I decided to give up on you

Qiao Ke gently touched Lin Jian's head and said, "Well, if you don't go back, you won't go back. You can live here forever if you want."

Lin Jian was silent, he knew what Qiao Ke meant, this place, this home was not his, after all it was a strange and unfamiliar place, no matter how gentle Qiao Ke was and how kind he was to him, he would eventually It is also unbearable.

Lin Jian just smiled calmly. He never expected anything extravagantly. How can he talk about getting a good life? Well, life is supposed to be like this. What you have done cannot be changed no matter what. Sometimes life can be decided by yourself, but even if you decide on some things, you will return to the original point in the end.

Qiao Ke is a good man. If he was the first person he met, would his fate have changed slightly? Lin Jian thought about it, and he smiled bitterly. Maybe there is something mixed in this smile? He knows it himself.

The scent of white porridge has permeated the whole room, Qiao Ke suddenly got up and said anxiously, "My porridge, I was too busy talking to you, is the porridge mushy, we have to go to the hospital later, today is the first day of chemotherapy. "

Qiao Ke pulled Lin Jian's hand out of the bedroom and came to the dining room. The white porcelain bowl, the white porcelain spoon, everything is white, and the white is spotless, as if all the uncleanness and unhappiness in this world are gone. It's gone, the white rice porridge melts in the mouth, and the rice cooked by Qiao Ke has become softer recently. In order for Lin Jian to digest better, he has been making some things that are easier to digest recently.

Qiao Ke is very careful, so careful that it makes Lin Jian a little distressed. He obviously can't get anything, why should he pay so much for it? That person was already so ungrateful, but he still gave his all. Now think about what he really wanted at that time.

A bowl of porridge was finished quickly. Today, Lin Jian had a good appetite and ate a lot. Qiao Ke was also very happy. He packed up some things and the two went downstairs and drove to the hospital. Along the way, Lin Jian leaned against Watching the scenery whizzing by outside the car window, from time to time there are rare thoughts in his eyes.

He suddenly asked, "Qiao Ke, is the chemotherapy uncomfortable, does it hurt, I will definitely look ugly in the future."

Qiao Ke felt as if ten thousand knives were piercing himself, he didn't know how to answer, he could only smile at Lin Jian beside him and said, "It doesn't hurt, it's not uncomfortable, our little Jane is so beautiful, how can she change?" Ugly, whatever you look looks good to me."

Lin Jian replied a little angrily and shyly, "What else can you say, please drive your car properly."

Passing by a hair salon on the way to the hospital, Lin Jian suddenly stopped and said, "Go in and get your hair cut, anyway, your hair will fall out after chemotherapy."

Although Qiao Ke was very reluctant to hear Lin Jian say such words, but seeing his heart-wrenching smile at this moment, he did as he did and entered the hairdresser. Lin Jian sat in front of the mirror and said to the hairdresser, "Try to cut as much as possible." Keep it short, thanks."

In less than half an hour, from a man with long broken hair in front of his eyes, to a man with short hair so short that he could only touch his scalp, he stood up and turned around, looking at Qiao Kedao with a smile "Does it look good?"

For some reason, Qiao Ke felt his face was hot, and something dripped down. He put his hand on it and touched it. He cried, yes, he cried, and suddenly ran over to hug Lin Jian and said, "It's nice." , you are the prettiest, I like you the most."