After the photos of women's clothes were picked up by the enemy [entertainment circle]

I'm the son of a murderer, but I've done nothing wrong.

I like to dress women up, I like pink, I like lace and bling, but I'm not a freak.

These are the words that the brain subconsciously wanted to tell him during countless nights of crying until convulsions and retching; it was also the inscription that Lu Xuzhi drilled into his body over and over again when he entered from behind; it was what his mother wanted to express to him before she died. Love.

Fans have supported him for several years, and he doesn't want to deceive them with his avatar anymore. If the real self can't be accepted, then...

That is nothing more than giving up everything now.

He can already catch Lu Xuzhi, he has nothing to be afraid of.

……

"What are you doing?" That night, Lu Xu got off the show and called Jiang Ling as usual.

Jiang Ling has also returned to Nanyuan, just after taking a shower, sitting on the carpet, facing a small table, distressed: "I'm writing lyrics."

"Writing lyrics?" Lu Xuzhi seemed to be changing clothes, and there was a voice coming from the other end, and it took a while to return to normal, "I thought you guys would not write songs by yourself... It seems that I'm biased."

"Actually, it's true. It's basically written by the company." Jiang Ling also said, "It's also my first time."

Lu Xuzhi took a breath: "Hiss..."

"Huh?" Jiang Ling also thought he had hit somewhere, "What's wrong?"

"What you said really made me think a lot." Lu Xuzhi sighed, "Pay attention to your wording, kid. It's late at night, brother and I are alone in the empty room, so lonely, okay?"

"..." Jiang Ling also blushed.

If it was in the past, he should say something to mock Lu Xuzhi now, such as "the old man is so impatient", "what's on his mind every day", etc. But now, he is also scorned by Lu Xuzhi. One sentence makes the body a little hot.

Young people who have just started meat, comrades, at the most vigorous age, how many days have they been abstinent.

Thinking of it like this made him feel very bitter.

"How about..." Jiang Ling's ears were red, and his voice was as small as a mosquito humming, "Shall I visit your class?"

"..." Lu Xuzhi was silent for a moment, then lowered his voice, as if he was enduring, "No, you can't do that kind of thing in the crew... I have principles."

This carefree person has a principle in his heart, what he can do and what he can't do.

In his heart, acting is probably a sacred thing, and because of this, Jiang Ling has never treated any scene casually.

Hearing what he said, Jiang Ling had no choice but to give up the idea: "Then when will you wrap up?"

Lu Xuzhi: "It will take another month."

"……"A bit disappointed.

"However," Lu Xuzhi changed the subject, "Although we can't let you come over, we can do something else."

"what?"

"I've delayed you for more than ten minutes." Lu Xuzhi's voice suddenly changed, and the tone of his voice was suppressed, deep and eager, listening carefully, with a slight panting, which made Jiang Ling's ears stop itching.

"Together," he snorted, "come?"

Jiang Ling also: "..."

As if she understood his invitation, Jiang Ling also put down her pen and stretched her hand down.Originally, he was kneeling on the ground, but this sudden proposal forced him to stand up and move his knees to the sides.

a little shame...

Fortunately, there is no one at home...

"I didn't expect...to be able to do this kind of thing alive." On the other end of the phone, Lu Xuzhi's voice was intermittent, with a hint of a smile, "Child, do you still say that uncle is not wild enough?"

"...you are the wildest." Jiang Ling also lowered her head, bit her lips tightly, and even narrowed her eyes, "what... a strange habit... before we were together, I desperately asked me to call you brother, but now... ...calling yourself...uncle...uh."

He whimpered, sounding pitiful, his whole back arched, his skin flushed abnormally, like a cooked shrimp.

For a moment no one spoke, only the rapid breathing of the two people on the receiver.Suddenly, Jiang Ling also took a breath and confessed.

"So fast?" Lu Xuzhi laughed at him particularly maliciously, "Not too good, kid."

Lu Xuzhi knew about his time and laughed at him that night. "Sleep on the floor when you come back." Jiang Ling also supported her somewhat weak legs, and ran to find a tissue to clean up with a cold face.

"That won't work, are you willing?"

"Worthy."

"It's so cruel, kid, my brother's heart hurts so much."

"Really? Then I'll step on your heart again."

"So you like playing this kind of play...then I can't help but cooperate with you..."

"..." Jiang Ling also shook her hand holding the tissue, and said unbearably, "Lu Xuzhi!"

"Hey..." He gasped in a low voice, "I made a mistake, I should call... my husband."

"..." Jiang Ling didn't bother to talk to him.

He lowered his head and hurriedly cleaned himself and the floor beside him that was accidentally soiled, and got up to turn on the fresh air system to disperse the smell.Thanks to this fresh air system, Jiang Ling was able to live comfortably in the house with the curtains closed these days.

At this moment, he heard a low roar coming from the receiver, and no one spoke for a long while.

"You haven't been very long..." Jiang Ling couldn't help muttering.

"As long as your eyes are not blind, you should take a good look at the time and see if it exceeds the average time." Lu Xuzhi's voice sounded a little more tired than before, and there was a bit of sarcasm in his laughter, "Children, deceive yourself and others And it won’t make you last longer. Besides, no matter if it’s long or fast, aren’t you the one who’ll “experience” it yourself?”

"...I won't tell you anymore!" Jiang Ling also yelled at him, "Annoying!"

Lu Xu was overjoyed.

Couples were always talking on the phone, and when both of them calmed down, Jiang Lingye couldn't write the lyrics anymore, so he threw the pen and lay back on the bed.

He turned off all the lights in the room, opened the curtains to look at the stars outside, and imagined that Lu Xuzhi was looking at the same sky.

"Why did you suddenly start writing lyrics?"

"I want to write a song."

Holding the phone, he uttered the trivial thoughts floating in his mind intermittently, with one or the other, and the introductory words did not match the last words.In front of Lu Xuzhi, Jiang Ling was also absolutely relaxed, not worried that the people opposite would not understand what he was talking about.

Lu Xuzhi is someone who, even if he doesn't understand, will try his best to understand him.

It's his whole world.

"I checked on Weibo today, and the comment section is still very popular. The old fans who hoped that I would continue to sing, and the new fans from the "Misplaced Kiss" circle who wanted me to continue filming have been arguing." Jiang Ling also said softly. Said, "I'm actually not very happy, but I can't help it, and the head of the publicity team advised me that only when there is controversy, there will be enthusiasm."

"really."

"But I'm still unhappy. I don't want people to quarrel and be unhappy because of me, and... I didn't say this to my colleagues in the company... I actually sometimes wonder why they can't understand my thoughts " Jiang Ling also finished talking and laughed, "After thinking about it, I feel so nonsense, I haven't figured out whether to continue singing or continue acting in the future."

"I thought you liked acting very much." Lu Xuzhi said.

"I don't hate it." Jiang Ling also paused, pursing her lower lip, "I act to... get closer to you. You should know that you are an idiot, right?"

Lu Xuzhi obviously also thought of the story of the neighbor's children who were obsessed with studying performances and often ignored the neighbor's children who came to eat, drink, and bed, and couldn't help laughing. "I'm sorry, I've wronged you." He apologized without sincerity, and suddenly changed the topic, "But I really didn't expect that I am so important to you."

"...you know now."

"So I'm happy."

"..." Jiang Ling also covered her face.

Ah, if Lu Xuzhi speaks in this voice again, he will definitely burn all over. He doesn't want to have the same event again.

"Actually, think about it from another angle. Everyone has their own way of life, and fans are also independent individuals. They will not do everything according to your ideas. If you only see the parts that don't go well, you will I feel that fans are against me in everything." Lu Xuzhi suddenly became serious, "Actually, you have to know that as an artist, what you provide to fans is spiritual and cultural enjoyment in their spare time, a commodity, a symbol... whatever What is it? It’s not a person. If you stay away from their thoughts, you will find that they don’t really care about your transformation. Some people, as long as you are still performing, they will support you—it’s a bit messy, listen Do you understand?"

Jiang Ling was also silent for a moment: "I probably understand. I told you that wearing a skirt is very beautiful. It's not surprising. It should mean the same thing, right?"

Lu Xuzhi smiled.

Men can wear small skirts and like bows; women can naturally be strong and have a rough personality.

In the relationship where fans and celebrities are far away from each other, fans can follow stars and engage in fandom according to their own preferences, and celebrities don't have to force themselves into the character set given by the company.

Some things just go hand in hand.

"Thank you brother." Jiang Ling also said, "I understand."

"Ok?"

"I don't like the 'Sunshine and Warm Man' character design given by the company, I'm not that good." I will have emotions and put on a bad face, "So, I have to have a work that can stand up."

"Yeah." Lu Xuzhi paused, "Actually, your web series is doing well, and your performance in the movie is also pretty good. After it's released, there will be a good response."

"That's not my work... I know what you want to say. I'm not in a hurry. I know that acting has to be done step by step. I didn't expect to be the leading actor in a big movie tomorrow." Jiang Ling also laughed, "I can be the leading actor now The protagonist is only my album, so I still have to write songs. Brother, I want to hold a very special concert, I have already thought of a plan, and I invite you to come and see it."

"Are you still planning not to invite me?" Lu Xuzhi smiled, and comforted him, "Don't think too much, take your time. When the movie is released, I'll give you a commemorative gift. What do you want?"

"what……"

Jiang Ling also really thought about it.

For many years in the past, Lu Xuzhi would buy him a present on his birthday, toys from childhood, suits from adulthood, watches later... They were all expensive gifts that he needed at his age.

Jiang Ling doesn't care much about money anymore.Although Jiang Jin is poor, Tan's family is really rich, not to mention he can make money now.

"Are you still making sculptures now?" He suddenly remembered a joke from a long time ago.

Lu Xuzhi was stunned: "Yes, yes..."

"When you were young, you told me that you would carve a small one for me when you were ready. I don't know if you remember."

"...Remember." He thought he forgot, after all, it was just a casual joke, but now he suddenly found that he subconsciously remembered every word he said to Jiang Ling.

"Then trouble you to cash it." Jiang Ling also said.

Lu Xuzhi: "Okay." It's not a joke this time.