door of eternal life

[Abstract: That man taught Yu to grow up.Yu looked at them who were innocent and green, all he could do was hug Qing tightly, letting the rain wet himself.On a slightly cool rainy day, Qing felt very warm. 】

Summer vacation has officially begun.

Without the shackles of school work and rest time, Qing completely freed herself.I was full of energy at night, read the book all night, and didn't fall asleep until after five in the morning.Yu has the habit of waking up early. He had dinner with his aunt and uncle in the morning. After watching them go to work, he listened carefully to Qing's room, but he didn't hear anything.Last night, he also went to bed very late, felt thirsty in the middle of the night, got up to drink water, and saw a thin, faint warm light shining through the bottom crack of Qing's room door, knowing that Qing was staying up late to read and study again, according to Qing's previous Regularly, he probably slept until noon, so he didn't intend to wake him up, so he made a phone call, whispered a few words to the other party, and prepared to go out.The weather forecast was accurate, and early in the morning, it began to rain heavily, and it was urgent and heavy. Yu took the house key that his aunt had given him in the morning, took an umbrella from the porch cabinet, and tiptoed out.

As soon as Yu came back at noon and opened the door, he heard laughter from the living room. He put down the umbrella and saw that there was already a blue umbrella leaning against the wall.

"Oh, Kuo, Yu is back." Qing looked at Yu again, "Ko used to come to play with us, but it was a few years ago. You should still remember?"

Qing didn't know what He Kuo was talking about just now, they both laughed happily, Qing's face was slightly flushed, and her ears were also slightly red.

Yu nodded, and said to Kuo with a smile: "Hello. I remember, the double surname is Sikong, and the single character is Kuo, Sikongkuo." Yu saw that Kuo had grown into a tall and big boy, looking very sunny and cheerful, and Qing's quiet and introverted form a strong contrast.It's unbelievable that two people like this can become good friends.

Kuo was still grinning, and said heartily: "Yes, I also remember, the three of us used to go swimming together. It's Brother Yu! I also remember your full name, Yi Tianyu, right?"

"You guys are the same age, don't call me Brother." Qing squinted at Kuo, but he actually felt that Kuo's "Brother Yu" sounded a bit awkward.

"Really? It's early November, how about you?" Kuo asked Yu.

"I'm older than you, and I'm at the end of February. I'll change clothes first." Yu Bian said as he walked towards the room, the rain was too heavy, even with an umbrella, his clothes were still wet by the rain whistle.

"It's still right to call me brother. But it's still the same as before, call me Yu, it looks kind." Kuo laughed.

"Up to you." Qing replied casually, staring at Yu's back, the blue and white plaid short-sleeved T-shirt was a little wet from the rain, the light blue became darker, and the dark blue jeans were all wet. Yes, it looks a bit heavy.I don't know what Yu went out to do, and it was still raining heavily outside, so the doubts when I accompanied Yu to the hotel to check out came to my mind again.

Yu changed his clothes and came out, and took a short shower. Seeing that Qing was still sitting on the rosewood chair, and Kuo was sitting on the sofa, talking about school affairs, and had no intention of eating, he asked: "Have you eaten yet?"

"No, I was sleeping when he kept ringing the doorbell and woke me up." Qing glared at him.

Kuo laughed: "I have notified you in advance during the holidays. Don't try to live your life upside down during the summer vacation. I will make surprise visits at any time. I am not to blame for your lack of sleep."

Yu found it interesting: "Are you still classmates in high school?"

"Well, we were at the same table from elementary school to junior high school. Later, we entered the same high school and were assigned to the same class. Although we were not at the same table anymore, we were at the same table." Qing nodded and smiled.

"That's our fate!" Kuo shouted loudly, and stood up with a smile, "I'm really hungry, let's go out to eat, I'll treat you!" Kuo likes rainy days, and he doesn't want to stay in the room when it rains Staying in the house, I like to run out, and I am also happy in the rain.

"I'm older than you guys, so let me treat you to this meal first." Yu looked at Qing, "Qing, why don't you go change your clothes?"

He doesn't care about his wealth: "Okay, then I will invite you next time, and it's agreed! Qing, hurry up and change your clothes, you are already thin enough, and your clothes are like wearing them on a wooden pole. You need to eat more later. .”

Yu had already gone straight to the door, looking for an umbrella, only to find that there were no extra umbrellas left.The wide umbrella is a bit small, and can only cover one person. The black umbrella Yu held was larger, so she put her arms around Qing's shoulders, and leaned him tightly into her arms.It was raining, and there was a chill in the air, and Ao felt that Yu's body was very warm.

On rainy days, the taxi was very nervous and it was difficult to wait, so they decided to walk to the restaurant.

Talking and laughing, Yu took them to a tea restaurant. The atmosphere was very quiet, the temperature of the air conditioner was suitable, and there were not many people drinking tea and eating. Some people sat alone in a corner and concentrated on eating, while others Talk in low voices.

After taking his seat, Qing looked at Yu in surprise and said, "How do you know this place? I've never seen it before. You are more familiar with City D than I am."

Kuo looked around and said, "Well, this is the second time I've come to this place, the last time I came with my brother on a blind date."

"I'm not very familiar with it. I came here with a friend a few days ago. I remember the way very much. I think this place is quiet and the food tastes good." Yu smiled and looked at Qing again, "It also suits your taste. Speaking of eating today, I think of this place.”

They don't order three set meals. Qing thinks the taste is really good, and the dishes are refreshing and clean, full of color and fragrance, not as greasy as many restaurants. Speaking of it, it's like poison.

Kuo is very talkative, and after a meal, there is no silence, mainly chatting with Yu more, all over the world, history and military... Qing still eats quietly, occasionally interjecting a few words.He wanted to ask Yu what he was doing a few days ago, and what friends were here. Seeing that Yu didn't take the initiative to mention it, he hesitated for a while, and gave up.

After dinner, Kuo was about to go home. They said goodbye to Qing and Yu in different directions. As soon as Qing and Yu turned around, Kuo called Qing and asked, "Are you going to take summer school? How about learning the third-year class in advance? If I take it, I watched one a few days ago, and we have class every afternoon, and we sign up together, how about it?"

Qing shook her head and made a wry smile: "It's such a hot day, please forgive me, I still have to use the summer vacation to recuperate, recharge my energy, and sprint to the third year of high school."

Kuo let out an "oh" in disappointment, and then nodded with a smile: "That's right! Young master, you should rest at home. It's okay if you don't go to cram school. Take care of yourself, huh? I have to study hard, when the time comes We applied for the same university, and we will continue to share the same class, the same table, and the same dormitory!"

"Okay." Qing smiled and waved to him.

Yu looked at them, and the corner of his mouth moved slightly.The rain was still falling, and they still walked home, Yu hugged Qing tightly, half of his body was soaked.The abundant and plump raindrops dripped tightly and quickly on the water-logged ground, splashing transparent water splashes one after another, like countless small fish jumping out of the water, covering up the cramped heartbeat.

This morning, Yu went back to the hotel again, and the hotel room was not returned last night.

"Tianyu, you are growing up and going to college. College life is very rich. You will meet many new friends. You can go on your own in the future. If you are short of money, you can call me at any time and I will help you Put it in the card, don't say no, just... you borrow it from me, and pay me back after you get to work." The man sat by the bed, lit a cigarette, took a puff slowly, and slowly Slowly spit out, and said, "I have been here, I know the pain in it, it is the pain in my heart that cannot be expressed. If possible, I still hope that you can live a normal life, and find a good girl to marry and start a family in the future. Don't be like me who finally made up my mind to get married, had children, and got divorced. In society, men always want to have a normal family, start a family and start a business...you will know later. You are a very smart child, Heed my advice. Huh?"

Yu stood by the window, looking down at the downstairs. There are many paulownia trees planted on both sides of the road. It is midsummer, and the tree crowns are like canopies, dense and lush. The road is full of traffic and people are coming and going, as if walking in the woods Like a shuttle, when he heard the man's words, he raised his head, smiled, and didn't make a sound.Deep down in his heart, he was very grateful to this man for his care and help.

In the summer vacation before the first year of high school, one night, he had a conflict with his stepmother again. In order to calm down the hysterical stepmother first, his father reprimanded him indiscriminately.He ran out of the house, anger, helplessness, and sadness welled up. He didn't know how long he would live like this, and how long he would be able to leave this house. He felt hopeless and sad about his powerlessness again. At this moment , How he wished that someone could give him a little comfort and care, and give him a warm hug, but at this moment, who could come and give him all this?The idea of ​​giving up on himself in the confusion made him walk to the lake.There are many trees planted by the lake, gloomy and green, covering the benches, and the light from the street lamps leaks from the branches and leaves, sprinkled on the ground.He was sitting on the bench, and after two or three people approached one after another, they realized that he was still young, so they didn't strike up a conversation with him. This man picked him up by the lake at that time.

The man felt that he was too young, only in his teens, and his mind was still immature. From his expression and concealed speech fragments, the man roughly guessed his situation, but he did not continue to ask, in order to prevent him from contacting him again. To other people in the circle, let him be the tutor of his daughter Niuniu.He has good academic performance and is very serious in teaching. Niu Niu is an elementary school student, and it is more than enough for high school students to tutor elementary school students.The tutoring fee is settled according to the class hours. The man gave him a price that was significantly higher than the market price. He disagreed with such a high price at first. He felt that it was a charity. The man said that it was not because of you that he gave you this price. He also invited you before. A few tutors are also at the same price. As a result, the money is spent, but Niu Niu's academic performance has not improved, but you do have this level, Niu Niu also likes you to teach her, her grades have improved a lot, you deserve it.He didn't say anything more.The man saw that he taught well, and introduced several friends to him to tutor their children.Plan where to go every day, and stay idle every night, weekends are no exception. During the winter and summer vacations, in addition to continuing to be a tutor, I also learned a lot of business and financial expertise from men in my spare time. I also learned to read stocks, Futures, funds, gradually get started, and also have extra income. I once bought a fund with 1 yuan, and when I redeemed it, it turned out to be five times. The man praised him for his vision and talent.After three years, he even saved enough for college tuition and living expenses.

He is really grateful to this man, because this man helped him in time, so he didn't take a careless step and fell down. It was also from the first year of high school that he never used the family money again, and moved out of the house. Can support themselves.On the day he moved out, his father sighed deeply, hesitant to speak, he saw his father's eye circles were red, he said "I'm leaving", turned around, tears welled up in his eyes in an instant After turning around, he was blocked back again abruptly.

The night he was picked up, the man told him, you are still young and the road is still long, don't go to that place in the future.It’s the first time you do it, if you meet someone who is considerate and experienced, it’s okay, but if you meet someone who is rough, you can be tossed to death, and you won’t be able to get out of bed for half a month, which will cause great harm to your body.Wait until you grow up, your first time, if you want, I will teach you how to do it, and let you know what is going on with men and men, and think about whether you should go and how to go this way in the future .In the future, you will definitely fall in love with someone, and for that person, you have to cherish your body.At that time, he inexplicably thought of the red-faced Qing who was hugged by him from behind.

Yu knew that the man really liked him.On the day when the college entrance examination ended, the man cooked a sumptuous meal at home and celebrated with Niu Niu that his exam was over.After the meal, Yu kept procrastinating until Niuniu went back to sleep. He got up and walked straight into the man's bedroom. The man sat on the sofa without moving. After a while, he came in, stood by the door, and ordered A cigarette, looking at Yu through the light blue smoke, Yu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the man and said, "Brother, I want to do it with you, you promised me that you would teach me the first time." The man was silent, Then he nodded and said, "Okay." After taking a shower, lying on the bed, the man guided him patiently and whispered in his ear what to do. The foreplay was delicate and gentle, and he was just a little uncomfortable at first, He didn't know whether the feeling he felt was pushing or inhaling more deeply, but following the slow rhythm of the man's movement and the various stroking of him in his hands, he began to immerse himself in it, to him it was a A warm, exciting and unforgettable first experience.Afterwards, the man kissed Zai Yu on the forehead and said that seeing him was like seeing himself when he was young, and he would only do it this time with him.That night, Yu felt that he had really grown up.

This week, the man came to City D on a business trip. Yu said that his aunt’s family was also in City D and wanted to visit her family, so he came with the man. There was still a hidden reason in his heart that he didn’t say. The last reward for a man before going to college, a man likes him, and of course he wants him.As a result, after staying in the hotel for five days, the man had meetings during the day, socializing or taking him to dinner at night, and went to bed after taking a shower, watching TV or flipping through magazines. I only asked him if he had seen his aunt’s family. Didn't mean to touch him.He felt that he underestimated the man and failed the man's sincerity.That morning, it was raining heavily. When he and the man walked out of the hotel, amidst the noise of the rain, he turned around and showed a big smile to the man, and shouted, "Thank you for these years, brother!"

The smile is very sincere, very bright, clear and bright, and the corners of the eyes are a little wet.The past few years have been the most fulfilling and stable years he has lived after his mother passed away.

Because Yu had a tutoring job during the summer vacation and wanted to continue, he stayed at Qing's house for a few days before going back.Qing didn't know if Yu would come again during the winter and summer vacations, or if she would only show up every few years.During this meeting, he felt that the change in Yu was not only in appearance, Yu was no longer the thin and thin person before, but now he was tall and well-proportioned, but he looked thinner in comparison. .There has also been an important change in Yu's heart, and he still doesn't know exactly what the change is, but from Yu's eyes, he can feel that there is a heavy heart in Yu's heart, heavy.He always felt that those few years were between him and Yu, shortening the distance between him and Yu, and drawing a clear boundary between them, one on this side of the line and the other on the other side of the line.

This line has been extending in the bottom of Qing's heart, so far that he no longer has to think about Yu, but concentrates on his studies in the third year of high school.