small death

postscript:

This article started when I squatted on the toilet and knocked on the toilet at the end of the 28th. I didn't expect it to end quickly.In fact, about one day on the subway, I suddenly wanted to write a story about the police attack and the gloomy and decadent experience. An article, so there is the beginning of this article.In fact, at the end of the writing, the author found that the title of the article was irrelevant. This is not a story of a small mourning. This mourning may be a little more frenzied.

This is a story that is a bit frenzied, depressing and crazy.

Almost everyone in the article is Li Xiangming with different personalities, his younger brother Li Xiangyou, his girlfriend Su Xiao, Shi Hui, the neighbor Cheng Yue and Cheng Yue's boyfriend Chen Fei, the landlord "Dad" and the little boy Angel in red skirt. , including Shanshan at the end.

Different personalities fight for attachment.

In the final ending, the encounter between Li Xiangming and Shi Hui, in fact, the host tried to explore what is the real truth.Does the fighting of different personalities in Li Xiangming's mind really exist in another time and space in another form.Who is Shihui? This is a question that Li Xiangming kept asking in that world. When he asked who Shihui was, he was also asking Shihui who he was.

There are probably a lot of bugs and problems in the plot, and the three-day long holiday ended at once, which is also a very meaningful Labor Day, haha~

Thank you for meeting everyone in this article, thank you little angels who read the article, and wish you all the best.

Long-winded landlord nonsense:

Regarding the category of this article, the author actually had several ideas at first, one can be classified as modern, and the other can barely be classified as supernatural.And that difference is about what was said before is really true.

Regarding whether Li Xiangming's memory is real in some sense.

This division is actually a fundamental difference in worldview.Let me express it in a relatively interesting classification: one is godless, and the other is godless.

In the godless scientific world, Li Xiangming is "crazy". He is a schizophrenic patient, and he shows different personalities in different situations. Use Angel's way to perceive the world, etc.In this sense, the emergence of Li Xiangming's different personalities is actually a kind of post-traumatic self-protection. They are deducing his fear and pain.The encounter between him and Doctor Shi Hui is what we commonly call "coincidence", or fate of "I have seen this sister before".

In a world with gods, there are birth and death, reincarnation, and ghosts.Under this kind of brain hole, there can be completely different interpretations.For example, you can discuss which one is the present world and which one is the past.It is possible that the memory in Li Xiangming's mind belongs to "a certain life" and "a certain person", and Shihui may have really existed. In this sense, this is a story of past life and present life: Li Xiangming bears this period in another form. Memory, and Shi Hui reappeared in another form to meet him, and Shi Hui was fulfilling the promise of "I will be here as long as I can".Or, that world of non-stop death is the real world, and this scientific and rigorous world of Li Xiangming in the hospital used to be.Because Li Xiangming has the memory of "previous life", he resists marriage and so on in that world.And in this sense, there are different interpretations of the discussion on the initial time. Time is alive or dead, is he a "human" or a "ghost", is he "Li Xiangyou", is he a "zombie"?Haha~

In fact, this so-called division between scientific and supernatural is just an attempt. For the supernatural, there can also be scientific solutions such as parallel worlds, conjectures about multiple dimensions of time and space, and so on.

The above discussion is just a tentative interpretation. This article was written relatively quickly, and the conception is just a matter of "love and hate for a moment", so there should be a lot of bugs, but the author still tries to make this story look diverse. , reversible, with different interpretations,

As the writer of an article, you should keep silent at the end of an article, let the story run on its own, and give sufficient room for interpretation, but the author is probably a chatterbox, so I can't help but say something first.Then this short paragraph allows the author, as a reader, to break the entire logic chain, and everything starts over and over again, and everything seems to lose the answer after having the answer.However, the author still hopes that everyone who is "destined" to read this story can take away a copy of your own answers and memories. Maybe this memory can allow us to "encounter" inexplicably in a certain world, O(∩_ ∩) Oh haha~