I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian felt the warm liquid coming from his neck. He had never seen a big man cry like this. He was almost choked up and couldn't speak. Lin Jian understood that he was feeling sorry for himself, looking at his short hair. , His heart hurts, but Lin Jian thought about it. After chemotherapy, his hair will still fall out. At that time, Qiao Ke will feel even more distressed.

It's better to cut it now, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain, now the pain for a while is worse than the pain for a lifetime, Lin Jian stroked Qiao Ke's back, and said in a coaxing tone, "Okay, it's not ashamed to lose face, they look at it Then, we should go to the hospital too."

Qiao Ke listened to Lin Jian, paid the money, and drove to the hospital. Today is the first day of chemotherapy. In the consulting room, the doctor gave Qiao Ke a lot of instructions, but Lin Jian outside the consulting room didn’t hear anything, just sat on the plastic On the bench, waiting for Qiao Ke to come out, a few minutes passed, Qiao Ke looked at Lin Jian who was sitting on the chair with a warm smile.

Although the person was smiling, there was no trace of happiness in his eyes. Lin Jian knew that the doctor must have said something, but Qiao Ke was afraid that he would be sad. He did not ask what the doctor ordered, but Qiao Ke started to go to chemotherapy, and the chemotherapy room was quiet, except for him and an eight or nine-year-old girl.

Smiling at him all the time, birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, only at this moment did he understand the meaning of this sentence, Lin Jian lay quietly on the bed, as the chemotherapy progressed, many side effects also came up, and the discomfort came again and again In the past, he was the most tolerant. When Gu Moshen beat him, he endured no matter how painful it was. He also endured the pain in his stomach at night.

But this time it was really uncomfortable. As the chemotherapy drugs entered the body, Lin Jian felt that her life seemed to be passing by little by little. It was very difficult for Lin Jian to even get out of bed in a few hours. Reluctantly leaning on the wall and going out, Qiao Ke has been waiting outside, he saw Lin Jian walking over with a bloodless face, his whole heart was broken into pieces.

He hurriedly stepped forward to pick up Lin Jianjian and walked to the ward. Lin Jian suddenly grabbed the clothes on his chest and said, "I won't be hospitalized, I won't be hospitalized."

Qiao Ke didn't know why Lin Jian was so afraid of the hospital. Seeing his uncomfortable appearance, Qiao Ke felt distressed. He was such a lively person before, but now it is very difficult for him to walk. He leaned on Lin Jian, He carried him into the car, and he adjusted the seat back to make Lin Jian as comfortable as possible.

Along the way, Lin Jian kept her eyes closed and did not speak, the slight sweat on her face was clearly visible, when suddenly an almost inaudible voice rang in Qiao Ke's ear, "You lied to me, you lied to me, you don't feel bad Yes, you said it wouldn't hurt, but I'm really uncomfortable, you lied to me."

He didn't know whether Lin Jian was talking in his sleep or talking to him. Qiao Ke felt as if his heart had stopped beating, making him breathless. In that consulting room, the doctor told him about the side effects of chemotherapy. , and told him how painful chemotherapy is, but what can he do, the disease cannot be cured, but how can he get better without chemotherapy.

He just held Lin Jian's hand and choked with sobs, "With me here, all the pain will fly away. Don't worry, when you recover from illness, I will make you a person who has no suffering in this world. How can we Live as you please."