that love, that youth

Unknowingly, there are stories everywhere in life.Every Monday, Zeng Xiaowu will receive a greeting from afar, and then he will be as happy as a bird, even his eyes will shine brightly.

Simple, I simply think that simple is jumping happily with his back.I was just a little girl who didn't understand the world, holding his hand in a flat way, thinking that I was waiting for a bright future like this.

Even in a dream, looking forward to adding a wedding dress, looking forward to being a happy family in the future.

The spring on the campus is not very beautiful, it is only when the sluggish winter air is swept away that it becomes so precious, and the brilliant sunshine jumps above everyone's head.

I once thanked that it is spring that brings vitality to all things, and also brings me hope and persistence.

I admit that falling in love in the declining stage of high school is really worrying, but when love comes like a torrent, how can I, a weak girl, have a strong defense?

The beauty it brought me has even overwhelmed all my guilt and reason.

Every sunset, Zeng Xiaowu would hold my hand and jog in the playground.The golden afterglow sprinkled down reminded me of the beautiful poem of holding your hand and growing old together.

Sometimes, I also think, how can such a boy who is neither handsome nor outstanding give people such a wonderful feeling?Maybe this is love? !

When I have a cold, he will quietly put the medicine into the hole of my table, and he will tell me when to take the medicine; when crossing the road, he always carefully pulls me and remembers to walk on the outside of me; when eating, he will Add the dishes I like to my bowl, and take care of my diet carefully; when it rains, it seems that no matter where I am, he can appear by my side with an umbrella.

At school, Zeng Xiaowu was a bad boy who smoked, drank, and fought.I hate these bad habits the most, and I have repeatedly prevented him from doing these things, but it is not easy to change a person.Gradually, smoking is no longer visible, and alcohol is still drunk.But even if I was drunk, I didn't forget to send me back to the dormitory.

When love is going on, I have to admit that I think about it day and night.I will clearly know that I am thinking, looking forward and waiting at every moment.

Sometimes, what I want to do the most is to be with him, without words or even eye contact, just sitting quietly, watching the time flow, flowing in the beautiful love, this is mine best memory.

Missing is a kind of pleasure, like a clear spring soaking my heart.It's ridiculous to think about it. A boy who went from disliking to liking to finally falling in love with him has so many habits that I hate. How awesome is love that I voluntarily blindfolded and accepted it? Fall in love with people and things that you once thought you would never like in your life.

I think Cupid doesn't think about these things. There must be his reasons for the arrows he shoots.So I was suddenly very glad that he gave me a chance, finally became brave, finally learned to betray, go against everyone's guidance to me, and do something different according to my own beliefs. That's the only way, Youth is not lost in vain.

There are no twists and turns in life, although Zeng Xiaowufei is still so obsessed with letters from afar, I still simply think that in my heart, the owner of that letter will be like Xiaoshi, always honest and supportive.When a person is young, it is a lucky thing to have a few friends like Xiaoshi.

That year, Zeng Xiaowu accompanied me through the spring and the hot summer.Everything is as usual.

I think I have always been an emotional person, standing on the balance of emotion and learning, I am oriented toward emotion.People like me are doomed to be too unrealistic, and can only wander around in our temperament forever.At the same time, it also means that my study is getting worse and worse.

After the mid-term exam in the first half of the year, Wei Wei pouted and told me, okay, don’t delay your studies even if you are in love, you forgot that you were good before, where are you slipping now.

I was also very uncomfortable. I obviously recited it, but I just couldn’t remember it.

Your heart didn't grow in the textbooks, it's all in Zeng Xiaowu's place.Wake up quickly, or you really won't be able to pass the college entrance examination, even the second one.

Yes, the second one is not enough.Isn't Peking University just a name?I'm afraid it's no different from the hey yo hey yo shouted by the fiber tracker.

After listening to her words, I walked on the way to the classroom in a daze.When I was about to approach the teaching building, I felt a beam of light swaying back and forth on my face.Because the mood is not high, I didn't care.

It’s just that this beam of light is always shaking. I raised my head and saw a small mirror protruding from a classroom on the west side of the second floor. The light should come from this small mirror.I put my hands on my forehead as a sunshade, and walked quickly into the teaching building.Zeng Xiaowu rushed into the teaching building behind me and went straight to the second floor.

I suddenly realized what he wanted to do. This realization made me shudder, and my disheartened emotions were swept away, so I quickly followed him. The boy holding the mirror had been hit by the stool and couldn't move.

Facing the blood, I realized for the first time that this man who was so gentle to me has a bloodthirsty character like a wolf. He just shook a mirror at me. Did you actually want his life? ?However, it was also the only time that I felt that my life was protected, and the sense of security that was powerful and unpassive wrapped around me surged strongly.

I was pushed back to the classroom by him, who was stupid there.

This matter was known by the school.Zeng Xiaowu was called by the teacher to criticize him severely, but he never said it was because of me.The school issued a notice of criticism, but luckily that student had no problems, otherwise he would have been forced to stay in school.

This incident hit me hard. I was both shocked and guilty. I’m not sure how many sides boys have, but this side is called violence. a catastrophe.

That afternoon, when I went to the playground to look for him, I saw the long-lost cigarette in his hand.The smoke was flying in the wind, like his hair.On this breeze-blossoming summer evening, a young man who yearns for freedom and loves the wind may be yearning for a different life beyond the wall of the playground.

I said let's break up, I don't want to hurt you anymore.

"Silly girl, don't take everything on yourself. It's that guy who is wrong. He shouldn't disrespect you."

"Everyone will encounter injustice. This is everyone's destiny. How can people ruin their future for these insignificant things."

"If fate is really arranged, then let me block it for you."

"I just want to break up. No matter what you say, I have the final say."

Since then, I have deliberately alienated Zeng Xiaowu.

He was waiting at the bottom of the dormitory, but I wanted to go with a group of people; he was waiting for me to eat, and I ignored him; he came to my classroom for self-study, and I didn't even turn my head; I wrote notes and asked me to meet, but I ignored them all.

I think he should be as crazy as me.

He recovered crazily, and I missed him crazily.He is desperately trying to find my love, while I am frantically avoiding but heart-piercingly missing.

Love is like a disease but beautiful like a spring smile. It comes out of nowhere, but it makes people lose their minds and go crazy. Unfortunately, I was recruited and got sequelae.

Whether it is torture, longing, or lovelorn, everything is hurtful and heartbreaking.There is no cure for love, I deeply agree.