I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian cried sadly, but it was of no use. He reluctantly got up and went to the cabinet, picked up the medicine bottle and poured it into the palm of his hand one by one. Lin Jian had been taking the medicine for three years. There are a lot of medicine bottles accumulated, and Lin Jian can feel the decline of life a little bit after taking each medicine.

He is no better than before. In his seventeen or eighteen-year-old student days, he could run three laps around the playground, play basketball with Gu Moshen until late at night, or accompany him to eat extremely spicy food, but Now he has exhausted all his strength just loving him, and even the healing of his wounded heart has become slow.

On this thorny road named Gu Moshen, Lin Jian has been stabbed and bruised by him who is full of thorns countless times, but he still walks forward without despair. The former Gu Moshen was his belief, and even more so. It is the pillar of his life, without him, his life will be meaningless, but now the faith is losing a little bit, and the pillar is also cracked.

Lin Jian no longer knew how to make up for this. He swallowed a few pills and then staggered back to the bedroom. He had just sat by the bed when he received a call from Qiao Ke.

Lin Jian answered the phone, and the bright voice on the other end said kindly, "Xiao Jian, our old classmates haven't gathered together for a long time, so you can bring your old Gu to a barbecue tonight, and we'll have a meal, don't worry, we will Three, don’t bark if there is one more person.”

Lin Jian hesitated for a long time. Gu Moshen didn't like that kind of place and thought it was noisy, but after all, he was a classmate and couldn't refute Qiao Ke's face. Lin Jian still agreed to Qiao Ke, "Okay, but I'm not sure that Mo Shen Whether to go or not, he is busy with work."

Qiao Ke said thoughtfully on the other end of the phone, "It's okay, as long as you can come, your old Gu, I don't have much confidence. After all, he used to be so cold and rarely interacted with people."

The two chatted with each other for a while before hanging up the phone. Lin Jian flipped through the phone book, and there was the word Mo Shen on it. He hesitated to press the name. After all, they broke up just this morning. When he called again sometime, he would only reply him with even harsher words, but Lin Jian had to fulfill what he had promised to others.

He still mustered up the courage to call Gu Moshen. It took a long time for Gu Moshen to answer the call in a hoarse voice. Before he could breathe steadily, Lin Jian knew what he was doing just now. It was to disturb him. It's a good thing, he will definitely be unhappy, Lin Jian murmured cautiously, "Are you free tonight, Qiao... Qiao Ke wants to treat us to dinner."

Gu Moshen tidied up the ripped tie, sat up, and began to think seriously. Facing Qiao Ke, the man who eats all men and women, Gu Moshen will not let it go, even if he regards Lin Jian as someone else's substitute , but he didn't want his prey to be taken away either, so Gu Moshen agreed to Lin Jian's request.

He glanced at the sleeping person beside him and got out of bed, "Okay, dress me better tonight, don't embarrass me, I'll go home and pick you up."

Although his attitude was tough, Lin Jian was still happy. After all, he agreed to Lin Jian's request for the first time. Lin Jian happily went to the closet to search for clothes. No one looked at him. In the past, Gu Moshen would praise him, but now he doesn't even bother to look at him.

He looked at his clothes, only the custom-made suit for Gu Moshen's birthday was still in the closet. Lin Jian hadn't worn it since the day it was made-to-order, because the one who accompanied him on his birthday that day was Shen Chu, after more than half a year of release, Lin Jian still took it out and put it on. This is Gu Mo's favorite color. He said that Lin Jian looks good in plain colors, so this suit is beige.

Lin Jian wore a white shirt on his body, which gave people a fresh and pleasant feeling. Lin Jian smiled and stood in front of the full-length mirror. He hasn't worn a suit for a long time, and he wore it during his first interview after graduating from university. However, it's been a long time since Lin Jian didn't wear a tie, that would only make people more restrained.

He waited like this until five o'clock in the evening, when Gu Moshen drove back home to pick him up. Sitting in the car, Gu Moshen even glanced at Lin Jian, and asked, "When did you start wearing suits? In order to meet him, why didn't you dress up for me?"

Gu Moshen started talking nonsense again, Lin Jian sighed and said, "It's just for you, so as not to lose face, this is the plain color you like."

Gu Moshen stopped talking, and just concentrated on driving, the corners of his mouth curved slightly, and soon they arrived at the bar, Qiao Ke stood outside the door to greet them early, and as soon as he saw the two of them, Qiao Ke jumped up She touched Gu Moshen's shoulder and said, "I haven't seen you for a few years, and I'm becoming more and more like a big boss. Is there a lot of people chasing you?"

Qiao Ke asked Gu Moshen as if there was something in his words. Lin Jian knew that he would be angry if he continued, so he immediately changed the subject and said, "Hurry up and eat, I'm hungry."

The three of them sat at the same table. They hadn't seen their old classmates for a long time, and it seemed that there was no joy of reuniting after a long absence, but Qiao Ke deepened some disgust towards Gu Mo.