【Xiyao】Fake prudence

Jin Guangyao didn't remember much about what happened afterwards, and he didn't care too much. He was a cicada at the end of summer. After singing the last song with infinite sadness, he lived as if he was dead, and died as if he were alive.

Under the pale light, Lan Xichen's eyes were exceptionally clear. His eyes, which had never been dull, were now full of emotions and desires. They were as hot as a red-hot iron, and they were deeply burned into his three souls. A strange feeling came from him. Jin Guangyao's heart suddenly rose, even if he drank Mengpo soup on the Naihe Bridge, he would never forget these eyes in his next life.

The desperate Jin Guangyao is no longer afraid. He is not afraid of the bustard, the turtle man, Jin Guangshan, Mrs. Jin, and even less of those gossips that have haunted him for decades. fart.

There is only a small crescent moon in his eyes, fluttering in the ripples of the Gusu River, waving at him, playful and cute.

Jin Guangyao really felt that he was not good enough with Lan Xichen, so he wanted to say to Lan Xichen, "You must remember me".

If he didn't get well in this life, maybe in the next life he will have a good pregnancy and become a lady of every family, pure and clean, well-educated, not only be a couple that everyone envies with Lan Xichen, but also bear children for him.

Somehow, when the words came to the mouth, they turned into: "In the next life, don't remember me."

Jin Guangyao hated himself for being so sober all the time, so that even the slightest leeway for naive fantasy was squeezed out.

Rationality told him cruelly that the wish to continue fate in the next life was just a luxury, because the thunder calamity would knock people out of their wits.

Even if there is some remnant soul left, a person like him will definitely go to the [-]th floor of hell after death. Even if he has the chance to be reincarnated, he will definitely go to the animal realm.

He and Lan Xichen only have this life, and when this life is over, the fate is over.

After Jin Guangyao confessed his last words, he closed his eyes frankly.

When he woke up again, there was boundless darkness in front of him. He thought he was in the endless hell, but the touch of the slightly callused palm reminded him that he was still wandering in the world.

At the last moment when the thunder calamity came, Lan Xichen finally cut off the corpse demon's withered hand. He pushed away the corpse demon, protected Jin Guangyao under his body, and received the thunder firmly.

Lightning turned the world into a piece of pure white and unstained, and the corpse demon was also blown to dust and smoke, but it did not take away human life. After the dust and smoke dissipated, except for a black humanoid trace beside him, Jin Guangyao is doing well, Lan Xichen is doing well Yes, Lan Wangji also stood upright beside Lan Xichen, and even Doctor Bai's precious inner alchemy shone with pure light in the ashes.

Wei Wuxian picked out Doctor Bai's inner alchemy from the ashes. After swallowing the inner alchemy, Doctor Bai didn't change back into a human form, but was still in the form of a beast, but he felt as light as a swallow, and his mind was calm, and he didn't want to move when he smelled blood. .

These changes show that he has completely got rid of his beast nature and cultivated the body of an earth immortal.

Jin Guangyao listened to Lan Jingyi's vivid description of the ins and outs, and wanted to see what the Earth Immortal looked like, but unfortunately, he couldn't see it.

On the day of the last stand, the bowl of purple ginseng soup he drank was mixed with poisonous poison, which could temporarily suppress the Matanga woman and keep him sane. The price was to overdraw his life in advance. After this day of spirit, his body would decline faster. Finally withered at the end of this midsummer.

So even though Yun Shen somehow saved it, Lan Xichen felt very sad.

Jin Guangyao only wakes up for a moment at dawn every day, and talks nonsense the rest of the time.

For Lan Xichen, these days were like fish scales. His muscles and bones were intact, but every inch of his flesh was painful. Every time Jin Guangyao called him, his pain intensified.

Lan Xichen regretted that no one taught him what love is, so that when love came, he was so slow-witted. When he realized that he had held true love in his hands, the affection had turned into gravel and was uncontrollable. slipped through the fingers.

The tragedy between him and Jin Guangyao is that they fell in love too early and understood it too late.

Before the thunder fell, what Jin Guangyao said made Lan Xichen brood.

Lan Xichen is very narcissistic, but he still has self-knowledge. When Jin Guangyao had a falling out with him, he once scolded him for being cold and selfish. Far more than thinking about others.

Coupled with the fact that Jin Guangyao hurt him so much that he lost his mind, and under self-abandonment, he said unscrupulously: "You are right, I am such a person, I am selfish and indifferent to everyone, including you. Since you already knew that I am like this Why do you still ask me?"

He stabbed Jin Guangyao back in this way.

As expected, Jin Guangyao was stunned by him, and he unconsciously covered his left chest with his hands: "Anyway, I have brought you happiness in the past, can't you just stand on the sidelines for the sake of the meager affection in the past? Think about my position? I don’t want anything, I just want to go away to spend the rest of my life in peace, if you let me go, I will miss you forever and promise not to come back to revenge you.”

It's fine if he doesn't say anything, but when he said "leave far away" and "never come back", it was like adding fuel to the fire, making Lan Xichen furious.

Lan Xichen simply stopped talking: "I'm not you, what do you think, what does it have to do with me?"

Jin Guangyao seemed to be struck by lightning, but he did not collapse, and quickly recovered his stable posture. He stood proudly, as if he was the judge between them.

Jin Guangyao completely abandoned the route of surrender, and indifferently delivered a verdict to Lan Xichen: "A person like you deserves to die alone."

Not to be outdone, Lan Xichen said, "Even if I die alone, I will still have you by my side."

In the cold and cold room, Jin Guangyao had made a fuss and was already asleep. Lan Xichen was sitting silently. Hurtful memories flooded his mind. He became cold for no reason, and suddenly felt that Jin Guangyao's sentence was a little bit Familiar, after searching for a long time in the messy memory, I remembered that someone had said similar words to Jin Guangyao long before.

Jin Guangyao had rescued Qin Su on the battlefield, and he had also rescued many ladies from aristocratic families. One of them had a heart of admiration for him. I don't know where I became a little disciple, just to catch a glimpse of him from a distance when he enters and exits the mountain gate.

Lan Xichen no longer remembered the girl's appearance, but only remembered that after the tragedy, the elders in the family said that she was very beautiful, very quiet, and her family background was also very good.

Since she is very beautiful, her high family status is also a stepping stone, coupled with the help of several elders, the Huaichun girl naturally entered Yunshen's unknown place smoothly.

At first, the girl was smug and full of joy, and she smiled sweetly when she met everyone. Occasionally, she was very reserved when she met him, bowing her knees in a proper manner, and said softly, "Zewu-jun."

He would often nod his head slightly as a gift, but his eyes never focused on the other person's face.

One was because he was rude, the other was because he didn't worry about it, and the third was because he finally had no worries during that time and was able to get along with Jin Guangyao without any worries.

He and Jin Guangyao didn't spend much time together during the Sun Shooting Campaign, so Yun Shen didn't know where to rebuild that time, and they could still taste enough freshness from each other.

Jin Guangyao is the flower he picked back from the wild. It combines vulgarity and refinement, and exudes a dangerous and sweet aura, which makes him very obsessed.

Lan Xichen showed to Jin Guangyao a passion and hospitality that he had never shown to others, and Jin Guangyao also reciprocated, changing tricks to make Lan Xichen happy.

He frequently travels between Gusu and Lanling, and after coming to Gusu to finish his official duties, he often stays for a day or two to accompany Lan Xichen to play chess, paint and go boating in the garden, and to fulfill the duty of sworn brothers It's all enough.

Lan Xichen also started to run to Lanling often, and he didn't see anyone for several days.One time before he left, he said he would come back in three days, but he didn’t return until one month later. It turned out that Jin Guangyao was going to prepare for the hunting at Baifeng Mountain, and Lan Xichen followed there to help, and stayed like this until the hunting was over at Baifeng Mountain. .

When he came back, the disciple just called out "Zewu Jun" when he saw Jin Guangyao following Lan Xichen with a smile on his face. After passing the elders, it took only a cup of tea for Lan Xichen to bring Jin Guangyao happily down the mountain to choose wood.

All signs indicated that the two sworn brothers were fighting fiercely, wishing they could stick together for twelve hours a day.

Lan Xichen was usually busy rebuilding the unknown place of Yunshen, and the few spare moments were spent on Jin Guangyao, so naturally he didn't have extra thoughts to detect the subtle thoughts of a certain girl.

In fact, there are more Huaichun girls who like him than there are flowers in the back garden of the cold room. No matter how sincerely they like him, if there are more, it is not uncommon.

Lan Xichen has heard too many "like" and "heart-pleasing" confessions, he has become numb, numb to the point of feeling cumbersome, and after hearing it, he just waved his sleeves and forgot. After meeting Jin Guangyao, he was even less interested in paying attention Those ones.

Other people's love and hatred have nothing to do with him, so what is there to care about?

There is only one moon, he has it, but she doesn't.

There is no way.

The girl was disappointed to find that even if she entered the unknown place of Yunshen, she would rarely see Mr. Zewu's face. During the day after day of waiting, her patience gradually ran out.

Unwilling to stay where he is and wait, he often takes the initiative to appear in front of Lan Xichen, but this is still useless, Lan Xichen's gaze is always dull, and it is difficult to focus on strangers.

No matter how good a brother is, he is still a brother. Jin Guangyao and Lan Xichen got married within a short period of time.

Lan Xichen was a little lost, feeling as if he had been betrayed, and he had no temper to lose, so he could only comfort himself that even if Jin Guangyao had a wife, he would not alienate him, because Jin Guangyao needed him.

But it was hard to hide his emotions. After attending Jin Guangyao's wedding, he went back to Yunshen's unknown place in a dispirited manner.

When we arrived at the foot of the mountain, it was already midnight when a strange girl suddenly came out from the bushes and forcibly invaded his field of vision. And depressed, after hearing it, he tactfully rejected the other party, and sincerely wished the other party to find real happiness.

But the girl was relentless, staring at him with big black and white eyes, and said with a little pride: "He doesn't want you anymore."

"Who?" Lan Xichen pretended not to understand.

"Jin Guangyao." The girl came from a good background, but of course she was very headstrong, and said hurtful things without any scruples: "He betrayed you."

Lan Xichen suppressed his smile, "No."

The girl shook her head and repeated affirmatively: "Yes."

Lan Xichen didn't want to have a pointless fight with the little girl, and wanted to leave, but the girl refused to let him go, and grabbed his sleeve: "What's so good about him? Why are you so obsessed? Can you tell me? I'm willing to change as you like."

Lan Xichen felt absurd and ashamed that he didn't want to admit it. He said politely, "Girl, you need to see a doctor."

"I'm not crazy." The girl's eyes were sharp. "I recognize his eyes. It's exactly the same as my father's eyes on the vixen he raised outside. That vixen took away the love my mother deserved."

Lan Xichen didn't want to listen to other people's family affairs, so he pulled back his sleeves and said indifferently: "The look in your father's eyes has something to do with you, but the look in my eyes has nothing to do with you."

Leaving this sentence behind, he left without looking back, and the girl shouted at his back: "Mr. Zewu, you will not end well!"

Lan Xichen quickened his pace, and flew up to the sky with his sword as if fleeing.

Later, as Lan Xichen expected, Jin Guangyao couldn't leave him at all, and it didn't take long before he came to the door with the ancient paintings he had carefully collected. Lan Xichen was not a narrow-minded person, so he took advantage of the situation to make up as ever.

How the two of them lived in the past, and how they will live in the future, Lan Xichen's inner unrest was easily soothed by Jin Guangyao, and he once again lived a peaceful life with peace of mind.

After that night, the girl didn't give up. As if she wanted to prove something, she stubbornly stayed in Yunshen's unknown place. After a long time, almost everyone knew her thoughts on Lan Xichen.

Even Lan Qiren knew about it, but Lan Xichen didn't.

Occasionally, people mentioned it to him, and he just talked about him. After a few times, almost everyone knew that Lan Xichen had no interest in her.

After four or five years like this, the young girl became an old lady, and her family tried to persuade her to go home, but she stubbornly refused, because Lan Xichen was not married, and if she was not married, she still had hope.

There was no other way, the old girl's family found Jin Guangyao and asked Jin Guangyao to beg Lan Xichen to try to get along with this woman who was madly in love with him for a while, even if they didn't agree, it could make her give up completely.

Jin Guangyao really couldn't save face, so he did.

Lan Xichen very rarely rejected Jin Guangyao's begging, and said mercilessly: "You are willing to give in, but I am not."

Jin Guangyao expected that Lan Xichen would refuse, but he didn't expect that Lan Xichen would say something fierce, so he shut his mouth angrily.

At this time, he also felt that he was inappropriate.

If Lan Xichen could fall in love with this woman, he would have fallen in love at first sight. He has met many times in these years, but his impression is still vague, and it will be the same no matter how long he gets along.

Lan Xichen's mellow appearance hides a strong heart of love and hatred. It's not enough to look at what you like, and too much to glance at what you don't like. It is harder for Lan Xichen to accommodate others than to make Nie Huaisang work hard to learn swordsmanship.

Jin Guangyao understood Lan Xichen, but at the same time, he also felt a little sad for that infatuated woman.

Lan Xichen was so cold and cold that it was difficult for him to completely surrender his heart.

He really didn't have the guts to love this man.

Seeing Jin Guangyao's displeasure, Lan Xichen felt pity and pity for jade again, and after comforting Jin Guangyao softly, he put all his troubles aside and decided to go out for a night hunt alone.

He can't speak bad words, but he has always been good at making ice knives and frost swords.

The woman got the news that he was leaving from nowhere, and chased all the way out of the mountain gate, laughing and shouting at his back: "Lan Xichen, just wait and see, Jin Guangyao will not be able to stand you sooner or later, you will definitely Alone forever!"

Lan Xichen thought to himself, how can you compare him to him?

He ignored it and went down the mountain.

It was a month later that Lan Xichen came home, and Lan Qiren told him that the woman had committed suicide.

Lan Xichen was taken aback, but not too surprised.

That woman hanged herself outside the cold outdoor, just under the eaves, and Jin Guangyao was the first to find the body.

Jin Guangyao didn't know where he came to Yunshen, and he always stayed in a cold room at night, and it was the same when Lan Xichen left.

When he opened the window that day, he saw a pair of silk shoes embroidered with cloud patterns hanging outside the window.

It is said that Jin Guangyao personally carried the woman down and sat next to the corpse for a long time. After the woman's family came to identify the corpse, Jin Guangyao did not help with the aftermath.

When Lan Xichen came back, the matter was over, he didn't ask any further questions, and went to Jinlin Terrace to see Jin Guangyao.

Jin Guangyao still greeted him with a smile, but Lan Xichen somehow felt that Jin Guangyao's smile was a little alienated, and he said in a strange way: "I have nothing to do with that hanged woman."

Jin Guangyao said, "I know."

After all, it is a human life, and it is not so easy to pass. The two sat quietly for a while, and Jin Guangyao suddenly said, "Do you remember that woman's appearance? She is quite beautiful."

"I don't remember, I've never looked at her seriously." Lan Xichen was a little hesitant about this topic, took a sip of the latest Biluochun tea, and turned around: "The next meeting is coming soon, isn't it?"

"It's very close." Jin Guangyao seemed a little sleepy, and looked out the window at a withered Venus snow wave, "The Mid-Autumn Festival is also approaching. Qin Su is going home to visit her relatives. Let's spend this time together."

"it is good."