Who allowed me to live like a dream

The light in the ward is much softer than that in the hall, such a gentle light yellow, between the warm yellow and the cool white.Such a color was chosen presumably in order not to stimulate the patient's emotions.

Tao Yuyue didn't wear makeup, she used to be radiant and delicate like a doll, but now she just looks like a pale skin, as if she aged a lot overnight.She sat motionless on the bed, staring indifferently at the two uninvited guests at the door, her eyes full of boredom.

Gu Jiachen was very sensitive to all disgusted or disgusted eyes, he unconsciously shrank behind Ren Xiaoxu.Tao Yuyue on the hospital bed seemed to be on the verge of collapse, her eyes seemed to be numb to everything in the world, looking around in a daze, not knowing the meaning of life.Gu Jiachen couldn't think for a while, he just felt stuffy like a ball of cotton in his heart.He was a little apprehensive, afraid that a casual word or a casual movement would trigger the switch in the woman's heart on the bed.

Ren Xiaoxu didn't shy away from it, his sharp eyes were hidden in the scabbard, and he glanced straight at the pale woman on the hospital bed.When he asked Deacon An, the tone of his mouth was not deliberately lowered:

"Who has been here?"

"The eldest son came here during the rescue, and left after the operation."

"Where's my mother?"

"The madam has already rested... I don't know if her assistant will notify her."

Gu Jiachen noticed that when Ren Xiaoxu mentioned the word "my mother", Tao Yuyue's body trembled unconsciously, and the quilt under her hand was wrinkled a few times.

Her fingers were slender, thin because of haggardness, and looked skinny, like dead branches.Gu Jiachen only felt shocking, the skin of the finger was too pale, at first glance, he thought it was a thick white bone.Her cheeks were thin and sunken, her eye sockets were dark and heavy, and her silky hair became dry and messy. Obviously, no one came to help her tidy her hair after the rescue.

No one, her personal housekeeper, the old nanny from Tao's house...all the people close to her were gone.

There were needles stuck in the back of her hand.Gu Jiachen's gaze followed the back of her hand, and a trace of disharmony came into view. The white striped hospital gown was cut into several irregular triangles, intersecting and scattered.The traces were entangled around her arms like ribbons.

That's a green strap.

Tao Yuyue's limbs were wrapped with elastic, army-green bindings.The strong green is hidden in the snow white, only a corner is exposed, like a green grass in the mouth of a rabbit.The complex weaving pattern on the belt was like some kind of weapon, and the green light emitted hurt Gu Jiachen's eyes.

This is a pregnant woman.This is a pregnant woman whose limbs are tied to a hospital bed.This is a pregnant woman who had just been rescued after attempting suicide and was being tied up on the hospital bed at the moment.The wrist of her other hand was wrapped with a thick bandage, and a semicircle protruding from her slightly protruding abdomen looked like a human face, sometimes mocking, sometimes expressionless.That arc is very hard, but indifferent, exuding a coldness like iron.

Ren Xiaoxu pulled Gu Jiachen behind him, and walked quickly to the hospital bed.Tao Yuyue just stared in an unknown direction and didn't meet his gaze.Gu Jiachen clutched his heart and let Ren Xiaoxu slowly open his lips. His voice seemed to come from a distant, ancient prehistoric world.

"You don't need this." Ren Xiaoxu used a very official opening statement.

Tao Yuyue didn't talk to each other.

"My mother finally agreed to let you do what you like, let you paint, but you do such a stupid thing...I'm afraid you won't be able to touch the paintbrush in the next few months."

Tao Yuyue turned her head abruptly to meet Ren Xiaoxu's eyes, her eyes were piercing, as if harboring hatred; but her voice was sharp and hoarse, like a desperate child who had lost her mother:

"Why do you think I can draw again now? NO, NO, NO..." She said three "NOs" in total, shaking her head while talking, her eyes lowered, like a butterfly with broken wings, falling on the embrace. On the heavily gauze-covered wrist—that was her right hand.

"I can't draw anymore. The doctor said that my tendon in my hand is broken and I can't get it back... My right hand can no longer hold anything, including knives and forks, including chopsticks... I can't touch a paintbrush again in my life gone."

She spoke very calmly, watching her right hand slowly leave.From then on, she could no longer grasp the colorful oil paint, lead and ocher, light and shadow, perspective and frame...all gradually disappeared in her world.

Ren Xiaoxu smiled helplessly and said, "Then why did you give yourself that knife? You know that there may be such a result."

Tao Yuyue returned to her original appearance, her eyes cast towards an unknown distance, lost in thought.She didn't answer Ren Xiaoxu's question. At that moment, Gu Jiachen felt in a trance that she was in a different dimension from them, close at hand, but far away in the world.It seems to be palpable, but unable to communicate.

"Mother should come to see you, tomorrow morning at the latest. There are still three months... Please be patient." Ren Xiaoxu didn't say anything to comfort him, he simply stated a fact.

Tao Yuyue stared at Ren Xiaoxu with disdain, her eyes were as sharp as nails, and she wanted to nail Jesus to the cross forever, saying, "Ren like a bird."

There is no doubt that Tao Yuyue has been wronged a lot.Gu Jiachen only felt that blood was dripping from his heart, and the blood soaked the ball of cotton stuck on his chest, like a blooming manjusawa, but it was filled with the breath of death.He has always been unwilling to admit that his own happiness is based on the pain of others, and he does not want Ren Xiaoxu to bear any sins because of him.

But Ren Xiaoxu did not deny it.

Raccoons of a feather.Yes, they are all bad guys, the entire Ren family.

They use this woman as a tool for profit, as a tool for procreation.At first they benevolently deceived her into thinking that she was going to marry into a happy paradise, and then told her that what awaited her was a magnificent prison.The Ren family's mansion, that luxurious building, has a room as beautiful as a fairy tale for her.There is her wedding dress and her prince in the room.However, after the dreamlike wedding, the prince never appeared again. She fell into the cold abyss of ice and snow, filled with darkness everywhere, and the white lace was just rotten blood.

All because of the stuff in the belly.

She knew that all they wanted was the child in her womb.This child has excellent genes, and there is Ren's blood in his or her body.The handsome man in front of him is the uncle of the child in his womb, and they are in the same line.But the child's blood relatives brought endless pain to his mother.

She had already chosen to forgive the deceit at the beginning.Such a beautiful relationship, even if it is lost, at least she once had it, it will be a beautiful memory.Until she was sure that she was pregnant, she still harbored a little fantasy, hoping that the father of the child would start over with her for the child's sake, write a love story with her even if it was not so happy, and take good care of their love story carefully. Marriage allows children to grow up in a healthy and happy environment.

This should be the wish of every parent, shouldn't it?At least Tao Yuyue thinks so.Since she was a child, even if her parents have emotional problems, they will not show discordant expressions in front of their children.Even if the elder brother has three wives and four concubines, he will respect his wife as a guest.She thought that even if there was no emotion, even if it was for profit, at least the Ren family would maintain this superficial order.If it is to be passed down from generation to generation, then at least it should be concealed from the children, right?Even if you are acting, you should act more or less!

But she found that her husband, the father of the child, didn't seem to care about being a father at all.He didn't have the slightest warmth of a father in him, and he seldom went home at first, and basically wouldn't stay with her when he did.He didn't even say a polite word when he met her, but simply told her to take good care of her body and give birth to this child. I don't mind if you give birth to a boy or a girl, as long as it is of Ren's blood.

He has put away even the first deceit and the last perfunctory.

It is said that life is like a play, and some things depend on acting skills, but sometimes you just don't want to act, and you don't want to wrap your heart in that layer of camouflage.

Maybe it's just like what Ren Xiaoxu said, his brother is always impatient.But if he had to choose, would he do it?Marry a chosen woman, have a baby, and then return to the one he loves?

He should... have resisted to the end from the very beginning.

Ren Xiaoxu is different from his elder brother, he has a character that would rather be broken than broken.There must be someone in a family to take on such a responsibility, right?He just resolutely shifted the responsibility to his brother.Who made you the boss?Even if she was born a second earlier, her fate would have been different.

Tao Yuyue knew that her husband had a lover, and he was thinking about that person every day.She doesn't care whether that person is a man or a woman.For a moment, she felt a kind of deep jealousy, why does God always refuse to do what people want?Her husband doesn't love her, so that's fine, and there will be such a person, who will completely take away her husband's perfunctory mood.She hated the man who could completely possess her husband.She felt that God was too unfair.

She knew that man hated her too.It was said that he was an unusually beautiful boy, but she didn't know his name.It is said that he has been waiting for Xiaohuai to come back during the time when Xiaohuai went abroad.It is said that they were separated abruptly by the Shen family, so Xiao Huai was sent abroad.And marrying her and having children is the condition for them to be together again.

Ren Xiaohuai can't support her to give birth to this child... Tao Yuyue thought to herself, he loves that person so much, he can't wait to be with that person, he can't wait for this child to be born.The soul is in the dream, and it is pulled and entangled, as if it is not seen, like three autumns.Let alone ten months?Let alone ten months...

Ren Xiaoxu also secretly sighed.So what if you bear it a little longer?Pretending to be in love with her until she gives birth to the child in her womb, then maybe... maybe she won't be in such a miserable situation as she is now.

A person's greatest enemy is himself.It was very hard for Shen to bring about this marriage. Her uneasiness won her trust. She didn't think Tao Yuyue would obediently give birth to this child. She didn't allow the child to have the slightest mistake, so she chose to put her daughter-in-law under house arrest. Get up until she goes into labor.

So what if you just bear it?Shen thought to herself, it was just ten months of suffering.This child is born, male or female, and you are free.Don't you advocate freedom very much?Only ten months.Your freedom, an extremely valuable marriage, and 8% of Ren's shares, as long as you give birth to this child, all benefits will be at your fingertips.I'm not stingy, I have paid enough for you and your children, your family and my family can be more closely integrated... and all this, you only need to stay under my control for ten minutes months.

As long as you give birth to this child smoothly.As for whether he can grow up safely, you don't need to worry about these.Ren's child, Ren himself, will be responsible.Unless he is dead, and your family doesn't want to break with the Ren family, then you have a second one.