aftershock

Today is a rare sunny day in this winter, the sun didn't miss anyone, the light in Xu Xuan's ward was very good, only two nurses Xu Jingxing left at the door and the dust particles in the room filled the whole space.

"Lin Wang!"

"Are you... come to see me?"

After Xu Xuan woke up, the figure from behind was opening the door. Xu Xuan didn't want to stop him at first, but Lin Wang opened the door very softly.

He turned around and put his hands in the pockets of the white robe. From this look, he was not as gentle and familiar as the back just now.

"Is it better?"

Xu Xuan nodded, leaning on the railing on the hospital bed and asked, "Jiang Yuan..."

"Not yet awake."

"Oh." Xu Xuan froze, but soon put a cramped smile on his face, "I...can I..."

"Impossible." Lin Wang took a deep breath, but his eyes still did not rest on Xu Xuan. "Impossible, Xu Xuan."

Lin Wang would never call him Xu Xuan, he has always been closer to him than Gu Lu, and has always been more like a big brother than Gu Lu, taking him to play, taking him to eat delicious food, talking about all kinds of interesting things, Sickness is always the first concern.He always called him "Xiao Xuan, Xiao Xuan."

Xu Xuan let go of his cold hand, sighed softly, with a hint of water vapor. "You already know.. No wonder.. You ignored me.."

"I knew about it earlier than your brother...maybe..."

"Perhaps you can come and see me?"

Lin Wang was silent for a while, bit his upper lip in distraction, stood up quickly, reached out and patted Xu Xuan's guardrail, "I'll see you later when I'm free."

"Lin Wang!"

Xu Xuan raised the corner of his mouth, "You won't be called Xiao Xuan anymore, will you? In fact, I also want to become like you later, it seems too late."

Xu Xuan added, "But in a story, there are always a few villains as supporting roles."

Lin Wang didn't look back, but the hand on the door increased his strength

"Xiao Xuan, I wish you weren't inside."

Xu Xuan quietly looked at the closed door, and he put the hand that caught the dust in the air back on his unconscious leg.It was the last familiar person to leave him.

His elder brother won't come to see him anymore, that Gu Haiyin who traded his heart for his life is no longer his.

He felt a burst of relief, decades of fear and guilt were gone, he was a calm bad guy.

But he was sad.

A selfish and mean person like Xu Sheng who loves money like his life, even though he is in such a mess and hiding in Tibet today, still has a trace of conscience, secretly went to the hospital in the middle of the night and asked him if he wanted to run away together.

He was still eccentric, dancing and exaggerating how cruel Gu Lv was, but the underlying worry was that his own brother would kill him too.

For a moment, Xu Xuan didn't know whether to be ridiculous or sad.He rejected Xu Cheng, Xu Sheng was so angry that his mouth twisted, he cursed and climbed out of the window on the fourth floor, and threw a pile of money up from there inexplicably.

This is the legendary Xu Sheng who would blackmail people even if the Ant Forest's energy was stolen too much.He bullied himself, hated himself, and in the end he was afraid that he would die and not mention it, and he was also afraid that he would lose his brother and even have no money.

Xu Xuan didn't know where that psychotic Xu Sheng hid the 10 yuan. He threw it all over the room, so he didn't have the legs to pick it up.But there was only Xu Sheng, in this life, there was only Xu Sheng.He played back similar old movies over and over again in Xu Xuan's room where the dust rotted with people.

That top student with fair skin, big eyes, good looks and extravagance stood silently at the entrance of the alley again.

He never talked to any of them, and ignored others, but he looked at himself with gentle eyes and no hostility.

The finger he handed over the money from his schoolbag was very white and clean, he was very clean, even his shoes were so clean, every time Xu Xuanming stepped on him thoroughly, but the next time I saw him, he was still the same clean.

He seems to be a person who can't get dirty no matter what, even though Xu Xuan wants to dirty him so much that he can be like himself.

in fact.

In fact, he was thinking that if he was like himself, he could...maybe be friends.

If only I hadn’t followed him that day, if I didn’t have my brother, if only he didn’t belong to my brother, if I hadn’t stood with my brother, I wouldn’t have understood, high and low is not a word, it is Two kinds of people, different people, different people from themselves.

Jiang Yuan snatched his Gu Haiyin away, and he also snatched Jiang Yuan's Gu Lv away as he wished, thinking that it was even.

It wasn't until later that he realized that Gu Haiyin didn't belong to him either.

He doesn't deserve it.

It turned out that he would never see Gu Haiyin again, and Gu Lu would never come to see him.

Yeah.