep.
Yan Shao was close to him, and vaguely heard his ravings.
"It's okay...we're all brothers...don't be shy..."
"...Isn't this what you want...I'm...responsible...so hot..."
Can it be hot?
The two of them were almost stuck together, Yan Shao moved a bit, bumped into something strange, and immediately lay up straight like a log.
Because Yu Lian is facing him from the side, as if holding a large doll, with one leg straddling him, even through several thin layers of fabric, Yan Shao can still clearly feel some obvious changes in his body , poking the side of his thigh.
Yu Lian murmured hotly while squeezing Yan Shao.
Yan Shao gradually regained his senses, he thought, it's better not to wake up Yu Lian in this situation, so as not to embarrass each other.
Yan Shao took away Yu Lian's hand from his chest, and moved it inside. Unexpectedly, there was less than two seconds between the two of them, and Yu Lian pressed against him again.
He repeated his old trick, and within a short while his back was against the wall, while Yu Lian's upper body followed closely, even tighter than before.
Yan Shao was completely awake.
A bit of a headache.
Yu Lian's warm breath sprayed behind Yan Shao's ears, his brows were tightly frowned and he was not sleeping well, Yan Shao felt numbness from his ears to his neck, he raised his hand and wiped his ears, as if to wipe away the strange feeling Go, the movements are no longer deliberately light.
And Yu Lian finally woke up from this uncomfortable sleeping position.
His sleepy eyes were dim, and he couldn't distinguish between reality and dream, he could only feel the warmth of the person in his arms.
"Yan Shao..." The hoarse and deep voice was somewhat sexy.
Yan Shao's heart trembled when he was called, and the desire hidden in Yu Lian's voice made him feel a certain emotion, and he only felt panic from the bottom of his heart.
The barren heart seems to have planted a small seedling, waiting for the right time to germinate and grow into a huge fruit, but the owner of this heart has not noticed it.
"You're awake." Yan Shao's voice was very soft in the darkness, and his cold voice had an imperceptible warmth, as if he was at a loss or flustered.
"Hmm..." Yu Lian closed his eyes, and moved his arm around Yan Shao.
Yan Shao thought he was going to move away, so he breathed a sigh of relief, but the next moment, Yu Lian not only did not move away, but hugged him even tighter!
If it was in the past, Yan Shao would not think too much, at most he would feel that Yu Lian hadn't woken up, and was struggling with how to wake him up, but not long before falling asleep, Yu Lian just revealed his heart to him, saying that there is someone he likes, Yan Shao It was inevitable that he would think too much, and an unspeakable shame arose in his heart.
In particular, the thing under Yu Lian didn't show signs of going away, and Yan Shao's scalp was numb, and Yu Lian's bamboo horse would know... His behavior was no different from that of a male mistress.
There was never a moment when Yan Shao was so strongly determined to buy another bed.
Climbing the bed is shameful, even if he knows that Yu Lian doesn't have that kind of thought for him, nor does he, but he should keep a reasonable distance in his behavior.
Now, it's kind of crossing the line.
Yan Shao moved his arms, both of them were wearing short sleeves, and the temperature where their skin touched seemed to be higher than other places.
"Yu Lian, I'm Yan Shao."
In the silent night, the clear and youthful voice was like a cloud of snow, hitting Yu Lian's heart with neither light nor heavy, soaking his mind. He slowly opened his eyes, his body was covered with the familiar heat from the dream, but his hands touched The skin that has arrived has a real feeling.
Yu Lian went from sleepy to sober in just a few seconds, his face was filled with astonishment, he felt Xiao Lian pressed against Yan Shao's lap, and his heart beat as fast as in a dream.
Yu Lian rolled to the side, his eyes adapted to the darkness, only to realize that Yan Shao had been bullied so much that he was leaning against the wall.
"I..." Yu Lian was speechless, the scene in the dream has not been forgotten.
Yan Shao didn't know what to say to ease the atmosphere, it seemed that in such a situation, it would be embarrassing to say anything, and the two had different thoughts.
There was a long silence, but they both knew each other was not asleep.
Yu Lian sat up from the bed with a hoarse voice: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette, you go to sleep."
□□It was difficult to calm down, Qi and blood surged up, and Yu Lian felt uncomfortable.
"Oh." Yan Shao responded in the dark.
Yu Lian didn't turn on the lights, and didn't draw the curtains on the window. He took out the cigarette case and lighter from a small pocket of his backpack under the moonlight shining in from the window. Yu Lian hadn't smoked much in front of Yan Shao, and he didn't have any cravings. , generally only smoked when it is particularly annoying.
This time it was used to avoid embarrassing situations.
It's okay if it's just hard, there are not many scenes that can make Yu Lian embarrassed, the main reason is that he felt guilty, and he was excited just hearing Yan Shao's voice, not to mention the close distance just now.
Seeing Yu Lian's figure pushing open the balcony door and going out, Yan Shao heaved a sigh of relief.
In the middle of the night, it was dark everywhere, and the street lights downstairs were still on. Yu Lian closed the balcony door, really wanting to smoke.
He took out a cigarette and lit it.
The scarlet cigarette butt flickered on and off, and the slight cool breeze was very refreshing.
At this moment, Yu Lian could still clearly recall the absurd dream he had just now, and his hand holding the cigarette trembled slightly.
"Fuck." Yu Lian cursed in a low voice, covering his eyes with his wide palm.
The boy was wearing a white T-shirt and black trousers, with his elbows leaning on the balcony, his head bowed, and his thin lips tightly pursed. His facial features were exquisite, but he was not at all effeminate.
He raised his eyebrows, as if he was going to mess up somewhere.
At this time, those fierce phoenix eyes were looking at the street lamps downstairs, and the bony hand brought the cigarette to his mouth, and he took a deep puff.
"Cough, cough..." Yu Lian turned his head, choked by the smoke, and coughed in a low voice.
Such embarrassment had never happened since he learned to smoke.
He closed his eyes, and the introverted and handsome face in the room could appear in his mind, as if forcing him to admit what he had been avoiding.
It's not that Yu Lian didn't notice anything, he was just pretending to be deaf and dumb.
Heartbeat from time to time, occasional abnormal, irregular heartbeat, every time he can find a perfect excuse, because the possibility that is pressed in the deepest part of his heart is regarded as impossible by him, so he rubs against that possibility again and again. over the shoulder.
He... seems to have a little idea about the little idiot inside.
Yu Lian blew the wind on the balcony for half an hour. Yan Shao closed his eyes and couldn't fall asleep repeatedly in the room. When Yu Lian came in, he heard the sound of the door opening. He closed his eyes and breathed steadily.
He felt Yu Lian stand beside the bed for a while, and then went to bed.
In fact, they are both men, and I have what you have. There is no need to make it so embarrassing, and the smile is over. It's just that the two of them are not at peace in their hearts, which caused things that could have been passed away with a smile to become entangled.
In the early morning of the next day, the two of them got up together to wash up and go to school. Nothing seemed to have happened, and the usual steps were carried out as usual.
But not long after, Yan Shao discovered that Yu Lian started avoiding him again.
This behavior is more pronounced than last time.
They never went to school together again, and Yu Lian didn't go back directly after school, so Yan Shao was the only one going back every day, and Yu Lian didn't even ask him to help with homework.
This kind of estrangement, even the classmates are aware of it, in the eyes of others, it seems that the relationship between the two has broken down.
After what happened that night, Yan Shao could understand his embarrassment. Although he didn't think Yu Lian was someone who would be embarrassed for so long, there was only one reason for his change of attitude.
Seeing that he was avoiding him like a flood, Yan Shao took the initiative to find him several times, but what happened that night was like a lump, and later Yan Shao took the initiative to contact him infrequently.
He hasn't thought of a way to perfectly cover up this pimple, and Yan Shao didn't find a chance to talk to Yu Lian about the extra bed. Every time he just said a few words to Yu Lian, Yu Lian would find an excuse to run away opened.
It seemed like she didn't want to be alone with him.
Yu Lian's bad behavior of not doing homework recently, Yi Zhi called the office several times, even so Yu Lian didn't ask Yan Shao to help with homework.
The relationship dropped to a freezing point, and a cold war started between the two at some point.
During the break between classes, Yan Shao rewrote the wrong question, but his attention was not on the question. He heard the voice behind him, and another girl sent a love letter to Yu Lian.
Yu Lian seldom sleeps in class recently, and there are many more girls pretending to pass by the corridor to see him between classes, and there are even a lot of people who send love letters and ask for QQ.
"Yu Lian! Are you playing ball?" a boy at the door yelled.
"it is good."
Yan Shao heard the laziness of the people behind him answering, and then the sound of getting up.
Yu Lian didn't sleep anymore, and there were more extracurricular activities.
He seems to be born with a leader's charm, as long as he thinks, there will be no shortage of followers around him, and he will always be surrounded by people wherever he goes. Yu Lian walked by Yan Shao's table, and Yan Shao looked up at him The back of the departure.
Yu Lian's back disappeared into the corridor.
After a while, Yan Shao lowered his head and continued to write without changing his expression.
On the court, the teenagers who were in their youth were divided into two factions, dribbling and shooting, chasing each other, the sun was in the sky, and it was very hot even in the morning. After a while, a group of teenagers were sweating.
Yu Lian got the ball, jumped up lightly to shoot, the ball circled around the hoop, and fell from the side—it missed.
Yu Lian pulled up the hem of his clothes and wiped the sweat from his forehead, revealing a small half of his strong waist, which attracted the girls passing by to look back frequently, laughing and joking with his close friends.
"Yu Lian, what's the matter with you? You didn't make it." A boy in a red ball uniform and vest panted heavily, ran over and patted Yu Lian on the shoulder.
Yu Lian panted lightly, looked up at the basket in silence, and said, "...I don't feel it."
These days, it wasn't that he wanted to avoid Yan Shao, but that he didn't dare to get close to Yan Shao at all. The reason was not much different from what Yan Shao thought. Whenever he saw Yan Shao's face, Yu Lian would think of that night.
There are some things that you can't think about carefully, the more you think about it, the easier it is to fall into the pit. Maybe he dug the pit himself.
And now he feels uncomfortable whenever he talks to Yan Shao, and his heartbeat seems to jump out of his throat when they look at each other. Yu Lian will still struggle between whether he is straight or not.
Some things are fine when they are not noticed, but once they are discovered, it is like a flood with the floodgates opened, pouring out endlessly.
He didn't sleep in class because he thought of Yan Shao when he lay down.
The change in his attitude didn't seem to affect Yan Shao at all. Yan Shao was still doing his own thing in an orderly manner, and Yu Lian couldn't tell whether it was frustration or relief.
At least it didn't affect their relationship.
The words were clear and the meaning was well expressed, but Yu Lian was not as relaxed as he had imagined, and the ending was different from what he thought.
After school that day, Yan Shao tidied up his things, turned his head to look at the empty back table, pursed his lips, put his schoolbag on his back and went downstairs.
As soon as Yan Shao left the school gate, someone patted his shoulder from behind.
"Hey!"
A petite figure jumped in front of him, with a smile on his cute little face, it was Chi Nan's friend - Yu Youyou.
"Is your house going in this direction too?" Yu Youyou asked naturally with her schoolbag on her back, but her attention was not entirely on Yan Shao, she kept looking aside from the corner of her eye.
"Yeah." Yan Shao nodded and glanced to the side. A few girls in bright clothes gathered together and looked at them from time to time.
Yan Shao still has some memories of some of these faces, the girls who made things difficult for Yu Youyou in the alley that time.
Yu Youyou smiled, "My house is also in this direction, let's walk a certain distance together, is that okay?"
Yan Shao looked away, "Okay."
The two in school uniforms left side by side. Without Chi Nan, Yu Youyou seemed a little cautious, and she was more polite when she spoke. Later, she found that Yan Shao really didn't talk much, so she stopped talking.
At a certain intersection, Yu Youyou and Yan Shao were not in the same direction, she waved goodbye: "Bye, be careful on the road."
"Well, you too." Yan Shao nodded slightly, and parted ways with Yu Youyou.
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When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the students in the class went to the cafeteria to eat in groups. Yan Shao covered the book, thinking that he could no longer be so cold with Yu Lian, that... it was just a trivial matter.
He turned his head and was facing Shang Yu's depressed eyes, as if he had been staring at the back of his head.
They hadn't talked properly for several days, Yan Shao was a little nervous, and subconsciously licked his lips.Yu Lian looked at the tip of his tongue that was slightly exposed in his mouth, and his Adam's apple rolled.
Why didn't I notice it before? Yan Shao's lips are beautiful, moderately thick, with sharp edges and corners. The lip color is very light, which adds a bit of coldness. I don't know how to kiss...
Yu Lian lowered his head irritably and stuffed the book into the drawer, feeling like a pervert in his thoughts.Yan Shao is his brother, but his thoughts about his brother are very abnormal.
"Yu Lian, are you going to eat together?" Yan Shao asked softly.
Yu Lian opened his mouth, but before he could answer, a loud cry cut him off.
"Yu Lian, let's go, let's eat!" A male student smiled and beckoned to Yu Lian.
Yan Shao turned his head and glanced. He remembered that person. He was a classmate who often called Yu Lian to play with him. He was an overly lively male classmate named Zhou Langfeng. There were a few boys beside him who had a good relationship with him.
Yu Lian touched his cheeks, looked away, and said to Yan Shao, "You... go by yourself, I will go with them."
Yan Shao lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly: "Yes."
Yu Lian left with a group of male classmates.
Never before has Yan Shao felt that he and Yu Lian are so far away. They had clearly made friends that night, and changes are always the most unpredictable.
Was he... hated?
These few days after school, Yan Shao would often run into Yu Youyou. She seemed to be in trouble, and the two would walk to the intersection together. After several days in a row, Yu Youyou was no longer with Yan Shao. She was so reserved in front of her, she was a bit talkative, and would occasionally joke with Yan Shao.
Most of the time, she is the one talking, and Yan Shao listens.
After the day's parting, Yan Shao was carrying his schoolbag, with his head bowed, and his black hair fell on his forehead. He hurried past the door of the internet cafe when someone grabbed his schoolbag. He staggered twice, and took two steps back steadily. hold the body.
On the dilapidated concrete road, Chi Jun stood behind him, holding the strap of his schoolbag. His lake-blue hair was green in the sun, and the young man's expression was still as bohemian as he had first seen.
"Hey, I've called you several times, what's the matter? You don't know me anymore?" Chi Jun raised half of his eyebrows.
Yan Shao hadn't seen him for quite a while, and since he met Chi Nan, he hadn't contacted him, including Chi Jun asking him to pay attention to Yu Lian's life before, but then he seemed to have forgotten it too. Look for him again.
"What's the matter?" Yan Shao took back his schoolbag and turned to face Chi Jun. He was so engrossed that he easily ignored the outside world.
After getting used to looking at Chi Nan, and looking at Chi Jun again, Yan Shao had a very subtle feeling.
"Just say hello to you." Chi Jun ruffled, "Where's Yu Lian? Didn't he come back with you?"
He asked casually.
Yan Shao paused: "No."
Chi Jun seemed to have a deep affection for Yu Lian, and he sent all the love letters—Yan Shao thought that Yu Lian had someone he liked, so he inevitably felt a little pity for Chi Jun.
Seeing Yan Shao looking at him, Chi Jun suddenly became very strange, which made him a little creepy, "No, what are you doing looking at me like that?"
"No." Yan Shao shook his head, collected his expression, and returned to normal. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Chi Jun's car parked beside it, and there was a basketball in the car. He thought about it, and turned his tongue, "Are you playing?"
The personalities of Chi Jun and Yu Lian are somewhat similar. Yan Shao didn't want to continue in such a stalemate with Yu Lianzhen because of that incident, maybe he could get some solutions from Chi Jun.
Doing what others like is the most common way to approach people.
*
"Fuck! Do you know how to play ball!?" Chi Jun covered his smashed head, jumped to his feet and roared, "Are you here to play ball or to hit me?!!"
He is so stupid, really, he shouldn't have come here excitedly to get the ball after hearing Yan Shao talk about playing.
Yan Shao doesn't know how to play at all, and he can always accidentally injure Chi Jun when he comes to the court to shoot a basket, which makes Chi Jun dare not be distracted when he holds the ball in his hands.
"Why don't you go back and do your homework." Chi Jun was exhausted, he had never taught such a stupid apprentice!
Yan Shao also knew that he was sorry for Chi Jun, so he didn't refute his complaints. He propped his knees, sweat dripped from the corner of his forehead, and his face turned pale due to panting.
"Wait until you get your physical fitness up before you think about playing." Chi Jun persuaded earnestly.
It was almost dusk now, and it wasn't so hot anymore, but the sweltering temperature in the air hadn't dissipated yet. Yan Shao felt that every breath he took in was hot, and it was extremely uncomfortable. He lifted his collar to fan the wind.
"Feel sorry."
He remembered that not long ago, Yu Lian also said that he would go for a night run with him, but the result was nothing, and Yan Shao's eyes were sad for a moment.
The schoolbag was placed under the basketball hoop, and Yan Shao's school uniform jacket was also hung on it. He also regretted the suggestion of "playing ball", but he didn't show it on his face.
"Drink some water." Chi Jun threw a bottle of water to Yan Shao.
"Thank you." Yan Shao caught it, unscrewed the cap and took a sip, his smoky throat finally felt better.
The two sat down under the basket, and Chi Jun twirled the ball with his index finger.
"Chi Jun, can I ask you something?" Yan Shao regained his composure and asked aloud.
Chi Jun said indifferently, "Ask."
Yan Shao organized his words: "If something happened between you and your friend that made you feel ashamed, what should you do so that you don't feel so ashamed?"
"What are you afraid of being ashamed?" Chi Jun grinned, "I have done a lot of embarrassing things since I was a child, and I will forget it slowly."
It's like being laid down by Yu Liangan in front of his younger brother, but he has a big heart, and he will feel nothing after a few days.
"Then what if you can't forget?" Yan Shao asked, "Will you cut off contact with him?"
"That's not enough." Chi Jun took the ball and put it between his legs, and he really thought about Yan Shao's question seriously, "It's too serious to cut off contact, why are you afraid of losing face as a friend—why do you ask like that?" ? Don’t you mean that I asked you to send a love letter? It’s long gone, I don’t mind.”
Yan Shao felt that with such a simple description, he couldn't get the answer he wanted, but no matter how detailed it was, he couldn't say it. Chi Jun's answer, he just wanted to be a reference, and he was not disappointed if he didn't get anything.
Seeing that he was frowning, Chi Jun said again: "Actually, there is another way for me to skip the embarrassment. That is, if you lose face once in front of me, I won't feel ashamed."
Also... come this once?
Yan Shao actually thought about his proposal seriously, and immediately rejected it.
They are different in nature and cannot be compared.
作者有话要说:感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:倦鸟知归意18瓶;亦笑林丛10瓶;肖啾啾9瓶;无七初6瓶;可爱.4瓶;林木木2瓶;柠可露露查、Smiling:D、未来可期、今天种草了吗1瓶;
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