The corridor lights can only last for 3 minutes when pressed once.The lights went out and the stairs became dark again.The faint moonlight came in through the window sill, and Lu Bingchen's eyes seemed to be filled with water, staring at him fixedly.

Ruan Yi asked again: "What do you want from me?"

Lu Bingchen whispered, "I'm here to apologize to you."

Ruan Yi was taken aback.

He had never heard the word "apology" from Lu Bingchen, whether it was to him or anyone else.

He lost his mind for a moment: "What do you think is wrong?"

Lu Bingchen glanced at him, lowered his eyelashes, and said aggrievedly, "I didn't make you fall in love with me."

Ruan Yi: ...

Lu Bingchen stretched out his claws, grabbed his sleeve, and said in a low voice, "I admit I was wrong, don't be angry with me again..."

Ruan Yi waved his hand away, but did not wave it away twice, he didn't bother to bother, and said lightly: "You can go when you're done."

Lu Bingchen's hands froze.Immediately, his strength increased faintly.

Ruan Yi waited for him to get angry.But after a while, the hand holding his arm slowly loosened again.

Lu Bingchen lowered his head and said softly: "Ruan Yi, I apologize, but you are not satisfied. Then you can't just drive me away like this. You have to explain it to me. If you don't tell me, how will I know what's wrong? ?”

In an instant, all Ruan Yi's words were blocked in his throat.

He really didn't expect Lu Bingchen to say these words.No matter how much of it is true or not, this sentence from Lu Bingchen's mouth is enough to make him speechless.

He knew how Lu Bingchen was raised.No matter what this person did, no matter how serious it was, even if he made a hole in the sky, he didn't need or bother to explain to anyone, let alone apologize and admit his mistakes, and let people challenge him. Something went wrong.

Lu Bingchen looked at him without blinking for a while, and smiled wryly: "Don't worry about it, I really can't help it."

Ruan Yi looked at him.

After a while, he sighed silently, took out the key, opened the door, and walked into the house.

Lu Bingchen quickly followed.

Ruan Yi poured a glass of water, sat on the sofa and drank slowly.He didn't let Lu Bingchen in because of anything else, but because Lin Helai's privacy was involved in what happened this afternoon, and it was inconvenient to say it outside.

Lu Bingchen looked at him eagerly.Seeing that Ruan Yi didn't respond to him, he pursed his lips and sat beside Ruan Yi silently.

Ruan Yi said: "This afternoon, Lin He came...why did you call him gay in front of me."

As soon as Lu Bingchen heard the name, his tone became cold: "He was originally."

"It doesn't matter whether he is or not. You don't care about some things, but it doesn't mean that some people can't care about them." After Ruan Yi finished speaking, he felt a little tired. He didn't want to change Lu Bingchen. To be honest, he didn't think anyone in this world could Change Lu Bingchen.Why did he let Lu Bingchen in just now?Knowing that there is no result, why waste this effort.

Seeing that he was silent, Lu Bingchen frowned and said in a low voice, "I really don't care."

"Don't say it's those people who can't fight, even if it's my brother. Or other elders of the Lu family... I never cared what they think of me. Who do I like, whether it's a man or a woman, This is all my business and has nothing to do with anyone else."

Lu Bingchen has never explained his thoughts to others in this way. With his pride and strength, how could he express his thoughts to others word by word.He suppressed his awkwardness and repeated sullenly: "I really don't care."

He didn't feel that what he did was wrong, and Ruan Yi didn't bother to say anything.He took a sip of water and glanced at the door: "Okay, let's go."

Lu Bingchen pursed his lips: "Ruan Yi, you are angry, and I also admitted that I was wrong. You said that I was wrong, and I explained it to you. I have said so much, you can't ignore me like this. I I've never confessed to someone like this before..."

"I said it for nothing, so what else do you want me to say?"

Lu Bingchen clenched his fingers, then slowly loosened them: "Okay, even according to what you said, I shouldn't tell you that he likes men in front of you, but he is gay, if I don't tell you, he will tell you by himself Is it? If he didn't hide and tuck you in front of you, and still hug you, I don't care if his orientation is male or female? Ruan Yi, the person I like is coveted by another, this alone is enough I……"

Seeing that Ruan Yi's face turned cold again, he gritted his teeth and swallowed the rest of the words, "...I have shown mercy to him."

He seemed to be aggrieved, and said: "Besides, he likes men, and you care about him so much. I can't be angry when I see you treat him well? I like men too, why don't you care about me?"

Ruan Yi didn't want to say a word.He stood up, carrying his schoolbag: "I still have papers to do, you can go back."

Lu Bingchen had a hurt expression on his face.Ruan Yi didn't look at him anymore, went straight into the bedroom and closed the door.

He has already finished the homework for all subjects at school today, and there is also a special training paper for classical Chinese reading. When the teacher sent it out, he said that it should be done before next Monday.He plans to finish it in one go tonight.

Most of the excerpts in this paper are from the biographies of 24 History, and the other two should be a few short stories from Zhiguai novels that the teacher extracted in order to expand the material.

The Chinese teacher of class 23 is an old man with a bit of a naughty taste, and he likes to see the students suffer most.The more difficult the paper was, the happier he was when he handed it out.When handing out this classical Chinese reading paper, according to Li Xuan's observation, he stood on the podium and smiled with his eyelids creases.

Ruan Yi read an article and felt that it was really difficult.Not to mention doing the questions, it is not easy to even understand the text.

He used his pen to draw out those content words and function words that he didn't know in the passage, sorted out and annotated them one by one, and then picked out the sentences that he couldn't understand after reading it twice, and marked them with marks.There are six articles in this paper. By the time he finished summarizing the first three articles, it was already 11:30.

It was almost time for him to sleep.Ruan Yi put down his pen, walked out of the bedroom, and prepared to go to the bathroom to wash up.

He looked into the living room and was suddenly stunned.

Lu Bingchen leaned on the sofa, frowning slightly, and fell asleep.

Ruan Yi paused, walked over, and patted him on the shoulder: "Lu Bingchen?"

Lu Bingchen's eyelashes trembled, as if he was still awake.A few soft grunts came out of his throat, he grabbed Ruan Yi's finger, pulled it to his cheek, rubbed it lightly, and muttered coquettishly: "I'm so sleepy..."

Ruan Yi froze.

This scene suddenly brought back some memories that he hadn't touched for a long time.

He is very familiar with Lu Bingchen's action.Countless times in the past, when he and Lu Bingchen woke up from the same bed, the first scene he saw was this, and the first sound he heard was Lu Bingchen humming like a kitten. The first warm touch happened at the moment when Lu Bingchen rubbed his fingertips.

For many people, it may be a new day when they open their eyes, but Ruan Yi sometimes felt that his new day was awakened by Lu Bingchen, from vision, hearing to touch, it seemed that because of this person, he changed again. Clear and new.

Ruan Yi closed his eyes, pulled out his fingers, and said in a low voice, "It's past eleven o'clock, you should hurry home."

After three seconds, Lu Bingchen slowly woke up.He opened his eyes and tried to stand up, but suddenly his body shook.

"My head hurts." He frowned and supported his forehead, paused, then touched his forehead with another hand, "Ruan Yi..."

"what happened?"

"I feel a little hot on my forehead." Lu Bingchen frowned, his eyes looked a little wet because he just woke up, or he really had a fever, "Isn't it?"

Ruan Yi stretched out his hand to try it, and it was indeed hot when he touched it.He asked: "What's going on?"

In his previous life, he had been with Lu Bingchen for so long, and basically never saw this person get sick.

"I was waiting for you in the corridor today, maybe it took a long time for the cold wind to blow..." Lu Bingchen pursed his lips, feeling a bit sleepy.

The temperature in Yangcheng has fluctuated greatly these days, and the corridors are gloomy and cold. The building is quite old and there is still a bit of wind.Standing for a long time can indeed cause frostbite.

"How long have you been waiting today?"

"Five or six hours, I didn't check the time."

Ruan Yi found the medicine box, poured a glass of water and handed it to Lu Bingchen: "Take the medicine, and then you... take a taxi back."

He knew that Lu Bingchen had a special driver, so he came over just by calling, and it probably wouldn't take even 10 minutes.

Lu Bingchen's hands froze.He seemed to be unbelievable, with a thousand grievances in his eyes: "I have a fever, and you still want to drive me away."

Ruan Yi did not speak, glanced at the door, silently signaled.

Where Lu Bingchen couldn't see, his hands slowly clenched.In his mind, for a while, when Lu Bingchen faced Lin He in the afternoon, he looked almost the same as in his previous life, and for a while, he told himself over and over again that this person was innocent.All those hurts and pains in the past, in fact, have nothing to do with this young Lu Bingchen.

Two voices, intertwined in his mind at this moment, made him no longer know which one he should hear.

After a while, Ruan Yi whispered, "Go back."

Lu Bingchen was silent for a long time.The loss and sadness in his eyes has never been like this before, making Ruan Yi feel... an indescribable sadness, almost glaring.

He didn't want to look any more, turned and walked to the bathroom.

"Ruan Yi." Lu Bingchen suddenly stopped him.He stood up, lowered his eyes, as if he was suppressing his loneliness, and said softly: "I listen to you."

He took out a bunch of keys and put them on the table: "I know all about Lin Helai's stay in the dormitory. I have asked someone to find him a house outside. If he wants, he can move there tomorrow." If he doesn't want to, I can also ask someone to warn his roommate."

Ruan Yi's eyes moved.

He said, "Okay. I'll pass it on to him."

After a while, Lu Bingchen asked in a low voice, "Don't be angry with me about what happened today, okay?"

This is the second time he said this tonight.

Looking at Ruan Yi's expressionless face, Lu Bingchen suddenly felt sad.This sadness was not because he was rejected by Ruan Yi, but because he thought of the past.

When Ruan Yi still loved him, he never made him feel bad, not even the slightest pain.And it was precisely after he lost that love, at this moment, that he truly felt how rare and difficult the feeling Ruan Yi gave him was.

He gritted his teeth, a deep bitterness flashed in his eyes.

He understands very well that the value of nothing in this world must be reflected by losing it.But it is ridiculous and sad that people can realize these values, but often after they are completely lost.

Neither of them spoke for a moment.After a while, Lu Bingchen pursed his lips: "I'm leaving."

He asked, "Can I stay a little longer and wait for the car to come."

Ruan Yi nodded.

He no longer cared about Lu Bingchen, walked into the bathroom, and began to wash.

Lu Bingchen glanced back before leaving, Ruan Yi was brushing his teeth.He closed the door, and the scene just now flashed through his mind, always feeling that something was wrong.But I can't remember where exactly.

Until he got in the car, there seemed to be a sudden electric shock in his mind, and a snow-white light flashed.

When Ruan Yi brushed his teeth just now, he used his right hand.But in his previous life, when he was with Ruan Yi in high school, Ruan Yi brushed his teeth with his left hand.Ruan Yi is not left-handed, he eats and writes with his right hand, but brushes his teeth with his left hand.

Later, after reuniting, he discovered that Ruan Yi had turned into brushing his teeth with his right hand.

Ruan Yi told him at the time that he brushed his teeth with his left hand before because the second aunt insisted on making him do this, saying that moving his left hand more can exercise his right brain.He got used to it.But later I lived in a dormitory outside, and many people often brushed their teeth together. Others used their right hands and he used his left hand, and his arms were easy to bump into, so he switched to his right hand to brush his teeth.

Lu Bingchen said, "Stop the car."

The author has something to say: A spoiler that does not count as a spoiler: Lu Bingchen's illness is fake

感谢在2020-05-1020:58:26~2020-05-1120:54:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Chen Xiaoxiao 1;

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