Stop flirting, I was offended

Sixth Middle School will not go to evening self-study today.Ruan Yi did not go home, but walked to the nearby river embankment and walked slowly along the Yanjiang Avenue.The night wind blows from far away, bringing up and down small ripples on the river surface. At first glance, the fine lines are intertwined and horizontal, which seems to be extraordinarily magnificent visually.

Ruan Yi stood in the wind and closed his eyes forcefully.

In fact, in his heart, the Lu Bingchen who had always been in his previous life was dead.

He died in that sudden car accident.For Lu Bingchen, he was the one who died, but for him, it was everything in this world that died.This "everything" includes Lu Bingchen, of course.

This death not only means that Lu Bingchen lost him forever, but also means that he lost that Lu Bingchen forever at the same time.This loss was as complete and unalterable to both of them.

Since his rebirth, he has been avoiding emotional fluctuations because of this Lu Bingchen.He had long since had no expectations of this person, nor did he want to invest any affection in him.Whether it's hate, anger, boredom, or whatever.

To be honest, he didn't want to hate Lu Bingchen.If he does it all over again, and he is still trapped in the love and hatred of the previous life and cannot get out, then what is the meaning of his rebirth?

What he thinks is that he can let go of this person, can really not care about where he is, what he will say, and what he will do from the bottom of his heart.What he thought was that one day, even if he wanted to care about Lu Bingchen and other things related to him, he couldn't care anymore.On that day, it should be the time when he completely erased that period of the past from his heart.

He never doubted that this day would come.

It was for this reason that after his rebirth, he chose to turn the page for himself from the bottom of his heart, and maintain at least a superficially normal attitude when facing this young man Lu Bingchen.

But today, after seeing this Lu Bingchen behave exactly like the one in his previous life, he really...

The phone kept ringing, and Lu Bingchen's name kept flashing on the screen. Ruan Yi glanced over and turned off the phone.

Lu Bingchen grabbed his phone and dialed Ruan Yi's number over and over again.The screen of his last mobile phone was crushed by him in the afternoon, and this mobile phone was broken again.Cobweb-like patterns spread across the glass screen, and Lu Bingchen let go of his hand.

Blood dripped from his fingertips onto the broken glass.

When he was a child, a wound of this magnitude would cause those who took care of him to be replaced all over again.

Later, his grandfather took charge of the family, perhaps because he was completely disappointed with his father, and his teaching became extremely strict again.When he was a teenager, he was thrown by Mr. Lu to the war-torn Middle East for half a year.Because the old man felt that his character was too self-willed and self-willed, let him experience the eight words "the world is sad, the world is so miserable".

When he came back, Grandpa was still not satisfied.Lu Bingchen knew that the old man was never satisfied with him until his death.

In his previous life, for a long time, he really didn't feel that there was anything in this world that could make him really uncomfortable.Even if it was his mother, even if there was a dull pain in his heart when he thought of her, it was not so much pain as a feeling of emptiness.

And at that time, this kind of discomfort that was not considered uncomfortable was already very rare for him.From childhood to adulthood, except for the fact that he was uncomfortable about his mother, other times this kind of emotion would never appear in his heart.

A mobile phone with a broken screen, because the screen is not completely broken, and part of the touch screen can still be used.Lu Bingchen gritted his teeth and dialed Ruan Yi's phone. The female mechanical voice repeated the same sentence over and over again: "The phone you dialed has been turned off."

Lu Bingchen pressed the call button over and over again as if he didn't hear it, his eyes were almost bloodshot.

He once made a random phone call in the middle of the night, and Ruan Yi rushed here in the rain.He once simply acted coquettishly, and made Ruan Yi compromise, and promised him to stay away from others.He used to occupy all the love and tenderness of this person without any effort.He remembered that on New Year's Eve, after he finished playing the piece, Ruan Yi looked at him for a while, and suddenly said, "Do you want me to rub your head?"

Ruan Yi must not know what was written in his eyes at that moment.His talent has been at the top of the Lu family since he was a child, what Ruan Yi sees and what he thinks in his heart is like a bright mirror for him.

That was the first time he saw someone show him a look close to pity.He looked into Ruan Yi's eyes, and thought it was ridiculous, but also a little bit interesting, thinking, what a rarity.But for some reason, he didn't refuse, but asked him with a smile, "Why?"

He remembered that in the biological laboratory, Ruan Yi gritted his teeth, pulled him over and hugged him, and said softly: "I don't dislike you. Do you believe me?" Ruan Yi may not have noticed it himself, and he was nervous when he said this Had to blink several times.And he didn't realize until now that this was clearly a trivial detail, but he remembered it so clearly that it still seemed to be vivid in his mind until now.

He remembered Ruan Yi looking at him with a smile: "Okay, teach me, how can I coax you well?" His eyes were completely gentle and tolerant.

He remembered that Ruan Yi was holding that owl doll, and smiled at him: "Give it to me? It's so pretty, thank you."

He remembered Ruan Yi scratching the chin of the lame kitten, turned his eyes to glance at him, then lowered his head and said to the kitten: "He used to feed you, don't you remember?"

He remembered Ruan Yi sitting on the bed with a pale face, and raised his hand to touch his face.With a hanging bottle in his right hand, he clumsily typed a line of words on the phone with his left hand: "Who made you wronged?"

A tear slid down from the corner of Lu Bingchen's eye, dripping onto the screen that was shattered like a spider's web, and then fell to pieces.

The severe pain in his heart at this moment made him almost unable to stand still.It was as if a hand had reached into his chest and ripped a hole in his heart.The pain of broken flesh and blood overwhelmed all his consciousness, making him think that the smell of blood in his mouth was coming from the apex of his heart.

Lu Bingchen loosened his teeth, his lips were cut a little deep, blood flowed out, he raised his hand to wipe it away.

Ruan Yi stayed on the embankment until he felt calm, and then walked back.

He kept his head down thinking about things all the way, and when he was about to reach the stairs, he took out the key from his pocket and prepared to open the door, when he looked up, he was shocked.

A dark figure walked down the stairs slowly, stopped at the door of the house, and looked at him silently.

Ruan Yi patted the corridor lights on, only to see that the man was Lu Bingchen.

Looking at each other, Ruan Yi's face immediately turned cold.

If there is someone he doesn't want to see at all now, or even let anything related to this person appear in his mind, it is Lu Bingchen.Even at the moment when he met Lu Bingchen for the first time after his rebirth, he was not as resistant as he is now.

Lu Bingchen asked in a low voice, "Where have you been?"

Ruan Yi didn't want to say a word to him.

He walked around Lu Bingchen, ready to take the key to open the door.After thinking about it, he took his hand back again.

Lu Bingchen stood upright at the door. If he opened the door and Lu Bingchen insisted on going in, it would be a headache again.He really didn't want to talk to Lu Bingchen, so he didn't even lift his eyelids, and asked quietly, "What can you do with me?"

He didn't look at Lu Bingchen, but Lu Bingchen kept staring at him.

He was standing at the door of Ruan Yi's house waiting for him, and he couldn't count how many hours he had been waiting for.

During this time, the patrol car in the community turned around 13 times.

The small car shuttled back and forth between the buildings, and the overhead lights emitted bright white beams.The light entered the dark corridor and reflected on the ceiling.As the car drove away, the angle of light projection was constantly changing, pulling out a fan-shaped trajectory on the top, spreading like ripples, and then drawing down the wall and disappearing.After a while, the patrol car turned back again.The ceiling is bright and dark like a sparkling lake.

He just stared at the first lit spot on the top of the window, waited for it to light up, then dimmed, then lit up again.

Lu Bingchen said in a hoarse voice: "I'll wait for you... from day to night."

Ruan Yi was almost delusional, and heard a choking sound from his voice.

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The author has something to say: I haven't read the comments in the past two days, but I also heard from my friend about the general situation.She summed up for me several points that are generally said to require demining, and I list them below:

1. Double life, but not the beginning of the crematorium

2. Gong is very bad, don't force it if you can't accept it

3. No be, no change of attack, no secondary cp

4. Know how to abuse and attack, suffer and be ruthless, the climax starts from the crematorium

5. Gong Fei is really cheating

感谢在2020-05-0916:14:33~2020-05-1020:58:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thank you to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 of Xiuyu and Sleepy Gray;

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