aftershock

"Jiang Yuan?"

Xu Xuan in the wheelchair didn't feel anything strange, he saw Jiang Yuan standing there with a confused expression on his face, and pulled his arm.

"Go.. go away.."

Every time he saw Jiang Yuan, Jiang Yuan either told him to go away, or told him to go away, Xu Xuan didn't let go, because Jiang Yuan was too hard, the back of his hand was bleeding all the time, afraid that he would move around, Xu Xuan had to fix it His forearm "Better not move, Jiang Yuan."

Jiang Yuan began to tremble little by little. He scanned the entire room without finding anyone else. He began to get nervous and flustered, inexplicably as if his eyes were covered by a black T-shirt, and he was blindfolded. breathe.

Those memories and reality seemed to be connected, and rushed into his brain like a train. Regardless of the various instruments and incisions connected to his body, he tried his best to shrink back into the bed. When he felt bound by the thread, he used another All the hands were torn off, and in an instant, the alarms of various instruments sounded.

"Jiangyuan!"

Xu Xuan couldn't stand up, seeing Jiang Yuan biting his lips firmly at first, and then pushing him with his eyes closed, when he let go, Jiang Yuan almost supported his upper body and wanted to get off the ground, he seemed to hide from him, helpless Unlike looking for the last refuge in a disaster that is about to end, Xu Xuan didn't know that he was not allowed to get out of bed, and it was too late to stop him. When Jiang Yuan was curled up on the ground and couldn't move, he even struggled to ring the bell.

"How dare you come..."

"Are you so unafraid of death..."

Liang Ji's voice was not high, he could be called calm, but his expression was terribly cold. He and Gu Zhengzhong stood in front of Xu Xuan, and Gu Zhengzhong even half blocked him. When Gu Lv appeared, he only heard these two sentences , He frowned and stepped forward a few steps, only to realize that the ward was so noisy.

His gaze did not penetrate into the layered people, and he asked in the same low voice, "What's going on?"

Liang Ji's eyes could probably kill people, but Xu Xuan smiled wryly at this moment, and everyone blamed him, but that's it.

"Gu Lv? Gu Lv, come here quickly." Lin Wang was sweating all over his head. As soon as he shouted, the two doctors stepped aside and Gu Lv felt his heart pounding.

"How is this going!!"

Still no one answered him, Jiang Yuan was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, his half-curled body turned his back to everyone, his hands clenched into fists against his lips, he couldn't tell whether it was because he was trembling or he was biting all the time. Himself, Gu Lu wanted to touch him, but was stopped by a doctor, who said seriously, "Who are you, you can't provoke him anymore."

The nurse called out, "What should the director do? The sedative can't be given, and the equipment can't be connected to cause accidents."

Lin Wang gritted his teeth, "Let him try, Gu Lu, Jiang Yuan will sweep away anyone who touches him now, he is struggling a lot, the wound is bleeding, and all the muscles in his body are exerting force, he is already in this state It's been a long time, think of a way to see if you can open him, if not, we can only force it."

Gu Lv didn't know what his so-called coercive means were. The medical equipment that was swept up all over the floor, whether it was the needles of water or the quilt pillows that fell on the ground, all of them proved what he had experienced here, and Jiang Yuan seemed to be just asleep. Then he was having a nightmare, closing his eyes tightly and grinding his protruding phalanx with his teeth.Gu Lu's eyes hurt a little, he stepped forward and said softly, "Jiang Yuan..."

Of course Jiang Yuan ignored him, and even when Gu Lv hugged his shoulder, he still started to struggle crazily again.The director sighed deeply, half blaming and half helpless, he wanted to curse, but Lin Wang just stared at Jiang Yuan.

Gu Lv had to use a lot of strength to withstand Jiang Yuan's resistance. He didn't want to open his eyes, and his whole body was tense to the extreme, trembling slightly, "Jiang Yuan...Jiang Yuan...wake up..."

He won't wake up, whether it's the blood on his clothes or the blood-red back of his hands, Gu Lv has to spend a lot of effort to control his breathing.He called out again, and when he didn't get a response, he bent down and touched the blood-stained lips. He gently sucked the dry lips, and tried the tight teeth again and again with the tip of his tongue. Half of his body was held in his arms, and his other hand was stroking his back along his neck, with great strength, that strong sense of existence seemed to suppress a nightmare, and he felt his teeth The tip loosened slightly, Gu Lv immediately kissed him harder, he knew that Jiang Yuan must recognize him, but this kind of slack towards him still made Gu Lv feel very sad.

Most of the people present turned their faces away automatically, only Lin Wang squeezed the palm of his hand, the pain and disappointment in his heart were no less than anyone else's.

As soon as that breath came in, Jiang Yuan's hand fell loosely, and the nurse stepped forward to pinch the relaxed muscles like a treasure, and said in surprise, "Okay, okay, hurry up and get an injection."

It seemed as if he could hear everyone's breathing, only Gu Lv could see how pale his face was in his arms, Jiang Yuan was just breathing slightly, watching the trembling eyelashes fold their wings like a falling butterfly, slowly calming down, No one knew that Gu Lv also tightened the muscles of his whole body, but he only hugged this person slightly.

He hugged him quietly for a while, and when he fell asleep, the nurse carefully pulled up his clothes in this strange posture. The hideous wound was exposed in front of his eyes. The crooked needle buckle of the stapler was pulled out, and the dehiscated wound was bleeding with clear texture.

"To be stitched again."

Gu Lu put him down, gently like a baby.Liang Ji stood coldly at the door, pointing at Xu Xuandao, "Tell him to fuck off." Gu Lv didn't care about his tone, but felt tired all over after being extremely nervous.Lin Wang's back was wet. He had already apologized many times. When it was Gu Lu's turn, he was still apologizing, "I'm sorry, I brought Xu Xuan here. I really didn't know that this would happen."

Gu Lv didn't say anything, but Xu Xuan smiled lightly, "It's none of his business, I found the hospital, he's just a doctor, he can't stop me" Gu Lv's eyes still stopped on the bed not far away, He turned towards Xu Xuan, and his tone was both calm and deep, "Xu Xuan, do you want to explain to me?"

A doctor inside gasped, and quickly shouted, "Oops, it probably broke inside."

"Push to the operating room!"

"Get the push bed!"

"Clear the field, hurry up, everyone disperses!!" There was another commotion inside, just like in a TV series, a thin line of blood slowly flowed from Jiang Yuan's mouth to the right, in order to prevent choking, the doctor put his head on His head was turned sideways, the half of his face huddled in the white sheet looked very fragile and immature, his slender eyelashes were obedient, there were so many of them, watching Jiang Yuan being quickly dragged away by a group of people, Liang Ji was very angry Trembling, only Gu Zhengzhong still looked at Gu Lv with meaningful eyes.

Gu Lv took a few steps forward slowly, then stopped again.

This is the most advanced wheelchair with the most intelligent electronic system in the world. It can even accept voice instructions, which was also sent by Gu Lv.The wheelchair automatically followed Gu Lv, and stopped slowly not far from the stairwell.

Xu Xuan had an indistinct resistance to the cold stairwells only found in this kind of hospital. When Gu Lv stopped with his back turned to him, he even felt that Gu Lv might push him down again.

"elder brother."

Gu Lu stood by the drafty window and took a deep breath, "Let's talk."

What are you talking about, Xu Xuan thought, probably he and his brother really have no fate.He was separated since he was a child, and he didn't develop any feelings when he grew up. When Jiang Yuan was there, he only had Jiang Yuan in his eyes, and he didn't really regard himself as his younger brother when Jiang Yuan left.

"I told you before, I just like him very much, I like him too, I like Jiang Yuan." Gu Lv turned around and looked over, ah, Xu Xuan thought, it was this look, with a look of bewilderment and incomprehension Patiently helpless, he wasn't even angry, but this time he probably had to deal with this matter before he reluctantly looked at it squarely, "What did you do to him just now?"

"Just now?" Xu Xuan thought about it calmly, and replied calmly, "I kissed him just now, he fell asleep, I kissed his mouth, I kissed his face, I shook his hand , and then he woke up."

Gu Lu finally frowned, his beautiful dark blue eyes looked like a piece of top-quality emerald, and there were some waves inside, but Xu Xuan thought that he was either pure anger, or cold, dissatisfied and deep regret.What is he regretting, shouldn't he get himself back, or should he not let himself come into contact with Jiang Yuan?

"He doesn't like you."

"I know."

"Xu Xuan, this is the last time."

Hearing this, Xu Xuan let go of the hand that was tightly clenched by the side. He was indeed nervous when he saw Gu Lv just now, but he knew very well that he would not be able to get asylum, as his status had been very clear for so many years.He didn't live in those beautiful eyes. Like Jiang Yuan, he was arrogant and arrogant in his bones, and he was always a small person in the sewer. He couldn't stain them, and he couldn't be purified.

"Brother, this won't be the last time, even if you hate me, hate me, today is not the last time."

Xu Xuan looked up at him, thinking of what Jiang Yuan had muttered to himself, feeling a little sad, "It's not that Jiang Yuan didn't wait for you, it's because I didn't."

"You shouldn't have come to me when you were here."

"You shouldn't be like this."

"No." Xu Xuan shook his head, "Jiang Yuan was waiting for Gu Lv. One day when school was over, he said he couldn't wait that day. As for me, I was waiting for Hein. My brother Hein, I have been waiting, and I have been waiting a lot Years, 18 years? 20 years? Or 25 years? I don’t know how long it will be, do you think I’ll wait for it.”

Gu Lu frowned, "Why would he tell you?"

Xu Xuan sighed, and smiled, "Think of me occasionally, you are obviously my only brother"

"You gave me a house, a car, and the best and most expensive things. Is it because of Jiang Yuan? Are you afraid that I will retaliate against him? Are you making up for me for him?"

"Don't you like it?"

"A paralyzed cripple who needs nothing but a wheelchair."

"Brother, you will never sell your heart for me again."

Xu Xuan put his hand on his knee that had lost all the elasticity of the muscles and was almost left with a handful of bones. He touched it hard, and his eyes were a little moist, "Your heart lives in someone else, and you will never sell it again. "

In this small stairwell, except for the breeze leaking in from the window, there is only the sound of Gu Lu's inaudible breathing, are they really brothers, are they really related by blood?

Is there really such a cold brother in the world?

"Xu Xuan, Jiang Yuan is just Jiang Yuan. Apart from me, he has nothing to do with you and me. I hope you can distinguish clearly."

"So what if you don't know."

"Nothing, but I will never be separated from him again."

"Won't we be separated no matter what? What if he disappears again?"

Gu Lu didn't answer his words, but just glanced at him lightly, and walked out without concern for himself.Xu Xuan felt that this was probably decent.

Make a decent step back and remind him that enough is enough.

What happened more than ten years ago was like a landmine, and Jiang Yuan didn't dare to say it. Xu Xuan felt a little slack, and fell into the swamp covered by repeated torture. He was guilty, but he couldn't say it. Even if Gu Lv hated him again, He still wanted a brother, wanted a family.

He thought of Gu Lv's unconditional indulgence and unscrupulous "indulgence" in these years, and he responded to every request, ranging from a small pastry in a small store, to a certain global limited-edition item, to a house that he can't remember, A luxury car too full to fit.He couldn't go up the stairs, Gu Lv installed elevators in all the places he lived, he had no friends, Gu Lv even introduced Lin Wang to him as a friend.

But Gu Lv must not know that he stole all of Jiang Yuan's things from that elevator, the bed he slept on, the quilt and pillow he used, the cabinet where he put his clothes, and even the cup for drinking tea. His family had restored the exact same life in Jiangyuan, but Gu Lv didn't know it, because Gu Lv had never visited any place where he lived, and even with one glance, he could understand that he was not purely jealous.

And Lin Wang, Gu Lv didn't know how many times he used Lin Wang to get closer to Jiang Yuan.

Is it coveted?

No, he doesn't want to be a thief anymore, he just misses that smell, that smell that has dissipated for many, many years, that smell mixed with soapy scent and woody washing liquid on Jiang Yuan's body.

Probably never smell it again.