Lan Congxiao

"Nonsense, why don't you remember? With such a deep wound, I know how much it hurts." He yelled softly, "That person is a bad person."

"The bad guy has been punished. I won't become a lame man, but he lost his right hand." Gently holding Xun Fei's cheek with both hands, he tried his best to be gentle. He may not be aware of this irreparable hatred, and the scourge has lasted for a thousand years, and the shackles of these thousand years are also shackles that he cannot let go of."

"It's different, he wants to pay with his life. The person who hurt you killed my grandfather, my parents, and everyone in the Qiao family!" Xun Fei screamed, penetrating the entire room, his eyes were red, his body The tension was terrible, Qiu Zhu held him tightly in her arms, "He will pay for his life, go down and atone for my family!"

"Xun Fei!" Facing such Xun Fei, Qiu Zhu was at a loss what to do, and held him tightly in her arms, but she couldn't restrain the awakened hatred, "You are only alive because they want you to live..."

"Qiuzhu..." At this time, even the voice trembled helplessly, "Have you ever tasted the feeling that everyone is dead, and only you are still alive?"

Xun Fei's cuteness this time is unique, he didn't lose control and go crazy like he imagined, it's just that he was so sad that he no longer had the energy to think about it, and he sat down to eat with Qiu Zhu obediently, everyone knew that this sadness still existed, but who There is nothing to do.

That night, the starry sky was bright, Qiu Zhu took Xun Fei up to the roof to look at the stars in the sky, Xun Fei lay quietly on his lap, after a long time, a light voice came, "Qiu Zhu... everyone leave me..."

"No one will be willing to leave you?" Ting Xunfei choked up as he stroked his cold hair, "Everyone of them said so."

"But they still left. I can slowly remember the past. Although I don't remember much, most of them are bad things. But those people really existed. Why do I always feel that those things are not real after thinking about them? It seems to be a group of people that only I have seen." Those illusory memories are like dreams, Xun Fei was young, there is a huge barrier between the past and memories, he is in the middle, both ends are faintly visible, seeming real and fake.

"Thinking about it makes me afraid. The more I think about those memories, the more fake they become. The more fake I feel, the sadder I feel. Is it because I don't remember enough? They are blaming me..."

Qiu Zhu picked up Xun Fei's cold hand, put it on her cheek, and touched it vigorously, "Look, it's hot." The gentle words fell slowly, and Xun Fei raised his head to look at him in a daze, Qiu Zhu put her hand on Xun Fei's cheek, "You are hot too, look at the person who is with you now, is it real or not?"

Xun Fei touched it vigorously, his palm was warm, wrapped in Qiu Zhu's big hand, moved it to his lips, and the breath from his nose sprayed on Xun Fei's palm, "How could there be a fake? Isn't Lin Qiuzhu alive? In front of you?"

"Autumn Candle..."

"Xun Fei, remember this temperature. People are always born, old, sick, and dying. Qiuzhu may not be able to really accompany you for a lifetime, but as long as you remember this feeling, you will not feel that I did not exist, including your grandfather, your parents , your master, you must remember."

As he spoke, he took Xun Fei into his arms, hugged him tightly, and whispered in his ear, "Do you still remember?"

Xun Fei was held in the arms of Qiu Zhu in a daze, and his hands were lightly placed on his solid back. He suddenly remembered the past, his grandfather hugged him, his mother hugged him, and his father put him on his shoulders. In Malaysia, Master held his hand and taught him to write.This feeling suddenly became somewhat familiar, and the people who were a little blurred in memory seemed to be much more real.

"I...I remember them...they were...alive..."

It wasn't until Xun Fei felt that Qiu Zhu's shoulders and clothes were already wet from his tears that he pushed them away suddenly, and was startled to realize that he had burst into tears again unconsciously.

Qiu Zhu wiped his tears with his sleeves without hesitation, Xun Fei stubbornly held back his tears with red eyes, strange that this child who always likes to play tricks on him and be lazy doesn't like to cry.He finally understood a little bit, understood the things that he hadn't seen through in the past three years.Maybe Xun Fei has never been mischievous, but he has been loved by thousands of people since he was a child. This is his nature.He has lived in a place that does not need to obey the rules since he was a child, even if he is no longer the same as before, he is still hard to change, and his temper is the best proof of those people's existence.

"Can I ask a question?" All the words were cautious, and raised a finger, "Why...why did he destroy our Qiao family?"

There was a long silence between the two, Qiu Zhu hesitated and didn't know how to refuse this question, Xun Fei also saw that Qiu Zhu had no intention of telling him.

"Xun Fei..." He suddenly dodged the hand that was close to Xun Fei, "You answer me..." He tried to grab Qiu Zhu's skirt, opened his eyes hard, stared at him firmly, tried Make yourself stronger, "Just this one, tell me why? As long as you say it, I will really try to be obedient in the future."

"After a while, when the time is right, I will naturally tell you."

Hearing this sentence, Xun Fei pursed his lips and frowned, "You knew it clearly, why didn't you tell me!" Xun Fei pushed Qiu Zhu away, jumped off the roof, turned around and ran out of the courtyard, Qiu Zhu jumped off the roof and was unable to catch up with him because of a leg injury.

Xun Fei heard Qiu Zhu calling his name behind him, but he didn't turn around, and jumped to the other side of the villa in a few moves.The night wind was gloomy and cold. Walking on the remote path on the side of the villa, kicking the stones under his feet, there were echoes on the empty path.

Passing through the path, I came to a backyard. The servants living here were scattered, and a few of them were scattered here, and they all had a few meals here.

In the dead of night, Xun Fei was sitting alone on a step, feeling sullen in his heart.

Qiu Zhu seemed to know everything, but she didn't say a word. The more Xun Fei thought about it, the more angry she became, but she felt more and more wronged, "I'm never going back, please, I won't go back either!"

He got up and was about to take two steps forward, when the lights in a small house not far away suddenly turned on, he thought it might be some servant girl who got up at night, so he ignored it.

Just after walking for a short distance, a crisp and piercing voice suddenly came out of the small lighted house. Xun Fei felt goosebumps all over his body when he heard it. When he listened carefully, it seemed to be a man's voice.

He hesitated in his footsteps, and was very curious about the source of the sound, but it was unreasonable to pry into other people's private affairs.

Lie on the window, gently push it away with your fingers, and look into the room through the gap. The light is a bit dim, but the things inside can be seen clearly.

The window was facing the bed, and two naked | naked men were lingering on the bed.

Xun Fei put his hands on both sides of his eyes, trying to see more clearly, he saw a man's body oppressing another man, the figure of the man under him was thinner, and he was climbing on the man on his body like a snake, slightly Panting with his head raised, his face was flushed, and beads of sweat fell from his body.

It's a pity that most of his face was covered by the hanging hair, and Xun Fei couldn't see clearly with his eyes widened: this person looked strangely familiar...