I decided to give up on you

The early morning broke the tranquility of the night, and Lin Jian hardly slept all night. He sat on a corner of the floor with his legs crossed, next to the door, and looked straight at Gu Moshen. Sleeping soundly on the bed, almost no sound could wake him up, but Lin Jian had two dark circles under his eyes.

Gu Moshen's cell phone keeps blinking, and a person with the same name keeps calling. Gu Moshen is used to setting the phone to silent, because he won't be disturbed while working, and Lin Jian just watches quietly. He said, he didn't touch Gu Moshen's cell phone, let alone wake him up to ask who that person was.

Lin Jian knew better than anyone else that that name had appeared two years ago. This person named Shen Chu was the one who kept him from going home for a long time and would not miss him. Lin Jian never asked about his Things, as long as he still has a little place in his heart for himself, he will have no complaints.

After all these years, what is left of the novelty of two men being together, Gu Moshen has long been bored, but Lin Jian still can't let it go, after more than ten years, his love still hasn't changed, Lin Jian is When I was most sober, I thought about what I had been doing for so many years, and what I was expecting when I loved someone who didn't put my heart on me.

Lin Jian didn't know, and he didn't even know what it was about him that he loved from the beginning. Gu Mo woke up deeply, and when he got up, he saw Lin Jian staring at him in the corner. Said, "I'm not dead yet, do you think I'm cursing me to die early?"

He always hurt people like that, Lin Jianming didn't think that way, he got up aggrieved and explained, "I don't have Mo Shen, I just... I just can't sleep."

Gu Moshen ignored Lin Jian's explanation. He just picked up his mobile phone and looked at it. There were 22 missed calls, all of which were from a person named Shen Chu. Gu Moshen tidied up his body and lay down. Yiye was already covered in wrinkled white shirts, and skillfully put on the tie, passing Lin Jian without paying any attention to him.

This man doesn't care about himself so much anymore, he cares more about the person on the phone, Lin Jian grabbed Gu Moshen's clothes corner, lowered his head with a choked voice and said, "Can't you be at home today, can't you stay stay with me."

Gu Mo pulled his clothes deeply, and said indifferently, "My company still has something to do, can you stop acting like a child in your thirties and not feel sick?"

As soon as the words fell, Gu Moshen opened the door and left. He walked so thoroughly, and even said such hurtful words to Lin Jian. In his eyes, Lin Jian's acting like a baby would only be disgusting, while other people's acting like a baby was okay. It hurt him to the bone, Lin Jian only felt a cramping pain in his stomach, and squatted on the spot.

He wanted to say, in fact, his illness was already very serious, and he wanted him to accompany him more, but Lin Jian couldn't say it out, he didn't want to be told anything about himself by Gu Moshen, he didn't want to be rejected by Gu Moshen, He is already 30 years old, he can't compare to those young people, and his health is not good, no matter what he is, he can't compare to that person named Shen Chu.

He once saw him in Gu Moshen's company when he was called Brother Gu delicately. He was beautiful and had a soft figure that Gu Moshen liked. Lin Jian knew from that time that he had lost. Lost completely.