The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

Zhao Yiran was too weak, and fell asleep in a daze after thinking about it.Until he was woken up by Qin Yin, he rubbed his eyes and said in a daze, "How long have I been asleep?"

"Three and a half hours." Qin Yin replied while raising the small table on the bed.

Zhao Yiran looked at the fragrant mushroom bone soup on the table, but didn't react.If he remembered correctly, he seemed to have bought this silver-white thermos before.

Qin Yin put the spoon in his hand and said: "You haven't eaten anything since you woke up, try this soup, I specially made it light."

Zhao Yiran also felt a little hungry when he said that, he looked at the green coriander floating on the soup, and still couldn't help asking: "You made it?"

Qin Yin nodded, "The soup has been simmered for three hours, it should be tasty."

Zhao Yiran took a mouthful of soup and tentatively put it into his mouth.

"How do you feel?" Qin Yin took out a tissue to wipe off the soup dripping on the table.

Zhao Yiran pursed his lips and said, "It's okay." In fact, the taste is very ordinary, but he knows that Qin Yin has never cooked, and he feels a little awkward now.

Qin Yin smiled lightly, "Drink."

Zhao Yiran drank half a bowl of soup in silence and then put down the bowl. Qin Yin took it and put it on the table next to him, then immediately took out a tissue and handed it to him.

He paused and took it, wiped his mouth and watched Qin Yin help him put down the small table on the bed, "Qin Yin..." He said quietly.

Qin Yin stopped and looked at him; "Huh?"

Zhao Yiran gripped the paper tightly, "Actually, you don't have to do this." He was really not used to Qin Yin being so kind to him suddenly.

Qin Yin tidied up the table slowly, drove straight in and said, "I'm sorry, but it was my fault for treating you like that in the past."

Zhao Yiran shook his head and looked up at him, "If you treat me like this just because of guilt or pity, then there's no need, Qin Yin, that's not what I want." He is no longer the stalker five years ago. The bad Zhao Yiran, the many things he experienced during this period made him think about many things.If you love it, you don't love it, if you don't love it, you don't love it. He will not force Qin Yin.

Qin Yin sat beside him, reaching out to touch Zhao Yiran's hair, but he avoided it.

He looked at Zhao Yiran's pale face, but his eyes were rare clear and firm.I couldn't help feeling in my heart that I hadn't seen him like this for a long time.

Really five years.

It's okay if you don't want to, but when you think about it, you realize that so much time has been missed between them.Qin Yin felt a little uncomfortable looking at the weak Zhao Yiran, he looked into his eyes seriously, "I know what you want, I will give you everything, only you alone."

Zhao Yiran looked at him, shook his head in silence for a while and said calmly: "It's not as simple as you said, I died once, and I am much less timid."

Qin Yin looked at him for a moment, with a burning light in his eyes.

Zhao Yiran settled down and turned his head to avoid his gaze, "I don't know if what you said is true, Qin Yin, maybe you just feel sympathy or blame for me, after all five years have passed, are you messing with me? wrong--"

Before he finished speaking, Qin Yin reached out and hugged him tightly, "I really want to hug you." He whispered, "I've been thinking about it since you woke up."

Zhao Yiran's heart skipped a few times, and he remained motionless waiting for Qin Yin's answer.But Qin Yin just hugged him tightly for a while, then let go of him and said naturally: "Take a rest."

Zhao Yiran "..." Don't you have anything to say?

Qin Yin looked at his puzzled eyes and said quietly: "You just need to remember that I love you, and leave everything else to me, and I will prove it to you."

Zhao Yiran quickly pulled back the quilt to cover his head, and ignored him.

The quilt was suddenly pulled down by Qin Yin.Qin Yin stood in front of him, "It's time to wipe yourself."

Zhao Yiran recalled those days when he was a "wandering soul", when he saw Qin Yin kissing his body from time to time, his face flushed slightly, and he immediately tightened his collar and said, "No, I can do it myself."

Qin Yin looked at him and said softly, "Don't make trouble."

Zhao Yiran insisted: "I can do it myself, why not let a special nurse come." Qin Yin's wiping was too ambiguous, and the two of them obviously still have some conflicts to deal with, so it's not suitable for such closeness.

Qin Yin's face darkened, but his voice was still gentle and said: "I wiped it for you from the first day you fainted, and I am a 'special nurse'." He unbuttoned Zhao Yiran slightly forcefully, " Maybe it's something you're expecting?"

Zhao Yiran was immediately upset and said: "Fart! Who is expecting it? Stop pretending to be sentimental."

Qin Yin smiled lightly, seeming very pleased.After all, he really hasn't seen such an energetic Zhao Yiran for a long time.

The five years of time lost between them, from now on he will make up for it.

Qin Yin stopped talking, and concentrated on wiping Zhao Yiran's body. Zhao Yiran's skin was pale and his bones were bony.

The apparent fragility of life.

Qin Yin suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

Zhao Yiran said earnestly with no expression on his face: "Stop saying such things all the time." He has a deep affection for Qin Yin, not because of his endless apologies, which are boring.

Qin Yin also stopped talking, and concentrated on helping him wipe it up.Fortunately, Qin Yin didn't do some crazy and strange actions this time, otherwise Zhao Yiran would definitely jump up from the bed in fright.

Not long after Zhao Yiran woke up, the entertainment headlines were dominated by him.But because of Qin Yin and Qi Yu's intervention, no media dared to bother him. He spent two weeks comfortably in the hospital, and was finally taken back to the apartment by Qin Yin on a sunny day.

Qin Yin has stopped all activities since filming "Doctor or Patient". After all, his contract with the company has expired, and he has no intention of renewing his contract, so he is no longer under the control of the company.And now in his eyes, Zhao Yiran is the biggest, nothing can compare to Zhao Yiran, so he becomes more and more free-wheeling.

Zhao Yiran walked into his room and looked at everything as before, feeling as if time had changed.Before the sadness in my heart was brewed, when I saw two pillows side by side on the bed at a glance... Hey, did I agree?

He knew that although Qin Yin had been sleeping on his own bed for the past three months, but now that he was awake, how could he allow such a thing again.

Qin Yin followed his gaze to see the pillows on the bed, and said calmly, "I'll make whatever you want for lunch."

Zhao Yiran wanted to speak, but seeing his calm face, he didn't know how to speak, so he simply gave up and said, "Whatever."

He checked Weibo for a while with his tablet, sat cross-legged on the bed and made a phone call with his manager Qiao Shan. Qin Yin appeared at the door wearing an apron and said, "It's time to eat."

As soon as Zhao Yiran sat down at the dining table, Qin Yin handed over the bowl of rice to his table, "See if you like it."

Zhao Yiran took a mouthful of green beans, tasted them, and said directly: "It's a bit rotten."

Qin Yin quickly picked up the chopsticks and ate, "It seems to be a bit." He put down the chopsticks and said, "I will pay attention next time."

Zhao Yiran didn't speak, and scooped up a piece of Mapo Tofu with a spoon, "It's a bit salty."

Qin Yin said directly: "I see, I will pay attention next time."

Zhao Yiran took a few mouthfuls of rice, then suddenly lowered his head and said in a sullen voice, "Hurry up and eat too." Don't always look at him.

Qin Yin hummed and began to eat quietly.There was nothing to say for a while, until a spare rib was thrown into the bowl, Zhao Yiran finally couldn't help but said, "Leave me alone." He still hasn't figured out what to do with Qin Yin, he treats himself so well, he I'm really afraid that I will fall into it again and cause a catastrophe.

Qin Yin didn't speak, but quietly scooped up a bowl of chicken soup and handed it to him, "Taste the chicken soup."

Zhao Yiran was a little irritable, casually took a sip and said perfunctorily: "It's hard to drink."

Qin Yin hummed and said indifferently: "Sorry, it won't be like this next time."

Zhao Yiran paused and did not speak.

Qin Yin stopped his chopsticks, looked at Zhao Yiran who bowed his head like an ostrich, and felt a little uncomfortable, "Zhao Yiran, when did you become so timid?"

Zhao Yiran froze suddenly, looking at Qin Yin with displeasure in his eyes, "Why do you say such things?! Don't you know why I am like this?"

The kitten was angry, Qin Yin knew he had slipped his tongue, looked at him and said softly, "It's my problem, I'm sorry." He didn't know how long it would take for Zhao Yiran to retract his sharp claws, he only knew that no matter how long it took, he would never give up.Even if Zhao Yiran is really disappointed in him and doesn't like him, he won't let go, because he loves him, and he doesn't allow him to leave his side.

His kitten should lie in his arms and play like a baby.

He looked at Zhao Yiran, who was buried in his meal, with unstoppable firmness in his eyes.

After dinner, Zhao Yiran watched Qin Yin pick up the bowls and chopsticks naturally, and said awkwardly, "I'll do the dishes."

Qin Yin shook his head, "No need."

Zhao Yiran stood up and did not back down at all, "You cook and I do the dishes, it's fair."

Qin Yin avoided his hand reaching out to take the bowl, "Don't make trouble."

It was this damn "don't make trouble" again, Zhao Yiran's face darkened, "Don't always say such things." It made him look like a vexatious child.

Qin Yin raised his head and glanced at him quietly, Zhao Yiran looked at him without giving in, Qin Yin said with a normal face: "You go take a bath first." After speaking, he walked past him with the bowl and chopsticks.

Zhao Yiran vented his anger and went back to the room.He doesn't care about Qin Yin anymore, since he insists on doing this, then let him.It just so happened that he was also at ease.

After taking a nice bath in the bathroom, he walked into the room and saw Qin Yin sitting on his bed with a hair dryer in his hand.

Zhao Yiran paused, then walked up to the mirror normally and wiped his hair with a towel, "I can do it myself."