please divorce

Inspection time is June 6th.

Cen Ge drove Anxi there.

Lu Zhen only notified the location, and then said that the doctor's surname was Yao, but did not mention the name of the hospital. Anxi didn't bother to ask at that time, anyway, Lu Zhen would not cheat her.

When they got to the place, Anxi knew that they came to a private hospital with extremely expensive fees. The registration fee alone was [-]. The advantage was that there were skilled and experienced professors attending the clinic every day. No matter whether it was consultation or surgery, there was no need to queue up.

Anxi stopped at the door, not wanting to go in.

She had heard of this hospital, and the hospitalization fee was four thousand a day. Even if Anxi had a little savings, she couldn't help spending it like this.

Cen Ge didn't know that she was worried about money, and thought she was unwilling to get treatment.

Cen Ge took An Xi's hand and advised her: "Do the inspection first, okay?"

Anxi wanted to shake off Cen Ge's hand, but couldn't.

She simply said, "I don't have that much money."

Cen Ge reacted, opened his lips to speak, and then paused after opening his mouth, before saying: "From the past until now, I have always owed you, and I should also bear the cost of your operation. Not to mention other things, money It is true that I owe you, when you divorced, you almost didn't want anything."

Anxi said: "These are two different things."

Cen Ge held Anxi's hand tightly and led her inside.

"Then you should be the one who borrowed it from me." Cen Ge said, "You will pay me back later."

After walking a few steps, Cen Ge said again: "And the owner of this hospital is Lu Zhen's friend, so he can get a discount."

Anxi gave up on reasoning with her.

This hospital has fewer patients, more nurses, and high efficiency.

After Anxi's examination in the morning, all the results will be available in the afternoon.It's just that Anxi's disease requires surgery, and the result can't be posted on the phone. He has to wait for the result to come out, and then discuss the condition and surgery details with the doctor face to face.

During the inspection interval, Anxi chatted with Dr. Yao.

Dr. Yao is very optimistic, and has been driving Anxi to comfort her, telling her not to worry, the operation will be successful, after the operation, Anxi will undergo another repair operation, and she can completely return to her normal life before.

Anxi listened carefully, but those words entered her mind word by word, and floated out before she could remember them.

The doctor said a lot, but Anxi didn't remember them all in the end.

She touched her chest, only thinking - she is about to have surgery, does she really need surgery?

After thinking about it, Anxi couldn't help laughing at herself.

She didn't seem to want to live very much, but she didn't really want to die either. She wavered between the two thoughts, so hypocritical that she couldn't bear to look directly at her.

Just as he was staring blankly, his fingers were suddenly held by someone: "What's wrong?"

Cen Ge looked down at her, the emotion in his eyes was very light, so light that there was only concern.

Anxi regained her senses, shook her head and smiled, "It's okay."

At noon, Cen Ge took Anxi out for lunch.

The location of the hospital is a bit remote, and the nearest shopping mall has to drive for more than 20 minutes.

There was music in the car, and the order of the music was random, so a song "Because of Love" popped up unexpectedly.

Anxi was looking at the street scene, but when he heard the familiar music, he shrank his fingertips.

Cen Ge also took a look at Anxi, and listened to the lyrics in silence. She said, "After the operation, do you want to live in the castle for a few days? The weather and air over there are very good, suitable for recuperation."

Anxi didn't answer, she was listening to the lyrics.

The sound of the music slowly flowed from the car stereo, and the lyrics sang: "Although I often forget, I still love you."

Anxi remembered the last time when she and Cen Ge heard about sugarcane purchases in the castle, she suddenly asked, "Are you really..."

love me.

When the car encountered a red light, Cen Ge braked, then turned his head and looked at Anxi intently: "What about me?"

In the song, the lyrics sing: "... can still be crazy about you at any time."

Anxi paused for a while, and then said: "Do you really want to put down your work and accompany me to the treatment?"

When the green light came on, Cen Ge looked at the road and started the car at the same time, as if he was born to do so: "That's right."

Anxi said: "Is it worth it?"

Cen Ge glanced at Anxi again: "Why do you ask such a question?"

An Xi leaned against the seat, facing the window.

The midday sun was so hot that the entire road surface was illuminated with reflections.Most of the pedestrians on the street lowered their heads to avoid the glare of the sun.

Holly is planted beside the road, tenaciously exuding green vitality in the hot summer.

Cen Ge didn't wait for Anxi's answer, so he said to himself: "Then when you treated me like that before, did you think about whether it was worth it or not?"

Anxi answered in her heart, no.

At that time, I was young and frivolous, and I loved it when I loved it, and I had no regrets when I dug out my heart.

Not anymore.

Years put armor on people. The older you are, the more you know that life is not easy, firewood and rice are expensive, and reality is far more important than blind love.

"But you are not worth it." An Xi said, "No matter how much you do, I will never treat you like before. The past may become a simple past, but when I was hurt by you I'll never forget that feeling."

An Xi stared out the window, but his vision was blurred by the sunlight.

"Maybe I was smiling and saying I like you one moment, but the next moment I will remember how selfish and cruel you used to be, and then resent you, thinking how to get revenge on you." Anxi turned her head and looked at Cen Ge.

The eyeballs had just been stimulated by the overly bright sunlight, and when she suddenly looked into the dimly lit car, her vision was dark, and Cen Ge's side face was also blurred.

"Don't you think it's scary?"

Cen Ge was driving the car, looked at Anxi in the gap, smiled calmly and frankly: "No, I don't think it's scary, and I don't think you are that kind of person."

Anxi looked away: "How do you know I'm not?"

Cen Ge said: "Because I believe you are not, just like you once trusted me, without doubt or hesitation."

Anxi didn't speak anymore.

The two arrived at the reserved restaurant and ordered a meal.

Cen Ge tried to start a conversation, but Anxi didn't answer, and the conversation couldn't go on, and finally fell silent in embarrassment.

When the lunch was almost over, Anxi said: "Then aren't you afraid that we will be so embarrassed when we eat every day?"

Cen Ge said: "We won't be embarrassed when we eat every day, we need time to get used to each other again."

She refilled Anxi's cup with scented tea.

"As long as you are willing to give me the opportunity and time, we will find the right balance to get along again."

Anxi asked, "Why are you so sure?"

Cen Ge raised his eyes, his gaze was firm and gentle: "Because I love you, because I know that, apart from you, there will be no other person like you, let me let go of all my guard and dignity."

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It was still early after dinner, and Cen Ge wanted to take Anxi for a stroll around the neighborhood. Anxi was worried about being recognized, so he took Cen Ge to the movies.

They picked a recently popular sci-fi blockbuster, two and a half hours long, and after watching it, they can almost go to the hospital to get the results.

What Anxi didn't know was that while they were watching a movie, photos of her shopping with Cen Ge were exposed on the Internet, but these gossip photos didn't last long before disappearing suddenly.

The gossip about Anxi and Cen Ge can only survive in some obscure Weibo discussions in the form of abbreviations and code words.

The results of the examination were the same as those in foreign countries, except that the treatment plan given by the doctor was more detailed and specific. He also used a mannequin to draw out the scope of surgery for Anxi and told her which parts would be removed.

After finishing this part, Dr. Yao immediately added: "But you don't have to worry, these places can be artificially filled and repaired in the later stage. The technology is also very mature. Not only will it be the same as before, but it will also stand up more beautifully."

After talking about the operation, he talked about the postoperative drug treatment, and introduced the effects and side effects one by one.

An Xi listened, and slowly lost her mind.

She remembered the idea that came to her when she first learned about her condition—going on a round-the-world trip without treatment.

Anxi lowered her gaze, and out of the corner of her eye was the toe of Cen Ge's shoe.

She stood beside Anxi, listening attentively to every word the doctor said.

Anxi watched it for a while, then suddenly interjected and asked Dr. Yao: "Can I be treated conservatively?"

Doctor Yao was taken aback: "What?"

Anxi said: "No surgery, only medicine. I remember that breast cancer also has targeted medicine now."

Dr. Yao glanced at Cen Ge in a daze, and then said to Anxi: "But targeted drugs may develop drug resistance at any time, which will delay the treatment time. For cancer, surgery is currently the best treatment. You are in the early stage. The chance of a cure with surgery is almost [-] percent."

Anxi's voice was soft, but her attitude was firm: "No, I choose not to have surgery."

After speaking, she looked at Cen Ge.

Cen Ge lowered his gaze and met Anxi's gaze.

At this moment, Cen Ge suddenly understood Anxi's plan.

She didn't see a doctor, but said, "Doctor Yao, can you go out for a while?"

Dr. Yao had been told in turn by the director and the hospital owner in advance that he was receiving a distinguished guest this time, so he should not be offended.Dr. Yao quickly left the office.

The door was gently closed, and the room fell into silence.

An Xi sat in the chair, Cen Ge squatted down, looking up at her.

"Have you thought about it?" she asked, "Just take medicine, maybe next month, maybe next year you will have drug resistance, and then you will have surgery, in case your cancer recurs after a few years, there is no way to get back to work." Take medicine."

Anxi lowered her eyes, looking down at Cen Ge's eyes with a slight attitude.

"Do you dare? I don't have surgery, and I live with the penis of cancer. If you want to reconcile with me, can you bear this risk?"

Cen Ge held Anxi's hand on his knee.

"What dare I not?" She smiled, "Then treat every day in the future as the last day."

"Every tomorrow from now on will be the last day of our lives, and I, like the last saints, will be fanatical, unique, and love you with all my heart."

Cen Ge paused for a second, then said calmly, gently, but firmly: "If you leave one day in the future, then I will follow you."

She slowly tightened her fingers and held Anxi's hand firmly.

"So, do you dare? Do you dare to promise us to reconcile?"

Anxi turned over her palm, and Cen Ge immediately clasped his fingers and shook hands with her.

"Why don't I dare." Anxi heard herself reply, "Anyway, it's not me who is under pressure."

Cen Ge smiled, straightened her waist, and stroked Anxi's side face with the other hand, her tone was calm and flat, with a kind of steady precipitation after a long stream of water: "Then let's talk about it, we will reconcile today, and we will start to make up today." Treat every day as the last day, start today, and be together for the rest of your life."

Anxi felt the warmth of Cen Ge's palm, slowly closed her eyes, and nodded.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if you will feel sudden (covering your face), but the main text is over here. Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I will start to update the episode. If there is no explanation, the episode will make it clear, so the episode may be a bit long. It could be short too, I'm not sure.

---The following long nonsense----

From the middle of this article, it has become different from what I originally planned. Many of the plots that I had envisioned seemed to have changed my face when I wrote them.I seem to have this problem all the time when I write essays. I always deviate from the outline when I write essays, and I don’t have enough control. I have written many books, and each one is as bad as ever. I write it again and again, and it’s not as good as "Breath". The plot of this book is complete, and I don’t know if I can write a sweet article in the next book. If I can’t write it well, maybe I’ll be like this trash.

This article has been quite controversial since it was first written. It is indeed too bloody and brainless, so I didn’t read the comments very early on (I am a hypocritical aunt with a glass heart, and I am easily influenced by comments). Recently, It’s been about half a month or longer, and I haven’t opened the comment area at all. I took a sneak peek after the update last night, and found that the child with the college entrance examination was still squatting on the 8th day. I stopped updating T^T that day, sorry , I didn't post a leave note in time that day, I thought I was so confused that there would be no examinee readers.I'm really sorry that I couldn't say cheers to the kids who took the exam.

Finally, thank you for accompanying me all the way here, see you later~