After the photos of women's clothes were picked up by the enemy [entertainment circle]

Jiang Ling was also taken aback.

He didn't want to hide his love affair from his uncle, but Lu Xuzhi was a bit special, after all, his uncle also knew him, so when he told his family, he thought he should discuss it with Lu Xuzhi first.

and--

"What gossip?"

This week he ate, slept, played game consoles, and called Lu Xuzhi...he had a very happy time, Tao Boxuan reported good news but not bad ones, and didn't tell him anything, so that he didn't know anything about these things.

"The fans are spreading the news of your relationship, but Xiaotao assured me that he will handle it well, so I didn't follow up."

Jiang Ling also frowned, her first reaction was that illegitimate student.

The girl had threatened him more than once to tell about his love affairs.In fact, he is also a sick patient, and he has three points of sympathy for the girl, but the girlfriend is really groundless.

He was thinking about what to say about this matter, when he heard Tan Mingcheng say again: "If you don't want to say... Uncle won't force you, it's fine."

"..." Jiang Ling also suddenly laughed.

What happened back then was appalling. As the only witness, he had serious psychological problems. Over the years, my uncle has been too careful with him.

He didn't get a lot of love when he was a child, but he gained a lot when he grew up.

Life will get better eventually, won't it.

Suddenly, as if he had unloaded some burden, he smiled: "Uncle. I'm in love, that's just...we just got together, and I want to tell you...to my family when I'm more stable."

"Well...well, uncle knows. Then uncle won't ask any more questions, you should pay attention to yourself and treat others better...don't treat yourself badly."

"Okay." Jiang Ling also said with a sigh.

He thought in his heart that it was his uncle who told him not to treat him badly like he told his daughter.

The feeling of being held in the palm of someone's hand... not bad.

Putting down the phone, he called Tao Boxuan and asked about the rumors.

"The boss told you, right?" Tao Boxuan exaggeratedly sighed on the phone, "It's not a big deal, I don't want to disturb you, I didn't expect to beware of the boss..."

Jiang Ling also laughed for a long time.

"I'm fine, I've been recuperating for a week." He said, "Brother Tao, just tell me."

It's really not a big deal.

The illegitimate child was sent to the hospital last time, but in the mental hospital, her condition was considered mild, and the matter did not involve Jiang Lingye. She behaved normally most of the time, so she got occasional access to the Internet. Chance.

"If you want me to say, her parents are too irresponsible. But outsiders can't get in the mouth." Tao Boxuan had a headache, "As soon as she goes online, she spreads the news that you are already in love among the fans. I have already asked the support club to put her The name has been removed. Anyway, I saw her delete the photo with my own eyes, so if there is no evidence, it’s not a big problem.”

There are more than one family in the circle who have flirtatious love rumors. Generally, as long as they don't cause excessive influence, brokerage companies are laissez-faire.

"Understood." Jiang Ling also paused, "Brother Tao, I want to go to the company, you can find someone to pick me up."

"Huh? What are you doing? I don't have work today."

"I want to go and see."

Tao Boxuan went in without knowing it, but he still agreed, and said that he would ask someone to come to the company after a while to see if anyone was free.Jiang Ling finally got up from the bed.

He stretched a lot, as if pulling away and stretching out the soreness that he had been lying on these days, and then washed and changed his clothes step by step.

The only clothes I can wear are the ones I brought in the suitcase, and the dress that has been cleaned but has been stained with many adult memories.Jiang Ling also thought for a while, then took out her phone.

【Jiang Lingye: Brother】

"Can I?" I didn't finish typing the four words, and when the call came back, Lu Xuzhi's background voice was a bit noisy: "What's wrong?"

"I want to go out." Jiang Ling also sat facing the closet, kicking on the slippers, "I have no clothes to wear."

"Buy it for you?"

"Then I have to wait for someone to give it to me." The voice unconsciously carried the meaning of being coquettish, and Jiang Ling also said, "I want to wear yours."

Lu Xu was overjoyed: "I still need to make a report? Didn't I say that you can use whatever you have at home?"

"Oh, I just want to be polite." With approval, Jiang Ling also walked towards the closet, opened the closet door, inspected the color of the suit with his eyes, and said, "By the way, I want to wear my boyfriend's clothes to go out gone."

Lu Xuzhi: "..."

"You said it didn't look like afterward, because my clothes were dirty, so I had to wear your clothes." Jiang Ling also took out a shirt and put it on for comparison, "Hey, why are we obviously about the same height and your size compares?" I'm too old, I can't seem to wear a 'boyfriend shirt'..."

"Jiang Ling too." Lu Xuzhi said almost grinding his teeth, he could even imagine Jiang Ling standing naked in front of his closet picking out clothes, "You have to be responsible for flirting."

"You can't hurry back." Jiang Ling also smiled with satisfaction, "I'm dead, bye."

"..."

This may be the first time in Lu Xuzhi's life that he feels that the filming cycle is too long, and now he just wants to go home and deal with this little goblin who repeatedly dances on the bottom line of his patience.

The old man Ben San once opened the meat, he really knows the taste.The days when the little boyfriend is not around are very difficult, and he still has to suffer this kind of torture.

What can I do?

Him, endure.

Lu Xuzhi was also 6 centimeters taller than Jiang Ling, plus he was a bit stronger, just one yard short.Jiang Ling also tried on the clothes, but found that the uniform shirt was too tight to hold her shape, so she gave up and found a loose T-shirt to wear, paired with a pair of slacks.

After getting dressed, he sat in the living room and waited for someone from the company to come over. He had nothing to do, so he opened Weibo.

He hasn't been on Weibo for a long time, or in other words, he hasn't been on Weibo much except for the time when he first debuted.

People are eager to be seen, recognized, and praised, so when he first participated in the draft, he would be excited because of the increase in fans, and he would be happy because he received words of encouragement.It's a pity that in this kind of work as an artist, all the advantages and disadvantages and private life will be magnified infinitely under the lens. Once the popularity reaches a certain level, black fans will never let him go.

Abuse is like black dots on white paper, even if there are only a few words, it seems so abrupt.

He is not a person in good mental condition, he has self-knowledge, will not be brave, and has been in a state of avoiding Weibo for a long time.The support club company is in charge of operations, and he rarely chats with fans in the air, so in fact, some people have heard that he is "cold and difficult to get along with".

In fact, I thought about it, I am very sorry for the fans.

It's a pity that sometimes he really has no courage.Mental illness is called a "disease" because the patient's intellect often cannot control the body's reactions.

In the matter of falling in love, maybe I have to find a way to communicate with fans...

Even if I can't come out truthfully, at least... talk to them more, the movie will be released for a long time, and it will be very hard for the girls who have no food to support.

and--

"I've thought about what kind of album to make." An hour later, Jiang Ling was also sitting in the company conference room, looking at the person opposite and said.

Sitting opposite him was the music director of Star Entertainment, the man who supported most of the company.

Beside the music director, there are stage director, MV director, song selection team leader, concept design director, deputy head of promotion team, etc., as well as Tao Boxuan, all of them with notebooks, listening to Jiang Ling Also talk.

Tao Boxuan didn't quite understand: "Don't you want to record a song?"

According to the original work plan, Jiang Ling should also release a brand new EP single during the broadcast period of "Misplaced Kiss". also.

"The work related to the single has already been prepared, and you only need to record a sentence." The music director said.

Jiang Ling also shook her head: "I don't want to record that single, I want to make an album."

"An album that belongs exclusively to 'me'."

He had been thinking about it for a while.

For Jiang Ling, this idol career is separate from himself.He has an unlovable personality, is often in a poor mental state, doesn't like cameras, hates being disturbed, has neither dancing talent nor singing, and has many little secrets that are difficult to tell.Even Tao Boxuan often said that his personality is not suitable for being an idol.

In fact, it was indeed for my uncle's company that I participated in the competition.

Hiding behind the persona prepared by the company, living a completely divided virtual life, one year, two years, three years... He gradually couldn't bear such pain.

Three years is the fresh-keeping time for a traffic star, and Jiang Ling also feels that it is time for him to bid farewell to the past.

It's not for character design, not for popularity, just to give myself and fans an explanation for the past three years.

What are you making music for?

He asked himself repeatedly, and finally found an answer he wanted after filming two films.

— to express myself.

"You mean, you need an album that suits you?" The music director drew a long line in the notebook at hand, and wrote a new note on a new line, "Do you want to make a regular album? Or a mini?"

"There are a lot of people releasing singles now. The audience's attention is too easily distracted, and the blank period of the album is too long." The leader of the publicity team answered the question at the right time, "Maybe it can be like this, release a digital single a month, and finally collect Release a full album with six or ten songs. This will keep the popularity going..."

"No." Jiang Ling looked helplessly at this group of colleagues who were quickly entering the working state, and finally interrupted their professional discussion, "I mean, I want to learn to write songs."

Music Director:"……"

Propaganda Team Leader: "..."

Music director: "You can try it out. Write the lyrics according to your ideas. I will help you with the composition, and the arranger can also respect your ideas. The learning cost of learning to make songs from scratch is too high. You probably don't want to do it on your own. ?”

"No, no, it would be great to have your help." Jiang Ling called people to the meeting just to find helpers. He would not naively think that with three years of traffic experience, he could quickly learn to arrange music. Easy, who still studies music diligently?

The leader of the publicity team disagreed: "The cycle is too long and it is easy to get bored..." The work of the publicity team is not easy to do.

"I have some ideas, let's make two or three songs, at most five or six, and make a mini album." Jiang Ling also smiled at her flatteringly, "I want to hold a concert before the end of the year, at least I will make an album before then. send out."

The music director frowned, and drew several lines in his notebook, as if he was worried about the work arrangement.

Business performance coordinator: "Tour or single show? Let me know your ideas two months in advance, I will arrange the venue, and coordinate materials and personnel."

"I'll take note of this matter." Tao Boxuan answered, "It's okay, anyway, the big boss said, Ling can do whatever he wants, we are only responsible for coordinating work."

My heart was full all of a sudden.Jiang Ling also smiled: "Thank you."

Everyone started to move, and after the meeting, everyone was busy with their own tasks.The music director asked Jiang Ling to organize his thoughts into a document and send it to him within three days, so as to advance the next step.

That day Lu Xuzhi asked him, "What do you want to do in the future", but he didn't answer.

For him, music and acting are "jobs that must be done with all our strength", rather than things he is extremely passionate about. Although he doesn't hate doing it, he always feels that something is missing.

Even after his uncle's company was not short of cash flow and Lu Xuzhi became his boyfriend, there was no reason to do these two things.

What are you going to do next?

He thought for a long time without an answer, and finally realized that it was not suitable for him to think about these things.

Life is time pushing people away. If you can't figure out the direction, then do every little thing at hand seriously.Keep singing, keep acting, as long as there are people who need it, as long as there are people who are looking forward to it.

But before that—

He wants to overcome his fear and tell everyone who he is.