aftershock

Ruthless is really ruthless, one is more powerful than the other.

Gu Lv was so old that the knife rushed to the end of the world. The flexor muscle of the entire arm was broken from the flexor muscle to the support of the flexor muscle. In addition to the nerve anastomosis, the doctors stood for nearly a day to rescue this arm.

When he was rescued, he slept like no one else, and when he woke up, he only frowned palely.

"Does it hurt?"

Gu Lv narrowed his eyes, seeing that he woke up, Uncle Xu sighed not far away, Lin Wang stood up and adjusted the drip hanging on his arm.

There are people inside and outside Jiangyuan's ward, and the nurses are not available, and the doctor is not available to Lin Wang. Gu Lv shook his head slightly when he heard his words, and Lin Wang was very tired. "

Gu Lv looked at the plaster-like thing on his arm that was similar in color and shape to Jiang Yuan, and his eyebrows relaxed.

They were silent for a while in the ward, so Uncle Xu thought it was inconvenient for them to talk, so he made an excuse to go out for a walk.

Uncle Xu just wanted to take a look outside the ward in Jiangyuan, but Lin Wang and Gu Lv really had nothing to say, except for their illness.

"The hospital doesn't dare to do it badly, but there will definitely be sequelae. It will take a long time to recover from surgery. It will take at least years to recover to the point where it can be used. Fortunately, this is the left hand. If..."

"Lin Wang." Gu Lv interrupted him, he looked at his hands, and asked quietly, "Is he better?"

Lin Wang paused for a while, but Gu Lv was not in a hurry to ask. The light on the ceiling above his head made his eyes uncomfortable, so he raised his other hand with a needle attached to it to cover it. "He can wake up, he can't sleep well, even if he can't hold it anymore, he will wake up and have a look, he dare not sleep, right?"

Gu Lv bent the corner of his mouth, bitterness spread from the tip of his tongue to his whole body, "He always thought I never understood him."

"It was like this when I was a child. When I was sick, I would hide secretly for fear of contagion. It was an accident and a trivial matter, but my cold was a big deal. It seemed that I was afraid that if I fell asleep and no one took care of me, I would die." die."

"When I was young, even if someone talked to me or smiled at me, he was secretly jealous. If I didn't treat him well, he would be secretly sad. It seemed like everything was like that, just standing quietly behind me like that, protecting me, Hold me, wait for me, give me the good ones, avoid all the bad ones.”

"It's the same now..."

As soon as he stopped talking, his voice trembled. Lin Wang saw him biting his dry lips, and the exposed tip of his nose was red.

"He is so uncomfortable that he doesn't want to live, and he still dares not sleep because I can't even sleep..."

"Lin Wang, do you think I want to live?"

"You all want to know what I did, right? I'm going to tell him, I can go first, and you don't want to stay, I don't want anyone to stay."

Lin Wang clenched his fingers for a moment, with complex emotions mixed with intense heartache, he couldn't speak for a moment, but Gu Lv bent his legs as if in extreme pain, choked up and said, "But he doesn't want to, he doesn't want to. "

Lin Wang has almost never seen Gu Lv like this, not the one who is so indifferent that even his brother can't change his expression, as if he stripped off his suit jacket, and the one curled up on the hospital bed is just a little taller than others, He seems to be a little more powerful than others, and his emotions and desires are buried a little deeper than others. An ordinary person who is nothing more than ordinary.

Because he is an ordinary person, no matter how powerful he is, there are still things he can't ask for.

What Gu Lv said was correct, Jiang Yuan was indeed awake, he was so accurate that he even knew that Jiang Yuan was awake intermittently.

It turned out that his instability and easily disturbed were not caused by the environment or drugs, but because he had someone in his heart.

Lin Wang told him that Gu Lu's surgery was a success, the injury on his hand was healed, it's fine, he can accompany you to recover in the future.

Lin Wang was sure that he told Jiang Yuan so, just before he went to bed.

When it was said the second time, Lin Wang thought he was sleepy and couldn't hear clearly.

But when Jiang Yuan used the same careful and worried eyes for the fourth time to ask Lin Wang where Gu Lv was and whether the operation was good, Lin Wang froze.

Lin Wang quickly recalled that Gu Lv's injury seemed to be the only thing on Jiang Yuan's mind. Every time he suddenly opened his eyes and woke up, and was forced to lower his eyelids when his physical strength was too weak.

A group of psychiatrists from the hospital came and found nothing, but tossed Jiang Yuan into a tantrum, refusing to speak when seeing anyone.

The brain doctor that Xu Mu invited also flew over overnight. Hearing that it was a personal relationship, he hurried over, but he was also turned away.Without any other excuses, Jiang Yuan refused to leave the room and the bed. He couldn't do the tests that he should do, and he didn't cooperate with the communication. He suddenly seemed to be a different person. He had already swept it to the ground and shattered it so many times that no one dared to put anything on it.

Liang Ji taught him a few words, and he simply ignored Liang Ji, which deeply chilled him.

In the middle of the night, the entire corridor was brightly lit, only Jiang Yuan's room had a few desk lamps, and it was far away from him.

The numbness and pain in his hands made Jiang Yuan close his eyes and he could imagine that the ants in the ant hole were eating the nerves and flesh of his wrist.

He couldn't sleep, he felt irritable, he dreamed of endless dark nights, and when he woke up, the room was empty, the place was empty, and he didn't want to sleep.

"Are you waiting for me?"

Jiang Yuan immediately opened his eyes when he heard the voice, Gu Lv sat down on the side of the bed, turned his head towards him and bent his mouth, Jiang Yuan subconsciously looked at the immobilized hand, Gu Lv also showed him generously.

He looked dazed, unlike what the doctor described as being unable to remember things in his head, nor as others said, being agitated and losing his temper.

Gu Lv stretched out his hand to tuck his hair behind his ear, Jiang Yuan's eyes followed his hand, he put his hand next to Jiang Yuan's hand, Jiang Yuan also put his hand on the back of his hand very naturally, Gu Lv turned his hand over, Hold it tight.

During the brain doctor's consultation with Jiang Yuan in the evening, Gu Lu was still receiving fluids, and he was unable to bear half of his body. Gu Zhengzhong also told him not to go, but Gu Lu insisted that someone send him a wheelchair. Hours later, he came back in a cold sweat.

The doctor's cruelty is very numb, and the numbness is sharp and straightforward.Gu Lv listened to them call Jiang Yuan's destroyed memories and dark experiences in his childhood an accident, and the kidnapping and violence he encountered after growing up as a secondary accident. The doctor said that he was hypoxic for too long, he fell into a deep coma, and the function of the cerebral cortex was damaged. Being able to wake up does not necessarily mean recovery.

After not discussing his own organ problems that have always existed, the conclusion given by the consultation is that Jiang Yuan's brain is affected by mental reasons and hypoxia far more than the laceration wound on his hand.

It is a syndrome of disordered memory, overlapping memory, and confusion. In layman's terms, in his current mental condition, he cannot remember or recall information conveyed to him by others, which may be permanent or temporary. Memory impairment, including memory weakening, forgetting, concealment, misconception and even fiction, gradually he will lose the ability to take care of himself. Apart from these phenomena, he will also experience stress and anxiety due to the long-term treatment process, which will aggravate the negative reaction Emotional, abnormal behavior.

Under Jiang Yuan's serious and calm eyes, Gu Lv couldn't find a trace of what the doctor said was abnormal, and he couldn't feel his rejection. He also moved slightly to the side to make room for Gu Lu, because he was afraid of bumping into Gu Lu's injured hand.

No wound tearing hurts like this.

Except that he was still alive, the big boy who disappeared left nothing behind, and that Jiang Yuan, even if he died, did not leave Gu Lv with any chance to forgive, but even with such a body whose soul was almost gone, Gu Lv could not bear it. Not daring to make another sound, for fear and fear.

Jiang Yuan fell asleep slowly, with his head leaning against Gu Lv's shoulder, his calf under the quilt was next to Gu Lv, his breathing was still heavy, this familiar feeling was like the return of a missing important part of his body, Gu Lv had long been used to it Falling asleep with the sound of breathing like this, but in the past half a month, his insomnia has become a habit, and with Jiang Yuan by his side, he needs to cherish even breathing at this moment.

The hospital has almost become Gu Lv's home, and he no longer spends time with anyone except Jiang Yuan, including Jiang He's company.

Lin Ze sent the information to Liang Ji in the first place just as an emergency. When Gu Lv found out about it, he didn't say anything, and took practical actions to quickly put Jiang He far away. More and more things were sent to the hospital, so much that the hospital could not provide a desk, and the study at Gu Zhengzhong's home was too far away and inconvenient.

Liang Ji was suffering, but he couldn't tell. He dealt with big and small things with a stern look on his face. The company system managed by Gu Lv was orderly. He is always ready to wipe his ass and leave.

Liang Ji went from initial surprise to worry, and soon because of the unspeakable suffering and exhaustion, he developed a trace of respect for Gu Lv that cannot be underestimated.

But Gu Lv didn't give him a chance to return the official business, Lin Ze was turned away, so he had to run to him, no matter how late the night was, whenever Liang Ji lifted his heavy neck and glanced to the side, Gu Zhengzhong was always there,

Reading newspapers, reading materials, watching tennis, watching concerts, but absolutely no help, Liang Jishi stared for a long time, he would pick up hot tea, successfully smoked his glasses, pretending he couldn't see anything.

Liang Ji felt that this was all a kind of revenge. He didn't expect that one day he would be tripped by Jiang He and couldn't walk, but Jiang Yuan unexpectedly saved him some trouble.

With Gu Lu in the hospital, Jiang Yuan seldom loses his temper, but he still can’t remember things. His memory is very short, and he can remember everyone, but he quickly forgets what happened. He can feel his emotions more or less. My memory has gone awry, so I seldom ask others questions.

He did not experience amnesia, he retained his impressions and cognitions of everyone around him, he knew how to smile at the aunt who brought the food, and he remembered everything that had happened, but they were chaotic and only recalled in Jiangyuan Sometimes he can remember for a moment, and when he is distracted by other things, he can quickly change his emotions.

Xu Mu smiled and said that this is not necessarily a bad thing. It is difficult for Liang Ji to agree with this point of view. Judging from the doctor's description, Jiang Yuan's condition is almost the same as that of Alzheimer's. This almost didn't make Liang Ji crazy. Without dementia, it is really unacceptable that Jiang Yuan will become dull.

But...his forgetting is fast, which means he can be artificially induced to laugh most of the time, and as long as the people around him are patient, it can keep him in good shape.

He was very afraid that Jiang Yuan would lose his ability to take care of himself, and he would not be able to completely change his mind about Gu Lv at this stage. Even if Gu Lv was guilty at this stage, no matter how patient and considerate he was, he might easily affect Jiang Yuan because of his impatience.

This is the reason why Liang Ji couldn't leave for a while. He extended the inspection period for a long time, took over a lot of time, and gave Gu Lv a lot of time, hoping that he would not let himself down.