please divorce

Anxi's film "White Peony" was shortlisted for the Jinnah Film Festival at the end of August. Cen Ge plans to take Anxi to participate in the film festival as an audience, and take a walk nearby.

A few days before departure, Anxi was free, so she went to Qu Zheng's house, stayed with Mianmian for a weekend, and took away the last few boxes of sundries she had stored at Qu Zheng's house.

Anxi asked Qu Zheng to throw these things away at first, they were all messy and unused items.It may never be useful to keep it, but it takes up space.

Qu Zheng was worried that he had accidentally thrown away some important item and hadn't dealt with it, so he asked Anxi to check it before throwing it away.

The items arrive in cardboard boxes and sit on shelves in the utility room.

There are two boxes in total.

There are scattered things inside, a few pages of notebooks, unused memo pads, cosmetic gifts, spare chains for handbags...

Anxi rummaged through, throwing away everything that would probably never be used.At the end of the first box, she saw a pink and white envelope, which was sent by Cen Ge on Anxi's birthday the year before last.

It has been more than a year, and the pink-white envelope has been decayed by time, and it is a bit dusty.Anxi put it on the floor and didn't take it apart immediately.

After packing the last carton, Anxi put the unnecessary things in one box, and packed the rest in another box.

After affixing the tape, she supported the cardboard box with one hand, sat cross-legged on the floor, and stared at the envelope.

She was hesitant to open it.

Since it was written more than a year ago, most of the content in it was a confession and explanation, plus an admission that she loved her.At that time, Cen Ge couldn't say it, so he wrote it in a letter, but now, Cen Ge has said these words many times.

There is no need to open the letter.

Anxi sat for a few minutes, finally picked up the envelope and opened it.

There are three pages in it.

The first piece is pink and white letter paper, on which Cen Ge wrote words in blue and black ink, the handwriting is deliberately restrained and smooth.

"Xiaoxi, it's me. It's your birthday today, I wish you a happy birthday. Actually, I really want to see you and say 'Happy Birthday' to you face to face, but you will definitely run away immediately when you see me, and you won't accept my birthday present .So I thought for a long time and decided to write to you.

"I remember you asked me to write a love letter to you before, but I didn't cherish you at that time, and I didn't write that letter seriously. Now that I think about it, I regret it. After I divorced you, I often read the love letter you gave me before. Those gifts, things that were once taken for granted, can only be seen after they are lost, and then they will know the precious meaning behind them.

"I've been thinking recently, if I had written something seriously for you back then, and taken some videos and photos, could it have been used as a proof of my feelings for you, instead of saying anything pale and powerless like now .

"I can't change my previous mistakes. I just hope you can give me a chance to make up for it and prove my sincerity. There is also a small gift prepared by me at the back of the letter. Please take the time to take a look at it carefully. At nine o'clock tonight, I will Waiting for you at Tiansheng Rose Bay's home, see you soon."

Below the letter paper, there are two pages of color printing with rich pictures and texts, and in the center of the top line is a title written with a light blue colored pen - Missing You.

This title, which is full of jealousy from the color to the text, made Anxi's toes shrink.

Continue to look down, it is a photo of a sleeping bed, the sheets and quilts have not been made, indicating that the owner has just woken up, and there is a text next to the photo: "I wake up every day, I am the only one. I often miss you."

Then there is a picture of a dressing table. In addition to the cosmetics and skin care products lined up, there is also a silver-white wedding ring on the table.

"When I put on makeup, I always play with our rings. You may not know, I went to the mall to buy this pair of wedding rings. At that time, I was in a hurry to buy them, so I couldn't choose them carefully."

Seeing this, Anxi was stunned.

She remembered that Cen Ge had given her the wedding ring in the car when he came to pick her up after making a phone call about getting married, and he asked the assistant for it first, and the assistant handed it over to Anxi.

So Anxi always thought that this ring was bought by the assistant at the mall temporarily, but it turned out that Cen Ge bought it by himself.

Below are some photos of Cen Ge at work.

The desk drawer was opened, and there was a white photo frame lying flat in the drawer. Inside the photo frame was a single photo of Anxi.

In Cen Ge's office, there is actually a photo of her hidden?

Anxi looked at the photo carefully, and could tell that it was taken after their wedding.The background is Tiansheng Rose Bay's home, Anxi is wearing home clothes, without posing, just staring at the camera and smiling.

It took Anxi a while to remember the origin of this photo.

It seems that she and Cen Ge had just been married for two months, or one month. One weekend, Anxi took a camera to take pictures of Cen Ge, but Cen Ge disliked the pictures. So Cen Ge took away the camera and took some pictures of Anxi .

After the shooting, the two of them seemed to have rolled on the bed, so Anxi completely forgot about the photo at the time.

"I often look at your photos and write your name."

Followed by a photo of a work document, Cen Ge wrote the word "Anxi" with a pen on the rows of serious plans and plans.

"This was written on purpose, and those I wrote unconsciously were all torn up by me angrily. I miss you very much, but I don't want to admit that I miss you."

Anxi turned a page and looked at the last page.

The first photo in my eyes is a night photo outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the city is bustling and brightly lit.

"It's getting dark again, and I don't want to go to get off work. When I go home, I will miss you more."

"Sometimes I feel confused after work, and I always feel that all this is not what I really want. What I want is not tall buildings, nor the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city."

Seeing this sentence, Anxi's heart shrank, and he felt that Cen Ge's next sentence would be: "It's you."

She looked down and saw another picture.

Cen Ge's dinner photo.

"I always have no appetite. Sometimes I suddenly think of the home-cooked dishes you made for me, and I miss their taste very much."

Finally, Cen Ge took a picture of the apartment window before going to bed. The curtains were not drawn, and the sky outside the window was dark, with only a few dim stars and the blurred outline of the distant mountains.

"Every night before going to bed, whether I drink or not, I will think about what you are doing. Do you think about me too?"

The picture ends here.

Finally a paragraph of text.

"This is my day. A long time ago, I thought about recording the whole year I missed you like you confessed to me when you were a teenager, and then use it in exchange for your touch and soft heart, so that you can return to By my side. But the old me couldn’t let go of airs.”

"Now I intend to let go and am willing to change, so I ask you to give me a chance to start over."

"Xiaoxi, there are some things I can't say, but I really, really love you."

"Give me one more chance, please?"

"Waiting for you. See you soon."