please divorce

An Xi stepped aside and watched Cen Ge walk past her and enter the room.

Cen Ge is taller than Anxi, and Anxi's gaze is right on her fair side ears. She tied up her hair, fully revealing the outline of her slender neck.

She also changed into a tight-fitting black dress with a very low V-neck and tightly attached to her chest. A large piece of jade-white skin swayed in front of Anxi's eyes, making Anxi dazed.

The elegant scent of perfume wafted through the tip of his nose, which was Cen Ge's usual scent, and this scent instantly brought back Anxi's mind.

Cen Ge crossed Anxi, entered the house, saw that she was still fixed at the door, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"No." Anxi shook her head again and again, and closed the door smoothly.

The moment the door was about to close, she stopped.

The atmosphere may be ambiguous when the door is closed, so let's open it.

Anxi left the door wide open.

Cen Ge put the torch on the coffee table, and the beam of light was facing the wall, and diffused into the room through reflection, half of the room was shrouded in light.

It's just a single sofa sitting next to the bed.

There was only one chair in the room, so Anxi had no choice but to sit by the bed. After she sat down, she realized that this seat was facing Cen Ge.

As soon as she looked up, she saw Cen Ge's face with a faint smile.

Cen Ge crossed her legs, her black shoe tips and white insteps protruded from the spread skirt. She was sitting gracefully, with one hand lightly resting on the arm of the chair, looking straight at Anxi and smiling.The expression is very gentle, but the momentum and gaze are strong.

Anxi's whole body went numb from her sight.

The initial relaxed joy of meeting acquaintances when the power went out was gone.She regretted that she was not clear-headed for a while, so she invited Cen Ge in.

With Cen Ge's posture, it was clear that the visitor was not kind.

An Xi avoided her sight, wrapped his arms around his body, and whispered, "Don't look at me like that."

Cen Ge smiled lightly: "How do you see you?"

Anxi frowned, Cen Ge's attitude made her a little uncomfortable.

"Sorry," Cen Ge apologized in the next moment, "I got carried away in a moment of complacency."

An Xi was startled, and Cen Ge continued: "I'm very happy that you let me into your room, so I got carried away, and my actions just now didn't respect you at all."

Let her finish talking, Anxi has nothing to say.

She lowered her head to smooth out the creases on the bed, and said dryly against her will: "It's okay."

The lightning hadn't subsided yet, and the pitch-black sky was split open by the glaring white light from time to time, reflecting the traces of torn clouds.There was a faint sound of thunder coming in through the thick walls of the castle.

Anxi looked at the intermittent flashes of lightning, and tried to change the subject: "What a thunderstorm..."

Cen Ge echoed: "Yes."

No more words.

Quiet.and embarrassment.

Anxi looked down at the slippers, trying to ignore the uncomfortable atmosphere between the two of them.

Cen Ge said at this time: "Can I use your mobile phone to play songs to listen to?"

"Yes." Anxi unlocked it immediately, opened the listening song app, "What do you want to hear?"

Cen Ge said: "I usually don't listen to it very much, can I play what you like?"

Because I can't connect to the Internet, I can only play the cached songs, Anxi clicks into her own playlist: "Then I will play it casually."

Cen Ge: "Yes."

Anxi has mixed tastes in listening to music, rock and lyrical, classical and modern, opera and slow music...everything.

The songs are played randomly, and an old song-"Because of Love" pops out.

"Give you a CD of the past, listen to our love at that time, sometimes suddenly forget, I still love you..."

An Xi paused, and immediately pressed the next song.

Cen Ge was puzzled: "Why didn't you let go?"

Anxi slid down the page vigorously and found an English song: "I want to listen to English songs."

The tune of the newly changed song is brisk, driving away all the embarrassing silence.

An Xi rubbed the side of her phone, the melodious tune of "Because of Love" was still echoing in her mind.

In a daze, Anxi seemed to hear the lyrics again - "Listen to our love back then, sometimes I suddenly forget..."

But this time the voice of this song is low, cold and sad, which is obviously different from the original singing.

An Xi paused for a moment, then suddenly realized that it wasn't her brain playing back, but someone really was singing.

Anxi looked at Cen Ge in shock, she was the one who sang!She can sing? ?

Cen Ge lowered his eyebrows, looked at the floor, opened and closed his red lips lightly, and sang the next line: "I'm still in love with you."

These few words sang were like piano keys stepping on Anxi's heart, and when they fell, there was a tremor, which made her fingertips numb.

Cen Ge only sang here and stopped, just now Anxi sang and only stopped here.

She slowly raised her eyes, and caught Anxi's shocked gaze.

Anxi panicked and instinctively avoided seeing her.

"I used to deny that I loved you." Cen Ge said to himself, "Sometimes it seems true, and I forget that I actually love you very much."

Anxi replied: "These are just a few lines of lyrics, they cannot be applied to the facts, nor can they be used to explain the matter between you and me."

Cen Ge froze for a moment, as if he had been hit.

"Is that so?" She smiled lowly, "I just think the lyrics are well written..."

Anxi looked at her, and said: "Have you ever thought about it, maybe you don't love me at all, you are just... too used to being coaxed by me, and you are not used to it after losing it, so you want to get it back."

Cen Ge looked into Anxi's eyes and asked seriously: "Then tell me, what is love and what is not love?"

Anxi opened her mouth, unable to speak.

This question is too complex.

Cen Ge said: "I don't know how other people define love, but to me, love is possession, plunder, and longing, an ugly desire to swallow everything about the person you love. "

Anxi was stunned, she didn't expect Cen Ge to define love so greedily and rudely.

But in the eyes of normal people, love is giving, unreasonable liking and unlimited tolerance, occasional jealousy and madness.

But Cen Ge said: "I just want everything about you, everything about you belongs to me."

Anxi shook her head slowly: "If you think so, then we shouldn't even be friends. I don't want to give you anything now, so it's impossible to satisfy you."

"But it doesn't matter." Cen Ge said anxiously, "I said, I just want it, and you don't have to give it to me. This is your right."

After she finished speaking, she stood up hastily.

"Let's not talk about this topic, shall we? I'll go to see why the flashlight hasn't been found yet."

"Cen Ge." Anxi stopped her, "Have you noticed that when we are alone now, it's actually awkward and unnatural at all."

Cen Ge stopped in his tracks.

The light of the flashlight reflected off the wall was illusory and frivolous, making her figure a bit ethereal and blurred.

"So you see, we can't go back at all."

Cen Ge didn't respond, he just strode forward stubbornly with his back, determined to move forward, and stepped into the thick bottomless darkness outside the house.

I can't go back, so what?

If you can't go back, start over.

After Cen Ge left, the servant quickly brought the outdoor lights and told Anxi that the generator was broken by lightning and there was no way to repair it on the island, but there was a backup machine, but it was not used for too long. It is estimated that the power supply will be restored in half an hour after changing the line.

After the servant left, Anxi put the lamp on the tea table and turned off the flashlight.

She glanced out the window.

The lightning finally subsided, and it took a long time for a faint light to light up.The thunderstorm is finally over.

Ten minutes later, the power was restored.

Anxi turned off the outdoor lights, then turned on the TV, and found that the TV was also damaged by lightning and could not be turned on.

She unplugged the plug to no avail, then fell on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze for the middle of the night.

Anxi didn't fall asleep until dawn.

She had a bunch of messy dreams, one dreamed that she was taking an exam at school, another dreamed that she and Cen Ge were doing a test in the bedroom, and another time it was her and Cen Ge having a wedding in the back garden of the castle... …

Anxi woke up from the dream with bursts of pain in the back of her head, more tired than staying up all night.

Wash and go downstairs.

The maid immediately came over and asked Anxi what he would like to have for breakfast, and said that he could do anything in the castle.

Anxi had no appetite, so he simply ate a sandwich.

After the meal, she walked around the garden alone.After the rainstorm, the weather was exceptionally clear, the sky was blue, and the sea breeze was damp and cool, blowing on people was slightly cold.

Cen Ge never went downstairs.

The maid came over and asked Anxi when she wanted to leave. The boat was always ready to leave at any time.

An Xi said: "Then now, please take down my suitcase."

"Okay." The maid wanted to go upstairs immediately.

"Where's Mr. Cen?" An Xi still asked, "Why haven't I seen her all morning?"

The maid replied: "Miss is not feeling well, she took medicine and fell asleep."

An Xi was startled.

The maid nodded to Anxi and went upstairs.

At nine in the morning, Anxi left Rose Castle.

Cen Ge still did not show up.

On the one hand, Anxi felt that this was good, but on the other hand, she felt a little... lost.

She felt that she was probably really cheap.

--

Anxi returned to China for more than ten days, and Cen Ge rarely sent messages, only a few normal greeting text messages.

Anxi couldn't help thinking that maybe it was the last few words she had with Cen Ge that night when the power went out.Cen Ge finally believed that it was impossible for them to go back to the past, so he gave up.

This is also very good, Anxi thought.

On July 7th, the eve of Anxi joining the new crew.

Cen Ge finally sent a text message, asking if Anxi was free for dinner, he was in Beicheng.

Anxi was surprised: "Have you returned to China?"

Cen Ge: "Yes."

Holding the phone in her hands, Anxi thought that the one-word reply was rather cold, so she replied to Cen Ge with malicious intent: "I will join the group tomorrow, so I may not be free, sorry."

Cen Ge didn't come back.

Anxi: "..."

It seemed that she really gave up.

Very good very good.

Anxi threw the phone on the bed, opened the suitcase, took out the winter clothes inside, and hung them in the new wardrobe.

Yesterday she moved the last cabinet of clothes left at Qu Zheng's place back to the new home she bought.

A few days ago, Qu You found a reason to live in Qu Zheng's house temporarily. Anxi thought that she would join the team soon, so she simply left Qu Zheng's house a few days earlier and lived in her own small house.

After tidying up the last piece of clothing, Anxi closed the closet.

She stood up and looked around the bedroom.

The space is not big, and there are not many things. The desk in the bedroom is clean, and only one script is placed. It looks like the hotel where she usually lives in the crew, but it is more deserted than the hotel.

Anxi kicked off her slippers, sat on the bed, opened the tablet, clicked on the shopping software, and started to add to her home little by little, starting with the desk and tablecloth.

The phone on the bed buzzed and Cen Ge called.

An Xi paused, picked up the phone, and answered the call.

"Boss Cen?"

"Is it convenient to come downstairs?" Maybe it was because of the distortion caused by the current, Cen Ge's voice on the phone was unexpectedly gentle, "I'm outside your community, and I want to pick you up for supper."

Anxi was surprised: "Are you outside my community?"

Cen Ge lowered his voice: "Is it too sudden? It's fine if it's inconvenient for you."

Anxi looked at her somewhat empty bedroom, and the word "convenience" slipped out of her mouth spontaneously, as if she had consciously realized it.

Cen Ge's lowered voice immediately became cheerful, and he said with a smile, "Then I'll wait for you at the door."

An Xi put on her slippers: "I'll change, I may have to wait... 5 minutes."

Cen Ge: "Okay, it's okay, take your time."

After hanging up the phone, Anxi reopened the closet, rummaged through a row of summer clothes, took out a light green dress, and gestured to the mirror.

This doesn't seem like a hat...

Anxi put the skirt in and picked it out again. She pulled a few hangers, and suddenly realized, what is she doing?

Dressing up for a date?

An Xi slammed the wardrobe on it.

No change of clothes, just a meal.

Anxi put on her hat and went out with only her bag.

She was not used to being waited on, so she trotted out all the way to the gate of the community, searched left and right, but did not see Cen Ge's car.

Anxi walked along the shoulder of the road, looking for a car while calling Cen Ge: "I came out, but I didn't see your car."

Cen Ge said, "I'm right next to the gate, and it's the same car as before."

Anxi looked back at the gate of the community: "But I really..."

She remembered, she moved, so Cen Ge shouldn't be waiting outside Qu Zheng's compound, right?

"Don't you know I moved?"

Cen Ge raised his final voice in doubt: "Huh?"

Anxi felt a little guilty: "Don't you always know my movements like the palm of your hand? How could you... not know that I moved?"

Cen Ge was silent for a few seconds before apologizing directly: "Sorry, I'm driving here now."

An Xi hurriedly said: "No need, where do you plan to eat, you send me the location, I'll take a taxi there, it's more convenient."

Cen Ge said forcefully, "No, I'll come over."

Her assertive tone instantly extinguished Anxi's guilty conscience, and her attitude became stronger: "I've already gone out now, do you want me to stand by the roadside and wait for you?"

Cen Ge paused for a long time, then sighed: "Sorry, I made those mistakes just now. Let me explain to you now, don't be unhappy, okay. In order to save your time, I changed the location of the restaurant to It's booked near Qu Zheng's house, so it's more convenient for me to come here now."

Her series of explanations made Anxi a little confused.

Cen Ge, this is... Really realized that I was wrong, and then started to change it?

"Xiaoxi?" Cen Ge called on the phone, "Are you still listening?"

Anxi regained consciousness: "Yes."

Cen Ge discussed gently and patiently: "Why don't you book a new restaurant now and we meet?"

Anxi also calmed down: "Well, let me book, and I'll give you a seat later."

Cen Ge: "Okay, then I'll hang up first, see you later."

After hanging up the phone, Anxi stood on the side of the road and continued in a daze.

Is that person who is easy to talk about, has a gentle attitude, and apologizes at every turn, really Cen Ge?