Who allowed me to live like a dream

Gu Jiachen's bed was custom-made by the family members from a carpenter.These days, a decent bed costs thousands of dollars, and a carpenter can make one for less than 1000 yuan.The advantage is that it is economical and durable, but the disadvantage is that it is very hard, very very hard.

I also know that this kind of bed does not have a spring mattress, but only a layer of wooden boards, covered with brown mats and cotton wool, and then covered with a layer of sheets, similar to the beds in university dormitories.In the bed of the university dormitory, Ren Xiaoxu put the quilt he made under his body to barely sleep, and at that time he was full of energy, he could fight until late, and fell asleep standing up when he was exhausted.Now it is not the same as before, sleeping on this bed, he has turned over several times in ten minutes.I always feel a bit sore in my shoulders.

When Ren Xiaoxu turned over for the sixth time, Gu Jiachen turned on the light and asked, "Can't sleep?"

Ren Xiaoxu replied vaguely: "Well... the bed is a bit hard."

"Our bed is made of wood..." Gu Jiachen looked at the quilt and said, "But fortunately, this bed is made big enough, otherwise there would be no room for your feet."

Ren Xiaoxu smiled wryly: "Then should I be thankful?"

"Who told you to stay overnight? Go to sleep, Second Young Master, anyway, I only sleep for one night."

"That's not necessarily true, won't you go back to your mother's house in the future?"

"What... This is obviously your husband's house."

Ren Xiaoxu made a gesture to pinch him, Gu Jiachen quickly shrank under the quilt.

The quilt that Ren Xiaoxu is covering now is made of freshly stretched cotton, which was just exposed to the sun yesterday, so it is fluffy and warm.Coupled with the fact that two big men are squeezed together, the temperature is inevitably a bit high.Ren Xiaoxu couldn't help but unbuttoned a few slits in his pajamas.Seeing this, Gu Jiachen quickly covered his chest tightly, his eyes alert.

"what are you doing?"

"Take off your clothes."

"What are you doing undressing?"

"It's hot... the quilt is too thick."

"Nonsense, our house doesn't have air-conditioning and heating, how can it be hot?"

"I'm hot! Touch it if you don't believe me."

Ren Xiaoxu took Gu Jiachen's hand and pressed it against his chest.His chest was very hot, like burning coals, people who didn't know thought he had a high fever.Gu Jiachen jumped up as if being scalded, and withdrew his hand.Ren Xiaoxu seemed to be really hot. He opened his shirt and kept fanning it by his collar.

Looking at his appearance, Gu Jiachen had no choice but to pull a corner of his old quilt to him: "Forget it, cover me with this...you don't want the new quilt specially made for drying."

Ren Xiaoxu kicked off his quilt, and pulled Gu Jiachen's quilt corner neatly onto himself. Gu Jiachen was wrapped in the quilt, and he also pulled him over.Gu Jiachen was wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt, and his elbow suddenly touched Ren Xiaoxu's exposed chest. The smooth and elastic skin looked like some kind of artificial rubber, so he couldn't help but shrink his arms.

Ren Xiaoxu showed dissatisfaction, wrapped his arms around Gu Jiachen's shoulders, and forcibly locked him in his arms.Gu Jiachen struggled several times but failed to break free, and simply lay on his chest like this.Two people have been together for a long time, and they don't necessarily have to do everything. It's also good to just lie down like this.So they chatted one after another.

"What do you think of my sister?" Gu Jiachen asked leisurely with his eyes closed.

"Not bad."

"Does she look like me?"

"It's quite similar."

Gu Jiachen rested his head on Ren Xiaoxu's shoulder comfortably, and murmured, "If I were a girl, I should look like her..."

"That's good too. It's pretty."

"I don't know which man that girl will fall into... At least it must be someone like you!"

Ren Xiaoxu couldn't help laughing, and said, "You have a good idea."

"Of course, a man like me can find someone like you, my sister should find someone better than you!"

Ren Xiaoxu knocked him on the head and said, "Did you not wake up, or were you talking in your sleep?"

"Ren Xiaoxu," Gu Jiachen raised his head and asked, "Do you think you are number one in the world?"

"Of course not. At best, I'll be number one in the Southwest. To say the best, there are many in Beijing, Shanghai, and Guangzhou."

Gu Jiachen frowned: "...Aren't you ashamed to say that?"

"Do you think it's easy to be number one? The heights are overwhelming, do you understand? Also, I think your sister should have a boyfriend."

"You know again..."

"Look at the way she looks at me, she doesn't feel it at all. Her expression either means that she has a man and can't tolerate others; or she is gay and likes women."

"Nonsense, Shihua is not gay!"

"That's not necessarily true. My brother is, maybe my sister is too. Aren't you two biological brothers and sisters?"

Gu Jiachen couldn't help punching Ren Xiaoxu in the chest.

"I'm gay, I was bent by you! You fucked me before I had a conception, and when I was conscious, I was eaten up by you! You have the nerve to say..."

Gu Jiachen usually doesn't swear, but when this matter is involved, he can't help but utter a sentence or two, and it's limited to entry-level swear words like "fucking".He had been tied for too long, and he couldn't get off the bit for a while.

Ren Xiaoxu smiled triumphantly.Gu Jiachen lay on his chest and fell asleep after making a fuss.There is a crack in the curtains to see the outside, the night is dark and windy, and the dew is deeper, the moon that should be as round as a jade plate seems a little sad.It hangs alone in the sky, no matter how high it hangs, no matter how shining its brilliance, it is not as happy as being in the world like this, holding the one you love in your arms.

Who will spend the night together?Pillow quilt mandarin phoenix, listen to plum blossoms.

I only envy mandarin ducks, not immortals.

The bed was still a bit cramped, Ren Xiaoxu felt sore in his shoulders and back, and there was still a person on his chest.Gu Jiachen slept soundly with his eyes closed, his eyelashes cast a shadow on his eyelids, and he remained motionless.

It was the same when he was reviewing back then. He sat in front of the desk all day long, and sometimes he didn’t eat or take a sip of water. After a long time, his lips were white, chapped and peeled.If he is really tired, he will lie down on the table and sleep for a while.Once when Ren Xiaoxu went out at noon, he slept on his stomach on the table. When Ren Xiaoxu came back at night, he was still lying there, in the same position as when Ren Xiaoxu left, motionless.That made Ren Xiaoxu feel in a trance, as if he had never left, watching him sleep all the time.

Ren Xiaoxu looked down at the man in his arms, and gently stroked his hair.

Gu Jiachen seemed to be the only one he knew who hadn't changed with the passage of time.Ren Xiaoxu met him ten years ago, he is just like this, timid, fearful, strong endurance, soft-hearted, kind, likes to rely on others, but more often on himself.Ten years later, he is still the same.He always seems to make people feel a kind of trance, as if time has not passed, and they are as before, youthful, innocent, pure and naive, simple and happy.

For some reason, Ren Xiaoxu felt that there was always a feeling of being forced and helpless in Gu Jiachen's expression, as if everything was not as he wanted, but he was able to face it with strength.That kind of expression is very moving, his eyes are clean and pure, that kind of pureness will arouse strong reactions from others, either they want to completely destroy him, or they want to completely protect him.Ren Xiaoxu is the latter.

Everything in the world has its own trajectory. Whether you are in politics or business, you must understand this trajectory so that you can predict the next development of things.Everyone in this world should first understand their own position, then understand their own responsibilities, and then improve their abilities in order to be able to complete their own tasks...God will distribute wealth to those who have the ability to master and The one who props it up, all you have to do is this.

Ren Xiaoxu's education was similar to this.He has been trained since he was a child to look at problems and deal with things from such a perspective.So they are naturally more mature than others, their eyes can see farther, and in another sense, they are more monotonous.

The reincarnation of the heavens, people's hearts and minds, strategizing, winning a thousand miles... Ren Xiaoxu thought he could master all of these, mastering them proficiently was once his goal.But he gradually felt a kind of powerlessness.It is not the powerlessness of incompetence, but the powerlessness of mastery.

With such a family background, as long as the IQ is normal and the training is proper, it is not a problem to have enough ability.But there is always something to fill people's hearts in order to appear full. Blind work will only make people boring and make people feel like a machine.Then get bored with time.Sometimes when I see a folder, I want to smash it, when I see something wrong, I want to chop it up, when I hear the phone ringing, I want to pinch it, and when I see the arrangement, I want to tear it up.

A successful career can bring a man proud capital, and a handsome appearance and rich net worth can bring a man high-quality enjoyment.But Ren Xiaoxu knew that he would grow old one day, and now this body is just a stinky skin, and those admiring eyes can also be cast on other skins, he just happened to become the young master of the Ren family, and happened to own That's all.These successes, these prides, these admirations, were not really his.

There is always a banquet in the world, one day everyone around him will leave, one day the prosperous flowers will wither, who else will be by his side at that time?Does he still have his own memory?

Homecoming is a kind of murder.He happened to become a beautiful peony, rich and beautiful, and envied by thousands of people, but when it fell, not many people would remember it.When one day he withers, all the people will trample him underfoot like any withered petal.At that time, they will all turn into dust, there will be no difference between them, and their lives will eventually return to a kind of equality.

equal death.

Ren Xiaoxu has always treated the world calmly.

Sometimes he would try something novel on a whim. For example, one day someone told him, hey, dating a girl seems quite interesting, so he went to find a girl to try.One day someone told him, hey, high platform diving seems to be quite interesting, so he went to try high platform diving.

The stimulation brought by adrenaline secretion can indeed make him feel a short-term beauty, but that kind of beauty comes and goes quickly, and the next time he tries again, the stimulation will decrease.Just like taking a drug, you must gradually increase the dose to feel the same pleasure as the last time.

He doesn't let himself get addicted, so he often just plays and gets bored, then returns to calm.This will inevitably give people a feeling of ruthlessness, but he feels that it doesn't matter.So what about ruthlessness?So what about sentient beings?It will all fall apart.It will fall apart in the end.

The more he thinks about it, the harder it is for him to get interested in doing something.Calm to the point of excess, and then become like a statue, watching from the sidelines.