Who allowed me to live like a dream

Until one day, he found that he could no longer calm down.

He began to care more and more about a person.This person's every move always affects his nerves.He began to long to see him as soon as he came home, he began to hope that his work and life could be for him, and he began to find that he could not tolerate other people being close to him.Such a person suddenly appeared in his life, killing Ren Xiaoxu by surprise.

He became anxious and began to think about the significance of this matter.He knows that the end of life is death, and he would like to go to that end if possible, but God seems to deliberately tease him and deliberately make him care more and more about this person.He began to feel a strange pain. His heart had been empty for so long, and suddenly someone was stuffed into it, which made him feel uncomfortable, swollen, and distressed.

He wanted to drive that person away, to return himself to an empty state, like a mother in labor, eager to squeeze the child out of her stomach.But when the child is really born, the mother will feel that there is something missing, so the relationship between mother and child has become a lifelong bondage.

Love is an inseparable fire that cannot be extinguished, and love is a shackle that cannot be broken off.

So he tortured this person, he even wanted to lose this person.When the car passed by, he saw the Martyrs Cemetery. Those who had made great achievements in the war were now lying there without a name, turned into dust.He felt as if he fell in love with someone, and one day he and his lover would turn into dust, lie in such a place, and become unknown.

So he called someone to stop, and he put the man in the car down, and threw it in the cemetery that represented the end.He tried to bury his love for him in the soil, he tried to let himself go back to the past, there would be no more fetters in his heart, no more pain in his life.

Gu Jiachen stood under the plane tree like that, the autumn wind was rustling, and his clothes were thin.So he began to tremble, and his eyes were fixed on the direction where Ren Xiaoxu left. He was full of expectation, and he felt that the person would come back to pick him up.

Ren Xiaoxu's heart seemed to be hollowed out for an instant, as if something had been torn apart and dug away.He felt that icicles pierced his heart, and there was a cold beating there, each beat was weaker and lighter than the previous one, that lightness was a kind of lost lightness.Every time the car took a step forward, his heart felt empty, his heart beat faster, his breathing became short of breath, and he could never return to his former calmness.So from that moment, he realized for the first time that possession is also a kind of pain.

Love parting, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let it go.As long as there is one person living in the heart, the future road will no longer be free from such pain.

Ren Xiaoxu ordered the driver to drive back again.

He originally thought that every time the car got closer to the martyrs' cemetery, he would feel better.But he found that was not the case.He began to be afraid, he was afraid to see an empty space when he went back, he was afraid that the person he discarded was no longer there, he was afraid that his world was so big that he would never see the person who used to live in his heart again.The one who had given him the pain of fullness.

When he returned to the original place, he didn't dare to look outside, for fear that all he could see was the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves.However, that person was still shivering and standing in the wind, waiting persistently, his eyes full of expectation, occasionally looking at the ground, raising his head, but only looking in the same direction.The direction that Ren Xiaoxu left.

Life is so long, time will make life different.The human face does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling at the spring breeze.The moon and the lamp remain the same, but no one from last year is seen.After walking for a while and turning around, the person who was with me was no longer the same him as before.In these silent and ruthless years, will there be such a person who has been standing in the bleak autumn wind, standing in the place where you left, standing in place, waiting for you?

Ren Xiaoxu will always remember his feelings at that time, the joy of regaining what was lost, and the desire to protect him for the rest of his life.At that time, the child was so young.He has been repeatedly manipulated by himself, but he is still able to maintain the simplicity of his heart.His thin body was freezing cold in the wind, Ren Xiaoxu hugged him, trying to put him in the hottest part of his heart, so that he could warm up quickly.

"Is it cold? Hold me when you're cold, and I'll keep you warm." When he said this, Ren Xiaoxu could feel his heart beating heavily.

Only then did Ren Xiaoxu truly feel that a person living in this world has another task—he should warm another person, his body, his heart, and his soul.We must do our best to prevent him from being shocked, from suffering, and from being displaced.This world is so cold, please, please don't freeze him in your arms.

This is an honorable and arduous task.He has done it for nine years, and he will continue to do it.In the past nine years, there have been hardships, tiredness, joys and sorrows, and misfortunes and blessings.And a gentle man is always like the ocean, love grows in the storm, to be the moonlight that cares from afar.My love is to take off my own wings and give you to fly.

May the moonlight shine on you.

Chang'e should regret stealing the elixir, the blue sky and the blue sky and the heart of every night.

When Gu Jiachen woke up, he found that he was lying on Ren Xiaoxu's chest. Because he slept on his stomach, saliva flowed out from the corner of his mouth, which wet Ren Xiaoxu's entire chest.

He raised his head in a daze, and pressed his palm on Ren Xiaoxu's chest.He fell asleep, and felt the palm of his hand was cold for a while, and it took him a long time to recover.

The sun was already shining outside the window, the curtains were pulled open, and the sunlight came in, illuminating most of the room.The window was open, the wind was blowing in, and the sky blue curtains fluttered with the wind.Gu Jiachen stared at the curtains for a long while before suddenly realizing that someone had entered this room!

He suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, you must know that he slept on Ren Xiaoxu's body yesterday!This... This posture is really a bit ambiguous. If my family sees it, what will they think?

Gu Jiachen almost bounced up and jumped off the bed, then walked to the door and pushed it with his hand - the door opened.

Someone had obviously come in and opened the window for them.Gu Jiachen was at a loss for a moment, he could only rub his eyes, opened the door, and walked out as if nothing happened.

Gu Shihua has already woken up, the TV in the living room is on, and a set of news is playing.Gu Shihua greeted his brother while watching: "Are you up? Did you sleep well?"

Gu Jiachen mumbled, "Well... I slept well, but I don't know how the door opened."

Gu Shihua said casually: "Ah? When I got up, my mother asked me to come and see, in case you were bored, let me open the windows for you. Brother, when did you drool in sleep, I didn't even know..."

Gu Jiachen blushed, it was indeed Shihua who came in... Mom, can we let her, a little girl, enter the room of two big men?

But she came in okay, she probably wouldn't feel anything.If my mother saw it, the atmosphere would probably be weird.Seeing my son sleeping on another big man's chest with drool all over his face, I feel strange...

So he murmured, "Uh... It's been a long time since the two of you have slept together, so I can't help but feel uncomfortable."

"I think it's better for you to apologize to him? You've made him drool all over..."

Gu Jiachen scratched his head, said "Oh" in embarrassment, and went back to the bedroom.Ren Xiaoxu had already gotten up and was sitting on the bed looking at him.Gu Jiachen's eyes fell on Ren Xiaoxu's chest, the color of the clothes there was obviously darker than other places.He closed the door, sat down embarrassedly and pulled Ren Xiaoxu's pajamas down, muttering:

"It's so wet, what are you still wearing, take it off!"

Ren Xiaoxu had just woken up, and before he could react, his clothes were suddenly taken off by Gu Jiachen, and his gaze gradually became strange, and he narrowed his eyes and looked at Gu Jiachen ambiguously.

Gu Jiachen still thought in his heart, did this person fall asleep?Why are you looking at him like this?Why is there no movement at all.When he raised his hand, he touched something hot and hard, and then his whole body froze.

Ren Xiao and Xu Zhengchenbo.

Gu Jiachen was so embarrassed, he pulled his hand back, moved it three feet away, and stammered: "You...you...you, you get dressed, I...I...I'm going out to wash my face first."

Ren Xiaoxu grabbed his arm and pulled him over, and pressed him under him with lightning speed, with a hoarse voice, he whispered in Gu's ear, "You deliberately provoked me, didn't you?"

Gu Jiachen struggled to get up, flustered, and said, "Who am I? Didn't I just wake up? My consciousness is blurred. Your clothes are all... all my saliva..."

Ren Xiaoxu covered his mouth before he finished speaking, lifted the quilt, rolled it up, and wrapped Gu Jiachen in his arms.Covered by the quilt, he quickly took off Gu Jiachen's trousers, and pushed himself in.

Gu Jiachen blushed anxiously, but he himself had a reaction, so he couldn't leave, he couldn't stay, he was so entangled.The straddling posture was very deep, and there was not much movement. Ren Xiaoxu covered his mouth again, so the last sound was silent, and there was only a rubbing obscenity in the room.

The bed was very firm, Ren Xiaoxu thought while pinching Gu Jiachen's waist and pumping it, it's rare to come across such a durable bed.It's just too hard and inflexible, and it's a little hard for him to move.Gu Jiachen leaned against him tremblingly, and the place where the two joined was constantly rising and falling under the quilt. In the morning sunshine, Ren Xiaoxu easily took the first ray of pleasure into his pocket.

Originally planning to make a quick decision, Ren Xiaoxu quickly solved the problem with his relentless actions.Gu Jiachen blushed and wiped his body with Ren Xiaoxu's pajamas, thinking that he was already wet with saliva anyway, and he didn't mind getting some other liquids on it.

The whole process took about 10 minutes, which was a relatively short time between them.Ren Xiaoxu's clothes were thrown on the washing machine, and Gu Jiachen tiptoed out to get the clothes for Ren Xiaoxu like a thief, only to find that the washing machine was rumbled, and Ren Xiaoxu's face was clearly seen in the transparent drum. An off-white coat.

Gu Jiachen was taken aback, thinking, it's over, who is so careless to wash his clothes?Most of Ren Xiaoxu's clothes could not be washed, and most of the clothes were ruined.

What is this called... Then what is Ren Xiaoxu wearing?