Lan Congxiao

"I treat you like this, but you are always against me everywhere. If it weren't because you are really bad, how could I be willing to hurt you?"

Suddenly, the man pinched the cheeks of the man under him, and forced a kiss on his panting mouth. Xun Fei saw that the chest of the man under him rose and fell more and more violently, until his face turned red before he was able to breathe.

"A person who was picked up, how could he be so arrogant!"

Then the man on top of him went crazy, and the whole bed was shaking, as if it would fall apart if it moved even a little bit. The man under him, with pale fingers, tightly grasped the wooden railing at the head of the bed, thin and thin. His body was like a piece of paper at the moment, allowing him to shake.

Xun Fei covered his mouth, only felt a wave of nausea in his heart, turned around and hurriedly retreated, ran to the kitchen familiarly, opened the water tank, took a ladle to fill his mouth with water, and finally lay down by the window Spit out.

That scene was still fresh in his memory. He remembered that the man kissed the man under him many times. Qiu Zhu said that it was the intercourse between husband and wife, the intercourse between two big men, but Qiu Zhu never mentioned it to him.

Can't help but think of the previous few times, Qiu Zhu kissed him like this, and he kissed Qiu Zhu like this, but it felt far less than the impact that the small room gave him just now.If those two people were in the same room, would he and Qiuzhu also count?

Xun Fei quickly shook his head, poured a large ladle of water down, and drank until his stomach was full, and when he moved, it would rattle, and then he dropped the ladle and walked out of the kitchen.

Qiu Zhu was sitting on the steps in front of the door, holding in her hand the puppet she had brought from Xunren, with the figure carved on it.

The puppet is not as good as it was at the beginning. After so many years of playing, it has become a bit old but very bright.

Qiu Zhu knew that Xun Fei's anger was real. He should know about his own family affairs. He was the only one left in the Qiao family. No one was more qualified than him to understand the murder of the Qiao family.

But Qiuzhu didn't intend to tell him now, maybe it would be an indefinite period when the time came.

Seeing that the night was getting dark, Qiu Zhu picked up the crutch beside him and got up, thinking that Xun Fei had probably hid in a corner to vent his anger, and it was time to bring the boy home to sleep.

Now is not the best time, the child has nothing on his mind except for the bloody feud of the Qiao family, a simple "revenge" and a single "vengeance" is enough to destroy a person.

Xun Fei is not a serious person, but needs time to sort out everything he faces. At best, the child just couldn't turn the corner, and didn't even think about how to do it, even if it was "revenge".All Qiu Zhu can do is to stay with him, and when the so-called indefinite time is ripe, Xun must let go or not let go, even if he takes revenge, he has to stay with him in person.Because, he couldn't let Xun Fei waste his life on the road of revenge, maybe that's what his master thought back then, that's why he never told him the truth about those things.

What's more, his search for nonsense also has the so-called fate, how can he add fuel to the flames.

After walking through several long corridors, a familiar figure rushed towards him, knocked Qiu Zhu away, and the two almost fell to the ground.

"Xun Fei!" Qiu Zhu endured the pain, and grabbed Xun Fei, only to see that the front of Xun Fei's clothes was wet, and he reached out to touch it, as if he had been wet by water, "You are..."

Xun Fei opened Qiu Zhu's hand as if he had seen a ghost, and turned his eyes away in panic.

"I haven't vented enough, are you still angry with me?" Putting the crutches to the corner of the wall, putting his hands on Xun Fei's shoulders, "Are you still blaming me for not understanding you?"

"I haven't forgiven you yet, I won't talk to you!" He raised his eyes to meet Qiu Zhu's, and then moved them down, his thin lips parted slightly, "Aren't you talking to me now?" Xun Feiyi Listen, his face flushed slightly.

"I promised the ancestors of the Qiao family that I swore before their spiritual tablets that I would take good care of you." I brushed the hair sticking to Xun Fei's cheek with my fingers, and rubbed his face vigorously with the palms of both hands, "So now I don't I will tell you who that person is, and the grievances of the Qiao family."

"You knew who that person was early on, but you just refused to tell me. If I didn't find out, you would keep it from me!" Xun Fei's angry face appeared again, but Qiu Zhu's expression was very calm, "Yes." , if it’s not an accident, at least now I don’t plan to tell you.”

"I want to know, I have to know who that person is, you have to tell me!" What Qiu Zhu said, Xun Fei has always been submissive, and he would never talk back so stubbornly because of this, but this time he did not back down at all "tell What about you, my legs were almost crippled by him, what about you? If you were in front of him at that time, what would have happened?"

Suddenly there was a flash of blood, and he remembered the night when Qiao's family died, they died through their hearts, and their flesh and blood spattered.

"Your grandfather and Xiaolu risked their lives to save you back then, not because they wanted you to come back and die for them. Did you avenge them according to their wishes? Have you ever thought about it? Lost your limbs and died, Is this the consequence you want?"

"It's different... Uncle is gone, you still have parents, and many people, but I am gone... Qiao's family is dead, they are all dead, and only I live... I just... just feel uncomfortable! The kind of discomfort emanating from the bones!"

"Xun Fei..." Qiu Zhu sighed for a long time, put her palms lightly on the back of Xun Fei's neck, tried to warm his cold body, and sat on the side corridor with one leg limping, "When my mother left me when I was young, during the three months of silence, I thought she would come back. My mother promised to give me a flute made of mottled bamboo on my birthday, but it was her grave that waited for me. For so many birthdays, she has not been able to come back once. Banzhu is still Banzhu, but no one made a long flute for me. Later, I grew up, but I can’t do anything about the master’s illness. I can’t even see him for the last time. He just goes on like this I stayed with my teacher. But this time, even if I don't speak for the rest of my life and torture myself, they won't be able to do anything about it."

"The pain that comes from the bones seems to be pierced here by tens of thousands of needles." Qiu Zhu pointed to the position on the left chest. gone."

"I..." Xun Fei had never thought about parting from life to death, so Qiu Zhu didn't know what it was like.Qiu Zhu gently caressed Xun Fei's cheek, and said with a wry smile, "So I know how uncomfortable Xun Fei is."