aftershock

In a rough room with green moss growing on the corners, there was silence except for silence. When Xu Xuan couldn't help moving his feet, there was a little bit of other voices in the room responding.

It was a very tiny ticking sound, like dripping water.

"Jiang Yuan?"

"What?"

"Are you trying to kill me?"

"Um"

"How do you want to kill me? Can you tell me?"

"I didn't think about it. I also wanted to take a picture of you. The driver who brought me told me that there are homeless people and people who take drugs in this building who will borrow...cough"

Jiang Yuan stopped his itchy throat, rolled his Adam's apple a few times, and said disappointedly, "Why have I waited for so long, and there was no one there?"

"You can't wait, they were cleared away by Xu Sheng long ago"

"Oh, so let's move on to the next step."

After he finished speaking, he got up very calmly, and his cold fingertips trembled slightly when they touched Xu Xuan's arm, "You..."

Xu Xuan felt a pain in his wrist, and Jiang Yuan gasped, "A thick-skinned person really has such a thick skin."

Even though Xu Xuan was blindfolded, he could still feel the blunt knife slowly rubbing against his wrist, repeatedly cutting his wrist like a violin with malicious torture, there was a deep wound there I don't know, but Xu Xuan could still bite his lip and say generously, "If you want to torture me, I'll give it back to you"

Later, he could only connect his wrists to his arms until his whole body trembled. He whimpered and couldn't utter two complete words.

Jiang Yuan saw that the cut was almost deep, so he put his hands on his knees. The wetness of the blood soon seeped into his pants, and his whole legs were cold. Xu Xuan never realized that life is When he had time, he called Jiang Yuan's name in panic. He didn't know whether he was frightened or really scared. Sometimes he called Jiang Yuan, please forgive me, and sometimes he whispered sorry.

Jiang Yuan had already closed the door, but he was still afraid of the cold.

After he cleaned up all the clutter on the table under the window, he lay down on it, and the voices startled Xu Xuan again. Jiang Yuan thought he was too loud, so he had to persuade him, "Stop making any noise, I will make a noise." Your tongue was cut off too"

Gu Lv took off the photos, first he picked the ones in front of him indiscriminately, and the ones that paused occasionally required him to tremble.He took it apart slowly, little by little, and many of them were taken away and became blank. He knew that those were all sent to Jiang Yuan.

A whole wall, a whole side.

For a complete ten years, a voyeur watched him fall asleep openly every night, but Gu Lv was sleepless every night.

The photos are getting taller and older.

The yellowed corners were seen by Gu Lv.Jiang Yuan stood downstairs with his head bowed, stubbornly refusing to leave, waiting for him with a crooked schoolbag on his back, he would occasionally look up at his window, and when he saw it was dark after school, he would kick his legs when he was tired, and he would kick when he was hungry. Looking up while eating buns, occasionally squatting there with an aggrieved expression.

Rain or shine, he is bound to wait until Gu Lu's heart softens.Gu Lv also stood behind the curtain and looked at him, as long as he stood, he watched for as long as possible.He just doesn't want to forgive him, not because he doesn't feel sorry for him.

Gu Lv put the photo in his arms, leaned his head against the wall, with a sad expression, he turned around behind the night of that day, and walked away for ten years.

His stiff suit always got in the way, and he couldn't reach the upper wall.

So he took it off, and when he found an older one, his expression was puzzled, is that Jiang Yuan?

The school uniform pants of several people blocked most of Jiang Yuan's body shrunk in the corner, Gu Lv couldn't see his appearance clearly, like the stripes appearing on an old TV, Gu Lv hurried forward to pick another one.

This is the real Jiang Yuan. His eyes were closed and his hair was pulled by someone. The corners of his mouth were blue and his forehead was swollen. He was not wearing pants, and half of the rope was wrapped around his body and neck. Gu Lv had no time to breathe, and his forehead was sweating. He picked up all the photos in a row.

When he saw the contents of the photo clearly, he couldn't help but took two steps back, bent his legs on the bed, and sat down heavily.

In the blurry photo, there are only Jiang Yuan's legs. Jiang Yuan's two legs are lying sideways on the concrete floor, curled up with his trousers that have receded to his feet, and his face cannot be seen clearly.

On the blurry photo are Jiang Yuan's whole body, Jiang Yuan's bound hands, bound feet, the red palm prints on his waist, the chest that was kneaded maliciously, and the face that was forced to face to face. The camera's eyes are not desperate, nor are they afraid to cry, they are full of sadness and a little bit of bewilderment. He looks straight at the camera, as if inexplicably disappointed.

Gu Lv raised his head and opened his mouth for a long time without daring to breathe. Every breath he took could not receive the oxygen from the last time. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move away from the stacked photos in his hands, and he couldn't take his eyes off those eyes.

He can't go, his little animal-like snow-white person, clean, pure, healthy and sunny person, who will shake the water from his hair into rainbow colors, has become the one who hides in the corner and accepts humiliation with his eyes closed, who has no clothes.

The photo just fell from his hands, and he wanted to pick it up, but his soul died a few pieces, and all the joints were so stiff that he could not be commanded by his body, and his knees hit the ground straight, leaving a trail of water. It gave him a short period of clarity, so that he could accept the baptism of the next hell.

"Jiang Yuan, can you tell me why you are afraid of the dark? Is it because you have done a lot of bad things?"

Gu Lv couldn't control himself and grabbed a certain inch of the shirt on his chest. The words he once stabbed Jiang Yuan's heart like a knife finally grew into a spear with barbs, and stabbed him right through.

Three disheveled hooligans who didn't even have time to put on their trousers. They compared their victory poses to the camera and smiled like showing off. Behind them was Jiang Yuan who was spread out on the ground and lay motionless with his head fully covered.

At this moment, it seemed that all the unwillingness and resentment towards Jiang Yuan had turned into mocking faces of Gu Lv.

Jiang Yuan didn't wait for him after school, every day, every night, every time he was standing downstairs, he didn't wait for him.

He said that he couldn't borrow a spaceship to find his past self, and that every second he wanted to see himself was more urgent than the light from the sun to the earth, but he jumped into the pool and refused to come up. He stood in the middle of the road and was hit by a car. Even preferring to drown himself in the bathtub, he didn't want to tell himself his despair.

Gu Lu finally understood that Jiang Yuan didn't distrust him.

Jiang Yuan didn't forgive him, and from the day he couldn't wait, he never forgave him again.