Stop flirting, I was offended

Lu Bingchen was going to break up at the first touch, but at the moment when his lips and teeth met, he suddenly couldn't let go.He kissed Ruan Yi, the smell that he had been thinking about day and night for so long, which made him tremble uncontrollably.

No one knows how Ruan Yi survived after his death.This heart was broken into ashes that couldn't be put together. Day and night, I tried my best to beg and find him, wanting him back.He has been looking for this person for too long, and he has waited too hard for this person to come back, but when he finally found Ruan Yi, when he was full of joy and ran towards this person like the rest of his life after a catastrophe, but He was pushed far away again and again.

He found him, but he didn't want him!

Lu Bingchen felt an unspeakable pain in the familiar smell that made him want to cry.He bit Ruan Yi's lips as if venting.

When he kissed, Ruan Yi was stunned for a second, then struggled violently.

He punched Lu Bingchen in the face.

He punched with all his might.Lu Bingchen was severely beaten by him.Ruan Yi broke away from his restraint.

He looked into Lu Bingchen's deep eyes, like looking at a wild beast.

At this moment, Ruan Yi actually had a feeling of "it really is".

This is the Lu Bingchen he knew.This was the Lu Bingchen he knew and could no longer understand.During this period of time, he has not shown Lu Bingchen a good face. Lu Bingchen has been following him like a baby and being wronged, as if he doesn't mind at all. It really made him have the illusion that he shouldn't have. The impression is so cruel, selfish, willful.

Or even if there is, it's not as scary as in the previous life.

The dew in the middle of the night seemed to spread over the eyelashes from the window, Ruan Yi couldn't help laughing loudly for a moment.

He asked himself word by word: How could it be, what about Lu Bingchen?

After seeing this man's sharpest fangs and tasting his sweetest and most ruthless blade, how could he be on guard against this man and feel pity for him?Lu Bingchen has always been like this, and has always been like this. In his previous life and this life, it turned out to be the same.He wants to control everything, and whoever disobeys his will will bear the consequences.

The cold wind blows through my heart.

He only said one word to Lu Bingchen: "Get lost."

Lu Bingchen gritted his teeth and looked at him deeply.The look in Ruan Yi's eyes made him feel something was wrong for a moment. It was not pure anger or resentment, but a complex and deep look that made him flustered.Like the pale moonlight falling on the thousands of miles of wasteland, it was extremely cold.

What he wanted to say was suddenly blocked.

After a while, he glanced at Ruan Yi again, turned around and walked out.

Ruan Yi heard the sound of the door being closed.

He slowly closed his eyes and lay down on his back on the bed.

If possible, he hopes that he has never met Lu Bingchen in these two lifetimes.

After this day, Ruan Yi began to consciously avoid Lu Bingchen.

He didn't do it this way before because he didn't think it was necessary.Thinking about it now, it might as well avoid it earlier.

Ruan Yi came home that day and found that there were no eggs.He was going to go out and buy some instant noodles, and when he walked to the entrance of the alley, he suddenly saw a man standing at the fork in the alley, bending over to the trash can.

That figure looks familiar.

Ruan Yi took another look.

The man staggered a step suddenly and almost fell to the ground, barely standing still by holding on to the crooked neck tree next to him.

When he was swaying, his face turned a little bit inadvertently, just enough for Ruan Yi to see the side face clearly.

It's Yuanjin.

Ruan Yi walked over.Before he got to the front, he smelled a strong smell of alcohol.

It looked like he was drinking too much with Zhang Ziming and his group again.

Yuan Jin vomited cleanly, put his hands on his knees, his eyes were slightly closed, his brows were furrowed, his eyelashes were wet and matted into locks, and there was still thin sweat on his forehead.It looked uncomfortable, and a little embarrassed.

Ruan Yi asked, "Can you stand up?"

Yuan Jinyuan opened his eyes all of a sudden, saw him, and slowly closed his eyes again: "... yes."

"Okay." Ruan Yi nodded, stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers in front of Yuan Jin, "Stand up, let me see."

Yuan Jin: "..."

Can you stand up?Who are you kidding?This is obviously a stomachache again, and the pain is so painful that I can't even straighten my waist.Ruan Yi didn't know why, but suddenly felt a sense of unexplainable anger, but there was no way to break out.

He said, "Let me ask, why did you play with Zhang Ziming?"

To be honest, Ruan Yi seldom interferes in other people's private affairs, especially the issue of making friends.He doesn't even care who Li Ke plays with.One is that he feels that he can't control it, and the other is that he feels that there is no need to control it.The friendship circle of people who are still studying is so small, and everyone is a student who goes to school together, so how bad can it be?

But he really felt that Zhang Ziming was really...

If Yuan Jin was the same person as Zhang Ziming, Ruan Yi would never have said these things to him.But this person is obviously not.

Ruan Yi looked at Yuan Jin's bloodless lips, took a breath, and sighed, "I really don't understand."

Yuan Jin whispered: "I...have nothing to do with him."

"Didn't you drink the wine at noon with him?"

Yuan Jin: "..."

He looked up at Ruan Yi.

I don't know if it was Ruan Yi's illusion, his eyes seemed to be a little dazed, but he returned to his usual indifference in an instant.

"It's really nothing to do with him at noon today. There is Lao Zheng's class in the afternoon. Everyone didn't plan to drink it. I drank it first."

"..." Ruan Yi said, "Go to my house and rest for a while, it's in the next building."

He opened the door and went to the kitchen to warm a glass of milk for Yuan Jin.

Yuan Jin took the milk, paused, held up the cup, and said to Ruan Yi stiffly, "You did well in your exam recently."

Then the neck was raised slightly, the wrist was pressed, and more than half of the milk was poured down in one gulp.

Ruan Yi: ...

He felt that if Yuan Jin drank wine, it would be more in line with what he said and what he did.

He took out a paper from his schoolbag and handed it to Yuan Jin.

"This is the physics paper for your grade examination. Lao Zheng gave it to me, and I will pass it to you."

Yuan Jin took the paper, without looking at it, he folded it twice casually, folded it into a palm size, and stuffed it into his trouser pocket.

Ruan Yi: "..."

When he was called to the office by Lao Zheng today, he thought that he was being dragged over again to pretend to be a strong man and help Lao Zheng change the answers.Unexpectedly, Lao Zheng was concentrating on a paper on the table, and seemed to be studying it quite seriously.

He waved at Ruan Yi: "Come here and help me see, is this paper made or fooled?"

Ruan Yi took a look and found that it was a physics paper.

He wanted to laugh and glanced at Old Zheng.

Lao Zheng received his gaze and said "hey": "You think I don't understand physics? You underestimate your teacher. The reason why I teach English now is because I got 148 in the college entrance examination English. But back then I Did you know that I studied science, and I also scored in the [-]s in physics."

Ruan Yi carefully read the paper from the beginning to the end, and then said: "It should be done." Although not many are right.Of course, he didn't say that.

"For example, in multiple-choice questions, he chose the correct option for several multiple-choice questions, but he also chose the distracting items. Those distracting items are quite confusing. If you don't think about it at all, you just rely on the questions Done, it won't be like this."

"The big problem is the same. Although he only wrote one or two formulas, he has stepped on the scoring point." Ruan Yi explained, "This is the case in physics. Points are given according to the process. As long as you list useful formulas, even if you don't calculate them in the end." Answers also have points. So some people will take advantage of this, and if they can’t solve the questions, they will write a large series of formulas, and let the correcting teacher find useful ones in it.”

Old Zheng said: "But he only wrote one or two."

"Yes. So it means that these two formulas are definitely what he will use."

Old God Zheng nodded.

Ruan Yi said: "Actually, you don't have to think about it so complicated. If he really doesn't want to do it, he can just hand in a blank paper."

When he was in his third year of high school in his previous life, many people around him were like this.Every time in the exam, everyone chooses to fill in the blanks and copy if they can, and if they can’t copy, they will be fooled. The big questions are either left blank, or, Ruan Yi also saw people sketching and writing doggerel in the answer area.

Old Zheng handed him the paper: "This is the paper from your deskmate. Take it back and give it to him."

"Original?"

When Ruan Yi was reading the test paper just now, he saw that the candidate's name column and the test number column were both empty.

"Well. After the physics grades were issued, I saw that he had no grades, so I went to the physics office to find those papers without student numbers and names, and I recognized them from him by recognizing the handwriting."

Old Zheng pinched the bridge of his nose, "Ruan Yi, how do you get along with your tablemate?"

"pretty good."

"Today, the teachers in the class had a meeting. Several teachers suggested that this time the seats should be rearranged according to the results of the monthly test. It is not necessary to sit with good grades and good grades, but to let students realize the importance of scores. " Old Zheng smiled, "They mentioned you specifically."

Ruan Yi looked at him.

"You have made great progress this time, and it would be unreasonable not to mention it specifically for commendation." Lao Zheng ignored Ruan Yi's expression and continued to say slowly, "Let's not talk about the teachers, there are several students in the class this morning. Report to me that I want to sit at the same table with you."

Ruan Yi refused: "No need. I'm fine now."

"Don't think about it?"

Ruan Yi shook his head.

Lao Zheng looked at him for a while and said, "Do you know why I asked you to consider it?" He didn't wait for Ruan Yi's answer for the first time, but went straight on, "It's not because they have better grades than Yuan Jin, but because They are simpler than Yuan Jin."

He unscrewed the teacup and took a sip, "However, I respect your choice."

Ruan Yi looked at him, paused, and said, "Why do I think you seem very happy."

Old Zheng laughed: "I'm happy no matter what you choose."

Old Zheng's faint smile flashed past Ruan Yi's eyes.He looked at Yuan Jin who was sitting in front of him drinking milk silently, took out a coin from his pocket and put the coin on the table, pinched it with two fingers and twirled it, creating an afterimage of a sphere.

He said, "Yuan Jin, can we make a bet?"

"What are you gambling?"

"Betting on heads and tails. When the coin stops for a while, if the upside is heads, then you win, and the upside is tails, then I win."

Yuan Jin raised his eyes: "Bet?"

Ruan Yi said: "Whatever, I just want to help you with your homework, just to find an excuse."

Yuan Jin: "..."

Yuan Jin narrowed his eyes and looked at him, as if he heard something surprising, he repeated it lightly: "Do you want to help me with my homework?"

After a while, he asked, "Why?"

"Because I don't think you should be like this." Ruan Yi looked at the coin that was spinning round and round.

It turned very smoothly at the beginning, and it became slower and slower as it went backwards. When it slowed down again, it would faintly start to shake left and right.In order to finish speaking before the coin stopped spinning, he speeded up his speech: "Do you know what it's like to be a person who really doesn't care about anything?"

he knows.

In his previous life, after Lu Bingchen left, for the rest of his high school life, he was stuck in muddy muddleheadedness and self-deprecation.don't care about anything.What studies, what grades, what friends, all don't care, and really don't care.

Just like a tortoise, the soft parts are tightly wrapped by the hard shell, and all external stimuli cannot touch him.

That's what really doesn't care.

Not caring is not painful.Those test papers that you can’t even understand the questions at a glance, the contemptuous and impatient eyes of the teachers, and the gossip of the people around you, as long as you throw them away, as long as they don’t exist, these things can’t hurt people.

It hurts only if you care.

Only when you refuse to give up will you suffer.

"You used to say that I'm smart. Do you listen to what smart people say? I think you're smart too, but it's too contradictory." Ruan Yi bent down and stared into those dark eyes, "Yuan Jin."

"Give yourself a chance," he said.

Yuan Jin suddenly stretched out his hand and pressed the coin on the table.

A crisp sound.

He looked at Ruan Yi, and slowly opened his fingers.

Tails face up.

"You win," he said.

There seemed to be a faint smile on the corner of his lips.